On the day he confessed his illness, the ward was as quiet as death.

In fact, Lao Hua and Wang Wen have been with their daughter for so many years, how can they not have psychological construction?

But after all, that is their only pearl in the palm of their hand, and the pain of their parents is an innate instinct.

On the contrary, Hua Wan was the first to slow down and laughed: "Leukemia...... There are also cures, has Director Wang already diagnosed me? ”

"Not yet." Lan Jiashu held her cold hand and promised the two old men with all his strength: "I have contacted an authoritative hospital for the treatment of blood diseases in New York, USA, where the medical conditions are among the best in the world, if you take her there, maybe the result will be much better than staying in Beijing, and when the situation stabilizes, I will take you over." ”

Many married men find it difficult to bear the burden of a terminally ill partner, not to mention that these two children are only a verbal engagement.

It seems too unfair to accept Lan Jiashu's love with all his strength in this way.

But the demagogic power of hope really makes it impossible to tell people about a righteous rejection.

A matter of life and death, Hua Wan has thought about it very clearly in the five years of her illness, she slowly overlapped her fingers with Lan Jiashu, and agreed in a low voice: "Okay, I'll go." ”

Uprooting oneself is especially terrifying at such times.

But thinking that he was still by his side, Hua Wan felt that he could hold on.

"I have already communicated with Director Wang, he respects this choice, if you can, let's leave as soon as possible." Lan Jiashu said: "It seems that there is no way to control the deterioration of the condition in Xiehe, and every day is critical now. ”

"Okay, okay." Lao Hua tried hard to laugh, but her expression was distorted.

This generous and optimistic father finally had a time when he couldn't stand it.

"Dad......" Hua Wan couldn't see him sad the most, so he suddenly buried his face in his knees, choked up and said, "Don't be like this, it's not good......"

Lan Jiashu put his arms around her instead, letting her fall on his knees and cry silently.

Wang Wen also turned her head sideways, holding back her throat.

"I mentioned to Mr. Ning yesterday that I had resigned, and he didn't force me." Lan Jiashu said: "In the past few years of making games, I also have some savings, so I don't have to worry too much about the economy, wait until the United States first let Hua Wan settle down in the hospital, there is no other problem, and immediately entangle your second elder to accompany her." ”

Wang Wen can usually speak well, but at this time, she can't say half a word, so she can only nod.

She felt sorry for her daughter, felt sorry for her son-in-law, hated the injustice of fate, and hated her uselessness as a mother.

If you can, if you really want to suffer this sin for Hua Wan, it would be better.

——

All the mobility of Lan Jiashu in this life is reflected in the matter of going abroad for treatment.

I don't know when he became no longer the glass-hearted teenager, but a pillar who can support a family.

Visas, hospital transfers, baggage check-in, real estate processing...... Countless trivial matters have long been settled in this period of time, including giving up Yi Xun's job that is enough to make everyone admire, and happily becoming nothing.

Lan Lan Qi watched all this silently, and it was precisely because he had experienced it all that he deeply understood his son's mood.

Proud of him, or sad?

This is almost an unanswered question of life.

The day before leaving for the United States, the barrister specially visited the hospital, and Xiaoshu said some very practical instructions in the pantry of the hospital, and finally took out a check without exception, which was an astonishing amount.

Lan Jiashu refused: "No need, I'll figure it out myself." ”

"It's not for you, it's for Hua Late." Lan Guangqi insisted on stuffing it into his hand: "You haven't spent my money for many years, I hope you don't spend it until I die, so I also think you have the ability, but there are exceptions to everything, you can keep it, but whenever there is an urgent need, you don't have to cause eternal regret because of things outside your body." ”

Regarding his father's behavior of concealing Hua Wan's illness, Lan Jiashu was of course extremely angry, but after all, he was no longer a black and white child, and he understood the helplessness of life these days, and gradually understood Lan Guangqi's choice as a father.

He looked at the check and was silent for a long time, and finally stuffed it into his wallet as the last talisman to go to the United States.

——

Marriage is a social relationship that most people will not miss, and the Civil Affairs Bureau wins all kinds of partners every day.

But it is still a bit rare for the woman to be pushed in a wheelchair.

Seeing this, the staff hurriedly asked, "Is there anything I can help you with?" ”

Lan Jiashu took all the necessary documents: "We have to register." ”

"Did you take a picture?" The staff asked.

"Not yet." Lan Jiashu replied.

"Then turn left first and go to the small photo gallery to take pictures, take the photos and fill out the form." The staff gave warm advice: "Xiao Wang, you take them over." ”

"No." Hua Wan waved her hand and looked at her parents who accompanied her in embarrassment: "Forget it." ”

"You decide." Wang Wen can only say this.

Originally, the two children had already discussed getting the certificate on June Day, but now because of the rapid lesion and the trip abroad, Xiaoshu insisted on advancing it, but he still couldn't bear to drag him down, and Hua Wan had the intention of retreating.

Lan Jiashu was not surprised by this, and suddenly stroked her head with a smile: "I finally deceived you, and I won't let you go." ”

Hua Wan once thought that she would have a very happy family and be a happy wife and mother, but the reality in front of her really made her not know where to go, except for Lan Jiashu, who had not changed, as if everything had changed.

But if people are still there, it's actually enough.

She smiled a few seconds later, and didn't leave again.

The young man who takes wedding photos every day is very proficient in business, straightens the red cloth behind his back, and holds the camera and asks enthusiastically: "Are you ready?" ”

Hua Wan, who had put on a little light makeup, got up from the wheelchair, sat down on the chair with great effort, touched her hair and asked, "Is it a little messy?" ”

The young man who took the picture thought that she couldn't walk, but when he saw this, he realized that she was just weak, and couldn't help but sigh: "Hey, it's so tall." ”

Hua Wan curled the corners of her mouth at him, and asked Lan Jiashu to help her fix her hair before announcing, "Shoot." ”

Then she put her arms around him and leaned against him.

The only thing in the world that can freeze time is the camera.

With a bright red background and a happy smile, the scene where it stops seems to reveal the illusion of perfection.

——

On the day I traveled to the United States, it was a surprisingly sunny day in Beijing, with clear blue skies and cloudless skies.

After entering the security check after saying goodbye to her parents, Hua Wan sat in a wheelchair without speaking until she saw the beautiful scenery outside the floor-to-ceiling glass window, and then suddenly smiled: "The sun is so good, you should go on an outing." ”

She was terminally ill, but she was still cheerful.

Lan Jiashu, who was guarding beside him, felt sad and curled the corners of his mouth with difficulty: "When you get better, you can play wherever you want." ”

"Hmm." Flower night jaw head.

Lan Jiashu touched her face: "Are you hungry, your mother brought you chicken soup." ”

Hua Wan glanced at him: "Isn't it our mother?" ”

"Yes, Mom." Lan Jiashu finally smiled: "Let's eat some." ”

"How did you sneak in, the security check can't stop you......" Hua Wan was helpless.

"You have your own way for your husband." Lan Jiashu proudly took the beaker out of his bag, opened it to blow it cold, and fed it to her.

Hua Wan tasted it and thought it tasted good, so she began to drink it one bite after another.

Her appetite is better than most patients, and unless the drug reaction is too violent, she won't lose three meals a day, which is the only comforting place.

Lan Jiashu said: "If our wedding is not done well in the Maldives, don't you want to be by the sea, find a holiday, so that everyone will have time to participate." ”

"Okay." Although Hua Wan agreed, she knew that these things were almost impossible.

But the more desperate she became, the less she wanted to burst the bubble of fantasy.

Although it has come to this point, I still hate to see Xiaoshu's sad face, which is really weakness that can't be helped.

——

Since this trip to the United States was dedicated to seeing a doctor, the speed of doing things was very fast.

Lan Jiashu temporarily lived in the house of a relative who had immigrated here a long time ago, first helped Hua Wan complete the hospitalization procedures and pay the expensive treatment fees, and saw that she finally settled down, and then found a house not far from the hospital, and planned to take the two old people who missed their daughter over to live.

It's a pity that in the face of her condition, no matter how good the expert is, there is no better way to use the latest developed drugs to slow down the conversion to leukemia, but due to uncontrollable side effects, Hua Wan is even more emaciated, lying on the hospital bed all day and unable to move.

Lan Jiashu, who had pinned her hopes on advanced medical technology, was in a hurry, and inevitably wondered if it was a big mistake for her to insist on bringing her here, far away from her hometown and relatives.

On the contrary, the dying Hua Wan was particularly strong, comforting in a rare awake and calm state: "Don't think about it, there is not much to do about this disease, and the Chinese bone marrow bank cannot find a suitable match, and it will be even more difficult to find it in the United States...... If it really doesn't work, let's use chemotherapy......"

Lan Jiashu held her hand beside the hospital bed: "Listen to the doctor." ”

"Hmm." Hua Wan teased him: "What are you doing with a bitter face, give me a smile." ”

Lan Jiashu's heart was like a knife, and he laughed more than he cried.

"Silly." Hua Wan had a calm feeling of accepting her fate, and said softly: "Shall I discuss something with you?" ”

"How?" Lan Jiashu was afraid that she would say unlucky things.

Hua Wan said: "I was in the corridor yesterday and saw a family from China who came to treat their son, but they didn't have enough money, so they sat there crying...... In the past few years, I have saved more than 100,000 yuan, and I originally wanted to leave it to my parents, otherwise, you can help me take it out and give it to them, maybe that little boy can be cured......"

Lan Jiashu didn't expect Hua Wan to think about others in this situation, so he was stunned before nodding: "Hmm." ”

"Hee-hee." Long Legs laughed, grabbed his hand to his chest, slowly closed his black and white eyes, and fell into a dream world without pain.

Lan Jiashu sat next to him and didn't dare to move, he lived in despair every day, and prayed for hope all the time.

It turns out that when human beings face this situation, there is no difference between three, six, nine and so on.

He doesn't want materialism, no dignity, no dispensable romantic decorations, the only simple thought is to hope that she can live.