39. Ancestral hall conscience

In the ancestral hall, Hua Xun's eyes do not squint, and he kneels straight. It was raining and cold outside, and she turned a deaf ear.

She could imagine how Hua Yan would be punished after tonight. But this is her choice, she understands what Hua Junhou means, but she can't resist. How much did her father love her to let her disobey him repeatedly? What Hua Yan said to Hua Junhou that day, Hua Xun can probably guess it.

How can a woman overpower a man?

The reason why Hua Junhou let Chu Yan associate with her was nothing more than despising Chu Yan as a woman, which was not enough to succeed. Chu Yan really saw it, no matter how much King Ning trusted her, she would marry after all. A woman's destiny is to marry and have children, and nothing else. Hua Xun felt that Chu Yan's idea was extremely correct at this time, but she couldn't do anything about it.

Maybe Chu Yan can really become the second martial emperor of Da Chen, and the woman is the emperor, although it is difficult to come out through the ages, it is not nothing. She can't, she is different from Chu Yan, she doesn't have that kind of idea, she doesn't have that kind of opportunity, and she doesn't have that kind of ambition. She didn't even dare to be ruthless, and she didn't dare to leave Huadu.

Speaking of Huadu, it can't help but be ridiculous. What does a woman who temporarily settled in Huafu have to do with her? They are not related, and in Huadu's heart, Hua Xun is a friend or not. Hua Xun felt that something was wrong, she would be close to Huadu and miss it, just like now, she was thinking about Huadu in her head.

She was thinking about a woman who had nothing to do with her. There is nothing more ridiculous than that.

Hua Xun clenched his fists, bit his lip, frowned, and sullen.

"Do the ancestors know why Xun'er is like this? In the midst of life and death, Zhou Xuan is still thinking about a woman, which really shouldn't be. Hua Xun folded his hands and asked reverently, "But I have never seen a record of the scriptures and manuscripts, what is the reason for this, I wonder if the ancestors can point out and wonder?" ”

The spirit card stood still, and the incense ash folded a small piece on the case.

Hua Xun muttered to himself: "I'm not the kind of person who covets warmth, just Hua Xie ...... She's different from all the people I've ever met, she's talented, she's beautiful, she's beautiful...... It's like a legendary fairy...... Embrace the world, have no quarrel with the world," looked up at the burning incense, a little red disappeared in the gloom, the ancestral hall was forested. No one spoke, everyone was strangely quiet, and the rain outside was loud, sometimes shining.

"Every time I think of her, my heart rises," Hua Xun sat down and said in a trance, "I can't help but be scared and worried when I think of her leaving me." I always want to hold her, I want to hold her tight, I want to look at her, do nothing, look at her quietly, and I can be satisfied. ”

"With her, no matter how flustered you are, you can calm down, and no matter how uneasy you are, you will be eliminated." She came back to her senses, knelt straight again, and said heavily, "If she is a cure, she can be used for a long time, and she will be addicted." A woman, full of poetry and books, is still amazing, and she has no desires or desires, and has not heard of any dear ones, if I rely on them in every way, if one day she is gone......"

She couldn't help but be sad when she thought of this possibility: "I must be very reluctant. There were tears in his eyes, and they were shining.

Hua Xun lowered his eyes gloomily.

There was a thunderstorm outside the door, and a shadow on the rain-soaked ground didn't know how long it had been standing. The wind blew, and her long hair curled, covering her eyes with complicated feelings. The rain behind her was pouring down and thundering, but she didn't hear it, standing there, her face was pale and she had no expression, just pressed on the door, her fair and delicate hand was slowly put down, hanging in her sleeve. The corners of her skirt were blown by the wind, along with her cold eyes, she pursed her lips, did not knock on the door, did not leave, let the storm behind her, quietly waiting at the door. The wetness sent by the cold wind fell on her long hair, dyed with a layer of crystal, and Hua Du's slightly pale face turned sideways to the endless source, and the gloom in her eyes was well hidden.

She heard every word of Hua Xun. From the sentence "shouldn't" to the final "reluctant".

"But there is nothing I can do, she is not a cousin, nor is she a cousin, if only she were a cousin, she is alone, I can keep her, no matter how difficult it is, as long as I can keep her by my side. I will treat her like an eldest sister, listen to her words, and care for her. Ancestor, I know this is wrong, but I ...... She can't stay, if Ah Zhi really becomes the head of the family, I will definitely not be able to stay in Huafu, if she stays, she will only get involved in these disputes. Hua Xun smiled bitterly, full of dilemmas, "If only she was willing to take me away, the explanation is so good, even if it is the end of the world, I am willing to follow her." ”

Hanado raised his hand again, wanting to knock on the door. She shouldn't have heard so many confessions of Hua Xun, mortal feelings, she shouldn't be involved, if she participated, she would kill Hua Xun.

"Ancestor, you say, if Xun'er really thinks of a way to take charge of the Huafu and help Zhong Ci do what she wants to do, then do I order Xie Yu to stay and help me? Inquiry can always find a reason, Xie Yu believes me so much, she will agree to me! ”

Stopping, Hanato's thin lips moved, but he didn't know how to speak.

"Forget it, you don't understand it either. This is a very strange thing......" Hua Xun shook his head, hanging his head weakly.

After all, Hanado didn't knock on the door, she curled up her fingers, withdrew her hand again, and walked towards Lily of the Valley, who was waiting with an umbrella in the rain.

Hua Xun knelt in the ancestral hall for a day and a night, saying that he knelt for a day and a night, but in fact he sat for a day and a night. No one will stare at what Hua Xun does, and Hua Xun is just sorting out his current thoughts in the ancestral hall. She was preoccupied with Huadu, but Ah Zhi made some trouble from time to time, always reminding her that she had more important things, so she couldn't help but get a little tired.

Since that night, Hanako seems to have rarely met Hanato. She wanted to avoid Huadu herself, forcing herself not to rely so much on Huadu. I don't know if she did it on purpose, or for some reason, the number of times she saw Huadu was pitiful. The pot of begonia flowers has not changed, and it still curls up its leaves, feeling dying. But he lives very stubbornly, and has no intention of decaying. Hua Xun had time to flip through the "Book of Flowers" given by Hua Du before, and forced himself to concentrate on reading. She didn't go out for several days, and Huadu didn't come to her, and Huadu was full of thoughts, but she just refused to go to Huadu.

The weather has not been sunny for many days, and they are afraid that they will be stuffy in the house, so Pei Lan and others repeatedly begged Hua Xun to go out for a walk. The rain stopped for a while, and Hua Xun looked at the quiet courtyard outside and promised to go out for a walk. Taking Pei Lan and Zelan out for a walk, in the verandah, there was a cool breeze blowing, bringing the fragrance after the showers, Hua Xun took a deep breath and sighed: "It's rainy, wash the world." All right. ”

Before she could stop sighing, her eyes first bumped into Huadu who was walking far away, she stared at the white dress, as if she had been knocked out of her heart, she was stunned for a moment, and when Huadu was about to arrive, she turned around and pretended not to see her, she lowered her head and left in a panic, even if Peilan and Zelan shouted at her to slow down, she also turned a deaf ear.

Hua Du stopped and looked at Hua Xun's figure like he had fled, didn't say anything, stood for a long time, lowered his eyes and sighed softly.

Running straight to a place where Huadu couldn't see, Hua Xun slowed down, and when he saw back, someone followed. Holding on to the pillar, gasping for breath with her mouth slightly open, her heart was beating very fast, she was thinking about why she was running away, and she felt that it was better not to meet Huadu recently, she was used to the days without Huadu, and she wanted to return to her previous peaceful life.

But...... She obviously hoped that Huadu could chase after her.

She looked back, and only Perrandzeland and the others stood behind her, looking at her worriedly.

Hua Xun was stunned, unable to hide the loss on his face.

"Why did the master leave when he saw the flowers?" Perrin cautiously tested her.

"I ......" Hua Xun opened his mouth, but he didn't know how to answer.

"Did you make the master unhappy?"

Hua Xun shook her head, raised her head and complained dejectedly: "I don't want to see her." ”

Pei Lan and Ze Lan glanced at each other, and Ze Lan said: "If the master doesn't want to see the flowers, but he chooses the way that the flowers must go to relax......

Perrin tugged at Lazerland's sleeve and signaled her not to talk nonsense.

Hua Xun's face flushed, she didn't know whether she was going here intentionally or unintentionally, when she came, she did have the idea of meeting Huadu by chance, but when she really saw it, she ran away without a fight. Strange and strange, there was no way to grasp the mind at all, Hua Xun was ashamed and annoyed, stomped his feet, and glared at Zelan: "Just you have a lot of mouth!" ”

"Master......" Pei Lan frowned, and stopped talking.

Knowing that Pei Lan was going to persuade her, Hua Xun hid and refused to listen, covering her ears and saying angrily: "Don't say anything, I don't want to hear a word about Hua Jieyu." ”

"Master......" Even Zelan looked at Hua Xun with an embarrassed expression.

A cold voice was shallow

Hua Xun froze, watching Zelan and Pei Lan retreat in silence, bowing their heads, biting their lips and accelerating suddenly. She stiffly turned to look at Huadu's smiling lips, met her clear and gentle eyes, her face flushed, and stumbled: "You, you, you...... You ......"

"What am I?" Huadu raised her eyebrows, her thin curved eyebrows jumped slightly, and her fairy spirit was undiminished, adding a touch of human flavor.

"I ......" Hua Xun bit his lip, took a deep breath and wanted to explain, and his courage immediately dissipated when he met Hua Du's eyes.

She couldn't say that to Huadu, she couldn't explain it clearly.

"Ask Tang, can you accompany me for dinner? I have something to tell you. Hanado softened his tone and curled the corners of his lips.

"What are you going to tell me?"

Hua Du looked at her, and his smile became bigger and bigger, until the thunder suddenly stopped. She said lightly: "Talk about your begonia flowers...... And, other things. ”