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Dr. Qin's appearance and his occasional consultations and examinations are indeed a lot more reassuring.
In order to spend more time with Hua Wan, Lan Jiashu will also try to bring home the work that does not need to be entertained.
The weather in Beijing is getting cold day after day, and the original desperate life is revealing a trace of warmth.
One night, I tossed in the study for a long time, and made beautiful bookmarks from the red leaves picked up downstairs from Mr. Xiao's house, and sandwiched them in the books of the small tree one by one.
Two people who are too familiar with each other, and there are not many details to pay attention to on weekdays.
Although Hua Wan heard the sound of water in the bathroom, she still pushed the door with a big grin and asked: "Have you finished washing, buy something for me, I'm too lazy to change my clothes......"
Before she could finish her sentence, she slowly swallowed her voice back.
Because......
Lan Jiashu is actually playing under the shower! Fly! Machine!
Xiao Lan, who was knocked out of the "good thing", was so embarrassed that her ears were red.
The steaming water ran down his muscles, and the two of them were speechless.
But Hua Wan, who should have been teased a few words, didn't say anything, was stunned and withdrew, closing the door again.
Originally, it was very hard to endure it normally, but now the situation is so cramped, Lan Jiashu simply had a psychological shadow, and quickly solved the man's problem in a hurry, and went out to explain with a bath towel.
Sure enough, Hua Wan was sitting on the sofa downstairs in a daze, with a cranky and dazed face.
Lan Jiashu was aware of her emotions just now, but she was suddenly not ready to speak out because of the incident.
Hua belongs to the straightforward personality, and suddenly asked in a low voice: "Do you know that I am a patient and have no interest in me at all?" Is it sympathetic to me by taking care of me like this now? โ
After all, when they are carefree and good, they will come five or six times a week, full of teenagers who don't know how to worry, but this time Xiaoshu returned to China, especially after discovering the truth, he seemed very desireless, and would rather hide and solve it by himself, but also show respect and distance in getting along.
Lan Jiashu sat next to her and tried to hug her.
Hua Wan unhappily blocked his arm, looking devastated.
In fact, this is also the case, now that she is almost thirty years old and sick, her appearance is really difficult to compare with the twenty-year-old who is like a flower, no one can help this, although she usually works hard to dress up beautifully and vibrantly, but when she returns home and takes off her makeup, she still looks sick like Lin Daiyu.
"Don't you mess around, okay?" Lan Jiashu insisted on hugging her: "I'm afraid that your body can't stand it, and last time...... If you get pregnant because I deliberately bullied you, you will be guilty for no reason. โ
Women with serious blood diseases really shouldn't have children, not to mention whether they will be passed on to the fetus, just talking about the internal organs that are poisoned by various drugs on weekdays are so fragile, they can't bear the test of being a mother, these truths, Hua Wan herself also understands it very well.
But not only is she afraid that others will treat her as a patient, but even she doesn't want to accept her fate like this.
So although he knew that Xiaoshu was right, he still cried unhappily.
Lan Jiashu was very flustered, wiped her tears with his hand, and said softly: "Also, I don't sympathize with you at all, people outside of me will choose sympathy, I just feel very painful, I don't want you to feel a little uncomfortable, if you feel distressed and sympathetic are the same thing, then you are stupid." โ
"I'm not stupid." Hua Wan opened his hand and took the tissue to wipe his face clean, but the tip of his nose was still red, his eyelashes were wet, and he looked aggrieved.
Lan Jiashu gently stroked her long hair: "Don't cry, let's go to sleep." โ
"Don't, I'm going to bang!" Hua Wan blushed and was willful, and suddenly climbed on his lap and bit his lip.
Lan Jiashu's desire to release it was not released properly, and he โกโก again due to ambiguous friction, he took a deep breath, very helpless: "Hey......"
Hua Wan has been waiting for him to take the initiative these days, but at this moment she has made up her mind not to be reserved anymore, and while going to block his nonsense with a kiss, she pulled down the shoulder straps of her nightdress, revealing her snow-white round breasts, which were ambiguously attached to his body.
Poor Lan Jiashu instantly broke his mind and gradually immersed himself in a greasy kiss.
After several lingering, the clouds and rain are churning.
As the body temperature rose, Hua Wan's usually pale cheeks became like peach blossoms again, holding his shoulders, trembling, and slowly taking the initiative to sit down in the hot and huge desire, because he had not intersected for a long time, and it was painful.
Lan Jiashu couldn't help but kiss her slightly swollen lips again, and turned over and pressed her against the sofa, all of which were submerged and gasping for breath.
Tears rolled out of her big eyes again, and she grabbed his firm arm hard, and then gradually relaxed.
Lan Jiashu asked in a low voice, "Can you move?" โ
Hua Wan nodded: "Tap ......"
Lan Jiashu did not rampage as fiercely as before, but changed to a more gentle and sultry way, and slowly took possession of the only girl he loved.
Hua Wan finally couldn't help but turn around, hugged his neck and gasped, "You promise me...... When I think of me in the future, all I think of is happy things, isn't it? โ
"None of us will leave anyone." Lan Jiashu hugged her tightly, like a precious porcelain, reluctant to exert his strength, and afraid of hurting her in the slightest.
The curtain in the living room was blown by the evening breeze, but it couldn't blow away the sadness, sweetness, and affection in the room.
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Just like doing other serious things, under the supervision of Lan Jiashu, the progress of the project where Hua Wan is located is also very smooth, and several internal tests of the company have received rave reviews.
This is indispensable for the contributions of Huang Hongyu and Xiao Yunshen, but in the end, of course, it is Mr. Xiao Lan who benefits as the leader.
Ning Yuan was very generous in terms of rewards, which filled the purse he had just emptied for buying this big house.
During the National Day holiday, the two of them didn't go anywhere, and they enjoyed the cleanliness of firewood, rice, oil and salt at home in Beijing.
Gradually, I was able to talk frankly about my past memories, and the relationship gradually repaired the broken rifts.
Lan Jiashu, who was in a better mood, was quite interested, chose a lot of potted flowers to put on the balcony, and installed a swing in the middle for Hua Wan, but she stupidly moved a stool to sit next to her, watching her have a lot of fun.
"My parents are so happy to go to Japan, and they don't know how to ask me, just ask how Mimi is doing." Hua Wan swayed around, holding the Ragdoll cat in one hand and replying to Wang Wen's WeChat with the other.
"When Mr. Xiao leaves, you can draw a manuscript at home, so that you can rest, and I will accompany you on a trip." Lan Jiashu was still like a nineteen-year-old, staring at her face intently, and sincerely persuaded: "Actually, there is nothing wrong with you telling him and Cheng Lingxi the truth. โ
"I don't want to block good people." Hua Wan refused, half leaned on the swing and said, "It's mainly Lingxi, I'm going to cry, how uncomfortable it is." โ
Lan Jiashu respected her idea and didn't insist anymore, but said: "Recently, I have more money, I want to change a bigger house for your parents and find two more nannies to make them easier." โ
"No, they are reluctant to dance and chess friends in the community, and they are not at the age when they have to be served, the most feared thing for the elderly is emptiness, and there is a sense of happiness in a familiar place, but you have time to accompany your father." Hua Wan shook her head.
"He used to like to count me down the most, but now there is nothing to count, and every time we meet, it is very cold." Lan Jiashu's attitude towards the father-son relationship has never been helpless.
Hua Wan stroked the cat, and was silent for a moment before saying: "I am sick, he hides it from you, it is my idea, don't hate him, if you have the opportunity to be a father one day, you will understand his hard work." โ
Lan Jiashu did not speak well to Lan Guangqi for this recently, and when he heard the persuasion, he couldn't help frowning slightly, and finally agreed: "I know." โ
Hua Wan grinned, and turned to talk about the gossip and interesting stories of the project team, and when she was talking, she leaned there because she was tired and lost her voice, and she weakly picked up Zhou Gong.
Lan Jiashu went into the bedroom and found a blanket to cover her, sat down again, and continued to look at her blankly.
Such a time of idleness is indescribably blissful.
If you can, you can keep each other growing old, then in this life, there is nothing else to ask for.
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The development of the new game has been carried out from the beginning of spring to the end of the year, during which time Hua Wan's physical condition fluctuated a few times, but perhaps it was the reason for the improvement of the mood, and the blood data has always been kept within an acceptable range, and there is no tendency to deteriorate, so that the stable time like a dream will inevitably give people the illusion that it can continue like this forever, and there will be no more tests.
Xiao Yun kept his promise, and did not leave Yi Xun with his wife until the winter snow was falling.
However, Hua Wan always insisted on going to work, and it was not until the Spring Festival holiday that he had time to reunite with his family.
Health factors are not trivial in a relationship, and she did not let Lan Jiashu hide the truth from her relatives.
I thought that I would become an undesirable existence because of this, but I didn't expect that when I returned to visit his home on the first day of the new year, I was warmly welcomed by relatives and friends, especially Xiaoshu's grandmother, who was so old and weak that she trembled when she walked, and insisted on making dumplings for her to eat.
Hua Wan is outgoing and always smiling, and she quickly blends in with everyone, followed by several half-year-old children, who have been playing around in the living room.
Only Lan Guangqi was still full of seriousness, and took advantage of the smoke on the balcony after dinner to ask, "How is her body?" โ
"Nothing better." During this period of time, Lan Jiashu became ignorant of blood diseases to knowing all kinds of data, he chose to be honest in front of his father, and sighed sadly: "It's not a way to stay up like this, sooner or later the oil will run out." โ
"Didn't the U.S. find the right marrow either?" Blu-ray Kai frowned.
"No, I said before that there was a special drug, which I bought through Xiehe, and I evaluated it for a long time, but it caused a fever for several days, and I stopped it quickly." Lan Jiashu was really worried about this, but he didn't dare to show anything, as if he really went back to the two or three years when his mother was seriously ill, and hated his uselessness from the bottom of his heart.
Lan Guangqi couldn't understand his son's feelings, he took a puff of cigarette and said lightly: "I'll help her think of a way." โ
But what can be done?
Money, fame, and fortune are nothing before the Creator.
In any case, they are already much happier than those who can't even afford the medical bills.
Just when the clouds were gloomy in this small space, Hua Wan suddenly pushed the door in: "Didn't you say quit smoking?" โ
Lan Jiashu spread his hands to show his innocence: "I didn't smoke." โ
"Uncle, don't smoke either, cigarettes are too harmful." Hua Wan actually reached out and snatched away half of the cigarette in Lan Guangqi's hand and threw it away, and then said, "Grandma, it's time to rest, let's go." โ
"Yes." Lan Jiashu agreed, and turned to help her get her coat and scarf.
Hua Wan and Lan Lan Qi looked at each other for a moment, and neither of them knew what to say.
The question of life often has problems that cannot be answered even after living for half a lifetime.
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"Is there really a firework here? Such a cold day. โ
Hua Wan wanted to go home early to read the comics and rest, but was forcibly pulled by Xiaoshu to the water's edge near Houhai, and was blown sluggish by the cold wind.
Lan Jiashu helped her put on her hat and smiled: "Really, don't you want to see it?" โ
"I want to see it, but there's no one here......" Hua Wan took his hand suspiciously.
"Am I going to lie to you again?" Lan Jiashu asked rhetorically,
"Okay then." Hua Wan stood by the railing by the river, lazily hugged him and said, "Today your aunt gave me a necklace with precious stones." โ
"If you like it." Lan Jiashu replied.
"Then I'll buy something for her daughter too, what should I buy?" This year's year-end bonus is very generous, in addition to honoring my parents, I think about shopping for goods all day long.
"It's up to you." Lan Jiashu was a little absent-minded today.
Hua Wan looked at him curiously, and just at this moment, a beautiful firework suddenly exploded in the dark blue sky, instantly attracting all the eyes of the long legs: "Wow, there are really fireworks, look good, why no one is coming to see it!" โ
Lan Jiashu said: "No one likes to go out during the New Year, right? โ
The flower night was no longer noisy, but watched the fireworks show of the Spring Festival intently, and his face was illuminated by the brilliant light.
Ever since she began to get so sick, she began to believe in her fate.
felt that if he left him, or was found by him, it might be all fate.
You must know how to accept it in order to live a long or short life.
Colorful fireworks continued to light up the sky, but Hua Wan felt more and more that something was wrong, because those fireworks gradually overlapped with the shapes of flowers and trees, as if she realized something, she turned her head sideways and looked at Lan Jiashu's face again.
Lan Jiashu took out the diamond ring that had been prepared a long time ago from his pocket, and said softly: "You know, I have always wanted to marry you as a wife, and I always thought about how to make you agree, but now I often hesitate when it is appropriate, will you marry me?" No matter where the road leads in the future, I want to accompany you on my way, and I will not let you face anything alone. โ
If this situation had happened a few years ago, Hua Wan would have jumped up happily.
But conscious of the illness that will always be chasing after her, she is afraid that Lan Jiashu will repeat the mistakes of Lan Guangqi and live this life alone.
Xiao Shu couldn't understand the idea of long legs, so he lowered his voice: "Even if you don't want to ......"
"I didn't say I didn't want to." Hua Wan hugged him all of a sudden, and then laughed.
Lan Jiashu is obviously like an old husband and wife with her every day, but she is still nervous about the marriage proposal for most of the day, and when she heard the promise at this moment, she finally breathed a sigh of relief: "Then wait for you to leave the company, and then prepare for the wedding with a little energy, no matter what kind of ceremony you want, I will satisfy you." โ
"I want to hold it by the sea, with blue sky, blue water, mom and dad and best friends, and you." Hua Wan replied.
"Okay." Lan Jiashu nodded.
"What's good?" Hua Wan hammered him, took off his gloves and revealed his slender fingers: "Don't you bring it to me?" โ
Lan Jiashu did it seriously.
"Don't steal the ring again." Hua Wan actually leaned over to bite the tip of his cold nose.
Lan Jiashu, who was still feeling romantic, couldn't help but raise his hand to block it: "Are you a puppy?" โ
Hua Wan looked at him with a smile, her eyebrows and eyes warm and happy, as if those unfortunate things did not exist at all.
Lan Jiashu's heart softened again, and he reached out to hug the girl, kissed her hair and said, "It's good to meet you in this life." โ
"It's good to meet you." Hua Wan still spoke in a pleasant tone, but it was also heartfelt.
It was precisely because she thought so that she wondered if she had used up all her blessings because of her own small tree, so that she had to repay it with her health and life, and she would be considered a human being fair.