The sky was gray, and the cold wind occasionally stirred the hem of the pedestrian's clothes, penetrating through the cuffs and necklines, making people want to shiver.

This kind of weather is uncomfortable just looking at it. Qiu Rena squinted, looked up at the sky without a trace of sunlight, reached out and straightened her collar, closed the door behind her, and then strode out of the courtyard.

Because it's a weekday, the students are all at school, the office workers are working hard in the company, and the streets are bustling without a day off, but this rare peace is what Akirina wants.

Today is the festival day of Rina Miyama.

Qiu Rina unconsciously sneered in her heart, she gave herself a memorial day, she should be the first in this world.

Came out of the flower shop with a bouquet of daisies in her arms, but she herself had no tombstone. Akirina also thought about this. So holding the flower in his arms, he walked towards the cemetery of Mr. and Mrs. Akisawa.

It took a lot of time to take the car to the cemetery, and the daisies were yellow and clear, and the more elegant Qiu Li Na was gentle.

Placing the flowers in front of the tombstone, Akirina squatted down on her knees, looked at the two photos on the tombstone, pursed her rose-like lips, but was speechless.

"I ......"

She opened her mouth slightly, but the remaining syllables seemed stuck in her throat, and finally she swallowed back into her stomach.

With a slight sigh in her heart, Qiu Rina squatted silently for a while, and when she felt that her feet were numb, she slowly stood up and left in small steps.

On such a day, she didn't know what to say.

After finding a place to settle lunch, Akirina went to the psychiatric hospital again. I stood outside the hospital for a long time, until my eyes became sore, and then I took the bus back to the city from the remote suburbs.

The taste of burning your body, even after more than ten years, when you think about it, you still feel that your bones are tearing and hurting.

The internal organs cramped and refused to subside, as if they were going to be ground into powder inch by inch. With bones and meat, with belt tendons.

"Qiusang......?"

When she came back to her senses, Akirina realized that she was standing on the side of the road, staring blankly at the door of a certain store. He turned his head to look at the person who made the sound, but he was stunned for a moment.

"Tachibana ......?" Qiu Rina blinked, and after her expression returned to naturalness, she asked, "Why are you here, don't you want to go to class?" ”

"I've been on leave for the past two days, and I've just returned to Tokyo to buy something and I'll be back to school tomorrow." Tachibana saw that she asked, so his voice was soothing, and he patiently explained to her before asking, "What about you?" Why didn't you go to class? ”

Qiu Rena pursed her lips and smiled, her bright eyes bent into two crescents, and she also replied softly: "I also asked for leave." ”

Only this sentence, but did not say the reason, Tachibana was not easy to ask, so he had to nod, and then remembered something, his face was slightly embarrassed: "Before...... That thing on the road...... I'm sorry. ”

Looking at him steadily, Akirina shook her head slightly: "No, it's me who should be sorry." You were right that day, and besides, you saved me, and I should thank you. ”

And about the handkerchief, Qiu Rina seemed to have forgotten, and didn't mention a word. Tachibana said that she would use it, but of course he wouldn't ask her for it.

Tachibana Tachibana came out of eating, but Qiu Rina didn't, although he was serious, but he also had a gentlemanly demeanor, and proposed to go to dinner together, and Qiu Rina didn't refuse.

I guess he's still embarrassed about the previous incident.

The location simply chose the shop that Qiu Lina was looking at in a daze, chatting while eating, although he was talking, but Qiu Lina's eating appearance was very elegant, and Tachibana looked at it in his eyes, and nodded silently in his heart.

"That's right," Juping raised his lips slightly, saw her look over, and said, "Xiaoxing has always said that she wants to invite you to play at home." ”

Swallowing all the soup in her mouth, Qiu Rina smiled back: "I know, she called me the day before yesterday to tell me." ”

Tachibana Tachibana is a serious person, compared with the famous youth tennis minister Tezuka Kunimitsu, although not so paralyzed, but also a very strict person, except for his sister, members and sympathetic opponents, facial expressions are softened, basically very few.

But...... When facing Qiu Rina, she often softened involuntarily, whether it was her tone or expression, seeing her smile softly, standing there lightly, and her face seemed a little unnatural, and it was unnecessary.

Especially that day, when she was standing in the middle of the road in a daze, Tachibana seemed to feel that she had seen this scene in her life, so she rushed over without much thought.

I saw her again today, but she was also in a daze at the door of someone's store, so she was stunned a lot of times, or maybe she happened to be able to meet her when she was stunned.

Sighing in his heart, Tachibana asked again: "If you have time, Qiusang can come to our house as a guest, and you are welcome at any time." ”

"Okay."

Qiu Rena smiled generously, and agreed without thinking about it. Tachibana looked at her and smiled, was stunned for a moment and wanted to speak, moved his lips, but in the end he didn't speak, only pursed his lips.

After the meal, the two walked side by side on the road, the smile on Qiu Rina's face did not fade at all, no matter what she said along the way, she always had a warm smile.

"Actually......" Tachibana tilted his head slightly, twisted his eyebrows and finally spoke.

"Huh?" Akirina looked at him with crooked eyebrows.

Looking at the smile on her face, Tachibana Juping's eyes were calm, and his tone was like a sigh: "If you don't want to laugh, you don't have to laugh." ”

Qiu Rina was stunned for a moment, the smile on her face gradually faded, as if she was entangled in a thick sadness, but it was only for a moment, and after that moment passed, the fading smile reappeared, even brighter and sunnier than before.

"You ......"

"I want to laugh." Qiu Rina interrupted him, and there seemed to be a streamer shining in his eyes when he smiled, which was directly reflected in his eyes, and it was extremely bright for a while: "...... There's no one who doesn't want to laugh. ”

Before he could speak, it was raining from the sky, and Qiu Rina took the lead in walking under the eaves next to him, and his voice was full of vitality without a trace of abnormality: "It's raining, let's come here to hide first." ”

Standing beside her, the sparse raindrops soon became heavier and heavier, and the splashed water vapor formed a thin layer of fog, and the people who were sheltering from the rain and the vehicles in a hurry, looking through the mist, were misty and with indescribable melancholy.

After thinking about it, Tachibana still said, "I'm sorry, I was abrupt." ”

Qiu Rina looked up at him and chuckled, "No, you're not wrong. ”

After saying this, there was no follow-up, and Qiu Rina's eyes fell into the vast rain and mist, and she didn't know where she went.

He wasn't wrong, never.

The person who gave her a blow to the head and made her hope in her disheart was him.

When she forced her face to laugh and her body and mind burned, the person who saw through it at a glance was also him.

Whether it's accusing her, teaching her, or that sentence, if you don't want to laugh, you can't laugh, he never said it wrong.

It's her own problem. Whether it's Rina Miyama or Rina Akima, she has never had the right to be wanton and chic, Rina Miyama doesn't understand, but Rina Akima understands.

Cry when she wants to cry, laugh when she wants to laugh, treat people she likes warmly, and don't pretend to people she hates, she doesn't have such a right.

The shape is □□, the world is bustling, joyful and sorrowful, but she can no longer take off this mask.

"I remembered that I still had something to rush home, and I would go to find Xiaoxing when I had time, so I left first."

After speaking, before Tachibana could react, Akirina rushed into the vast rain and fog and rushed away.

Some things, like faith, are beautiful and distant, and even if one day they are close at hand, they cannot reach out and touch them.

How can a person in the abyss reach out and touch the blue sky......

That can only be a dream.

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Ah Xian has something to say: Let's see who started the inner drama with Nana first, is it Uncle Jibu or Tangerine......

You think Nana's feelings are too simple, how can it be so easy to break through the darkness of Nana and find true love.

Speaking of which, Lily and Yanagi-kun don't seem to have appeared for a long time, huh......

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