Chapter 346: Abandonment
"I'm sorry, I may have done something to you that I shouldn't have done, but, I already have my woman." Zhong Youcheng said sadly to Yueyue behind him.
"I don't want to take anyone's place, I just don't want you to abandon me." Yueyue cried again.
Zhong Youcheng was helpless: "But I can't have two women at the same time." ”
Yueyue took a step back: "We're only secret, I don't ask you for any title, can't you?" ”
"It's so unfair to you." Zhong Youcheng shook his head and said, "I really can't do this." ”
"Fair?" Yueyue disagreed, "Where is there still fairness to me in this world?" ”
One sentence made Zhong Youcheng feel sad: "Yueyue, let's get dressed first and then talk, okay?" ”
"Promise me not to leave me." Yue Yue said, but hugged Zhong Youcheng a lot tighter.
"I ......" Zhong Youcheng didn't want Yueyue to be too sad, but it was not good to make any promises, he knew that casual promises at this time would only make Yueyue more sad in the future. What a negative person gives to the negative is a lifetime of pain, and in particular, this Yueyue looks at it and attaches so much importance to the things between men and women.
Yueyue begged, "I just need to be a part of your life." As long as you have me in your heart all the time, I will be satisfied. ”
"Is this a kind of humility that is called low to the dust?" Zhong You said sincerely in his heart, as if he was about to agree, but Li Xiaoxue's shadow appeared in front of him.
"Okay?" Yue Yue asked again.
Moments with Li Xiaoxue, like a movie, only kept walking in Zhong Youcheng's mind, especially thinking about the difficulty of himself and Li Xiaoxue, Zhong Youcheng raised his face, couldn't help but sigh.
"Are you afraid that I will ruin your relationship?" Yueyue said aggrievedly, "I promise, I won't have any wrong thoughts, and I won't appear in the world of the two of you." ”
"But ......" Zhong Youcheng still shook his head, and the following words were not said.
"What else are you afraid of?" Yueyue has already said pitifully.
"We, we are actually ......," Zhong Youcheng hesitated for a moment before he had no choice but to say, "We are not actually people in the same world. ”
"I know you don't want to go in and out of this place, but I can meet you outside."
"Will Sister Lu agree?"
"Actually," Yue Yue's voice sank again, "Sister Lu has always wanted me to leave this place." ”
"Want you to leave?" Zhong Youcheng was puzzled, twisted his neck back, and asked, "Why?" ”
"Would you like to hear my story?" Yueyue asked softly.
Zhong Youcheng nodded: "Let's sit down and talk, is it okay?" ”
Yueyue agreed softly again, then let go of the hand holding Zhong Youcheng, turned around and walked towards the closet.
Zhong Youcheng also turned around, and when he saw Yueyue's beautiful posture twisted out, he couldn't help but get drunk.
Yue Yue only found a snow-white nightdress in the closet, got up gracefully, and when she pulled out the long hair wrapped in the nightdress, a jet-black waterfall flowed out to the bottom of her high hips.
This kind of beauty is something that Zhong Youcheng can't see on Li Xiaoxue,—— Li Xiaoxue doesn't know how to show her beauty.
And this Yueyue is not trained in any special way, but in her roots, there seems to be a blooming complex, special, in front of the opposite sex.
"Why are you just looking at me?" Yue Yue saw that Zhong Youcheng had a pair of dumbfounded eyes, and asked softly.
"Huh?" Zhong Youcheng was in a trance, hurriedly withdrew his gaze from Yueyue's body, lowered his head and put on his clothes.
In this way, until the two of them sat back on the edge of the bed, Zhong Youcheng drooped his head and did not dare to look at Yueyue again.
Yue Yue obviously made Zhong Youcheng cramped, and she also hung her face and fiddled with her pretty fingers.
After more than ten minutes of work, Zhong Youcheng opened his mouth: "Aren't you going to tell your story?" ”
Yue Yue sighed softly: "My story has to start with an abandonment. ”
"Abandoned?" Zhong Youcheng couldn't help but look at Yueyue again.
"Yes." Yueyue nodded again, and then said, "When I was born, I was abandoned by my parents, and it was Sister Lu who picked me up." ”
"Are there really such ruthless parents?" Zhong Youcheng said unevenly.
"Really ruthless." Yueyue sighed again, but was silent, "It's still winter, they didn't even wrap me a blanket, they didn't leave me a note, just like throwing a piece of garbage, and threw me into an outdoor public toilet." Sister Lu later told me that when she found me, I was covered in purple. Because she didn't know what my surname was, Sister Lu wanted me to live happily, so she used two Yue superimposed together and gave me such a name......"
"Oh," Zhong You couldn't help but interrupt Yueyue's words, "I thought you were originally surnamed 'Yue'." ”
Yue Yue only continued her words and said: "Sister Lu is extremely strict with the people around her, but I am an exception. She never let me touch anything with her, and treated me like an elder to a junior. ”
Zhong Youcheng didn't expect that Lu Xiao'e, such a female demon in his heart, would still have the kindness that Yueyue said, and secretly muttered: "No one is perfect." Not only that, there are no completely good people, but there are no completely bad people. ”
Yueyue seemed to sense Zhong Youcheng's thoughts, and also turned her face a little, and asked, "Don't you believe it?" Do you think Sister Lu only has a ruthless side? ”
Zhong Youcheng asked Yueyue such a question, and his eyes couldn't help but flash the portrait of Li Xiaoxue, who met Lu Xiao'e for the first time and asked Lu Xiao'e to insert a dagger, as well as the girl's arm that was broken by Lu Xiao'e.
"There should be more than one side to any person." Zhong Youcheng can be regarded as sincere.
Yue Yue and Zhong Youcheng nodded again, turned their faces back, and continued: "But in this way, I feel like a person who eats idle food. I told Sister Lu several times that I wanted to do something for Sister Lu, but she never refused. ”
Although Zhong Youcheng's impression of Lu Xiao'e has changed a little, he doesn't want to hear too much gratitude or praise for Lu Xiao'e from Yueyue's mouth: "There is no shortage of people around her, whether she needs you or not, or it really doesn't matter." ”
Yue Yue retorted: "Sister Lu is willing to raise idlers? I know that in the eyes of ordinary people, Sister Lu is a heinous person, and I have no intention of saying that Sister Lu is good in front of you, but between me and Sister Lu, that's it. Sister Lu treats me differently from other people. Some people even suspected that I was Sister Lu's illegitimate daughter. ”
"Bastard?" Zhong Youcheng couldn't help but ask, "Haven't you ever been so suspicious?" There is not a blanket or a note, is there really such an inhuman parent in the world? ”
Instead of being annoyed by Zhong Youcheng's questioning, Yueyue smiled slightly: "Of course I have had such doubts. And, on the day when Sister Lu gave me my sixteenth birthday alone, I was impulsive and even asked Sister Lu. There is really no one who has questioned Sister Lu like this, as soon as I said it, I regretted it a little at the time, thinking that I would not be able to escape Sister Lu's reprimand. No, Sister Lu was not only angry, but also made a special appraisal with me in this regard. ”
Zhong Youcheng still reminded Yueyue: "In this world, there is nothing that cannot be faked. ”
"Not bad." Yueyue said in agreement, and asked Zhong Youcheng rhetorically, "But, if you don't believe this, what do you want me to believe?" ”
Zhong Youcheng asked this question again: "Didn't you try to find your biological parents?" ”
Yueyue shook her head: "I really don't want to go to them. Regardless of whether they threw me into the public toilet as Sister Lu and I described, they didn't want me after all, so what should I do with them? ”
Zhong Youcheng insisted: "I mean, you should always find out the truth of the matter." Only when you find your parents can you make the final judgment. ”
Yue Yue still shook her head: "In that case, it may hurt more people." Sister Lu's sadness, needless to say, didn't leave me a trace at all, and naturally didn't want me to come to the door one day. I just need to know that Sister Lu is good to me, that's enough. The reason why I am telling you this is not to say anything for Sister Lu, but to tell you why Sister Lu wants me to leave here. Sister Lu has expressed to me more than once, thinking that I can live an ordinary life. I really don't want to leave Sister Lu's side, so I'm still in this place. ”
"So, as long as you want, whenever you want, you can have nothing to do with everything here?" Zhong Youcheng just needs to confirm what is the same and asks.
Yue Yue replied affirmatively: "As long as I keep my mouth shut about what I know about the situation here." ”
Zhong Youcheng still feels that things are by no means as simple as Yueyue said: "Although you can make such a guarantee, how can she believe in you so much?" From what I've known about her during this time, she really doesn't trust others that much. ”
Yueyue asked Zhong Youcheng again: "Do you dare to confide what you know to outsiders?" ”
Zhong Youcheng was speechless.
Yue Yue was stunned again when she saw Zhong Youcheng, and said in a low voice: "Actually, I also understand that it was not deliberately arranged by Sister Lu, and it is impossible for you to really want to come to me." ”
Zhong Youcheng, who should have thought of this, was still surprised: "You mean, all this was planned by Sister Lu?" ”
"It can only be so." Yue Yue said, and told the truth, "In the past few days, Sister Lu has been urging me to leave as soon as possible. ”
"In the end, she is trying to achieve her goal, and she will do whatever it takes!" Zhong Youcheng gritted his teeth and said.
Yueyue twisted her body towards Zhong Youcheng and asked earnestly, "?" That's the way it is. Now, can you promise not to abandon me? ”
Faced with such a problem again, Zhong Youcheng twisted his body to the side.
"Do you want me to taste abandonment?" Yue Yue said, and excitedly shook one of Zhong Youcheng's hands.
Zhong Youcheng's hand almost instinctively struggled outward, and then softened: "If it can only be like this...... I promise you." ”