Chapter 185

Yun Shanshan carried her pillow to the bathroom, and tossed there for a long time before cleaning up all the traces of saliva. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info To be honest, Yun Shanshan felt that she was really embarrassed, this sixteen or seventeen-year-old girl, sleeping with pillow saliva, Yun Shanshan felt that if this matter spread, she would really feel embarrassed.

However, this is only Yun Shanshan's thoughts. As a bystander, I think this is just a very ordinary thing. This kind of thing is not worth the fuss at all. However, in adolescence, or at a very young age, it is often like this, and an inexplicable idea of loving face seems to be more important than anything else. Even, you can skip eating, you can sleep without sleeping, but you can never have face. Other people's opinions of themselves sometimes seem to be bigger than the sky, especially some stinky things that are not too big, in the eyes of young people, they will be magnified bigger than the sky.

Thankfully, it was Sunday, and there was hardly anyone in the bathroom, and in fact, she didn't see anyone else except Yun Shanshan. Therefore, Yun Shanshan was very relieved to carefully deal with her pillow in the bathroom.

Generally speaking, there will be no video in the bathroom, because it is inevitable that some people will wash and mess with this place, after all, it may not look very elegant on the video. If a video is placed here, it is estimated that when people see Yun Shanshan's appearance, they will not think that she is a student who came to wash the pillow, and they will definitely think that she is a thief who steals the pillow.

Yun Shanshan was so anxious, and hurriedly finished washing the pillow in her hand, and then hugged her beloved pillow to the dormitory.

When Yun Shanshan met the dormitory, some of the girls in the dormitory were still sleeping, and many had already gotten up. Like Qiu Ying, her bed was already empty. Yun Shanshan's gaze glanced at Qiu Ying's bed slightly, and when she saw that her bed was empty, Yun Shanshan couldn't help but feel a sense of reverence for her in her heart.

Sometimes, Yun Shanshan felt that she couldn't figure it out. Why are Qiu Ying and Zhang Ping, their status in the class is quite good. But for some reason, Yun Shanshan sometimes feels that she likes Qiu Ying a lot more than Zhang Ping. Maybe it's the kind of natural run-in and understanding between people. Yun Shanshan felt that she liked Qiu Ying and didn't like Zhang Ping. This may be because Yun Shanshan feels that in her nature, there are some things similar to Qiu Ying. As for what the resemblance is, she herself can't tell. Maybe it's because of a sixth sense or intuition that makes her feel the way she does.

Yun Shanshan feels that if it is organized in words, it is that she feels that she and Qiu Ying seem to be two types of people, but they have the same place in their hearts, if they want to be organized in words, that is, curiosity about the things around them, unconventional, and sincere to people, there is also a tenacious nature of not admitting defeat in her bones, and she is not the kind of mercenary person.

As for the word mercenary, Yun Shanshan feels that sometimes it is not possible to fully explain it or define it. is like Zhang Ping's kind of person, she wants to be strong, in order to succeed, she can do whatever it takes, and Qiu Ying is also a very strong person in Yun Shanshan's eyes. But the difference between the two of them is in Yun Shanshan's opinion, one of them is absolutely strict with herself, she likes to pay for others, and will not easily hurt others, although there are some elements in her bones that seem to be indifferent, but Yun Shanshan can still feel Qiu Ying's kindness and honesty. But Zhang Ping gave Yun Shanshan a different feeling. Zhang Ping is strong, which she is very similar to Qiu Ying, but the only difference between her and Qiu Ying is that Zhang Ping is selfish from time to time. But Qiu Ying is selfless from time to time, from time to time.

Zhang Ping is the kind of person who belongs to others and can't live up to her, if in her eyes, others fail her, she will definitely make herself comfortable and others uncomfortable, even if it is a misunderstanding, she will not live up to herself. In other words, Yun Shanshan feels that the biggest essential difference between Zhang Ping and Qiu Ying is that one is often selfish and the other is often selfless. A selfish person will inevitably appear narrow-minded. And educated, intelligent, and overly selfish people will often make excuses for themselves and their own interests, and this kind of behavior is disgusted by many people. However, in real life, it seems that everyone is laughing, but not all smart people will understand the meaning of everyone's laughter. Therefore, there are often many misunderstandings, unjust, false and wrongful cases in this world. Good people are treated as bad people, and bad people are treated as good people.

However, Yun Shanshan thinks that she can see the truth of the matter clearly.

When she looks at people, she will never look at them from a superficial perspective on the surface, she looks at people and sees them at a deep level.

That is, a person who is too selfish, no matter what smiles and devotion he uses to cover himself, he is a selfish person. And a selfless person, even if he seems to be old-fashioned by nature, he is still a selfless person. So, through this, Yun Shanshan feels that she likes Qiu Ying very much, although it seems that in appearance, the relationship between her Yun Shanshan and Qiu Ying is not good at all, it seems to be the most indifferent relationship, but, for some reason, Yun Shanshan feels that her good impression of Qiu Ying is still difficult to hide. Whenever Yun Shanshan thinks of Qiu Ying, in her heart, there will always be a sentence unconsciously, that is, the friendship between gentlemen is as light as water.

Isn't it? The relationships between those villains seem to be very sweet, but they are all based on a false hypocrisy, mutual use of friendship. For sincerity, perhaps they will also temporarily move themselves. However, as long as there is a wind and grass, they will not let themselves down, and enjoy together a kind of sweetness that everyone stands on the united front to face the enemy who agrees, but as soon as the environment changes, the position of the self changes, and everything becomes as light as a feather and not worth mentioning.

And the gentleman's friendship seems to be light and breezy, but everyone knows what you are and what I am. A kind of trust that does not require words to swear, a kind of trust, and does not need any pretense to express. It's just that at some critical times, perhaps, we are the supporters of our respective hearts.