Chapter 62: Awakening

Some things are not difficult to think clearly, depending on whether you pay attention to them, such as the word "love".

Jing Yan never imagined that the child he raised single-handedly, the child who had always been regarded as his daughter, would suddenly have such thoughts about himself.

No! How could it be a sudden heart?

I'm afraid this idea has already sprouted, right?

Who was wrapping the band with which he embroidered the bundle of hair?

At that time, when he begged for himself, Jing Yan was not awkward in his heart. Ten years in the deep palace, how could she not know some hidden things in the heavenly family? If it weren't for that person's needlework, how could Gao Zu be bound every day? It's just that that person's heart is not ordinary, otherwise, with her character and knowledge, what is it that Emperor Gaozu is not a fairy couple? That person didn't love Gaozu, but in the end he died to save Gaozu, such an emotion is afraid that ordinary love can't be explained. Therefore, Gaozu thought of her all his life and thought about her, treasured the hairband she embroidered by his side, and wore it from time to time, and even the portrait of the god in the temple of Fengxian had to be painted clearly.

There is also Concubine Yan, a woman who has silently accompanied Gaozu for so many years......

a love that trapped three people; How heavy should this love be? Even just thinking about it makes me feel sad.

Jing Yan didn't tell Yu Wenrui that the hairband was given by Gaozu's beloved, but the little enemy was even more happy to urge herself to sew it for her from time to time. Now that I think about it, where is this because of "reverence for the ancestors"? Obviously, it's for the story behind it.

There was also the drunkenness on the day of the autumn festival, the little wrongdoer was drunk, and he actually broke into his tent, and cheekily took his hand and said "hands are like soft wattles, and skin is like congealed fat". I didn't notice her abnormality, and I was confused when she was drunk, and the nonsense that they heard in Yuwenda just slipped out like this.

and that day in the bath, she was bumped into by the window. The eyes of the little enemy when he sees his body, where is the eyes of ordinary children looking at their mothers? In those eyes that should have been clean and clear, there was naked aggression and uncontrollable possession......

There are also those daily thoughtfulness, as well as those intentional or unintentional physical touches, and all kinds of uneasiness when I hear myself mention the first emperor......

Too much, too much!

I was so confused and sluggish! I thought that the little enemy liked Yue'er!

This qiē thought was just a flash of lightning and flint across Jing Yan's mind, and Yu Wenrui's soft lips were still grinding between her lips.

But if you change someone, any person, such a violation, you can't get a slap in the face from Jing Yan a long time ago. Only the person in front of him, Jing Yan can't beat him.

It's not just that he is reluctant to beat her, but also, if the subordinates outside hear the movement, how will the emperor behave in the future?

Even if the people of the Great Zhou Dynasty are re-enlightened, the four words "violating the sister-in-law" are enough for the emperor to not be able to raise his head in the former harem.

Under such circumstances, Jing Yan still had the heart to congratulate himself for having foresight: fortunately, he didn't let the second person follow up.

She is thinking about Yu Wenrui all the way here, but Yu Wenrui has never let go of her consciousness in his sleep. She dreamed that she hugged her sister-in-law, and her sister-in-law was obediently at her mercy, so her suppressed emotions could no longer be restrained, she ran her sister-in-law's lips very gently, her mood was agitated, and she chuckled contentedly: "Sister-in-law...... The lips are so soft...... I love ...... so much."

The warm breath, like the hot wind of midsummer, blows on the skin, stirring people's hearts more and more hot. Jing Yan only felt that his heart was lit with a fire, and the puff burned all over his body in an instant, ruthlessly but affectionately surrounding himself.

Little enemy! Sure enough, it's a small enemy!

At this moment, she desperately wanted to use all her strength to pick off Yu Wenrui's close cheeks, especially the aura of the lump of wood. I'm used to smelling it, why does this smell make people scared?

It's a pity that the little emperor in his sleep couldn't see the queen mother's angry, hateful and helpless expression with his own eyes, as soon as the sentence "I like it so much" was finished, she seemed to be drained of strength, lying on Jing Yan's neck, and fell asleep again.

This is bitter Jing Yan.

Yu Wenrui desperately grabbed her body, even if she was asleep, she just didn't let go.

Jing Yan knew that she couldn't lie in her arms like this, and struggled several times, but she was afraid of waking her up and embarrassing each other. In the end, the struggle was fruitless, but he tossed himself out of a hot sweat.

What is this called?

She glanced weakly at the sleeping little emperor: the tender skin, the long eyelashes, the lips slightly pursed because she was asleep, the slight snoring because of exertion, and the straight bridge of the nose gently fluttered with the shallow breath...... This look, no matter how you look at it, is inseparable from the word "cute", however, it is such a "cute" little wrongdoer, but he has done such unlovely things.

What to do?

What else can I do?

Since you didn't kill this undeserved love in the cradle as soon as possible, it's better to kill it while it's still immature. Let's just act like nothing happened. It's like being intimate with your own children. The worst thing is that it was bitten by an ignorant little animal, but it just happened to bite on the lip. The emperor is still young, where does he know what love and love? She has lacked maternal love since she was a child, and she has been raised by herself for many years, and she is also disabled for a while.

She is only fifteen years old, how can she fall in love with someone who is ten years older than herself?

Ten years old! Jing Yan smiled bitterly. She felt like she was really old.

"Queen? Empress! ”

Jing Yan suddenly woke up. "Mother, Mother, Queen Mother......"

Empress Dowager Duan stiffened her face: "Is the queen unwell?" How can the mourning family look at the gods and think that they don't belong? ”

"No, no......" Jing Yan blushed and subconsciously lowered his head slightly. She couldn't say that she thought of the situation in the emperor's bedroom that day, right?

Empress Dowager Duan looked at her for a while, not planning to worry about her, and said lightly: "I'm afraid that the battle with Beizheng is close at hand, the emperor is still young, the queen has to cheer up, and she has to think about it!" ”

Jing Yan obediently responded with a "yes", but he was uncomfortable in his heart: the Empress Dowager was used to being called like this, and she had never thought much about it in the past, but now, the words "emperor" and "empress" are placed in one place, how awkward it sounds.

She knew that her mind was doing the trick, and she couldn't control herself from thinking about it, so she had to try to focus on the tissue paper at hand.

"I can't imagine that Yang Lie is really forcing the palace."

Empress Dowager Duan nodded, "Over the years, although that person hasn't passed on the news a few times, it must be accurate every time." ”

After that, she glanced at Jing Yan and said solemnly: "In the future, these things will be handed over to you." ”

Jing Yan was stunned: "Queen Mother, this ......"

Empress Dowager Duan waved her hand: "The mourning family is also old and in good spirits, these things should have been handed over to you a long time ago, but I went to see that you were young, and I was afraid that you would lose your sense of proportion and make mistakes." ”

When Jing Yan heard the word "old", he felt compassion in his heart.

I only heard Mrs. Duan follow-up: "Zhe'er's incident is really as you and I guessed at the beginning." ”

"What?" Jing Yan's chest rose and fell, and his eyes cracked, "He, how dare he?" I ......"

Empress Dowager Duan sighed: "Your thoughts, the mourning family understands." Why don't you hate the mourning family? But the current situation is not something that can be solved by a hateful word. Queen, you have to remember that you have to eat one bite at a time, and you have to walk step by step. Those who achieve great things should know how to prioritize. ”

Jing Yan bit his lip, his eyes were red, but he was silent.

Empress Dowager Duan is also like a knife, "I only blame the mourning family, the kindness of a thought back then, so today!" ”

"The Queen's Meaning ......"

"Not necessarily, it is unknown whether he will use this move, but Zhe'er's matter is indeed * not far from ten. He has deep roots, and he has great plans. Over the years, the mourning family has planned the layout and cut off most of his wings, but after all, his mental experience is there, which should not be underestimated. Queen, you must not be cautious! ”

Jing Yan gritted his teeth and said, "Yes." The queen mother can rest assured, who did it back then, the real murderer, the mastermind, and the child will not let go of any of them! ”

"There is another thing, the mourning family has been thinking about it, and I want to hear what you mean."

"Queen Mother, please speak." Jing Yan said respectfully.

"It's about Shi Ran. The kid is not young anymore, and he doesn't look like he is so alone. The mourning family has been trying to deal with a family affair for him all these years, but they can't find a suitable person. Now I look at the Yun girl is not bad, her appearance and personality are good, although it is the status of master and apprentice, but our Da Zhou has never been taboo about that. ”

When Jing Yan heard this, his heart moved, and he nodded: "The queen mother's idea is good, but I don't know if they have this in mind for each other." It's better for the child to ask Miss Yun, if it really happens, it will also be a beautiful thing. ”

Empress Dowager Duan stroked her palms and said, "That's very good." When the time comes, the mourning family will also be a matchmaker, but Ran'er is the righteous son of the mourning family, and the mourning family also has a daughter-in-law! ”

Jing Yan's expression darkened. Empress Dowager Duan is unintentional words, she naturally knows it, but Empress Dowager Duan's unspeakable thoughts hidden in her heart, she also knows. After all, her marriage with the first emperor is a thorn in the heart of the Empress Dowager Duan, and I am afraid that it will not be removed in this life.

If the queen mother knew what she was thinking about herself......

Jing Yan secretly gasped-

Therefore, this thought cannot be preserved no matter what.

As soon as Empress Dowager Duan spoke, she already realized that she had lost her words under joy, so she said stupidly: "That's it, you go, the mourning family is tired." ”

Jing Yan hurriedly gathered his mind, saluted, and retreated.

"Yubi, you say, was the mourning family wrong back then?" Empress Dowager Duan was supported by Yubi and leaned on the couch, listlessly.

"The Empress Dowager had the difficulties of the year, not to mention that Yusu really failed your favor at the beginning." Yubi replied respectfully.

Empress Dowager Duan smiled bitterly: "The mourning family thought at the time, even if she couldn't live with the mourning family, the young son was always innocent, who would want to be used by the gangsters?" Hey, after so many years, the mourning family is really tired......"

Yubi's eyes slipped sadly, "The Empress Dowager is in her prime, how can she be old?" Hello, rest for a while, it's fine. ”

She said, serving Empress Dowager Duan to sleep peacefully, and then retreated.

The room was quiet for a while, except for the faint scent of soothing incense. Empress Dowager Duan lay quietly, and uneasily fumbled into her arms, and took out a piece of yellowed silk paper.

On the paper is a picture of a young woman, dressed in cloth and trousers, carrying a medicine basket behind her, her expression is quiet, but the outline of her facial features has been blurred a little due to the passage of time.

Looking at the painting, Empress Dowager Duan smiled suddenly, as if she had returned to her girlhood in an instant.

"You are still so beautiful, so young, but the mandarin man is already old...... Heh, over there, are you still thinking about your sister? Will my sister accept you? It's okay, my sister ignores you, and the mandarin girl ignores you...... When the mandarin man avenges you, he will go to look for you, and you don't want to be like you were back then, don't want the mandarin mandarin ......"