Chapter 110: Plain and sad days

We have to go to a total of nine tombs, and now we have successfully taken out six life wheel stones, and there are still three places left, as long as we collect all the life wheel stones, the mystery will be solved, but I don't seem to be looking forward to it so much, I even want to give up the idea of continuing to search for the mystery.

I feel so tired and tired now, we sacrificed so many people along the way, and in the end even Mu Xiu left, I suddenly felt full of guilt, all because of me, if I didn't have to pursue the truth, then so many accidents would not have happened, so many people would not have died, and Mu Xiu would not have had an accident.

I suddenly hated myself, I hated myself for causing this misfortune that shouldn't have happened, and if I could, I would be willing to trade my life for their lives, but even if I confessed my guilt, it was useless, and there was no going back.

During this time, Xiang Hanyu and He Yufeng called several times to ask me when I would fight again, I knew that the last time they ran for nothing, they must not be happy, and finally I gave them a sum of money to ask them to stop bothering me, because now that there is no Mu Xiu, I don't think we need to fight again, because if we go, we will be sent to death.

An Xiangfei and An Rufei came to Changsha to find me after dealing with the affairs of Shanghai, and after I put away the box containing the life wheel stone, I went back to Beijing with them, after all, Changsha is not my home, I can't stay here for the rest of my life, and it is easy to evoke sad memories in that place, I should still think about how to spend the next days.

I sat in the living room early this morning, staring at the portrait and the white jade crown and fell into deep thought, and I didn't even notice An Xiangfei sitting beside me.

"It's... Is that you? An Xiangfei asked in surprise when he saw the portrait, and then he reached out and wanted to pick it up, but I quickly stopped his hand.

"It's not me, but it could be me." Saying that, I put the portrait and the white jade crown in the treasure box, not because I was afraid that An Xiangfei would take the portrait away, but because I didn't want him to continue to ask, I didn't want him to know too much.

Watching me take the treasure box into the bedroom, when I came out again, An Xiangfei asked again, "Liangxi, what truth did you say before, does it have anything to do with that portrait?" ”

"Perhaps." I sat down on the couch across from him, then picked up the glass and continued to wander, I had too many doubts and puzzles, in fact, I now regret the original impulse, if I had been a little more timid, less curious about everything, maybe everything would be fine now.

An Xiangfei looked at me and was silent for a long time without speaking, and after a while he said, "Liangxi, I know that you are very uncomfortable when something happened to Mu Xiu, but Mu Xiu said before he died that you should continue to search for the truth, then we should continue to search, you are always so depressed now is not a way, maybe you can put aside these unpleasant things when you get to the tomb." ”

"Nope! I don't want to know the truth now, because even if I know the truth, it's all a foregone conclusion, I don't know what else I have to support me to continue to search for the truth, I'm tired, I don't want to go on any longer, this matter is over. With that, I shook my head, feeling the urge to laugh at my own actions.

Hearing me say this, An Xiangfei stood up excitedly, "We have finally come to this point now, how can we just give up halfway?" Wasn't all the previous efforts in vain? Didn't Mu Xiu just die in vain? ”

"Shut up! I don't need you to remind me that Mu Xiu is dead, you're just getting involved, and you don't understand me at all! So many people died along the way, and it was all because of me! If it weren't for me, they wouldn't have died, and Mu Xiu wouldn't have died! "At this time, I am close to madness, I hate to reverse the reversal, I hate to let Mu Xiu come back to life.

Hearing me say this, An Xiangfei stopped talking, and the whole living room fell into dead silence in an instant, and then An Rufei walked out of the room, she looked at us puzzled and asked, "Brother, Sister Liangxi, what are you arguing about?" I've been woken up by you in my sleep, what's the need to quarrel if something can't be solved? ”

"It's fine." An Xiangfei and I said in unison, so An Rufei looked at us even more suspiciously.

I looked at An Xiangfei and said, "If it's okay, I think you should go back, there must be a lot of things waiting for you to deal with in Shanghai, I said that this matter is over, so don't plan to persuade me again." This was said to An Xiangfei, and after saying that, I turned around and walked to my bedroom, leaving the two brothers and sisters who looked at each other.

Back in the room, I sat in front of the dresser and looked at the mirror in a daze, and I kept replaying those pictures in my mind, I suddenly remembered that I hadn't taken a photo with Mu Xiu after knowing each other for so long, such a person, will I slowly forget his appearance in the future? Maybe not, after all, his appearance has been etched so deeply, so deeply in my mind.

When I calmed down, I suddenly felt that maybe the tone I had just spoken to An Xiangfei was too impulsive, after all, I didn't have the right to ask others to understand me, and An Xiangfei's original purpose was to explore the final place, but he had no way to complete the task.

I know that even if I am willing to continue to search for the truth, I don't have the confidence that I will be able to persevere to the end, because I have always seemed to habitually rely on Mu Xiu, and I always feel that without Mu Xiu, this tomb robbery trip seems to be unnecessary, not that I am greedy for life and afraid of death, but I don't want them to die, I don't even have the ability to protect myself, how can I protect them?

And without Mu Xiu, we went to the ancient tomb and were just blind flies, could we go down to the fight and turn around? Besides, there are all kinds of thrills below, and they will kill people at any time, so why should I take them on an adventure if there is no chance of winning? Even if I knew that An Xiangfei had a purpose, it was impossible for me to watch them die if I regarded them as friends.

Although after my attitude yesterday and what I said, An Xiangfei turned out to be like a nobody the next day, I was a little embarrassed to see him like this, think about it, forget it, since they are willing to stay here, then I can't drive them away, they will always leave in the future, and now it is better to accompany me.

Rejuvenated, I began to live my little rich woman's leisurely life again, Anjou Fei followed me to Liangxi Zhai every day, and over time I actually chatted with Lu Hang this guy very speculatively, every time I muttered for a long time, often laughing, so that sometimes I can't help but prick up my ears to listen to the end.

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