After Cao Yingying and Zhong Youcheng separated, they always thought about Zhong Youcheng's words and Li Xiaoxue's feelings.

"Xiaoxue must be in love with him. Xiaoxue must want to be with him. In this way, Cao Yingying doesn't know how many times she repeated it silently, and she will also tell herself that Li Xiaoxue and Zhong Youcheng are happy together, and she is helping the two of them like this now, completely out of concern for Li Xiaoxue.

"That's how it is. No one can say right, no one can say wrong. As long as two people are happy with each other, they should go together. Zhong Youcheng is not a man who has no merits at all, otherwise, Xiaoxue would not be so infatuated with him. Since ancient times, there are those who like Sun Monkey, and those who like Zhu Bajie. Xiaoxue just likes to be with people like that, does she need any reason? Yes, this is love, like an old song, I can't say it clearly. Oh, by the way, how can't you tell? Xiaoxue loves his talent and passion. Cao Yingying thought with certainty, Li Xiaoxue's somewhat melancholy face had appeared in front of her, "Xiaoxue, for your love, you must persevere." I really, really don't want you to miss the happiness of your life because of this time of retreat. If, Xiaoxue, one day Han Haitao and I come together, I ask you to believe that we are also sincere to each other. Although I have always had Han Haitao in my heart, if it wasn't because you fell in love with someone else, I wouldn't have anything to think about. I will only love Han Haitao silently, like all these years. I will bless you even more, just as I have all these years. Xiaoxue, they all say that feelings are selfish, but I don't think so. At least, I don't have any selfish motives. I definitely didn't do anything to hurt you and Han Haitao, although I really wanted to be with Han Haitao. I don't know if this is an intentional arrangement by God. If fate is already predestined, maybe, we all go around a big circle, and we will each have our own place. Xiaoxue, the only thing I hope for now is that you put aside all the fetters and fall in love with each other boldly. He's already willing to find a stable job for you. When I heard him say something like that, I was not only amazed, but even more moved. His temperament, his stubbornness, oh, no, it should be said that it is his persistence, he can make such a change,—— for you Li Xiaoxue, his sincerity, heaven and earth can be learned. Xiaoxue, such a man who is wholeheartedly for you, if you don't grasp it well, how can you not regret it in the future? Besides, even if you give up this precious relationship because of your aunt, will you still obey your aunt's wishes and get along with Han Haitao again? No way. Don't say that the relationship between you and Han Haitao has collapsed, Han Haitao really wants to renew the old friendship with you, and Aunt Han will definitely not agree. With Aunt Han's obstruction, think about it, Xiaoxue, can you and Han Haitao still go on? Even if you can still walk, can you still walk? Actually, you and Han Haitao are really not very compatible. Oh, where can it be said that ten? You don't fit in at all. Although your personalities look similar, in fact, they don't match. Although you look at each other, you don't quarrel when you're together, but you really lack the passion in love. Hitting is kissing, scolding is love, and your seemingly peaceful interactions are already full of dangers. It is precisely because of this that when such a sincere person finally appears in your life, his passion burns your heart. That's right, that's it. Xiaoxue, the reason why you fall in love with someone like him is because your life and your emotions are too lacking in this passion. The personalities of the two people are still complementary as well. You and Han Haitao are really too similar, like there is no bump at all. What are you like? Oh, it's like two parallel lines, no matter how you go down, there will be no intersection. Xiaoxue, really like he said, the biggest part of life is still to spend with his other half. My aunt is already almost fifty years old, how many years can I accompany you? I shouldn't say that, but that's exactly what happened. It's not just you, it's me, it's the same for everyone. Of course, my aunt thinks about you, but a lot of my aunt's thinking is a little outdated after all. We should accept it selectively in an attitude of being responsible for ourselves. He has also made changes for you, and I think that my aunt will not be so forceful against him when she sees his change and sees that you really love each other. Anyway, my aunt doesn't want you to be unhappy. Really, it's not easy to truly love someone or be truly loved by someone, Xiaoxue, for your own happiness, take advantage of it. ”

Thinking of this, Cao Yingying's heart was not as entangled as it was at the beginning, and she became more and more convinced that she was helping Li Xiaoxue completely, just with the heart of a friend.

……

Han Haitao, who was lying on the hospital bed, was actually not asleep. He promised Han's mother that he would no longer have any contact with Li Xiaoxue, but it was not that Han's mother wanted to live her life again, but that she thought of death.

Death is the only way for Han Haitao to separate from Li Xiaoxue.

Without Li Xiaoxue, Han Haitao's future life can only be more miserable.

Han Haitao, who regards Li Xiaoxue as his life, how can he bear the pain of not having Li Xiaoxue?

Things have come to the point where they are now, it is obviously irretrievable, and if he never leaves this world, even if Han Haitao is alive, he will only be a walking corpse.

The heart can be hollowed out.

There is no greater mourning than death.

There are many ways to die, and many ways to die also flashed in Han Haitao's mind. Happily, such as hanging, such as jumping off a building, such as taking medicine, such as cutting wrists, there are too many, but, one by one, he secretly refused.

Han Haitao felt that it was not that he was afraid of death. It's just that he always feels that there is still something missing, so that he can't die like this.

To parents? It would only be a lie to say that he was completely willing, but his feelings for his parents, at this time, were no longer as painful as losing Li Xiaoxue.

"Haitao is not filial." Han Haitao said in his heart, and shed another stream of tears in his stomach.

It's still because of Li Xiaoxue. Of course. Although Han Haitao knew very well that his hope of reconciling with Li Xiaoxue was gone, he still had a share of worries for the woman he loved the most.

Li Xiaoxue really found a man who made Han Haitao feel better than him, and he might really send his sincere blessings to Li Xiaoxue. However, in Han Haitao's view, Zhong Youcheng can only be described by the word "scum".

Han Haitao knows that he has a relationship with his mother to get to this point, but why Li Xiaoxue chose Zhong Youcheng is still difficult for him to understand.

"Xiaoxue, what does he have to be worthy of you?" Han Haitao asked, his heart seemed to be twisted, "What talent?" What passion? At best, he's just a kid who hasn't grown up! Is life lived with talent and passion? Although, sometimes, they can also act as a little spice. And Xiaoxue, don't I have any mood? Am I just a stagnant water? When we're together, don't we also have romance? At this time, without these things, we should still be walking side by side by the sea. He, a man who can't afford to support himself, what happiness will he give you? You can leave me, but only if you find greater happiness. I can also leave this world, but, I only want to be after you have greater happiness. Seeing you live happily, I, Han Haitao, have nothing else to ask for. Really, I just want you to be happy, no matter who gives you this happiness. Leave him, and he will only sink you into misery. ”

Han Haitao really no longer expects Li Xiaoxue to return to his side, but he really wants to have a long talk with Li Xiaoxue again, like friends who care about each other. After talking to each other again, he felt that between him and Li Xiaoxue, it was a complete end that was imperfect.

And how to draw this complete period?

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