Chapter 181: I don't want to be named Chapter 1
"Silly girl, are you happy to see the third sister like this? Why are you still crying! You are a conscienceless little girl, and you don't know how to call your third sister and me when you go home for more than half a year, can you spend all the hundreds of dollars I gave you when you go home? Xu Xiuxiu didn't seem to know anything, watching Xu Jingjing talk angrily and counting her down, when she saw her approaching, she raised her hand to wipe her tears, but her movements were distressed. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info
The skin on the cheeks is not smooth and tender, with the symptoms of frostbite from dryness and peeling, it should be because of the quiet crying for many days after the winter, Xu Xiuxiu thought, looking at Xu Jingjing's heart but even more guilty.
"No...... No. Xu Jing choked and shook her head, and hurriedly raised her two arms to wipe away the tears on her cheeks: "I still have my salary!" There is no spent. The explanation was serious and clumsy.
"Then what did you do when you saw your sister crying so sadly?" Xu Xiuxiu pretended to stare at her, with an expression of disbelief in her.
"Sister, I'm crying because...... Because ......" Xu Jingjing opened her mouth to speak, but she choked up and didn't speak: "Anyway, it's not like that, I really didn't spend the money, I just spent a dollar last time to call you." Xu Jingjing squirmed her mouth and explained again.
"Whew! Silly girl. Xu Xiuxiu scolded her with a smile, and couldn't help but feel sad for a long time.
The bedroom was so quiet that breathing was heavy, and the two sisters were originally looking at each other, but Xu Jingjing quickly lowered her eyes to avoid Xu Xiuxiu's gaze.
"Quietly!" Xu Xiuxiu watched Xu Jingjing lower her head for a while, and then opened her mouth to call her name.
"Hmm!" Xu Jingjing didn't look up, but muttered in a low voice in response.
"Can you tell the third sister everything that happened? Don't be alone to endure grievances and pain, the third sister is back, as long as you take advantage, as long as you don't want to, as long as you don't kill people and do some illegal things, the third sister will definitely protect you, no one can hurt you and force you in the slightest, even our parents can't. Xu Xiuxiu stretched out her hand and gently pinned the hair that Xu Jingjing had fallen from her ears to the back of her head, and her tone was gentle and soothing.
Xu Jing sat quietly beside the wooden bed, quietly listening to what Xu Xiuxiu said, but his hands unconsciously stirred together, pinching his fingers until they turned white and stiff.
Xu Xiuxiu looked at her, and her heart was also full of worry and nervousness, but she tried to control her impulses, at this moment she had to give Xu Jingjing a supportive shoulder, she couldn't be the first to bear the blow than Xu Jingjing, otherwise Xu Jingjing would be more like duckweed with nowhere to rely on, she may be the last safe harbor for this girl.
“……”
Xu Jingjing was silent and did not say a word, just when Xu Xiuxiu thought that Xu Jingjing would not speak, when Xu Xiuxiu saw Xu Jingjing's fragile and trembling shoulders, she wanted to give up the moment when she wanted her to confide, Xu Jingjing spoke.
"But I'm so dirty......" Xu Jingjing seemed to dislike herself, the dirty word bit so hard that people couldn't bear it.
With a bang, Xu Xiuxiu only felt that her eyes were fainting and dark for a moment, and after a long time, Xu Xiuxiu calmed down and opened her mouth to speak.
However, Xu Jingjing seemed to be opened into a conversation, reached out to grab her hand, and when she raised her head to look at her, she was already in tears, her eyes were desperate and painful, like a little beast caught in the darkness and abyss and unable to save herself, wailing bitterly.
"He grabbed me and didn't let me escape, and beat me ......"
Recalling the feelings at that time, Xu Jingjing was in great pain.
"He tore my clothes, pressed me against our haystack and violently ......" seems to be caught in an instinctive narrative, just a narrative, Xu Jingjing's state is very amazing, Xu Xiuxiu opened her mouth to stop her, but Xu Jingjing didn't give her a chance.
"I cried, I shouted, I knelt and begged him to let me go...... He's a scumbag, he doesn't want to let me go, I'm so dirty now...... It's so dirty......" Xu Jingjing said with both hands hurriedly shook off Xu Xiuxiu's hands, and then unconsciously grabbed the hem of his sleeves, tears flowed like a small river, as if they would never end.
"Siya......" Xu Xiuxiu stretched out her hand and carefully wanted to pull Xu Jingjing back into her arms.
Suddenly, Xu Jingjing seemed to be crazy, clenching her fists and beating her stomach hard: "I'm so dirty......" He roared in a low voice, in pain.
Xu Xiuxiu only felt that she couldn't breathe smoothly, her reason was instantly crushed by the last straw, she reached out and quickly grabbed Xu Jingjing's hands, grabbed her, and then pulled her into her arms and hugged her.
"It's okay, Xu Jingjing, you're okay now, you're not dirty, you're really not dirty at all! Be obedient, we're not afraid! There is a third sister here! Everything is with the third sister! Xu Xiuxiu rubbed and hugged her, not daring to relax the slightest, but the heart that was constantly surging and raging in her chest was throbbing at this moment, and she let Xu Jingjing cry quietly until she cried so much that her voice was hoarse and her body was tired.
"Sister, I'm so miserable! I feel like I can't live anymore......" Xu Jingjing hugged Xu Xiuxiu's waist back, her chin gently knocked on Xu Xiuxiu's shoulder, and finally she was tired of crying and slowly stopped her tears: "Every day I feel that someone reaches out and grabs my throat, and when I close my eyes, it seems that I am repeating that dirty thing, I struggle, I want to escape, but I can't escape and can't escape...... Ah......h
Xu Xiuxiu could feel that Xu Jingjing really wanted to escape, she wanted to break free from the shackles and cages of morality, but she didn't dare, and she didn't have the courage.
"Jingjing, tell me, are you pregnant?" Xu Xiuxiu hugged Xu Jingjing, and asked in a dry voice, she didn't want to ask, and she didn't want to ask, but judging from Xu Jingjing's out-of-control state just now, the matter seemed to be much more serious than she imagined.
What if I do get pregnant?
Whew! Xu Jingjing was like a piece of wood in an instant, and she was held by Xu Xiuxiu motionless for a long time......
"Huh...... Oh, yes! Sister, you say sarcasm is not sarcastic, I was pregnant with that beast's child, I was ruined by him, and I was reluctant to abort him! I can't bear it......" Xu Jingjing laughed so much that she couldn't help but shed tears again, she felt so painful that she didn't know what she should do?
Maybe that's what she really feels desperate and miserable!
"You decided to marry him for the sake of your children?" Xu Xiuxiu stared at Xu Jingjing's eyes, pinching Xu Jingjing's shoulders with both hands, Xu Xiuxiu urgently needed Xu Jingjing's answer at this moment.
"......" Xu responded quietly, but there was endless silence in her response.
But sometimes the silence is actually a wordless answer, this answer does not need to be confirmed and scrutinized repeatedly, just Xu Jingjing's slightly painful eyes, just her repeated struggle to accept her fate but unwilling to accept it. (To be continued.) )