Chapter 34: It's okay, it's love
"This... Yuna, this is just... What about oppa, to you... No. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ο½ο½ο½Uο½Eγ info is for you, Zhu Xian, and the sun will be like that, because it's a sister. Xu Canhao explained softly.
"Sister Taeyeon is a younger sister~ oppa just said." Yun'er suddenly grasped the contradiction in Xu Canhao's words, and her eyes and tone were even more cunning.
Xu Canhao choked. Because the "contradiction" that Yuna caught can be said to be the most worrying and unavoidable problem that Xu Canhao is most worried about, not to mention that he has a dazzling identity that seems to the outside world to be a teacher for Taeyeon--- but now he has become a heavy ideological cage that shackles them. At the same time, if this burden is distorted and distorted by outsiders, Xu Canhao can understand it, and he doesn't even care about it. But if the people close to him don't understand like outsiders and deliberately poke this wound, Xu Canhao's heart will be like being exposed in the cold winter, and he will experience a little pain after being torn, just like at this moment.
Xu Canhao's abrupt frowning brow and the look of struggle in his eyes obviously touched Yuna's already nervous heart, even though she seemed to be normal on the surface before. And daring to face such a bold confession is not entirely her rampage impulse, this confidence comes from her understanding of Canhao and her confidence in the relationship between the two, I believe that Xu Canhao will not bear to blame himself no matter what. However, she was now faintly worried, afraid that if she accidentally overdid her words and deeds, making Chan Hao uncomfortable or even hurt, she knew that she would definitely regret it doubly. Yun'er's small lips trembled slightly, and she couldn't help but feel apprehensive when she looked at Xu Canhao's expression that couldn't focus on her body.
"Today... I can act as if it never happened, I haven't heard of it. This is really... Betrayal. Not only her, but the other members knew it. Xu Canhao said embarrassedly, leaning his back against the wall again, and drooping his shoulders with a weak expression. You all know how much I care about you girls. And Taeyeon, I'm already so sorry that I can't let you down again. Xu Canhao spoke, shaking Yun'er's face inadvertently. Seeing that she avoided her eyes with her at will, she was relieved and continued to say while it was hot: "We have been together for almost eight years. OPPA has always treated us as family. Sometimes it's a naughty little brother, and sometimes it's a good sister who is sensible and takes care of people. (We) know each other, and you know that OPPA is very serious about relationships and will not give up casually. I also know what I want, what I can give to others, and I don't easily promise what I can't do. Do you understand what I'm trying to say? Xu Canhao saw that Yun'er seemed to be unmoved, and asked hurriedly.
"Yes." Yuna replied in a flat tone. "I will say that Taeyeon and I are sincere, and no one can separate us again... Because what OPPA decides will never be shaken or interfered with. Unless... Unless, it's you who give up. In the end, Yun'er looked directly into Xu Canhao's slightly surprised eyes without any scruples, completely without the ties of being a junior, a sister and a work contract relation, as if the self-confidence momentum of going all out when declaring sovereignty burst out on her.
How could Xu Canhao, who looked like a human spirit, not see the hints and expectations of the ghost girl, but he deliberately pretended to be confused, smiled in surprise, and his eyes lit up, and he seemed to pat Yun'er's arm happily and said, "Wow~ It is worthy of my favorite brother, it is really brittle!" I know my brother (hyong) best. Come here~" He grabbed Yun'er's shoulder again, wrapped his long neck around the crook of his arm to pretend to be unrestrained affection between brothers, and completely rubbed Yun'er's hair with the other hand. "How about it, why don't you go back and give you a wholesale Hanniu gift box, or give you a card directly, January... No, three months! Eat as much as you want for free for three months. Who told our brother to be so painful~Hey~"
"Let go, Xi~" Yun'er impatiently pushed away Xu Canhao, who had sprouted his old state. "Does OPPA really want to do this?! Is. Why do you want to prevaricate me with this kind of prevarication again! β
"Why are you ~ oppa is worried about you. You see, look. This arm and leg are thinner than the new boxwood seedlings in Samseong-dong (Yuna's sister lives in Samseong-dong, and it didn't take long for the road reconstruction and greening of the new line to be completed). And there. β
"What!" Yuna turned her head in annoyance, glared at Xu Canhao from the bottom up, bumped into his strange eyes, and lowered her head in the direction of his gaze and Nuzui... If that's right, it's the two small steamed buns in front of her chest. "Yikes! You, really..."Yun'er's first action after reacting was to push away Xu Canhao, who had "humiliated" her, and stood in place with her fists clenched angrily, gritting her teeth and glaring at Xu Canhao, who had not yet gained a firm foothold. "Look! OPPA is really ~! Yun'er showed her long black nails, screamed in shame and pounced to die with Xu Canhao.
"Haha... Your annoyed and angry look is completely a beast~Meow~Haha. Xu Canhao accurately grabbed the bone claws that attacked him, and his eyes were still looking up and down the embarrassed deer unscrupulously. And that back. Ah, how can you say that a girl's ass is so small, she should be worried. What should I do if I get married and have children in the future? It's going to hurt, really. β
Xu Canhao's playful tone at this time sounded extremely bad to Yun'er, and every word was a poke at Yun'er's vague distress. As an idol, a girl who loves beauty, she is also very envious of the figure of those pictorial girls with a big S-shape, and often secretly suffers and is irritable for her uncompetitive double siege.
"Ya Yixi~" Yun'er suddenly shook her hands and brains like crazy, and at the same time broke free from Xu Canhao's clamps, her eyes were full of bloodthirsty looks, and she looked at the damned man in front of her viciously, as if she would pounce on him at any time and tear off a few pieces of flesh from that body. "Xu Canhao, you...! I, Lin Yun'er, have endured you for seven years! It's sure to make you look good today. You just wait there..."After taking off the field and drawing the road, Yun'er really pounced, and attacked Xu Canhao's waist and face with both hands bending her fingers into claws--- and her martial arts posture looked decent.
"Are you alright? What's wrong with them today? The girl's entourage agent slipped over to Xiaoxian with the curiosity of his companions at some point, and he looked at the battle in the distance worriedly, and asked.
"Alas~ nothing. Routine. Xu Xian's sigh was full of too much emotion, and there was a strong old state of seeing through thousands of things in the world. She lowered her head and shook it, signaled to the agent to be safe, asked the time by the way, and saw that there was still a little time to spare before takeoff, so she took out the book from her bag. Looking at it, the corners of her mouth were full of smiles, and she was originally full of worry, but after watching her brother and sister fight, she unexpectedly relaxed, and no longer worried about the eighth sister's words that couldn't distinguish between truth and falsehood.
"Chan Ho, it's almost time for us to take off (private plane). Hurry up and get it done. Lu Liya, who was holding her mobile phone to edit the information, appeared in front of the two fighters, turned around and left without raising her head, with a strange attitude, shook her head and sighed to herself: "Tsk~ Yes, my aunt has the best vision." Among the 40 million people, there is no one who can find a daughter who matches his son's naivety. It's rare to be more like a family than your own daughter. β
"Yikes!" Yun'er, who was holding Xu Canhao's collar, and Xu Canhao, who was against Yun'er's forehead, leaned out of the corridor at the same time and shouted at Lu Liya, who hadn't taken two steps yet.
"Ah~ this dead girl... Wait here and wait, I have to let her know the basic etiquette of the subordinates to their superiors. Xu Canhao said that he was about to go out and catch up with Lu Liya.
"OPPA wants to escape?" Yun'er stared at Xu Canhao's suddenly stiff back and said coldly.
"Oh, no. These questions, I see... Let's talk about it back in Korea, ok? Xu Canhao turned around and sneered.
"Is OPPA always going to be like this? Why not just answer..."
"Sorry, it's time. OPPA is really going, next time, we'll go back and talk, huh? The announcement sounded in the hall reminding her to board the plane, Xu Canhao looked at his watch, his face was genuinely apologetic, and after gently patting Yun'er's arm to comfort her, he turned around and caught up with his entourage who was saying goodbye to the employees of S.M. Hyun, it's time to call oppa! He shouted and waved to his sister who got up to say goodbye to everyone, but the smile on his face made Yuna in the distance feel annoyed for no reason.
"Ah~ What am I~hing~ It's really unlucky, Xu Canhao!" At this time, Lin Yun'er, who realized more and more of her shame, grabbed her hair in annoyance, and the pure white and smooth floor in the waiting room was also screaming at her feet to stop doing their business. When he raised his head and brushed his hair again, his eyes met Xu Xian, who was looking at this side, and the movements at hand couldn't help but stop.
The two stared at each other for a while, looking as if they were looking at each other from another plane in a mirror. Xu Xian took the lead and smiled slightly, and waved the two passports holding the ticket in her hand at Yun'er, who was stunned, that was the kind her and the eighth sister, forever.
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"Show me the itinerary for June." On the Phoenix wing plane flying to Seoul, Xu Canhao said through the corridor to Lu Liya, who was summarizing the information of all parties on the computer with headphones around her neck and summarizing the information of all parties on the Changsha trip.
"Do you have to do it now..."Lu Liya muttered softly with some dissatisfaction. However, she was not slow in her hand, took the data cable handed by Xu Canhao, and transferred the itinerary file to the boss's mobile phone.
After Xu Canhao got the things, he flipped through the long form, and then found what he wanted, the show that he promised Yun'er to go to. "This, the family... Can we push it off? I still have to fly to the United States at the end of next month, and I have a lot to prepare and deal with. Xu Canhao once again interrupted the Lu girl at work.
Lu Liya closed her eyes, her thin lower lip covered her plump upper lip, and the corners of her eyes and mouth were almost trembling slightly. "No, President Nim. She turned her face to face Xu Canhao, glared at the boss, gritted her teeth and said with a gritted smile.
"Why? Have a good talk with PD. If it doesn't work, I'll ask Director Zheng..."
"No way. Kim PD, the program team can count on you to save their lives. Although Director Zheng did not express his position in front of the Variety Show Management Council, he did not want this once-popular show to be sloppily cut in his hands. Lu Liya endured her impatience and explained quickly and affirmatively as she tapped on the keyboard.
"Can't I just say it? This method can only save for a while, do you want me to be a regular member? Xu Canhao's question only aroused Lu Liya's angry eyes, and seeing that she didn't want to take care of herself, she stopped bothering other people's work, and leaned back in the chair to think of other ways.
After Lu Liya finished sorting out a small pile of materials, when she looked up to flip through another book, she caught a glimpse of Xu Canhao who was looking out the window at the dark night sky. Thinking that he would rest, looking at this picture of having something on his mind, and then thinking of all the things before, he couldn't help but patted his arm kindly and asked, "Is there something wrong?" And just now... Is Yuna related? β
Xu Canhao, who turned around, looked at Lu Yatou in a daze, obviously not taking back his soul yet.
"Ah, even if Yun'er gets her ID card, she is still a little girl in front of you, why do you have something to worry about her. You've always been a public and private person, so why be stingy. Lu Liya asked softly, her tone contained a trace of reproach, but it was more of a coquettishness.
Xu Canhao couldn't help but smile slightly when he looked at Leah's concerned appearance, shook his head, and whispered as if to himself: "It would be nice if it was just like that." After saying that, his eyes returned to the darkness, and he suddenly found the North Star, which was always shining in front of him--- she was guiding the way home.
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On the flight from Shanghai to Tokyo, S.M. and his party were in business class.
Lin Yuna looked at Xu Xian, who was wearing headphones and reading magazines or looking at her mobile phone from time to time, but she didn't do anything herself. In addition to quietly looking at the busy behavior and face, or nesting in the seat and thinking, the mind will occasionally jump back to the previous waiting hall.
"Is there anything Ernie has to say?" Xu Xian had actually noticed Yun'er's gaze a long time ago, and always looked at him as if he wanted to say something, but as soon as he moved a little, the eighth sister went to do other things as if nothing happened. Out of a little fun, she also deliberately tossed this deer elf who usually likes to "make trouble" with others back and forth.
"It's not~! What can I have..."Yun'a, who was seen through the embarrassment, first denied excitedly, but looking at the busy and confident posture, she turned her mind and said, "I... Ernie I... Actually..."
"Do you like it?" Xu Xian interrupted the eighth sister's unspeakable.
βnaeοΌοΌβ Yuna actually used honorifics out of surprise.
"I heard it at the time." Xu Xian's big eyes suddenly flashed with a cunning light that was usually only in the eyes of a deer. "But how could Ernie do that?" She said in a questioning tone, clasping her hands to her chest, her face turning cold.
"Hyun~ It's not... I..."Yun'er panicked, knowing that she was ashamed, but she didn't know how to make up for it in person. She let the attitude of the busy man at the moment be frightened.
Xu Xian's chin was raised unconsciously, trying to hold back the smile that might crush his tense face. But she unfortunately fell into Yun'er's eyes like this, and she became a deep sea wave approaching the friendship sailboat.
"I'm sorry." A sad color appeared on Yun'er's face, and she lowered her head for the time being, not daring to look at Xian Nei again. And her performance like this undoubtedly made the kind-hearted Xiaoxian's acting skills collapse herself, tempting her to unconsciously want to get close to comfort, because except for the eighth sister who had such distressing emotions when the aunt (Yun'er's mother) appeared, the always strong sister has never shown timidity and sadness in front of anything.
"Oh..."
"But!" Yuna suddenly raised her face, and her explosive voice startled Xiao Xian, who was about to step forward to comfort her. "I really thought about the members, including Taeyeon-Oni. And you, Xu Xian~ I know that I am ashamed, living in (your) house, and getting a share of what should be yours, whether it is given by my father and mother, or by OPPA. Although I know that they are genuinely good to me and love me, the more they are... Sometimes the more I feel sorry for you. β
"No~ Ou..." Xu Xian frowned deeply because of anxiety, because his family had such a deep apology for him but he didn't know it, and felt a heavy sourness pressed on his heart.
"So... I'm in so much pain right now, Hyun~ I'm sorry... I don't want to take away what belongs to you anymore. But I controlled myself so hard, I watched OPPA and Taeyeon-san sister work so hard together, they were acting without telling everyone, and I could only play a supporting role by pretending to be ignorant on the sidelines, it was really hard to the point that my heart hurt. Yuna's thin-looking fist thumped into her own chest, and the look of real pain made both girls' eyes moisturize. I'm going to be annoyed that I've hated Sister Taeyeon, why... How can you rob us..."
"Ernie don't say it! Don't do that anymore. Xu Xian didn't want to, and didn't dare to let the eighth sister say such heartless words, she grabbed her sister's arm excitedly and shook it, trying to make her sober.
"Hehe, shame on you? Selfish or mean, I know. But, why! Why can't I always control the desire to get close to Chan Ho oppa, I can't help but miss... No matter where or when. Is this love? Is love bitter? Does it hurt people? Or is it just me. "For Xu Xian, whose relationship between men and women is still in the embryonic stage, Yun'er's almost whispering confiding made her whole person stunned, and her soul was shocked out of her body by the sound, which is far away from reality." Do you know? I'm actually so scared. I'm afraid that after I say it, OPPA won't be the same to me as before. And I will go back to the house where I can't feel the temperature even if I turn on the light and the stove, and there is no father, no mother, no sister, and no home. It's just me, a place that is tightly surrounded by loneliness and fear... I'm really scared, me. β
"Ernie don't say it! Please! Don't say it, don't say it... Don'tγDon't say it again~! Listening to Lin Yun'er's narration, Xu Xian, who also felt scared, finally broke out her feelings, she hugged her sister and shouted, unrelentingly wanting to use her body to warm the two. OPPA won't be like that! Mom yes, dad yes! I... Definitely won't let go back to a place like that, again. Lin Yun'er, who originally had dilated pupils and seemed to be trembling, seemed to be wrapped in deep darkness, and gradually found her place in the voice of her sister Xu Xian's crazy shouting.
"What, what's wrong!?"
"Xu Xian... Yoona. What's wrong with you guys? β
At this time, the men and women accompanying the girl left behind the things at hand or sleepiness, hurriedly came to the two girls, and kept comforting Xu Xian and Lin Yun'er, who had cried into tears, despite being confused. These people, who have never seen the abnormality of busyness, are helpless to find that all the actions and comforting words of their own and others in the unknown direction seem so powerless and helpless.