Chapter 197: It's not fun to talk to yourself
Cao Yingying listened to Han Haitao's heartfelt heart, and her heart was like a leaf falling in the autumn wind, slowly falling: "I know that it is still difficult for you to let go of your relationship with Xiaoxue, but things have come to this point, what else should you do?" β
"As long as there is a glimmer of hope, I want Xiaoxue to come back to me." Han Haitao said, his face was deliberately general, revealing a resolute color.
Cao Yingying didn't know whether it was for Han Haitao or Li Xiaoxue, or for herself sighed again, and then said, "Why, do you have to do things so desperately?" β
"No!" Han Haitao denied, "Let go of my relationship with Xiaoxue, you should know that if Xiaoxue continues like this, it will definitely ruin that guy." I must not watch Xiaoxue go that far. β
That's a nice thing to say. Without your relationship with Xiaoxue, would you take care of all this? Xiaoxue, no matter how good the dish is, now, it is no longer your Han Haitao's. If you continue like this, you're simply bored with yourself. Cao Yingying complained in her heart, and persuaded her again, "It's really difficult to explain emotional things clearly." There is no such sentence, there are those who like Sun Monkey, and there are those who like Zhu Bajie. Many people are indeed the same as you and me, and they are not optimistic about Xiaoxue and that Zhong Youcheng, but Xiaoxue really wants to be with others, we ......"
"No!" Han Haitao really couldn't listen to it, and his emotions became a little excited, "Xiaoxue doesn't really want to be with him!" He simply doesn't have anything to be worthy of a light snow! He can't even give Xiaoxue the most basic living security, how can he make Xiaoxue happy? β
"Han Haitao, what do you think happiness is?" Cao Yingying asked seriously.
"Of course, happiness is ......" Han Haitao can be regarded as having been looking forward to happiness for a few years, and really asked Cao Yingying this, it seems that he really hasn't thought about it, at least he hasn't considered it too seriously, and he has said a few times, but he doesn't know how to answer it after all.
Cao Yingying replied for Han Haitao: "Don't say what happiness is, first of all, everyone's understanding of happiness is different. All day long, the delicacies of the mountains and the sea do not necessarily have to be happier than eating bran vegetables. It may seem naΓ―ve to say, but that's exactly what it is. β
"No," Han Haitao still shook his head, "Anyway, I know that Xiaoxue and that guy will always collapse!" They are together, and there is absolutely nothing to say about happiness. β
"How do you know? How can you be so sure? Han Haitao, in my impression, you are by no means such an arbitrary person! Cao Yingying said, shaking her head helplessly.
"Then, tell me, what happiness is there when they are together?" Han Haitao asked so solemnly again.
Cao Yingying couldn't help but "hum" and laughed: "I only know that everyone has the right to choose the life they want. As for whether this chosen life is good or bad, others have no right to criticize! β
Han Haitao continued to refute Cao Yingying: "Yes, you are not wrong at all if you say this. But, it all depends on who is saying this! These words, put on Xiaoxue's body, there is a big problem. As Xiaoxue's best friend, you should put yourself in her shoes and put yourself in her shoes. β
Hearing Han Haitao say this, Cao Yingying's heart became a little unhappy: "Han Haitao, no one has told me how to do things. Xiaoxue is my best friend, yes, but, how I treat my friends is my own business! β
Han Haitao thought that Cao Yingying had misunderstood what he meant, and he wanted to explain to Cao Yingying: "That's why I said that, I just wanted us to help Xiaoxue together." Xiaoxue is now ......"
What Cao Yingying couldn't bear the most was already Han Haitao's sentence by Li Xiaoxue, and without waiting for Han Haitao to finish speaking, she said unceremoniously: "How do you know that you are helping others?" Perhaps, when you put down your hands, you are really helping others! Don't you know how painful it is for Xiaoxue to be entangled like this? β
After listening to Cao Yingying's counting, Han Haitao's heart hurt a little more: "I really, really just want Xiaoxue to be good." As long as Xiaoxue finds a man she really loves and truly loves her, I would rather bear everything alone. β
"How do you know that the two people are not really in each other's hearts
What about love? Cao Yingying couldn't help but ask.
Han Haitao looked righteous and stern again, and expressed his heart to Cao Yingying: "If I were that Zhong Youcheng, I would be the one who didn't even have a settled life, no matter how much I love Xiaoxue, I will definitely not let Xiaoxue accompany me to endure hardships and hardships." If you love someone, I think you should at least think about each other, at least be able to give each other a stable life. β
Listening to the man she had always had a crush on say such responsible words, Cao Yingying couldn't help but feel a little happy and relieved in her heart. However, speaking of which, Han Haitao's emotional world still has no place for himself after all, and there is a place to take a seat, and there is a little grievance in it.
"Is this the man I love with all my heart?" Cao Yingying asked herself in her heart, and said to Han Haitao, "You are right. To love someone is to take these things into account first. However, when love comes, many things can really be put aside! β
Han Haitao was even more stimulated by Cao Yingying's words, and his voice was a little sharp: "Cao Yingying, why do you say that?" How could you say that is also love? If it's love, I really don't dare to love anymore! β
Cao Yingying suddenly felt that Han Haitao was a little old-fashioned: "Could it be that love is only one mode you think?" Only what you have ever been with Xiaoxue is love? β
"At least, that's a healthier love for me!" Han Haitao said loudly.
"Are you healthy or not, what are you shouting at me?" Cao Yingying also raised her voice.
Han Haitao really didn't expect that he would be so excited, and hurriedly apologized to Cao Yingying, and then said: "I always feel like this, if you love someone, you have to do everything possible to be good to her." Xiaoxue doesn't know how much she and her aunt have suffered, I just want Xiaoxue to have no more suffering in her life in the future. β
"Is this love?" Cao Yingying suddenly asked Han Haitao again, and as soon as the words came out, she was a little surprised.
Han Haitao was even more inexplicable: "What? What do you mean......"
Cao Yingying shook her head and told Han Haitao: "If you really think this is love, you may not know women, at least you don't know Xiaoxue." β
When it comes to not understanding women, Han Haitao naturally agrees, but when it comes to not understanding Li Xiaoxue, it is difficult for him to agree. I have been with Li Xiaoxue for a few years, and I don't dare to say that I know everything, but I also know everything.
"I don't know what you're referring to when you say that." Han Haitao asked Cao Yingying again.
Cao Yingying was a little used, and Han Haitao asked: "Between you and Xiaoxue, you are really a little self-righteous." You only give Xiaoxue what you think is good, and you really don't seem to know what Xiaoxue really wants to have. β
Han Haitao didn't seem to understand Cao Yingying's words to the level it should be, and only said in a daze: "A few times, I didn't understand Xiaoxue's real needs. However, whenever she brings it up, I will do everything I can to satisfy her. β
"It's to satisfy yourself, right?" Cao Yingying asked a little meanly.
Han Haitao didn't understand it anymore, he had good intentions and took good care of Li Xiaoxue, why, on Cao Yingying's side, he was belittled with ulterior motives: "I don't have any selfish intentions for Xiaoxue from beginning to end." I really don't understand why you say that. β
"Any woman who truly loves each other will never ask for anything." Cao Yingying's words are more like a declaration of love.
Han Haitao can also recognize this, but he feels that the person he loves can not have too many requirements for himself, but this does not mean that he can not care: "I understand what you said, I actually just did what I should do." β
"You know what I mean? Did you do what you were supposed to do? I mean, it's really hard for you to understand. What you should do is to let go of this relationship that has brought great pain to each other, find your former sunny self, and then start again, start a new ......" Cao Yingying said this in her heart again, and her ears felt hot, afraid of letting Han Haitao notice, and hurriedly said again, "I hope." β
Han Haitao really ignored Cao Yingying's psychological changes, and asked directly: "Can you still help me and Xiaoxue again?" β
"If you can really understand some of my words, you should know that you and I are making such a request, which is tantamount to ripping out my heart. Help? If I really have such a heart, I'm afraid, I don't have such strength. Cao Yingying said secretly again, and could only persuade Han Haitao again, "I can help you with such a favor, but there is still not much hope." According to what I told you earlier, it is better to give a good impression to everyone than to force people into decline like you. β
Han Haitao only hoped that Cao Yingying would agree: "It's not that I can't accept your opinion, it's just that if there is still a little hope, I really can't just give up." Now, Tang Aijia is not willing to take care of me and Xiaoxue anymore. You're the only one who can help me with that. At the very least, you shouldn't doubt my sincerity towards Xiaoxue. With that in mind, I don't think you should refuse. β
Cao Yingying's heart was broken piece by piece, but she had no choice but to say to Han Haitao: "I won't doubt your heart for Xiaoxue, but if you don't have such a heart, you will have the desired result." This is especially true of feelings. β
"Just once. Cao Yingying, only this once. You're not only helping me, but also Xiaoxue. Han Haitao begged again, and his eyes became a little redder.
Cao Yingying really didn't want to see Han Haitao shed any more tears about Li Xiaoxue, and if she really agreed, would she be too aqueous to herself?
This novel comes from reading books