37 Chapter 37
poured a glass of warm water for He Ying, Shen Shuoxi dimmed the lights in the room, she didn't make any preparations in advance, these were useless for He Ying, just give her time to calm down.
Song Niannian's expression was also a little serious and apprehensive, her heart was uneasy, like the complicated mood of wanting to know and being afraid to know and bear the unknown result before revealing a big secret. It's not that she didn't have girlfriends before, but most of them were possessive out of affection/desire, and now, she just wants to see He Ying well, to be able to see her no longer so painful. After becoming a psychotherapist, Song Niannian never warned herself once, don't touch the truth, she has contacted thousands of patients, other diseases can still be treated, only the word "love", hurting others and hurting oneself, after all, it is insurmountable.
He Ying took a sip of water, she lit a cigarette and inhaled quietly. She took off her black coat, her expression had regained, her slender neck wore a thin platinum necklace, and her expression was as cold as usual. Even if she is down, she is like a daughter of a big family, indomitable.
Shen Shuoxi sat on the sofa opposite her, He Ying looked at her, and said faintly in the smoke: "She should choose you." ”
Love can really change a person, how indifferent Shen Shuoxi looked in the past, and now, her eyes are full of longing, He Ying knows very well that the root of this desire is He Yin, and now Shen Shuoxi is afraid that she is the same, even if she gives up everything, she wants to join hands with He Yin, such a simple wish, but she can no longer achieve it in this life.
Shen Shuoxi was silent, knowing that it would be more uncomfortable for a proud person to say such a thing than killing her.
His mind was full of He Yin's bits and pieces, He Ying smiled lightly, her eyes were confused, "With me, she seems to have only pain, it wasn't like this...... Originally" Taking a deep breath, He Ying extinguished the cigarette and leaned back on the sofa, "Let's start." "She has never been a person at the mercy of others, but as long as it is for He Yin, she can give up everything, even dignity.
Shen Shuoxi nodded, she looked at Song Niannian, Song Niannian closed the curtains, she just looked at the two of them on the side, and did not approach.
"Now, try to relax your body, empty everything, and get rid of distractions." Shen Shuoxi's voice is very soft, like a midnight radio DJ, warm with a hint of laziness that makes people relax.
He Ying lay quietly on the sofa, adjusting her breathing, she didn't need Shen Shuoxi's hypnosis at all, self-hypnosis used to be what she was best at, wasn't it? There have been many terrible nights, she has survived by hypnosis, initially hinting at He Yin on weekdays, and gradually building her anti-hypnosis consciousness, in fact, at that time, He Ying realized that maybe one day, He Yin will meet someone who will free her from hell and take her out of this painful everything. She didn't hate it, she just didn't want to......
Shen Shuoxi looked at He Ying and sighed from the bottom of her heart, now she doesn't need He Ying to say, she can also feel the deep sense of powerlessness in her heart. Presumably, over the years, He Yin has become He Ying's belief.
"Okay, now keep taking a deep breath, and after a while I'll slowly count from 1 to 10, and with each number I count, you'll be more relaxed and into a deeper state of consciousness." Shen Shuoxi's voice was not in a hurry, trying not to give He Ying a sense of oppression.
When her lips opened slightly, and when she counted to "10", a trace of tears flowed from the corners of He Ying's eyes on the sofa.
Song Niannian, who was not far away, approached, and she looked at He Ying's expression, her face full of surprise. Shen Shuoxi was also a little surprised and asked, "What did you see?" ”
He Ying muttered, the tears on her face did not retreat, but she had a happy smile, this smile was something that Shen Shuoxi and Song Niannian had never seen, there was no hiding and hypocrisy, it was a smile from the heart, "...... Ayin ...... Beautiful......"
This entry point is unexpected and in people's imagination, the first moment of hypnosis, the picture most directly reflected in the human brain is often the scene that a person remembers the deepest and most difficult to forget, just like He Yin, the scene she just hypnotized is her mother's funeral, and He Ying is indeed He Yin.
Shen Shuoxi glanced at Song Niannian, Song Niannian's face was not very good, but he smiled reluctantly and motioned for her to continue.
Shen Shuoxi's voice was very soft, "What is she doing?" ”
He Ying was still laughing, even a little silly, "Dancing...... Under the cherry blossoms...... Dressed in pink...... Galloping...... It's so beautiful......" The sound was so beautiful that it seemed to sigh, and this illusion alone already made He Ying unable to extricate himself.
Shen Shuoxi drew the timeline in the notebook and continued to ask, "What are you doing?" ”
He Ying: "I...... I was sneaking a peek from the side...... She told me to jump...... I don't dare ......."
Shen Shuoxi immediately asked, "How old are you?" ”
He Ying: "It's very small...... Very small...... Ayin is so cute......"
Shen Shuoxi and Song Niannian glanced at each other at the same time, surprised by how long they had known each other. Song Niannian's heart can no longer be described as shocking, she initially thought that He Ying and He Yin met after their parents walked together, but this point in time is obviously not right, much earlier, such a feeling, no wonder He Ying never forgets, how can she shake it? Shen Shuoxi is also a little uncomfortable, he understands the pain of this crush best, it turns out that there is another person who has put He Yin in his heart for a long time like her.
Shen Shuoxi chased after this and asked, "Are there any others around you?" ”
He Ying subconsciously shook her head: "No...... There is no ......"
Shen Shuoxi nodded and changed to the next scene, "Now you follow Ayin home to play." ”
In the dream, He Ying happily followed behind He Yin, looking at her smile stupidly.
"You open the door and walk into He Yin's house." Shen Shuoxi seduced, but He Ying's body suddenly tensed a little.
Shen Shuoxi asked, "What did you see?" ”
He Ying whispered: "Ayin's mother...... It's beautiful...... She put her arms around Ayin and kissed her face......"
Shen Shuoxi sighed, she seemed to see a little girl secretly watching all this, but why did He Yin have such an attitude? Song Niannian walked up to Shen Shuoxi, pointed at He Ying, and said "home" silently.
Shen Shuoxi understood what she meant, nodded and said, "Now you go home and find your mother." ”
He Ying's breathing became heavy, and she should have seen something bad.
Shen Shuoxi continued to ask: "What are the parents doing at home?" ”
He Ying's body began to curl up together, and she hugged her head with both hands, "Dad...... Daddy is spanking mom...... Hmm......" He Ying's body twitched nervously, "Don't ...... Don't hit me...... No...... I'm not ......."
Shen Shuoxi and Song Niannian were both shocked, "Why did you beat you?" ”
He Ying was already in tears, "I'm not...... Not a wild ......"
Everything hypnosis had a great impact on Shen Shuoxi and Song Niannian, since they met, He Ying has always been proud and high, even if it is extreme, but there is always her principle, I never thought that she had such an unbearable and miserable past.
"Pain...... It hurts......" He Ying pinched her arm, twisting and moaning in pain. Song Niannian was anxious, and looked straight at Shen Shuoxi.
Shen Shuoxi glanced at her, the most taboo thing for hypnotists is to bring in their own feelings, she didn't change the scene, and continued to ask: "What about your mother?" ”
He Ying was still crying, "She...... She's crying...... Don't dare to step forward ......" As she spoke, He Ying had already shrunk into a ball, hiding her arms tightly, and Shen Shuoxi continued to convert fragments, "Now you go out of the house and go to He Yin's mother's funeral." ”
This is an important scene that plays a pivotal role in He Yin's life, and she believes that He Ying must do the same.
He Ying stopped crying, but she was still holding herself with both hands, biting her lower lip tightly.
"What do you see?" Shen Shuoxi's heart jumped, and her guess all along was confirmed by He Ying's expression.
The expression on He Ying's face was complicated, and in that solemn and sad scene, she saw everything she shouldn't see, "Dad...... and Ayin's mother...... Hug ......"
When Song Niannian heard this, she spread out on the sofa on the side like a serious illness, and now, she finally understood what He Yin's dislike for He Ying was so like. is still Shen Shuoxi, who has long guessed that the relationship between the two is related to family, and it is complicated, love mixed with hate. It seems that He Yin and He Ying met earlier than their parents, He Ying likes He Yin very much, and envies her family because of the misfortune of her family, and their parents are likely to know each other because of the two of them, and they walked together long before He Yin's mother died. In He Yin's eyes, has He Ying become the culprit who has ulterior motives to destroy her family?
"Next...... It's raining......" Without Shen Shuoxi's guidance, He Ying began to murmur, these words were exactly the same as what He Yin said at the time, but the mood was 108,000 miles away, one was without the once happy family, the other escaped from the nightmare of the past, how could the two young girls get along together?
"Ain...... Ah Yin ......" He Yin's hand slowly stretched out, although his eyes were still closed, his expression was much softer: "Don't be afraid...... Unafraid...... Sister protects you...... Don't cry ......"
The expression was extremely lingering, not at all like what a sister should have. Shen Shuoxi looked at He Yin's hypnotic clips, and she had a bold assumption in her heart, wanting to go directly to the rainy night that made He Yin terrified.
Song Niannian and Shen Shuoxi have been working together for so many years, with such a tacit understanding, she doesn't know what Shen Shuoxi is going to do? She looked at He Ying's obsessive appearance, and frowned distressedly, "Don't." ”
Song Niannian shook his head at Shen Shuoxi, Shen Shuoxi knew what she was thinking, in fact, she was not worried, but if she didn't continue at this time, wouldn't everything before be wasted?
The two looked at each other for a long time, and in the end, Song Nian sighed heavily and didn't look over.
Shen Shuoxi thought about He Yin's obscure eyes, she adjusted her mood and continued: "It's thundering, now He Yin and Dad are at home, you go and see what happened." ”