I don't know how long it took, Qiao Jin even forgot the concept of time, and it wasn't until Yan Xin's hands pushed the distance from him a little that Qiao Jin left Yan Xin's lips. When his eyes touched, Qiao Jin's eyes were full of affection, doting on him, and he was a little flustered and at a loss.

In the atmosphere of "I ......", Qiao Jin spoke first, but he felt that it was not right to say anything, and he was nervous and did not dare to rejoice.

"Let's go back." He was reluctant to speak, and he was afraid of stalemate. Instinctively want to use avoidance to resolve embarrassment.

If Qiao Jin knew more about love at that time, Qiao Jin would definitely not let Yanxin escape from him like this.

But Qiao Jin was too shy and cared too much about Yanxin's feelings, so Qiao Jin lost his own judgment, lost his ground, and walked towards the exit of the playground with Yanxin wordlessly. No matter how joyful the music was, it couldn't break the silence between Yan Xin and Qiao Jin, and within a few moments, an invisible wall was clearly there.

Qiao Jin drove, Yan Xin sat in the co-pilot with his eyes closed and pretended to sleep. Qiao Jin frowned, took several deep breaths, just wanted to hold back, he couldn't let the tears blur his eyes, that would make him unable to see the way.

Words and hearts do not show an attitude, which makes Qiao Jin more uncomfortable than direct refusal. But what should the heart say? Qiao Jin didn't confess, the affirmation and denial of behavior, no matter how much speculation was made, it was just speculation. Anyway, in Qiao Jin's heart, he was already as bitter as falling out of love, and the second time, he couldn't advance or retreat.

In fact, the same is true of words, behind the pretense of calmness and indifference, there is a heart that has not been calm for a long time. The situation of Qiao Jin kissing himself always comes to mind, no longer like a dream, but a lingering reality. The stunned in the dream still exists in reality, but Yan Xin found that in reality, he was still a little attached to and liked Qiao Jin's closeness. When Qiao Jinhuan hugged himself, that kind of warmth. When Qiao Jin kissed herself, that kind of gentleness almost made Yan Xin sink into it and couldn't extricate herself.

What makes the words sober is the word "like". The physical reaction of almost accepting and hugging Qiao Jin made Yan Xin realize that he liked Qiao Jin, and this kind of liking should not be, especially when he was still pregnant with a child. Yanxin not only pushed Qiao Jin away, but also rejected himself who liked Qiao Jin. This kind of inner torment, who said that it would be better than Qiao Jin?

The car stopped in the parking space of the community, Qiao Jin's palms holding the steering wheel were full of sweat, and his close-fitting clothes were also half soaked with sweat. Qiao Jin turned his head to see Yan Xin open his eyes, and said with a sigh of relief, "Mr. Yan, I'm home." ”

"Knock knock knock ......" Someone knocked on the car window, and Qiao Jin and Yanxin looked over together. Yan Xin lowered the window, and Qiao Jin's eyebrows immediately twisted into a knot.

"Yanxin, happy birthday!" Fu Tao stood outside the car door, looking like he had been waiting for a long time, "I bought you your favorite cheesecake, I hope your taste hasn't changed, and you will like to eat it." ”

Yanxin pushed the car door, and Qiao Jin also got out of the car. Fu Tao didn't take Qiao Jin seriously at all, he just looked at Yan Xin, "Why are you so haggard, do you want me to send you up?" ”

Fu Tao took a step closer to Yanxin, Qiao Jin immediately walked to Yanxin's side and looked at Fu Tao, "No need, I'll send Yanxin home......"

Fu Tao glanced at Qiao Jin and questioned, "Do you know how to take care of her?" ”

"At least better than some!"

Yan Xin "chuckled" in his heart, Yan Xin didn't want to see Qiao Jin and Fu Tao have a senseless conflict.

"Qiao Jin, don't say it, you go home first."

Qiao Jin's eyes widened, it was rare not to listen to his words once, "I won't go back, if you want to leave, I will go with him!" ”

Fu Tao looked at Qiao Jin and sneered, "Who are you, why am I the same as you?!" ”

"Qiao Jin!" Yanxin accentuated his tone slightly, and looked at Qiao Jin, "You have no position or reason to stay here." ”

Qiao Jin looked at Yan Xin's eyes in disbelief, but saw the inability to refuse in Yan Xin's eyes, and saw Yan Xin's insistence on going by himself. Qiao Jin retracted his gaze and nodded, "Okay, I'll go, I won't get in the way of you!" ”

"You ......" Yanxin was flustered and distressed by Qiao Jin's words, "You drive the car home, it's late, and there may not be a subway." ”

"No need", Qiao Jin took the bag from the car, and no longer looked at Yanxin and Fu Tao, "I'm an outsider, why should I drive your car." ”

After speaking, Qiao Jin lowered his head and turned around to leave, Yanxin took a small half step forward, tears swirled in his eyes, and Yanxin's breathing was completely messed up.

And Qiao Jin was already in tears, he couldn't see the road clearly, he just walked along the place where there was light, and he didn't know where he would go.

In the end, when he walked away, he couldn't suppress his crying, and sitting on the community bench, Qiao Jin cried loudly. Like a child who was robbed of his beloved toy, he used all his strength to vent his inner grievances.

When a person returned home, Yanxin buried himself in the sofa, let out a long sigh, and tears overflowed from the corners of his eyes.

- Qiao Jin, if you are hurt and hurt by me, then quickly forget how Jì feels about me.

"Knock knock knock ......" Jiang Chen stood at the door of Qiao Jin's room, "Qiao Jin, get up!" ”

"Buzz......" Perry called, "Yanxin, aren't you up yet?" ”

12.25 Christmas, the day after that qiē happened. Yanxin has her sisters' party, Qiao Jin and Jiang Chen, Han Hui, and Xie Xiaotang have a hot pot dinner.

"Qiao Jin, did you have a hangover last night? Why do you look so sluggish? "Xie Xiaotang really hasn't seen Qiao Jin so decadent.

Knowing that Han Hui and Jiang Chen were also looking at him, Qiao Jin took a sip of water and said in a dumb voice, "Cold, are you afraid of infection?" Do you want me to eat the hot pot? ”

"Of course", Jiang Chen handed the menu to Qiao Jin and said with a smile, "You are responsible for paying the bill!" ”

Qiao Jin took a pencil to tick the box, "With the two boys here, is it appropriate for me to pay?" ”

"You two girls just eat", Han Hui's boyfriend MAX, "If you have a cold, eat less spicy, and more green onions, ginger and garlic to get rid of the cold." ”

Jiang Chen glanced at Qiao Jin and found that Qiao Jin still had a calm face, so he went to chat with Han Hui to play a round. Xie Xiaotang didn't care about Qiao Jin, and hurriedly got involved in the topic of Jiang Chen and Han Hui, and Qiao Jin was also at ease.

A few children were playing together, and Perry, who was empty, walked up to Yanxin with hot tea, "What's wrong with you, listless, didn't you rest last night?" ”

"Hmm...... A little tired. ”

"Looks like I had a great time on my birthday yesterday!"

Yanxin lowered his head and sighed lightly, "There are happy and sad, how to say it?" ”

Perry put down the teacup and sat down next to Yan Xin, "What's wrong?" Don't...... Fu Tao went to look for you again? ”

"He did find it, but what really hurt me was not Fu Tao", Yan Xin looked at Perry, his eyes helpless and soft, "It's Qiao Jin, can you imagine?" ”

Perry was stunned for a moment, suppressed the speculation in his heart, and asked, "Qiao Jin?" Why did she mess with you? ”

Yanxin paused, and really didn't know where to start, "Yesterday, Qiao Jin kissed me......"

"She's ......," Perry's eyes widened, and she lowered her voice and asked, "Who gave her the guts?" ”

Yan Xin frowned and wondered, "Perry, don't you wonder why Qiao Jin did this, but first ask her why she dared to do this?" ”

"I ......"

In the tightest fit, he was still caught by Yanxin The key, "Do you know why Qiao Jin did this, because Qiao Jin ...... me Did you know beforehand? ”

Yanxin's gaze was firm, and it was too late for Perry to say anything else, "Yanxin, Qiao Jin likes you, and I'm just guessing." ”

"Why?" Yan Xin was even more puzzled, "You don't have much contact with Qiao Jin, is it just because of what we said in the hospital last time?" Did you hint at me at the time? How can you say that Qiao Jin is full of affection and never spoken? How do you think she likes me? ”

Speaking of which, Perry knew that he couldn't hide anything, so he eased his feelings and said, "Yanxin, do you remember when you said that you had a feeling that Qiao Jin was always guarding you? ”

Yanxin didn't answer, just looked at Perry, waiting for the truth that Perry was going to say.

"If you want to talk about guarding, Qiao Jin has been guarding you for a long time." As expected, Perry's words slammed into Yan's heart.

Fu Tao cheated, and the first person to be discovered was Qiao Jin. She felt that it was not appropriate to warn Fu Tao or sue you in her position, so even though she had only met once, she still came to me. She asked me to use the most appropriate way to avoid hurting you as much as possible. ”

"No wonder ......," Yanxin muttered to herself, "No wonder she doesn't ask me more about me and Fu Tao, no wonder she doesn't let me feel fluctuating when I see Fu Tao, no wonder she treats Fu Tao as an enemy." ”

When Yan Xin is happy, Qiao Jin is by his side; When he was sad, Qiao Jin was also by his side; When Yanxin encounters danger, Qiao Jin will appear; When Yanxin ran into trouble, Qiao Jin adjusted the atmosphere in a few words.

After saying it, I realized that meeting such a person was an accident, and how could it be just an accident.

"Qiao Jin is so stupid, me and her, how is it possible?"

"She's stupid, stupid and stupid and has no purpose in the first place", Perry said bluntly, "When you are pregnant and engaged, what else can Qiao Jin expect?" Even if she likes you, it's a crush that can only be kept in the bottom of her heart. If you have a happy marriage and a happy family, you will never know Qiao Jin's intentions for the rest of your life. Her thoughts, no matter how delicate they are, no matter how much they hide, still can't resist their concern for you, and they can't help it, and they are also in love deeply. ”

Yan Xin closed his eyes and shook his head, "Perry, don't talk about it......"

Perry patted Yan Xin on the shoulder, "I'm not supporting, or trying to get you together, Yan Xin, I just want you to think clearly, you know Qiao Jin's heart, but do you understand your heart?" ”

"All I know is that I can't be so selfish. I, I can't ruin her life. ”

Sighing inaudibly, Perry hugged Yanxin, "Say she's stupid, aren't you a stupid woman yourself?" A stupid woman who doesn't dare to accept even if she knows she likes each other. ”