Chapter 180: Grief

Chapter 180: Grief

Li Xiaonuan turned around and pushed him, and said with a smile:

"Since they are all good-looking, then you don't need to pick them, you go to the bath, I have picked them, you come out and help me take a look, if it is good, I will send it over for my mother to see."

Cheng Ke smiled and nodded, turned around and went in to take a bath and wash up.

Li Xiaonuan discussed with Zhu Qing and Zhu Ye, picked out a big red pomegranate skirt, a stone blue silk wide-sleeved short jacket, and a pair of ruby studs and a red gold single phoenix Chaoyang gold steel drill step and shook it out.

Cheng Ke bathed and washed clean, changed into a light green silk gown and came out, shook to the front of the couch, looked at the dress Li Xiaonuan picked out, frowned slightly, and shook his head,

"It's not festive, it's festive, it's okay if the stone blue is red, it's too dark, you still look better in plain colors, and it's not good to shake this step."

Cheng Ke shook his head, frowning and disapproving, Li Xiaonuan tilted his head, looked at Cheng Ke helplessly, and said with a wry smile:

"How can you be plain, although you don't need to wear a dress, you can't be too unruly."

"Don't worry, I'll pick it for you, and I won't let you lose your manners."

Cheng Ke said while signaling to Zhu Qing, Zhu Qing pursed his lips and smiled, and commanded the girl to spread out the clothes that had just been put away, Cheng Ke picked up this piece, shook off that one, picked it for a moment, looked back at Li Xiaonuan and asked:

"All you need? It's too little, let the needlework come over tomorrow and make you more clothes, these clothes are not good, they are not worthy of you. ”

Li Xiaonuan sat down on the chair in front of the couch, raised his hand to stroke his forehead, and looked at Cheng Ke who was full of interest, very distressed.

Cheng Ke picked and chosen, picked a silver-patterned embroidered hundred butterfly cage yarn drag skirt, a dark flower cloud brocade palace dress, compared, looked for a long time, took the jasper branch and leaf and shook it out, took two steps back and looked at it, nodded with satisfaction, Li Xiaonuan squinted at him, picked the corners of his mouth and smiled, and said slowly:

"You're really interested in this"

Cheng Ke was stunned, reacted for a moment, took two steps back, held the armrest of Li Xiaonuan's chair, poked his head in front of Li Xiaonuan, stared at her for a while, leaned over to her ear, and said in a low voice:

"Master's interest is all on you"

Li Xiaonuan leaned back on the back of the chair, her face turned red, her eyes swept left and right, and she whispered:

"The girls are all watching"

Cheng Ke stared at Li Xiaonuan for a while, and then lazily straightened up and ordered:

"Take these to the princess and show them, and say that the master picked them."

Zhu Qing looked at Li Xiaonuan in embarrassment, Li Xiaonuan's eyes were instantaneous, and he signaled to Zhu Qing, Zhu Qing understood, wrapped his clothes and jewelry, and bent his knees and retreated, saying that it was the clothes that the prince picked out for the young lady? Isn't this a joke?

Zhu Ye took someone to collect the clothes and jewelry on the couch, Cheng Ke leaned to the couch, stretched his body comfortably, raised his hand and called Li Xiaonuan, Li Xiaonuan sat sideways on the edge of the couch, looked at him with a smile and said:

"Guess who I saw today?"

Cheng Ke stretched out his hand and took Li Xiaonuan's hand and slowly squeezed it, and said a little absent-mindedly:

"Who did you see?"

"Hongfu, I saw Hongfu today."

Li Xiaonuan squinted at Cheng Ke and said slowly, Cheng Ke's hand paused, turned his head to look at Li Xiaonuan, sat up suddenly, stretched out his hand and pointed at Li Xiaonuan's forehead,

"You deceived me, and I almost couldn't send that fool back."

Li Xiaonuan smiled and fell on the couch, and it took a while to speak,

"You...... Didn't you want her to warm the bed? ”

Cheng Ke looked at Li Xiaonuan angrily, and suddenly seemed to remember something, looked down at Li Xiaonuan, and said with a twisted brow:

"There's one thing that has been on my mind for almost ten years, and I've always wanted to ask you."

Cheng Ke paused, thinking about the rhetoric, Li Xiaonuan's heart jumped slightly, almost ten years, is it her kick?

"That year, at the Gospel Temple, you ...... Kick me, how do you know to kick like that? I mean...... Kick the place ......"

Li Xiaonuan glanced at Cheng Ke and asked slowly:

"What's wrong with the kick?"

"Your kick, there is also a saying, called flirting yin legs, is the most despicable move for people who practice martial arts, if you kick hard, you want to cut off people's descendants, where did you learn it?"

Li Xiaonuan lowered her eyes, her eyes wandered, where did you learn it, this question is more complicated, it can't be said clearly, it can't be said, no matter what.

Kick it casually? cough, her kick is distinct, she can't kick it casually, he is a person who practices martial arts, this statement can't be justified, where did he learn it?

Cheng Ke lowered his head and looked at Li Xiaonuan carefully, Li Xiaonuan raised his hand and rubbed his nose, coughed lightly, and said vaguely:

"You also know, I grew up in the countryside from a poor family, and in the countryside, there are people who practice martial arts, and there are people who don't practice martial arts, that ......"

Li Xiaonuan's mind turned quickly, he grabbed the handkerchief with both hands, looked up at Cheng Ke, and said in a low voice:

"You also know that wild children in the countryside fight, and they don't pay attention to anything toothless, they are all gnashing on the top of their heads, and they are all hung up, and I ...... That's it. ”

Cheng Ke looked at Li Xiaonuan and frowned,

"When you were a kid in the country, you still fought?"

"I didn't ...... I fought a lot, I watched what others fought, and I learned it by looking at it, but at that time, I was small and ignorant, so I didn't learn this trick well. ”

Cheng Ke stretched out his hand to grab Li Xiaonuan, laughed muffledly, and after a while, he said while laughing:

"Your kick and mouthful, clean and neat, not like just looking, it seems that you have not only fought, but I am afraid that you have also fought a lot"

Li Xiaonuan pursed her lips and didn't say a word, Cheng Ke hugged Li Xiaonuan, laughed for a while, leaned into her ear and whispered:

"This is so affectionate and sexual, it's best to be beautiful and beautiful, all like clay sculptures and paper paste, the most boring"

Li Xiaonuan glanced at him, wanted to speak, and swallowed back, this topic is better to say less, it is best not to mention it in the future.

Cheng Ke hugged Li Xiaonuan, thinking about smiling, his hand slowly rubbed her waist, Li Xiaonuan raised his hand and patted Cheng Ke's hand away,

"You get up, I'll go see if the food is ready, I'm hungry."

Cheng Ke let go of her with a smile, Li Xiaonuan jumped off the bed and went out to order the meal.

The two ate, Cheng Ke pulled Li Xiaonuan, the two chattered for a long time, Cheng Ke picked up what he remembered, carefully explained Li Xiaonuan, and the night was dark, before entering the house to rest.

Early the next morning, as soon as the sky was bright, Li Xiaonuan woke up, sat up with his body propped up, Cheng Ke woke up, stretched out his hand to hold her in a daze, and said vaguely:

"It's still early, just go to the palace at the end of the morning, it's early."

Li Xiaonuan breathed a sigh of relief, lay down on the bed again, but couldn't sleep anymore, turned his head slightly to look at Cheng Ke who was next to him, and was in a trance for a while, her love and favor for her, she could see and feel it, but how many years can she have this love and this pet? If the color is decayed, he will love it, and maybe his love will disappear without waiting for her to grow old.

Li Xiaonuan's heart swelled with sadness, the eldest sister has such a strong temperament, and when she was pregnant with a child, she opened her face to Pearl and Yucui and gave them to Jin Zhiyang, and the second sister's side of the piano and painting, the same is the case, can you arrange such a thing?

Li Xiaonuan felt a thick nausea in her heart, she couldn't arrange such a person and such a thing for him, no matter what, she couldn't tolerate him being by her side, under the same roof with her, in a place where she could even hear movement, and entangled with another woman

Li Xiaonuan's body trembled slightly, she couldn't care who he was with, she just had to stay away from her yard, away from her sight, away from her ears, she would deceive herself, close her eyes and cover her ears, just as she didn't know, just like she pretended not to know about Gu Xiao and the girl in his room

Cheng Ke gently propped up his upper body, poked his head over, looked at Li Xiaonuan who was tightly closed in confusion, and asked in a low voice:

"What's wrong with you? Isn't it uncomfortable? ”

Li Xiaonuan came to her senses, but she didn't want to open her eyes, shook her head slightly, and didn't want to speak, Cheng Ke stretched out his hand to hug her, let her face him, and looked at her carefully by the morning light shining in between the curtains, and asked gently:

"What's uncomfortable? Isn't it...... Tired? ”

"I'm fine."

Li Xiaonuan lowered her eyes, said in a low voice, bit her lip, and was silent for a moment before continuing in a low voice:

"In the future, I don't care who you want to accept or accept, you just can't bring it to me, and don't tell me, I don't want to see them, and I don't want them to make rules."

Cheng Ke looked at Li Xiaonuan inexplicably, and only reacted after a while, raised his hand to stroke Li Xiaonuan's forehead, and asked with a smile:

"Nightmares?"

Li Xiaonuan raised her hand to remove Cheng Ke's hand, looked up at him, and pouted sadly,

"When I'm pregnant, if you ...... Go outside, go far, can't be in my yard, don't let me know, let alone touch my people, I don't care about anything else."

Cheng Ke laughed, hugged Li Xiaonuan hard, and said with a smile:

"You're talking nonsense again, I have you, what else do you want others to do?"

Li Xiaonuan looked up at Cheng Ke, and suddenly felt sad, how could he understand her heart? In her heart, she and him are exactly the same and equal, but no one in this world will think like this except her, let alone him

Menstruation, arranging room for her husband during pregnancy, and managing his concubines, these things that everyone in this world has to do and do well, she has studied for ten years and persuaded herself for ten years, but she still can't let herself accept that she and this world are well integrated, only this one, but she can't integrate it anyway

deviated from this place, and it was impossible to say

Li Xiaonuan's eyes were sour, tears rolled down, Cheng Ke panicked, hurriedly wiped her tears with his sleeve, and comforted her anxiously,

"Okay, it's all my fault, I listen to you and don't bring it to this yard"