Chapter 111: Love Song in Tears
Cao Yingying, who came out of the hospital, put Richard all the way. Clayderman's piano "Romeo and Juliet", driving all the way, Han Haitao's swollen face was still in his mind, and tears involuntarily fell down with the sound of the piano.
's crush on Han Haitao has actually been a long time.
Especially when Zhong Youcheng did not appear, Cao Yingying thought that such a feeling for Han Haitao would only be suppressed in her heart forever. And when Li Xiaoxue and Han Haitao's relationship finally cracked, she meant that even if she really confessed to Han Haitao, she would have to wait until Han Haitao came out of the broken love with Li Xiaoxue. I don't want to, I couldn't help but show my heart in front of my mother for a while.
It doesn't matter if it's exposed, but it is Cao's mother's attitude, which really makes Cao Yingying, who has always been independent, a little difficult to accept.
It can be said that before Han Haitao appeared in Cao Yingying's life, Cao Yingying's emotions were so high that no one could touch them. Except for close relatives, which man wants to say an inconsequential word to her Cao Yingying, it is difficult to go to the sky.
Once, Cao Yingying's college classmate, a good boy, secretly liked Cao Yingying for a while. In an evening self-study, I secretly sandwiched a note expressing my heart in Cao Yingying's textbook. It's hard to think about it, so Cao Yingying immediately found out, stuffed the note into a bottle of Coke, and let the boy drink it in his stomach together.
"You are not considered by me Cao Yingying at all!" When it was over, Cao Yingying also threw such a sentence to the boy.
When I first entered the workplace, a male colleague, I don't know whether it was intentional or unintentional, when he handed over a document, he touched Cao Yingying's hand, and Cao Yingying threw the male colleague into a chair with a big back.
When the colleagues present all looked at Cao Yingying's face, Cao Yingying only said solemnly: "I will never eat this set!" ”
And if someone introduced Cao Yingying, Cao Yingying would only reply coldly: "I'm very sorry, my nerves haven't grown yet." ”
Of course, Cao Yingying will not lack such a string, but, on the one hand, she really wants to manage her business well, and on the other hand, she has not seen a person who makes her heart pound.
It's just that Han Haitao, the first time they met, Cao Yingying felt that every inch of her skin seemed to soften in an instant.
She suddenly wanted to be a little bird who could snuggle in the arms of a man like Han Haitao. Why, such a man who is the only man she loves has already picked up Li Xiaoxue, who is like a sister to her, in the crook of his arm.
Cao Yingying really never dreamed that the man she finally liked was Li Xiaoxue.
In a few times, she, Li Xiaoxue and Tang Aijia, when they were idle together, poured out their young girl's hearts, and when they talked about their ideal partners, they would also send sincere blessings to each other. As a result, her heart was touched by her good sister's boyfriend.
For this, she doesn't know how many times she cried in a person's night. She gave birth to jealousy from envy, and hatred from jealousy, but this hatred is more about hating herself. She hated herself for falling in love with someone she shouldn't love.
No matter what, she knew that she couldn't win Li Xiaoxue's love. It's just that the truth is easy to understand, but it is difficult to completely let go of your devotion to a person of the opposite sex. The taste of it is so good for her!
"Why is it you Li Xiaoxue?" Cao Yingying asked in her heart more than once. If it weren't for Li Xiaoxue, she could find countless reasons for herself to win her love.
As long as she Cao Yingying is determined to do something, at least until now, there is nothing that cannot be done.
Cao Yingying naturally hopes that Li Xiaoxue will be happy, but the heart that wants Li Xiaoxue and Han Haitao to enter marriage is at most, but in fact, it is only thirty percent.
When she was thinking alone, she often thought of the breakdown of Li Xiaoxue and Han Haitao's relationship. Although, after this, she will always blame herself harshly.
Cao Yingying will never allow herself to do anything that destroys Li Xiaoxue's happiness, even if she will never marry in her life.
In order to remove her crush from Han Haitao's body, Cao Yingying even tried to fall in love with other men, but even if she really met someone better than Han Haitao, her heart seemed to be completely embedded in Han Haitao's body, even a little, she couldn't tell it.
"Why is this happening?" Cao Yingying cried several times and asked herself, "If you love someone, will you really love so much?" What was it about him that made me sink into such a deep position? He really lives with Xiaoxue, what will happen to me for the rest of my life? With Xiaoxue's conditions, she can really find a better condition, why, she ....... Does Xiaoxue really love him? Will Xiaoxue be like me, with his blood flowing in the veins around her body? ”
It really seems that without Li Xiaoxue, Han Haitao must be her Cao Yingying. She often feels that Li Xiaoxue seems to be the person assigned by God to be against her.
She also wants to be happy, but she doesn't want to hurt Li Xiaoxue, and sometimes, she feels that she is hurting Li Xiaoxue.
"Why, the people who hurt themselves the most are often the people closest to them?" Cao Yingying also asks herself this question from time to time.
Zhong Youcheng's appearance, if it is not enough to say that it has brought any "hope" to Cao Yingying's pursuit of her own happiness, at least, it has also brought some reasons or excuses.
The more Cao Yingying looked, the more Li Xiaoxue was not all on Han Haitao's body, and Zhong Youcheng should walk together. Zhong Youcheng is more like an arrangement in Li Xiaoxue's fate. And she and Han Haitao, as arranged by God, went around in some circles, and eventually became dependents.
In and out of her dreams, Cao Yingying even saw that she and Han Haitao had gone through all the twists and turns, and they hugged each other and cried. It was really a great happiness that came through hard work, and the future of her and Han Haitao will be cherished and more gracious because of this.
"Why, Mom has such an attitude?" Cao Yingying was still crying, and asked in her heart, "Mom has always been on my side, even if I really did something wrong." Why, this time, Mom behaved so abnormally? Xiaoxue, they are really no longer possible, why can't I pursue my happiness? Even if others will say some gossip because of my relationship with Li Xiaoxue, but, compared to my happiness, what is all the gossip? I've never done anything to hurt their feelings, and it's probably because of fate that they are where they are today. I have a clear conscience, what am I afraid of? Always looking at other people's faces, do you want to live? Feelings are a matter of two people, what about Aunt Han, and what does it matter? Now, which one is not separated from the old man and lives his own life? Happiness is already close at hand, at this time, Mom, how can you make me give up? How could I give up willingly? If you really want your daughter to be happy, you should respect her choice. My daughter is so old, can she choose something wrong for herself? This is a lifelong event for your daughter, do you want your daughter to regret this? Han Haitao is in need of spiritual solace at a time when I can watch him being tortured? ”
Speaking of Han Haitao's torture, Cao Yingying's heart was crushed, the pain was unbearable, and tears were pouring out.
"Why? Why do this to you? Cao Yingying also secretly cried for Han Haitao, "You take care of Xiaoxue in every way, how can Xiaoxue be so ruthless?" You know how unworthy you are? If you have to do this to let you see the relationship between you and Xiaoxue clearly, I hope you ......"
Cao Yingying cried at this point, and suddenly saw a person coming in front of her car, diagonally inserted, and was shocked, and hurriedly stepped on the brakes.
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