70 Strong women are not strong
After the not very pleasant dinner, Yan Xin and Mr. Zhou walked into the elevator of the community together, there was no smile on their faces, and with a little attention, it was not difficult to see the helplessness and exhaustion in Yan Xin's eyes. Mr. Zhou stood beside Yanxin, within reach, but it was not appropriate to do anything, and it was embarrassingly quiet.
Walking out of the community building, Mr. Zhou didn't open the door for a long time, and finally asked, "Yanxin, what do you want me to do?" It's not appropriate to come to your house, so how can I help you? β
"Mr. Zhou, you shouldn't give my mother unwarranted hope", Yanxin looked at Mr. Zhou, "Just like I don't want to give you an ambiguous answer, knowing that it is impossible, why do you want people to look forward or wait?" Fu Tao and I have fallen out like this, my mother has been hit harder than me, and your appearance, in her opinion, is like grabbing a life-saving straw that can make her feel at ease to entrust her daughter to her. However, this is not what I want, and it is not what my mom and you want to see in the long run. β
Mr. Zhou unbuttoned his blazer and nodded, "I should explain to my aunt what happened on the day of the 100-day banquet......"
"I don't blame you, it's my mother who is a little too much, I'll tell her, you don't have to worry", Yanxin paused, and explained his meaning again and again, "I cherish having your eldest brother, Fu Tao's troubled things, I need to solve it with him, you or Qiao Jin, there is no way." In fact, what hurt me the most about Fu Tao was not his betrayal, but his endless entanglement when he thought he was good for me. There is no way to continue without the feelings of rationality and understanding. I know that people who care about me will think about my future life, whether it will be hard or not, whether I can be happy, but I will live well, and I will be fine now. β
"Qiao Jin is still so young, and you and your children need a stable life the most, you handed yourself over to Qiao Jin, you handed over too many unstable factors. To be honest, I'm not bullish. β
Yan Xin smiled, "In addition to the irreversible laws of nature, what else is 100% certain?" Many things are self-aware, willful, or idealistic, and I still prefer to choose what I think is good, rather than the one that everyone thinks is right. β
Mr. Zhou looked at Yan Xin and sighed, pursed his lips and said, "I have to say, Fu Tao and Qiao Jin are very lucky, I don't have this luck." I didn't know you later than Fu Tao, and now, it's harder than Qiao Jin to impress you, and I don't have a chance from beginning to end. β
"Because I'm not the right person for you. Relieved earlier, the person who saw you appear earlier, as a sister, I sincerely bless you. β
Mr. Zhou's car drove far away until he couldn't see Yanxin's figure in the rearview mirror, so Mr. Zhou parked the car on the side of the road and hit the steering wheel fiercely.
When Yanxin returned home, Yan's mother stepped forward and wanted to say something, but looked at Yanxin with concern.
"Mom, you know I don't like Mr. Zhou, don't do this kind of thing that will make him misunderstand."
"Mr. Zhou is interested in you......"
"Am I going to respond to everyone who is interested in me?" Yan Xin looked at Yan's mother and showed a weak expression, "Mom, do I deserve to live the rest of my life when I have a child?" I'm only 30, I still have the right to choose and wait for the person I like, don't force me, okay? β
Yan's mother was distressed, and she was also serious, "Mom will definitely worry about you, from graduation to work hard, you only have this emotional experience, and you are still hurt." After that, you have children and work so hard, your mother doesn't want you to even have someone to share with. We can't help you, I want to see the right person to accompany you, help you......"
"Mom, that's not in a hurry, not everyone can do it, only I know if it's suitable or not", Yanxin took a deep breath, not planning to continue the topic, "I'll go take a shower first." β
"Isn't Fu Tao your own choice?"
Yan Xin, who walked to the bathroom, stopped in place, tears appeared in his eyes, and his heart was sour for a while, "I chose the wrong one, is it my problem?" If you look at the wrong person, you don't have the right to make a choice after that? In your opinion, how undesirable is your daughter? β
When the words are spoken, Mother Yan knows that something is wrong. Listening to Yan Xin's choked words at this time, Yan's mother was even more sad, "I didn't mean that......"
Wiping away her tears, Yanxin turned around and took her phone and keys, "I'll go out and calm down for a while, Mom, you take Xiaoyun to sleep first." β
In many cases, it is not only the malicious slander of strangers that hurts, but the pressure caused by the excessive worries and expectations of loved ones is really enough to form a mental kidnapping and make people breathless.
Yanxin walked in the community, and the night was a little cold, so he especially wanted Qiao Jin to be by his side, listen to Qiao Jin's voice, and be able to hug Qiao Jin.
opened the door, but Yan Xin only saw that the house was dark, and Qiao Jin hadn't come back yet. The phone called, but no one answered, which was too appropriate.
"Are these really from Fu Tao?" Qiao Jin looked at the photo on Yan Xue's mobile phone and said in surprise, "What is he looking for you to do?" β
"He", Yan Xue told Qiao Jin the truth, "He wants me to make these photos public through the company's intranet, so that everyone in the company can see that you and Mr. Yan are together." β
"It's sick!" Qiao Jin became angry when he heard this, "He's not a normal person anymore, you can figure it out!" If you're like him, you're hopeless! β
Yan Xue smiled unnaturally, "It's not that I haven't thought about it, but ......"
Seeing Qiao Jin's surprised eyes, Yan Xue hurriedly explained, "I can't do it, I know you like Mr. Yan, and I'm jealous that you like Mr. Yan, but even if I destroy it and hinder you from being together, what you like in the end is Mr. Yan, it won't be me." I don't think I can get your liking, at least don't let you hate me like you hate Fu Tao. So I'm giving you these pictures and you'll see if they're useful? He must have a backup in his hand, what are you going to do? β
Qiao Jin stared at those photos and said, "I didn't know what photos he had in his hand, but now, I have to think about ......"
"What's going on with Mr. Yan and Mr. Zhou?" Yan Xue was puzzled, "Is it a trick?" β
Qiao Jin shook his head, "It's just a matter of words." β
"But Mr. Yan doesn't refute rumors, it's not Mr. Yan's style."
Qiao Jin looked at Yan Xue, "She has her thoughts, I haven't asked yet." β
Yan Xue looked curious, "So you and Mr. Yan are together, are you all listening to Mr. Yan?" Is it the general statement you are chasing? β
"What are you doing with all this gossip? Hurry up and eat something more and go home, it's not too early. β
Qiao Jin took out his mobile phone, saw the missed call with a smile, and unlocked the callback while getting up, and after the ringtone rang for a while, it was connected.
"Yan'er, are you looking for me?"
"Hmm...... Why haven't you come back yet? β
Yan Xin's voice sounded weak, Qiao Jin frowned, "Are you asleep?" Or do you have a cold? β
"It's nothing, I'm lying down for a while, waiting for you to come home."
"In our home?" Qiao Jin was a little surprised, "It's not early now, aren't you afraid that Xiao Yun will wake up and look for you?" β
Yanxin listened to Qiao Jin's question, inexplicably aggrieved, "I'm afraid, I'm even more afraid that after I wake up, only me and him will ......"
Qiao Jin's heart suddenly lifted, "What happened?" Fool, how can it be that there is only you and him, waiting for me at home, and I will be back immediately! β
"Hey, Qiao Jin, you haven't eaten two bites yet!"
"Yan Xue, I'll go first, you should come back early, bye!"
As soon as Qiao Jin rushed home, he saw Yan Xin lying on the sofa asleep in the living room, and his heart ached. Walking to the side of the sofa, Qiao Jin leaned down and kissed Yanxin's forehead, "What's wrong?" β
Yanxin didn't speak, but just reached out and hugged Qiao Jin's neck, revealing a distressing squeamishness.
Qiao Jin bent down to take off his coat, and lay down on the sofa with Yan Xin, letting Yan Xin lean on his shoulder, and Qiao Jin held the person in his arms. When he pressed Yan Xin's cheek, Qiao Jin noticed that it was cold, no matter what caused Yan Xin to cry, Qiao Jin was distressed and uncomfortable. Looking for Yanxin's lips, Qiao Jin approached and kissed it, still soft and intimate. Yan Xin was silent, but he did not resist Qiao Jin's closeness and lingering, and even had some attachment. The knot in Qiao Jin's eyebrows couldn't be untied, and such words made Qiao Jin feel so painful that he didn't know what to do.
"Yan'er, I should be with you today."
Yanxin shook his head, "I don't blame you at all, it's my problem." β
Qiao Jin's lips pressed against the corners of Yanxin's mouth, "Do you want to talk to me?" β
"I want to ask you, Jo'er, why do you like me with children?"
Qiao Jin curled his eyebrows and smiled, "I also want to ask, why does the heart belong to me, and such a good Yan will always accept me who has a silent crush?" At that time, I really didn't think I had the slightest chance. Later, I didn't know how to be thick-skinned and bold, and I was really with you, like a dream come true. β
Yan Xin opened her eyes and looked at Qiao Jin, "Only you have always thought I was so good......"
"Mr. Yan can't be so arrogant", Qiao Jin pretended to be serious, "Take a look, Mr. Yan's suitors can line up from the Bund to Jing'an Temple, which makes me worry every day, and the vinegar jar is like hanging around my neck!" β
Yanxin laughed out loud, reached out and pinched Qiao Jin's ears, "I didn't see how jealous you were!" β
"Bear with it, you can't be too naΓ―ve, otherwise it will upset you. In fact, every time I see Fu Tao, I want to pump him, I want to kick him when I see Mr. Zhou, and when I see a customer hugging you out of courtesy, I want to hug ...... instead of you."
Yan Xin smiled, Qiao Jin said seriously, "It's true, in fact, my demeanor is just a little bit, so Mr. Yan, you usually pay a little attention, similar to a veneer kiss, can't you let the secretary or assistant do it for you?" β
"You're poor", Yanxin hugged Qiao Jin's waist tightly, and his voice became relaxed, "Qiao'er, I feel much better." β
Qiao Jin patted his heart and said with a smile, "Then it's not allowed to say that it's only you and Xiaoyun in the future, don't you want me to be such a big living person?" β
"Yes, of course I want you."
Qiao Jin showed a wicked smile, "That's good, I'll take a bath with you~"
"You...... Can you be serious? β
"Serious people also want to take a bath, do you want to go back tonight?"
Yan Xin stared at Qiao Jin for a while, and said in a matter-of-fact manner, "Seeing you so embarrassed, I don't want to go along with you." β
"This, what kind of hatred and resentment", Qiao Jin looked depressed, "I'm not allowed to leave today!" Don't you want to know what Yan Xue told me? β
After receiving Yan Xin's eyes, Qiao Jin knew that he shouldn't take the initiative to remind Yan Xin of this, I'm afraid this account will be counted overnight!