Chapter 47: Method
He didn't give up on himself, but his eyes shone brightly, as if he could really rely on Deputy Director Shinichi Miyagi and the forces he represented to successfully attack and even sanction Isamu Konoe and the people behind Isamu Konoe. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć ļ½ļ½ļ½ļ½
After he said those words, he chose to keep silent, and I have gradually figured out the meaning of his words, he can only use legitimate and legal means to deal with those behemoths who are above the law but abide by the basic rules, otherwise the forces behind him will not agree to him to use the means of breaking the rules to engage in political struggle, but in spite of this, he declares that he will turn a blind eye to me, then the deeper meaning of his words is obviously that he hopes that I can do something outside of legitimate and legal means.
I thought that my understanding of his words should be in place, although he did not speak as frankly as before, but reminded me of his helpless support for me with not very clever language skills, but I could more or less appreciate his helplessness and resentment in the whirlpool of officialdom, and the shadow of idealism.
"Farewell." He probably saw my look of understanding, so he didn't hesitate to get up and say goodbye.
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"Good."
"So I advise you not to try to send someone to follow me, and don't do anything similar to surveillance on Masako, you have your methods, I have my methods, and we'd better have nothing to do with each other."
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"Then, I'll go through the discharge procedures for Masako tomorrow, and if there are other procedural acts that require Masako's cooperation, you can go to her house to find her, but, again, don't try to stalk me or follow me through Masako."
"Her ...... Wounds"
"Masako's injuries have healed, shouldn't you turn a blind eye to the strange phenomenon? Then don't worry about it. ā
"Okay." He stepped out of the room, and before leaving, he finally turned to me and said, "I don't need to prove my love for my daughter to anyone, for the sake of work and ideals, the loss of Ah Miao is the harshest punishment God has ever given me." ā
Isn't it the holy police who reject the ghosts? I'm really embarrassed to talk about the so-called heaven, I complained in my heart, today's world is even the gods can't avoid it, don't use the ethereal heaven as an object of sustenance, right?
"That, Alice," Masako finally came out of her silence, "I'm sorry. ā
"Are you addicted to apologizing," I sighed, realizing by the way that the number of sighs I had sighed since I came to the outside world was far greater than the sum of the past hundred years, "I don't blame you, you can't hide the secret under the noses of experienced policemen, and besides, there are also reasons for my negligence." ā
"IćI thought I was hiding my feelings well enough, but tonight I was suddenly beaten by Uncle Nakamura......
"Did he come to you alone and ask you to confess your secret?"
"Yes, he originally thought that I was the one who was killed by Ah Miao, and the gang found the head again, and he hoped that I would cooperate with the police to hook the enemy out."
"And then you had to confess my existence?"
"I don't know what to say to Uncle Nakamura, because I can't survive the impulse that seems to explode in my heart, I first confessed the fact that I was threatened with my sister's safety and then invited Ah Miao out......"
"He obviously doesn't blame you either."
"Yes, yes, I didn't want to get Uncle Nakamura's forgiveness."
"Of course he won't blame you, even if he didn't have you as an introduction to bring Ah Miao to the streets of Shibuya, as long as the enemy hiding in the shadows has a plan, Ah Miao will still be killed by other accidents," I know this well, "so he won't blame you if he blames himself." ā
"But!"
"But I will still remind you of the mistakes you have made, and this is not a mistake that can be easily uncovered by the push of fate as an excuse."
"I understand that even though I am threatened, even if I am trying to protect my family, I still submit to the enemy, this is my own sin, and it is impossible to push it on Apricot and Mom!"
"Very good, your cultivation does not seem to be wasted, the practice of self-realization allows you to know what is pure self, what should be borne must be undertaken, self-deception and evasion is a quality that ordinary people will have, as a practitioner, mana and supernatural powers are actually secondary, that can not let you lead to a more advanced realm, only by constantly reflecting and understanding yourself, washing away all kinds of helpless weaknesses that ordinary people have, the door of eternal life can be opened to you."
"Alice speaks like a god."
"......," I couldn't help but roll my eyes to show her, "That's a bit too much, anyway, I probably understand that the reason why you confessed your actions and my existence to Miao's father is actually that your cultivation has made you firm, and you won't hide some things if there is no need to hide them." ā
"Is that so?"
"Whether I'm right or not, you just have to go on with your own feelings, and you don't have to care what I think."
"Lovely Lisi is my god."
"I seem to have told you not to confuse the real me with the god in your heart."
"I ......"
"Forget it, it's actually all a feeling of single-mindedness, there's no need to think about it," I waved my hand to interrupt what she seemed to be brewing, "You will be ready tonight, and you will go through the discharge procedures tomorrow, and any troubles will be borne by Miao's father." ā
"It's too much trouble, isn't it?"
"Since he wants me to avenge Ah Miao by means other than conventional, is this little thing a trouble?"
"Huh? Speaking of which, I didn't understand much of what Alice and Uncle Nakamura said. ā
"When you reach a certain level of cultivation, you will understand without me explaining."
"Alice still looks like a god."
After half an hour, I shared some of the information I found today with her, so as to make some psychological preparations for her possible future dealings with demons or people other than ordinary people, and these secrets hidden in the hidden corners of the bustling city really made Masako, who has been honest all her life, full of surprise and worry.
"It feels like the world is suddenly becoming dangerous."
Of course, I wouldn't be polite to Masako-san when I didn't express my argument when facing Miss Maruko, and I didn't agree with her feelings, "Danger has never been far from everyone's head, isn't there no danger in the world if there are no youkai in the crowd?" Aren't the people who threaten you and your sister ordinary people? ā
"Those people can't be said to be ordinary people, uh, compared to civilians like me who can only choose to endure bullying."
"Don't talk back!"
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