Li Mu'er took a deep breath, thinking that sooner or later she would have to give her an explanation, so she told her about the events since she entered the palace. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

Of course, she still didn't dare to mention her relationship with Zhu Youji.

is not only afraid that Mama will blame, but also because she doesn't dare to recall those bits and pieces, and provokes the emotions that she has finally suppressed again.

Mama was still puzzled: "You mean, someone borrowed the emperor's hand back then and got rid of our Li family?"

Li Mu'er nodded and didn't speak, but kept observing Mama's expression.

It seems that she really didn't know.

But looking at her expression, she seemed to understand.

Mama pondered for a moment, and then her face rose again, "Even so, isn't the little emperor responsible?" Although you have lost your internal strength, you can get along with each other every day, so you really have no chance to kill him? ”

"Mama," Li Mu'er was obviously lacking in confidence in front of her, "Mu'er said, Mu'er thinks that the emperor is a bright monarch." And daddy ......"

"Are you crazy?!" A slap slapped loudly on Li Mu'er's face, "Li Mu'er! You actually speak for the little emperor! You mean, your father deserves to die? There are so many people in our Li family, are they all damned? ”

Li Mu'er held back her tears, knelt down with guilt for the Li family, and said, "Mu'er didn't mean that. I just can't get my hands on it, I really can't do it. ”

"You unfilial girl!" Another slap was slapped, and Mama's palm was strong, and the corners of Li Mu'er's mouth immediately shed a trace of red blood. Mama couldn't bear it in her heart, but she couldn't forgive her for a while, and scolded intermittently, "It's in vain that your father loves you so much...... He gave you the only way to live, and you didn't want to avenge him...... You simply don't deserve the surname Li! I'm really protecting the wrong person, I should go with your father......"

"Mama, I was wrong, all of this is Mu'er's fault. Mama can punish me on my father's behalf, but don't leave Mu'er behind. Li Mu'er's tears finally slipped from the corners of her eyes, "Mu'er has nothing, only you and Tremella by your side, please don't leave me, don't give up on me......"

"Sister Mu!" Tremella suddenly rushed over from the door of the room and hugged her. She was woken up by the movement outside, and when she came together, she saw Li Mu'er kneeling on the ground, her face mixed with blood and tears, and she was busy sobbing to help her intercede, "Mama, don't be angry." Sister Mu is not doing well in the palace, she has suffered and broken her heart, isn't Mama distressed? ”

Distressed? Yin'er's words woke up Mama, and she looked at Li Mu'er, who was pale in front of her, and the embarrassment that couldn't be concealed by her pink clothes became more and more unbearable. In the end, he was carried away by hatred, and he put all this resentment on such a little girl. is still the girl who has hurt her since she was a child, and he has protected it in the palm of her hand.

Think about it carefully, does Li Zixing keep her life, does she let her protect Li Mu'er to live her life safely, or does she avenge him as she thinks?

Seeing that Mama seemed to be caught in a memory, Li Mu'er moved to her little by little, grabbed the corner of her clothes, and said softly: "Mama, I don't know why things developed like this." Someone once said to me that hatred doesn't make us better. I don't know if what he said is reasonable, but I really feel that after letting go of hatred, my heartstrings have indeed loosened a lot. If I had to choose again, I would probably still assassinate the emperor, if that was what I should have done for the Li family...... But if I didn't succeed in that sword, it means that I lost the initiative from then on. You may not think it can be trusted, but that's it, step by step, I don't know what's going on, I don't know whether it's right or wrong, and I get to this point. ”

I wanted to assassinate the emperor to avenge my father, but I was ranked as a female official for meritorious service, and I wanted to be ranked as a female official for meritorious service, but I was deeply involved in the palace and caused disputes.

It doesn't seem very appropriate to say that it is a sweet dream, it should be an amorous drama that shows off the scene.

Because of these many feelings......

Li Mu'er sighed lightly, and her voice became extremely slow, "Mama, I really can't kill him." I don't want to take revenge, Mama, I'm really tired, I just want to live well, let's not take revenge, okay? ”

Mama was stunned, she had seen all the looks of Li Muer.

Brisk, naughty, cunning, angry, sad, but I have never seen her like this, her heart is dead.

finally turned his back and no longer scolded her, nor should he admit her, but only asked: "How did your father punish you for doing something wrong in the past?"

Li Mu'er quickly stood up, didn't say anything, ran to the courtyard with her feet in the air, and stood upside down. Ironically, when she was a child, she thought it was a punishment, but these times, she felt that the handstand was very good. At least you can hold back the tears.

"Two hours, don't come down."

After Mama finished speaking, she went back to the room to rest, Tremella wiped her tears, walked over and asked curiously again: "Mama is so fierce, has she always been so fierce?"

"It's not. She used to be very gentle, and no one was more gentle with me than she was except my mother. Li Mu'er didn't have a hard time speaking, but when she said it again, she was inevitably a little sad, "It's because my father died." She ...... to my dad I can't say it, but as long as Mama is here, don't worry, even if we go to the ends of the earth, there will be no danger. ”

Tremella couldn't bear to see her punished, so she simply went out to buy some daily necessities. The sky is getting brighter, and yesterday's rainy weather will not continue, and the sun is slowly climbing out of the mountain.

"The clouds in the sky are like white clothes, and the beard is changed like a dog." Li Mu'er was a little unable to open her eyes when the sun was shining, so she moved her hand and turned around.

As soon as I turned around, I saw Granny Paper's grandson squatting on the ground, staring at her from a distance of more than a dozen steps.

Li Mu'er chatted with him: "Xiaoyu? Your name is Xiaoyu, right? ”

"Hmm." Xiao Yu took the initiative to run over, and leaned down to look at her eyes and asked, "What are the benefactors doing?" ”

"I'm practicing," Li Mu'er had the intention to tease him, "Don't call me a benefactor, my name is ...... Zhong Ying, you call me Sister Ying. ”

"Sister Ying. So what are you practicing? ”

"Vertical dragonflies. Will you? I'll teach you when I'm done. ”

"Okay, I'm going to learn, I'm going to learn! Sister, you teach me to erect a dragonfly, and I invite you to swing! ”

"Swing? Where? ”

"It's right outside! You came in late yesterday and didn't see it, but there was a big tree not far away, and people could sit on it, and there was a swing under the tree. My wife and grandfather planted it with their own hands! ”

Li Mu'er was amused and laughed slightly, and asked him some more about their family. It turns out that the paper mother-in-law is called the paper mother-in-law because she has the craft of paper-cutting, and after cutting it out, she sells it in the market to make a living. Xiaoyu's parents have passed away, and only the two of them are left to rely on each other, although they live a poor life, they are extremely simple and stable.

Li Mu'er listened carefully, thinking that this kind of life is also very comfortable, and from now on, she will probably have to live such a life, and it will be good to spend this life in peace. (To be continued.) )