Chapter 486: Footsteps of Life
The pace of life once again led Li Xiaoxue to the road to the crew, although it was heavy, she still walked in step by step.
What made her step into such a life again, she couldn't figure it out, and she didn't want to think about it anymore.
If you think about it, it's tears, and if you think about it, you can't change anything.
Helpless, right? Bite the bullet, you can only come like this. Life seemed to give her the only way, and she didn't feel like she had any choice to make.
"Love is good." In this way, along the way, I don't know how many times she said it in her heart.
She has completely become a mud to pinch, fall, and step on at will.
She is mud, and it is her duty to make people pinch, fall, and step on.
Nuwa created people, isn't it just the mud used?
The mud is pinched, fallen, and stepped on at will, so that it has rich plasticity.
When she was still in school, she had a heated debate with a roommate about who chose who in life and people. She thinks that people can choose their lives. No matter how simple life is, wealth cannot be achieved, poverty is not a choice, as long as you are comfortable.
That debate did not lead to anything,—— it must be said that if there was a result, the result would be that the two men remained the same, each with their own words.
Facts speak louder than words, and a few years later, she can admit defeat.
It's not that she doesn't have a life plan, and she even thinks more than once about what she will be like after Lao Tzu. However, the plan can't catch up with the changes, since the rainy night she met Zhong Youcheng, everything she planned for herself poured away like quicksand.
separated from Han Haitao without choice, held hands with Zhong Youcheng without choice, became pregnant and lost flesh and blood without choice, raised money for Zhong Youcheng's art exhibition without choice, and walked to this day without choice.
This time the way to the crew, yes, completely helpless.
How could she have thought that she would put money on her way to what she is now?
She lost to money, which she had once disdained the most. Not only did she lose, she lost so badly.
The thought of "once you have money ...... in the future", last night, when she tossed and turned several times in bed, she also thought about it inexplicably, but soon let her break a beautiful foam, gently, and shattered.
The money owed is like a mountain, and it is still weighing on her.
As Hu Li said, she couldn't let herself be worse off.
She really sent the crew to court, not to mention her fate, and how much debt she had to carry, which she didn't dare to imagine.
This can also be ignored, once she eats the lawsuit, everything she has will be known to Li's mother.
Such a heavy page is really displayed in front of Li Mu, how can Li Mu's already fragile heart bear it?
Even if it's okay, she can't let Li's mother bear it anymore.
Li's mother has endured too much for her and for this family.
is also for money, how can Li's mother not be wronged?
Mother Li secretly cried at night, and after many years, it will still ring in her ears.
The first time she heard Li's mother's crying, she vowed not to make Li's mother sad again. However, at that time, her shoulders were still weak after all, and she could still do it, just let Li's mother worry about her heart.
Now, she actually has the ability to let Li's mother live the life she wants Li's mother to live, but the fact is that she herself is overwhelmed by what she is facing.
When she was about to enter the theater, Li Junhao's voice sounded from behind her again: "Xiaoxue! What are you doing? ”
Li Xiaoxue's body trembled for a moment, and she immediately stopped her feet.
"Xiaoxue, what are you doing here again?" Li Junhao asked again, and he had already arrived at Li Xiaoxue's side.
Li Xiaoxue couldn't answer Li Junhao's question, so she only turned her body to the side, trying her best to avoid Li Junhao's fierce gaze.
Li Junhao actually grabbed Li Xiaoxue's arm: "Tell me, what are you doing here?" ”
"Let go." Li Xiaoxue whispered with some warning tones, and said to Li Junhao.
Li Junhao shouted: "You tell me, you tell me first!" ”
"It's my own business." Li Xiaoxue said coldly.
"Your own business?" Li Junhao said disappointedly, and the hand holding Li Xiaoxue's arm softened a little at first, and then tightened a lot, "No! I won't let you do that! ”
"Why? Why wouldn't you? Li Xiaoxue said, earning again.
"I can't look at you like this. You're doing what you do, you know? You come with me, come with me out of this hellish place. Li Junhao said heartache.
Li Xiaoxue was upset: "Hurry up and let go, you hurt me so much!" ”
Li Junhao shook his head: "It hurts, doesn't it?" You know it hurts again, don't you? Isn't it, once I let go of this hand, you can forget all the pain at this time? Isn't it, after the scars, you forget the pain? What else are you doing here? Aren't you a moth to a fire? What happened that day, don't you ......?"
"Say no more!" Li Xiaoxue intercepted Li Junhao's words, exerted enough strength, and shook his hand away.
"You can't go in!" Li Junhao shouted, and stopped in front of Li Xiaoxue again.
Li Xiaoxue smelled some alcohol on Li Junhao's body at this time, and hid left and right a few times in annoyance, but still stopped Li Junhao.
"Get out of here with me. I'm begging you, Xiaoxue. Li Junhao said bitterly, the security guards in the crew should have heard the noise here and came to the front.
Seeing that it was someone from the crew, the security guard asked puzzledly: "...... you guys?"
Li Junhao turned around, specially protected Li Xiaoxue behind him, and said to the security guard: "You go back and tell the man surnamed Lin that we won't shoot his scene." What he did himself, he himself knew. If he dares to make any more trouble with us, everyone will tear their faces, and no one will be good. ”
The security guard didn't know what Li Junhao was talking about: "I can also pass the word over, first, it's not my business, and second, I'm afraid that it won't be passed on well." If there is anything to say, it is better for you to go inside and say it clearly. ”
"Go in, go in!" Li Junhao said, and was about to go inside.
Seeing Li Junhao so impulsive, Li Xiaoxue was only afraid that things would get bigger, so she hurriedly grabbed Li Junhao's arm again and dragged him aside: "Let's go, let's go!" ”
"I have to make it clear to him! Lest there be any more trouble! Li Junhao's wine seemed to be surging.
"Let's go! Walk! Li Xiaoxue only begged bitterly.
"Afraid of what? We didn't do anything wrong! Li Junhao said, and when he turned around, he was about to push Li Xiaoxue's hand away, but he saw Xiumei smiling and walking this way.
Xiumei and Li Junhao's eyes gathered in the air, and they also suppressed their smiling faces.
Li Xiaoxue followed Li Junhao's line of sight and looked back, and when she saw Xiumei, she let go of her hand.
Xiumei put a smile on her face easily, twisted her crotch, and entered the circle of several people and greeted, "Morning." Why are you standing here and not going in? ”
"Sister Mei, we have some things, you tell Director Lin, and we'll go first." Li Xiaoxue said preemptively, and wanted to pull Li Junhao away, but Li Junhao was as fixed as he was, motionless.
Xiumei saw some of the flavors, and said with a smile: "You didn't come over yesterday, and Director Lin made a lot of faces for everyone." I'm really sorry for your fake, I don't dare to ask for it. ”
"I don't need to take any time off. You just tell him, say I ......" Li Junhao said angrily, said this, and stopped Li Xiaoxue, "Aren't you leaving?" Why don't you leave? ”
"Even if you go, it's better to make it clear! Save him from pushing it all on us! Li Junhao became more resolute.
Li Xiaoxue was still dragging it, Xiumei nodded again, and slowly, said to Li Xiaoxue: "That's a good thing." Anyway, it's the right thing to get things out. ”
Li Xiaoxue's blood was surging to the top of her head, "buzzing", her head swelled a few times, she couldn't stand it anymore, put aside Li Junhao, turned around and left.
"Light snow! Light snow! Li Junhao didn't care about what to say to Xiumei, so he screamed in his mouth and chased after him.
Li Xiaoxue walked briskly, as long as she got rid of everything related to herself.
"Light snow! Light snow! Li Junhao grabbed Li Xiaoxue's arm again, "What are you afraid of him?" Why don't you let me make things clear to him? ”
Li Xiaoxue struggled a few more times, but did not break away, and said angrily: "In black and white, you also have a contract in someone's hand!" ”
Li Junhao said unconvinced: "So what? What can he do to me? Isn't he afraid that what he has done will be known to the world? ”
Li Xiaoxue shouted again: "Yes! Tell the world everything about it! ”
Li Junhao also shouted: "What if you say it? Saying that, it will only make him infamous! ”
"Wow! Wow! Li Xiaoxue was hysterical, and kept trying to break free from Li Junhao, "Go ahead and say it!" No one is stopping you! No one can stop you! Tell me everything you've heard and seen. ”
Li Junhao only grabbed Li Xiaoxue tightly: "If I really said it, can you stand up again?" ”
Li Xiaoxue shook her head vigorously, and her tears almost splashed: "Do you still need me to stand up?" A few words from you are enough to tear everything I have up and make it public! When the time comes, do you want me to stand up and say something? All the details? I don't say it, everyone can make up for it! Do you want me to say that it's just to make everything worse? ”
saw Li Xiaoxue's tears again, and Li Junhao's brain and wine seemed to wake up: "I'm sorry." ”
Li Xiaoxue pushed Li Junhao's chest and pushed Li Junhao away: "What's there to be sorry for?" Where did you do something wrong? The fault is all mine, and everything that happened to me is all my own fault. I deserve to suffer this, and I deserve to suffer this. This is my life. ”
Li Junhao's heart hurt again: "Xiaoxue, I know ......"
"Don't call me Xiaoxue! Light snow is not something you can call! Li Xiaoxue said, turned around and walked away.
Li Junhao followed closely behind Li Xiaoxue and continued to say: "I know that you are suffering a lot, but there is no obstacle in life that you can't get over, as long as you ......"
Li Xiaoxue, who can simply describe the current situation with embattled songs, especially when she can't listen to such advice: "Don't say it!" Stop it! Stop it! Do you know how annoying you are! ”
A sigh of annoyance hurt Li Junhao's eyes: "I, I really just want to help you." ”
Li Xiaoxue walked faster and faster: "I thank you, you just don't keep following me like this, even if you help me!" ”
Li Junhao's heart seemed to be plucked by Li Xiaoxue again, and he asked bitterly: "Do I really make you so annoying?" ”
asked, stunned Li Xiaoxue's heart, and her footsteps involuntarily stopped.
Li Junhao turned to Li Xiaoxue again, and a pair of tears had slowly slipped down.
"I'm sorry," Li Xiaoxue twisted her face to the side, "I actually hate myself." ”
Li Junhao's trembling voice became even more sincere: "Don't be like this." Don't do that, okay? You make my heart really uncomfortable like this. I'm still like that. There is no mountain of flames that cannot be crossed. Do you think that even if he bites back, how much liquidated damages will you compensate him? ”
Li Xiaoxue shook her head and raised her hand to stop a taxi.