Chapter 253: Lady Xianshan
Li Haitang looked at Lin Qingge with soft eyes, his voice was as low as water, Lin Qingge like this was so strong that it made people feel distressed: "Qingge, in front of me, you don't need to force yourself to laugh, cry if you want to cry, make trouble if you want to, even if you want to smash things to vent, it's not impossible, after crying, things will pass, since you choose to come to Tongcheng, you must also want to forget those troubles, don't force yourself, some things are not something we can change, the only thing we can do is to make our lives less aggrieved." book network . v o d t . c o m”
Although Lin Qingge didn't cry, he didn't have that smile on his face anymore.
In the palace, she has become accustomed to wearing a mask, and here, in front of Begonia, she really doesn't need to force herself.
Until now, she has not regretted the decision she made at the beginning, she is just unwilling, why, from beginning to end, he didn't give her a chance to speak, although she has been married for almost two years, she still hasn't found a chance to have a good chat with him, and now, she hasn't figured out why he didn't enter the palace at the beginning, why he disappeared without saying a word.
And this time, it's like this again, is it that in his heart, the relationship between the two of them was really so unbearable that they could be despised at will?
Every time she wanted to confront him, she didn't have the courage to speak when she saw his cold face, for fear that as soon as he opened his mouth, he would spit out hurtful words and send her to the eighteenth layer of hell.
And now, she is afraid that she will never have the opportunity to ask him again, even if he is standing in front of her now, she will not have the courage to speak again, even if she looks at him more, she is afraid that it will make her sad to the point of suffocation.
Some feelings have been hidden in her heart, and it will slowly ferment and grow, if it weren't for this incident, she would never have known, it turned out that he was already important in her heart.
Although the two hardly spoke after they got married, as long as she turned around, as soon as she turned around, he sat there quietly, even if he never gave her a warm look, her heart was also warm, although she was always arrogant in front of him, but in his heart, he became a part of his life.
He has been quietly staying by her side, without quarrel with the world, quiet and beautiful as the nine heavens of the immortals, spotless, but left without a sound, still in such an unacceptable way.
But that's it, she doesn't want to speculate on him maliciously.
didn't even have the courage to go to the door to confront her, and fled to Tongcheng in a hurry, even if she knew, now the capital was afraid that she would be even more unbearable rumors.
For example, she raised her face, because she was known, so she hid in Tongcheng to avoid the limelight and so on.
Lin Qingge has always thought that she is strong enough, so after the queen mother was beaten into the cold palace, she was able to quickly restrain her sad emotions and help the royal brother win people's hearts.
But this time, she didn't want to do anything, she just wanted to find a quiet place to heal well.
"Begonia, some things have passed in the past, it's much better to have you by my side, I'm sorry, I'm telling you to see a joke."
"Qingge, I'm very happy, you can think of me at this time, I just want to tell you, do anything, we just need to follow our hearts and not let ourselves regret it at the time, people live in the present, the previous things have happened, no matter how much you think about it, you can't change it, the future has not happened, the plan can't catch up with the changes, as long as at this moment, you can be worthy of your heart."
After that, Lin Qingge stayed at Begonia for dinner, and asked people to take a few bottles of fruit wine that she had brought before.
During the banquet, Li Haitang remembered that she had been here for so long, and she didn't seem to see Lin Qingge's nurse Gu, and asked with some curiosity: "Mrs. Xianshan is not at home?" ”
At the beginning, Lin Qingge's saddest period of time was taken care of by the Gu family outside the palace, so after Lin Ziyue ascended the throne, he named the Gu family as a virtuous wife, and Ruying has also resumed her slave status, and Lin Qingge is even more dedicated to the Gu family as her mother, and the two have a good relationship.
Although Mrs. Xianshan has her own husband and son, she has been staying in Songxiangyuan, treating Lin Qingge like her own daughter, but treating her own son a little coldly, although Li Haitang doesn't understand her behavior, but it's not good to make any evaluations, and at first, she thought that Mrs. Xianshan was just because of Lin Qingge's identity and status, but after a long time of contact, she found that she really felt sorry for Lin Qingge from the bottom of her heart.
Speaking of the Gu family, Lin Qingge's face softened a little: "The nurse didn't know that I was coming back, so I went to Qingshan Temple, and I got the news of my return at this time, and I guess I am already on the way back." ”
Before the two of them finished their lunch, Mrs. Xianshan had already arrived home.
Seeing that Lin Qingge's face was a little pale, she broke away from Ruying's hand that had been supporting her, and eagerly walked up to Lin Qingge and said, "My little girl, why didn't you let people know in advance, I wasn't prepared, why did your face look so ugly, is there something uncomfortable in your body?" Ruying, let someone go and ask a doctor to come over... No, it's better for you to ask Dr. Mo to come here, just ask for a safe pulse. ”
Lin Qingge saw that the nurse cared about her so much, her eyes were already a little red, she took her hand, asked her to sit down, and said to Ruying: "No need, I'm fine, I want to talk to the nurse first." ”
Li Haitang stood up and greeted Mrs. Xianshan, who found that there were other people in the house, and she was so anxious just now that she didn't even notice that Li Haitang was also here, she nodded with a smile, with a little apology in her eyes.
Li Haitang knew that she had a lot to say to Lin Qingge, and she wanted to send off guests, so she said to Lin Qingge with a smile: "Qingge, I'll go back first, and I'll come to see you tomorrow." ”
Lin Qingge nodded, he was about to get up and want to send it, but Li Haitang didn't let him, looking at the nurse looking at him anxiously, and finally Lin Qingge asked Ruying to send her to the gate.
Songxiang Garden is at the east gate of the city, and not far from the gate is the Begonia Garden, since he is here, Li Haitang naturally wants to go back to see, it is only noon, as long as the city gate is closed at night.
The weather has gradually warmed up, and the weather is nice today, and it is not far to walk over, and you can still bask in the sun, killing two birds with one stone.
The cold wind has been guarding the gate, he knows very well what place Songxiangyuan is, and he naturally doesn't have to worry about the safety of the young grandmother inside, but now looking at the young grandmother's eyes, he knows that she wants to go back to the Begonia Garden, and besides, she didn't even look at the sedan chair parked on the side, so she still wanted to walk over?
Leng Feng's eyes twitched, and he said stubbornly: "Second young grandmother, it's a big day outside, you better go back in a sedan chair." ”