CHAPTER XXXVIII

Xingwang maintained the appearance of a small group for half a month, if it weren't for that kind of appearance, it was inconvenient to do organ alchemy and alchemy, he would continue to maintain that appearance. After all, in the state of that little ball, Shu Yu was almost obedient to him, which was really a thing that made him feel happy most of the time.

Although Shu Yu rarely refutes his words on weekdays, at that time, he was more regarded as a friend/division commander, an adult who could talk to him on an equal footing, and respected and believed in him. But when he was a small group, Shu Yu's attitude towards him could almost be called spoiled.

Yes, extreme closeness and pampering.

You can kiss her at any time when you want to kiss, you will never be rejected, and you can get her initiative; When she wants to be next to her, as long as she stretches out her hand and tilts her head and says she wants to hug, no matter what Shu Yu is doing, she will immediately come over and hug him; When I want to hear her say that I like it, as long as I show her a pleading expression, she will immediately grant his wish; will call him baby, hold him to sleep and rest, that kind of love is overflowing.

To be honest, there are some rare frustrations in Fuwang's heart, as long as he faces Shu Yu, he will always have a lot of love that he didn't have before.

Think about when she is an adult, as long as she is close to Shu Yu, even if she just holds her hand, she will stiffen. If she likes her, she must never dare to look into his eyes, burying her head low, and looking like she will never take the initiative to do whatever you say or do. It's basically impossible to hear her say she likes it. The relationship had not been confirmed earlier, and she almost did not hide from him, extremely restrained herself.

Every time he remembered that his two different forms were treated differently in front of the person he loved, he wanted to sigh very much, and he sometimes wondered if Shu Yu regarded himself as two different people, which would cause such a big difference. On the one hand, he is comfortable and loving, and on the other hand, he is restrained and stiff.

On the one hand, he was jealous that he could get closer to Shu Yu in the state of a young child, and on the other hand, he was glad that she liked her appearance so much, tossing and turning between the joy and the tangle of gain and loss, but whether it was distress or joy, it seemed that as long as it was about Shu Yu, it would make him have endless aftertaste.

Like now, to be able to live together so close and peaceful, there are only the two of them, he no longer thinks about those disgusting pasts, no longer bothered about whether he can live longer and decently in the future, only focuses on the present, paying attention to whether Shu Yu slept well last night, and what she did today. Then give her a smile that she had already prepared when she looked over, and turned her head pretending to be calm when she blushed slightly, and quietly teased in her heart.

In this way, he felt that for the first time in his life, he really tasted the taste of life.

Every moment is exciting, as long as Shu Yu is by his side, he can't even concentrate on other things, his eyes and heart are Shu Yu's shadow. Reason is warning, but the whole body has no strength to resist, just like a drunk person, who is obviously delirious but still subconsciously wants more.

When Fuwang made a small group for half a month, and when he turned back into a young man, he was amused to find that Shu Yu's gaze suddenly changed from love to vigilance, as if he was guarding against him dragging her up all the time. Bed go. Seeing her appearance of being bitten by a snake for ten years and afraid of the well rope, her heart was funny and sour, and she was a little annoyed.

Annoyed, he wanted to do something to her to make her angry, but he couldn't do it, for fear of scaring her away again.

He didn't actually want to trap Shu Yu on the bed all the time, but it was the first time he saw Shu Yu so immersed in love. The appearance of desire, the eyes like water are charming, so he didn't hold it, tossed her for so long, and merged with her again and again.

He loved the feeling of absolute closeness. But in fact, because he grew up in the Qing family, that kind of absurd place full of lust, he didn't like this kind of thing, but the other party was Shu Yu, so he didn't have rejection, and completely let go to enjoy the kind of human bliss, and the wonderful taste of being in harmony with the soul and flesh of his beloved.

So...... Now except for becoming a small ball that can't do that kind of thing, Shu Yu will never come near him. Looking at the sky, I felt a little sad.

Early in the morning, Shu Yu went out, he used to be in the state of a small group and pestered Shu Yu at home for many days, every day is to nest together to read books and enjoy the snow to make some new snacks, and say some meaningless greasy words, but now as soon as he comes back, Shu Yu ran out without saying a word. But she said that she hadn't practiced for many days and went out for activities, and he had no reason to stop him.

sighed deeply, and he didn't expect that among the two of them, he was the one who was more affectionate. Since Shu Yu agreed to be with him, he didn't want to leave her for a moment, maybe because the thing he longed for in his heart was finally close at hand, and he was too nervous about this hard-won warmth that he couldn't let go, so that he felt terrified when he recalled it.

Obviously, Shuyu is no longer in front of him, but his mind still can't be calm. Looking at the puddle of ink stains under his hands, he simply put down his pen, got up in his cloak and walked to the platform outside the cave, holding his hands and looking up at the somewhat gray sky. The snow outside had not yet melted, and everywhere was silvery white, and looking at the sky, it seemed that another heavy snow was about to fall in the evening.

After breathing in the crisp air outside for a while, feeling the depression in his abdomen dissipate slightly, Fuwang bent down and bowed a handful of clean snow on the boulder and rubbed it on his fingertips, until the snow turned into cold water and fell down his wrist into his sleeve, Fuwang came back to his senses, wiped the water stains on his hands, glanced at the sky in the distance, rubbed his forehead and walked into the bright stone cave.

He had to be more restrained, there were still many things to prepare in advance, he couldn't be so indulgent as he wanted, at least when he left this secret realm, he had to find a way to hide his physical abnormalities. As his magic power increased, the identity of the demon became more easily visible, and he had to find a way to disguise himself, if he still wanted to be with Shu Yu, he had to make it impossible for those fox clan elders to see it.

Otherwise, not only will he be in danger, but Shu Yu will also be affected by him.

In fact, not only did she have a thousand complicated feelings, Shu Yu herself was also very panicked, as soon as she left home, she ran wildly on the vast snowfield for a long time, until she met a brutal demon beast that came out to forage for food, and after a fight, she stopped and lay on her back in the soft snow.

Half a month ago, the three days of Hu Tianhu were too shameful for Shu Yu, and she still hasn't eased up, and she just agreed to the relationship and went directly to the base and used various postures to get on the base - it's spicy, how can there be such a lewd thing in the world. (Meizhuang face.)

When she was looking at the image of Xiao Tuanzi, she couldn't see her face like this and that in the past three days, and her mind would relax a little. After all, she is not a pervert, and it is impossible for her to think of some strange things in front of a small ball, so she can relax a little instead. On the contrary, as long as Fuwang changes back to this, as soon as he sees him Shuyu, he can't help but think of those three days.

Even after all this time, she would occasionally recall it in her dreams, and then be woken up by that seemingly endless feeling, and then feel all kinds of shame, and she couldn't look directly at Xingwang. Shu Yu really didn't know how Fuwang did the same as before, seeing that he didn't care about it, he was still smiling every day, and he was still close to him, and he didn't feel uncomfortable.

But Shu Yu couldn't do it, she couldn't look at him directly when he was young, as soon as she got close to her body, she would remember the madness at that time, and then subconsciously stiffened. It's not fear, it's not disgust, it's just that it's so embarrassing. She didn't want to be so stiff, but she couldn't control her body's reaction, and she panicked.

It's so annoying to fall in love or something! The two of them are in this kind of relationship, and she doesn't want to avoid the hope, but she can't help it, and when she finds out, her body has already reacted evasively. Sometimes looking at the helplessness in Fuwang's eyes, she also felt a little worried, wondering if Fuwang would get tired of her appearance.

Shu Yu thought about it, and those messy fragments flashed in her mind, in the ambiguously lit cave, looking at her sweaty chest, the black hair that fell on her cheeks, and the eyes that made people palpitate as if they were about to swallow her and the movements that did not stop.

Shu Yu rolled over and lay there motionless, burying his face down in the snow. In a moment the snow melted away from the heat on her face, and her head sank deeper and deeper into the snow, like a marmot, or a bright red flower in the snow.

It was dark, and I looked out a few times, but I didn't see Shu Yu come back, and I was suddenly a little worried in my heart. It's not that I'm afraid that Shu Yu will be in danger, but I'm worried that she will really hide from herself.

Shu Yu could really do such a thing. Fuwang sighed, stopped what he was doing, got up and walked out, and looked in the direction where Shu Yu often walked. He didn't walk long before he saw Shu Yu from a distance, her red dress was too eye-catching in the snow, and she could see it from afar.

She stepped into the snow step by step with her head down, not knowing what she was thinking, and she didn't use a faster way to hurry, but moved slowly. When she got closer, she noticed that someone nearby raised her head, and when she saw that it was Fuwang, she instantly lowered her head and paused.

She didn't move, but walked towards her, and immediately saw that her hair was still wet, with a layer of frost, and the ends of her hair were still dripping.

"What happened? How to get your hair wet, on such a cold day, although the demon clan is not afraid, but you have to pay attention. Fuwang walked quickly, touched her hair, and whispered, "Dry your hair." ”

Trembling by the sound he approached his ear, Shu Yu lowered his head and sighed, and lowered his head to dry his hair with spiritual power. Her mind was in a mess, and she didn't pay attention to her hair for a while, but she was discovered by Fuwang, and he must have been unhappy.

If she didn't take good care of herself, she would always be unhappy.

Thinking of this, Shu Yu secretly raised his eyes to look at Fuwang with some speculation, and just met his clear and inclusive gaze, and suddenly there was smoke on his head, and his head was lowered by half, and before he could completely lower it, he was held down by Fuwang's raised hand.

Semi-forcefully lifted Shu Yu's head to make her look at herself, staring at those clear eyes, and there was a little coaxing in her tone, "In the future, Xiaoyu will look at me for a while every day, okay?" You're going to have to get used to it sooner or later, and ...... I want you to look at me, huh? ”

After speaking, without waiting for Shu Yu to answer, he let go of his hand, took two steps back and walked in front of Shu Yu, turned around and smiled and said, "It's not too early, let's go home." ”

He knew that Shu Yu was not very accustomed to this kind of relationship after picking out the relationship, and he was a little restrained, but he would let her get used to it sooner or later, and he couldn't force it so hard now, Shu Yu was forced to retreat more and more, and only retreat was the best way to deal with it.

The two of them walked in the snow two steps apart, one after the other, and the surroundings were so quiet that even the whirring wind stopped. After a while, some fine snowflakes began to float in the sky, and as he walked, he suddenly felt that his sleeve was being pulled, and when he looked sideways, he found that Shu Yu didn't know when he was next to him, and one hand was holding his sleeve.

A smile flashed in her eyes, and she gently swept the snow off her shoulders and then grabbed her hand.