Parents and birth are not up to one's own choice.

Lin Xiao will also complain about how he could be reborn in such a family.

"What's there to do?" Lin Xiao bit his lip, remembering what he had heard at that time, "I heard that there is a charity branch in the town that can provide tuition ......for students with good grades."

Lin Jie didn't believe it very much, and didn't have much spirit, "Can there still be such a good thing?" But even if there is such a good thing, don't we have to pay for it? ”

The tuition fee is a one-time thing, the living expenses are not one-time, you need living expenses every day, people can't go without eating every day, can you still live without eating every day? Lin Xiao is also entangled in such a thing, so the money she saved has not been used for a cent, and she wishes that it would become 10,000 yuan if she saves it - but she also knows that it is impossible, the bank interest is only so little, it is just a place to put money, and if you think about anything else, there is no possibility of increasing the amount of money at all.

Lin Xiao is also worried about money, a rough calculation knows that she and her sister will spend more money in the future, no money, where can she continue to study, she can't believe Zhao Xia, even if she believes in Zhao Xia, it is impossible to believe Lin Changfu, she dropped out of school in her last life, and her family did cultivate a college student, that is her sister Lin Jie, she still remembers that every time she sends her sister living expenses, she goes to the postal bank, and every time she takes fifty or one hundred money and deposits it into Lin Jie's □□, and these money are not whole, they are all change.

"We earn our own living expenses," Ms. Lin told her sister.

Lin Jie raised her head, "Can it really work?" ”

"Of course it works." She still remembers that her sister later had a year's tuition fee, and the branch gave half of the tuition, and the reason for giving half was that her sister was only studying in a junior college, and if it was an undergraduate, and the school was very good, it was very likely to be a full tuition subsidy, "Isn't there still a work-study program in the school?" ”

Lin Jie suddenly smiled, "Why do you seem to understand?" Inquired? ”

"Of course, I'm afraid that I won't be able to study or go to university," Lin Xiao pursed his lips and rubbed his cheeks vigorously with both hands, "I have to inquire clearly, in case we are admitted to a good university, there will be nothing to worry about." ”

Lin Jie didn't feel a sense of reality yet, and was still a little worried, "How can there be such a good thing, I've only heard about student loans, and I don't know how to do it." ”

"It's okay to get a loan," Lin Xiao really hadn't thought about this, of course, this is not a bad way, "If we can do it, we can just get a loan, and it's okay, anyway, as long as we can solve the tuition fees." ”

"It doesn't feel so easy," Lin Jie said, but her attitude was different from the beginning, and she was slightly silent, "I hope it can work." ”

Lin Xiao knew that it could be done, and patted her sister on the shoulder, "You can definitely do it." ”

"We'll talk about it then." Lin Jie sighed, "What do you think will happen to your mother?" ”

"Mom, what can she do?" Lin Xiao didn't seem to understand her words, and looked puzzled, "What else can she do?" Isn't it just boring to work, working all day and night, doesn't she know how to work all day and night? ”

"Won't she think about us?" Lin Jie's eyes showed a little resentment, just like Lin Xiao, her memory since childhood was that her mother Zhao Xia worked hard to earn money, Lin Changfu always acted as a demon from time to time, and finally earned a little money, all of which were paid off to him, "Without him, we don't live the same life?" ”

"Didn't she say we couldn't live without Dad?" Lin Xiao sneered, he really couldn't have the slightest respect for Lin Changfu, he was completely used to seeing all kinds of faces of debtors since he was a child, and some of them were particularly excited to ask for debts and scolded them at their door, "Sister, do you think we can't live without Dad?" ”

"It's better to have than not to have." Lin Jie said coldly.

It's better to have than not to have.

"Shall you go back now?" Lin Xiao asked her.

Lin Jie stood up, "Why should we come out, if we want to go, we have to go." ”

As soon as she left, Lin Xiao followed, yes, what her sister said was not wrong at all, why did the two sisters run out, why didn't Lin Changfu leave?

Speaking of which, the two of them went back, the light of the street lamp was a little dim, elongating the figures of the two sisters, and they saw their house with the lights off from a distance, as if there was no one,—— Lin Xiao basically didn't have to guess, he knew that Lin Changfu might be gone, or Zhao Xia was lying alone in bed "self-pity".

The two sisters ran too fast, they didn't bring the key, standing at the door, the door of the tenant next door opened and closed, faintly revealing a little light from the crack in the door, and the sound of the TV coming from the crack in their door, Lin Jie hesitated a little before reaching out and knocking on the door-

She knocked on it, Zhao Xia didn't move, and the tenant next door heard it, so she opened the door as soon as she saw that it was Lin Jie and the two sisters, and she showed a smile.

"You two sisters will come back?" She pointed to the closed door, "Your mother is going to worry about death." ”

Lin Jie didn't look at her, and Lin Xiao also learned not to look at her-

"Sister Zhao Xia may have slept, otherwise she would have opened the door earlier." The tenant next door spoke softly, and helped reach out and knock on the door, shouting loudly, "Sister Zhao Xia, Sister Zhao Xia, hurry up, your Dajie and Ah Xiao are back, hurry up......"

It's only been half a year since she became a next-door neighbor with Lin Changfu's family, and she knew that Zhao Xia and Lin Changfu would lie in bed if they fell over, as if they were going to be confined-looking at the situation today, she knew what was going on, and on the surface she was concerned, and in her heart she wished they could ask her to hear something.

seems to have really heard it, Zhao Xia really came to open the door - she put on her slippers, the slippers were only two yuan and five cents a pair, and as soon as she opened the door, she looked at the two sisters, her face was strained, as if she was angry, which made people feel even more blocked.

With such a face, Lin Xiao and Lin Jie have not only seen it once or twice, but since childhood, someone has asked for debts and wants to come to the door, which makes Zhao Xia so angry that she can't do it, and she has scolded Lin Changfu, but she has nothing at all, she just lies in bed like she has no love, and she doesn't get up all day and night-

And she and Lin Jie were ordered to go to their grandmother's house for a few days, and after a few days, when they went home, Zhao Xia and Lin Changfu went back again, as if nothing had happened, they went back like this, that is, Lin Xiao's little aunt sometimes gritted her teeth and said that Zhao Xia was too temperamental, and this good temper was the same as no temper.

Aunt Lin sometimes persuaded Zhao Xia, but Zhao Xia felt that these words were not acceptable, so that Aunt Lin Xiao didn't say anything later, and if she said too much, it would arouse Zhao Xia's disgust, where could she still say it!

Zhao Xia pulled Lin Xiao and Lin Jie in, "Where did you die, you are bold, and you still run out, where are the two sisters going to run?" He me off, and the two sisters want to me off? ”

didn't wait for the two sisters to stand firm, Zhao Xia's complaint came, at the two sisters.

Lin Jie ignored her, simply kicked off her shoes, and lay down on the bed, this lay, the spring bed "creaked", as if it was going to fall apart in the next second, Lin Xiao also did the same, squeezed around Lin Jie, and pulled the quilt over his body.

"Haven't eaten any of your meals?" Zhao Xia scolded on her lips, but her heart was still soft, "If you don't get up to eat yet, you'll be hungry, right?" ”

"I have a full belly and don't want to eat." Lin Jieying was very blunt.

Lin Xiao didn't speak.

She really doesn't want to talk to someone like Zhao Xia who is obsessed, if she has lived for so many years, the only thing she understands is that some people can't be reasonable, even if you are full of reason, in her ears it is still the same as encouraging her to do bad things.

"I haven't eaten yet, and I still have a full belly?" Zhao Xia went to pull her eldest daughter Lin Jie, and when she saw that Lin Jie didn't get up, she felt uncomfortable, her eyes were red, "The two sisters are big, don't think about me at all?" It's good to let him say a few words, wouldn't it be good to go in from this ear to out of that ear, why be angry with him, and run out? Don't eat now, isn't this starving yourself? ”

It's okay if she doesn't say it, but this one made Lin Jie sit up, "Why do you want him to speak?" What can he show to me and Ah Xiao? You still put up a dead frame, and you don't eat Ah Xiao, you just watch and listen, you don't care about anything, and you still want to talk to me about this kind of thing? ”

"I've said it all, just listen to what he says." As soon as Zhao Xia saw that her eldest daughter was angry, her voice lowered, and she was quite cautious, "He is such a person, you and Ah Xiao both know, what are you angry with him, what are you angry with this kind of person?" ”

"You also know that he is this kind of person, this kind of person," Lin Jie was so angry that he didn't choose to speak, "You are not the one who only knew that he was going to gamble after getting married, why did you marry him?" You suffer by yourself, and you have to drag me to suffer with Ah Xiao? Do you know that we don't have a face when we go out, others say that these two are Lin Changfu's nan, and Lin Changfu is a gambling nan......"

Lin Xiao's lips moved, such words were indeed not less-

"What to say, what to say," Zhao Xia couldn't get used to Lin Jie's words, and hurriedly interrupted her, "No matter what, it's still your father, this is an unbreakable relationship, is it possible that if you don't call him, he won't?" ”

"I'd rather he died!" Lin Jie said hatefully.

Zhao Xia was stunned and couldn't believe it.

The same goes for Lin School.

Zhao Xia was stunned for a moment, and then reacted, "What are you talking about, these are all things you can say?" It's your father, who cursed him to death like that? Why is the conscience so bad? ”

"I have a bad conscience?" Lin Jie pointed to herself, "If I had a bad conscience, I would have poisoned it with rat poison a long time ago!" And let him open Ah Xiao's chopsticks? What kind of person is it? Does it look like a father? And let me be my father, he waits......"