Chapter 154
Now, Yun Shanshan's state of mind is in anger, she was a little surprised that Li Jie suddenly appeared in front of her, but at the same time she was surprised, she was also a little moved. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć ļ½ļ½ļ½ļ½
To be honest, sometimes the stronger a person looks on the outside, the more fragile he actually is inside. Now, Yun Shanshan feels very strong, but in fact, she herself knows that she is already in a very collapsed mental and psychological state. She couldn't stand Zhang Ping's slander. And she will not choose to be silent for a while, like everyone else, and then treat others in the days to come. There is no word revenge in Yun Shanshan's concept of doing things. Yun Shanshan only knows that as long as it is right, she will do it, and as long as it is wrong, she will resolutely not do it. Since other people's actions have been classified as wrong in Yun Shanshan's consciousness, how could Yun Shanshan follow suit? Even if it's for revenge, it's to make up for your own psychological balance, it's to vent your anger. In fact, Yun Shanshan felt that if she retaliated against others in the way she didn't want to accept, she didn't feel able to take such a breath at all, because she thought that she had already lost when she used this kind of inferior means. Therefore, Yun Shanshan will not do this. However, this does not mean that Yun Shanshan will not be harmed. In fact, sometimes, the damage caused by some things to Yun Shanshan accumulates too much, and Yun Shanshan feels that she is very likely to be like a devil and burn some moral norms in this world into ashes.
Therefore, when Yun Shanshan is facing Zhang Ping's slander, although she is very calm and strong to fight back, her psychology is really not as calm and strong as she shows, so when Li Zhuo appeared in front of her, Yun Shanshan's heart that was originally very strong, even strong to the point of being strong, suddenly weakened.
"Thank you, Jie Lee." At this time, the softened place in Yun Shanshan's heart kept expanding, "I'm fine, you can rest assured." ā
"It's okay, come, come out with me. I know what's going on in your mind, how can you be okay. At this moment, Li Jie looked at Yun Shanshan very enthusiastically, his eyes were full of concern, and he also had a lot of unbearable.
Seeing Li Jie's eyes like this, Yun Shanshan's heart suddenly melted a lot, and now, there were almost some tears in her eyes. However, in this case, Yun Shanshan will not let herself cry, and she will not shed tears in front of people who intentionally hurt her. In order to avoid this embarrassment, Yun Shanshan immediately turned her face away, avoiding the place where Zhang Ping's line of sight could reach. At this moment, Li Jie was still tugging at his sleeves, signaling himself to leave this place. So, Yun Shanshan nodded and followed Li Jie out of the door of the classroom.
In fact, if Yun Shanshan hadn't avoided the place where Zhang Ping's gaze could reach because her mood was uncontrollable, if it weren't for this, if she had faced all this calmly as usual, she would have noticed a huge change in the expression on Zhang Ping's face, and the anger and even despair in her eyes when she and Li Jie walked out of the classroom one after another.
When Yun Shanshan left, Zhang Ping sat in the classroom, looking at the disappearing backs of Yun Shanshan and Li Jie, until there was nothing left, but she continued to concentrate. Now, tears have welled up in Zhang Ping's eyes. A huge state of loss and hurt spread in Zhang Ping's heart. But at the same time, in Zhang Ping's heart, more and more anger was born.
Zhang Ping knew that Yun Shanshan knew her, and she once made a fool of herself and actually told Yun Shanshan about her psychology. Zhang Ping regrets it every time she thinks of this now. What was it that made me so stupid that time? Zhang Ping doesn't even know how to explain it now. After thinking about it for a while, he found that he seemed to be so stupid for no reason, so Zhang Ping finally concluded that Yun Shanshan usually looks weird, she must have used some magic to make herself like this, otherwise, how could she be so dignified, how could she hide the secret that she was so important, almost all the time, and almost three years hidden, directly told her, and Zhang Ping also knew that the relationship between her and Yun Shanshan was not close at all. Therefore, in the end, Zhang Ping came to the conclusion that Yun Shanshan must have deliberately used some method to lure herself into doing so. Thinking of this, Zhang Ping gritted her teeth with hatred when she hated Yun Shanshan.
And now, when Zhang Ping saw that Yun Shanshan really followed Li Jie and slowly walked out of the classroom, the tears in Zhang Ping's eyes also welled up because of pain.
Good you Yun Shanshan, at this moment, Zhang Ping can't wait to tear Yun Shanshan apart. Didn't you do it for me? You obviously know that I like Li Jie, and you still go out with her at this time, you don't like him, what you like is obviously Zhou Ruoran, but why do you want to go out with him!!
At this time, Zhang Ping's tears couldn't help but flow down and fall on the books one by one. Zhang Ping's heart ached, on the one hand, Li Jie's attitude of almost rejecting herself last night had been stinging her, and on the other hand, Yun Shanshan and Li Jie were so close that Zhang Ping's heart was suddenly full of hatred.
Yun Shanshan's mood is not good, in fact, because of Zhang Ping's slander, her heart has been hurting. However, the tears hidden in her eyes at the moment did not appear because of the pain Zhang Ping gave her.
Yun Shanshan sometimes can't tell her personality clearly, she feels that her appearance is quite gentle, and she doesn't seem to be a person with a strong personality. Sometimes, however, Yun Shanshan feels that she is often not as easy-going as she seems. In fact, sometimes Yun Shanshan also feels that she seems to be a little deceptive, that is, her appearance and her personality do not seem to be in harmony. Her gentle appearance and her somewhat fierce nature do not seem to be in the same camp. But even so, Yun Shanshan had no choice, she didn't do it on purpose. It's in her nature.
Zhang Ping's malicious slander against her, Yun Shanshan will not shed tears, any slander and harm from others to herself, Yun Shanshan has never cried since she was a child. At this point, she feels that she is very resilient to pressure. However, when facing care and friends, Yun Shanshan often cried. Yun Shanshan sometimes wonders if she is really made of water. When facing friends, my heart is almost tender.