Chapter 463: The King of Feelings
Li Xiaoxue and Cao Yingying were lying on their backs on a bed, separated by only three or two inches of air, but there seemed to be a barrier, and even a mountain blocked in the middle.
Li Xiaoxue closed her eyes gently, but there was no peace in her mind.
Suddenly, she didn't seem to know the best friend next to her who had been around for several years.
As she said in the car, Han Haitao and Cao Yingying, one is a lonely man and the other is a widow, they really came together, and it is understandable. However, there is an indescribable awkwardness in her heart, as if the man in the world, as long as it is not Han Haitao, Cao Yingying can associate with anyone, and the woman in the world, except for Cao Yingying, and in addition to her Li Xiaoxue, it is not a problem for Han Haitao to fall in love with whichever one Han Haitao falls in love with. However, providence made people, and just put these two people together,—— although the two have not actually become boyfriend and girlfriend in the real sense,—— she really can't accept it. Such two people are too close to her life.
She also knows that in the matter of Cao Yingying and Han Haitao, Cao Yingying really cares about Han Haitao, and she will only be like Cao Yingying herself narrated, the kind of love affair with the so-called colleague is unrequited love.
In terms of Han Haitao's current state, if Cao Yingying wants to enter Han Haitao's heart, it is not completely impossible, but it is also very simple.
Han Haitao's infatuation with her Li Xiaoxue is almost to the point of being stupid. It is no exaggeration to say that she Li Xiaoxue occupies Han Haitao's heart and monopolizes Han Haitao's world.
In her original intention, it was also for her own safety, and she still hoped that Han Haitao could have a new relationship.
She almost entangled Han Haitao a few times, which made her a little frightened. Such fear, from time to time, walking on the street, would make her suddenly feel that Han Haitao rushed to her side.
Only when Han Haitao started a new relationship, she felt that everything she and Han Haitao could be completely turned over like a page of a book.
And how could she have thought that the new feelings that Han Haitao might have were related to Cao Yingying.
"Why does it have to be her?" She asked bitterly, feeling that she seemed to be a little selfish, a little unreasonable.
She has also heard people say that fire prevention, thief prevention, and girlfriends. Although she didn't think that Cao Yingying had ruined her relationship with Han Haitao, she really didn't think it was a taste when she really strung these two people together.
Assuming that Cao Yingying really held hands with Han Haitao on the road of life, she felt that she would at least lose one of her best friends.
- She doesn't think she's narrow-minded. The relationship with Cao Yingying and Han Haitao will always make her feel subtle and make her feel awe.
"Don't you think that feelings are such a beautiful thing? Why, it's so annoying? She asked herself bitterly, and sour tears puffed up a pair of eyelids, and she couldn't stop trembling slightly.
Cao Yingying didn't fall asleep either, her mind was more than Li Xiaoxue thinking, and it was even more chaotic.
If Li Xiaoxue at this time is feeling more with affection, Cao Yingying at this time is more reasoning.
If what Li Xiaoxue said was completely true, she still couldn't understand how the movie ticket given to Wu Fei by Cao's mother would be transferred to Han Haitao's hands.
Her biggest suspicion is, of course, Xiao Zijun. But, it doesn't feel like that's it.
Xiao Zijun treated her, for a while, as if she had completely evaporated from the world. Xiao Zijun really wanted to make a promise to her through Wu Fei, and he should have informed her in advance. just silently planted her "chess piece" in such a game of love, looking at it, it also surprised her, but in fact, it became a fright.
If she really got together with Han Haitao in the screening room of the movie theater, she would only find a crack in the ground to get into.
It was not good for her to be side by side with Han Haitao in such a place, although she had thought about snuggling quietly with Han Haitao more than once.
Xiao Zijun would not be so calculating, although, after a few times of "working together", she only felt that Xiao Zijun was often just pretentious.
Perhaps, Xiao Zijun just told Wu Fei about her crush on Han Haitao, and Wu Fei was jealous or tempted......
It can be understood in this way, but it is not very logical, and even if it is completely true, it is not enough to take it as a fact.
The real truth is still with Wu Fei. Cao Yingying once again made up her mind, no matter what, she had to ask Wu Fei for clarification.
In this way, the time has probably passed the early hours of the morning, and Li Xiaoxue and Cao Yingying both know that the other party is not asleep yet, and they are both thinking about too many questions like themselves.
Cao Yingying couldn't say what kind of mood she was in for Li Xiaoxue now, she just wanted the two of them not to be too estranged, so she snored twice, pretended to sleep, turned over indiscriminately, and put one arm on Li Xiaoxue's body.
Li Xiaoxue seemed to be startled by Cao Yingying's suddenly stretched out hand, her body shrank tightly, turned her face, and saw that Cao Yingying was already asleep, so she took Cao Yingying's hand away, gently put it aside, and then sighed.
Cao Yingying really wanted to say a few more words to Li Xiaoxue, but the words circled in her mouth for a while, but she didn't say it in the end, so she still pretended to be asleep and rolled a tear into her heart.
- What she did in Li Xiaoxue's feelings, she herself knows in the end. She regretted not being at the beginning, and all remorse could only turn into her tears.
After lying down for I don't know how long, Cao Yingying unconsciously took a nap, and when she opened her eyes again, the sky was already cloudy, but there was no Li Xiaoxue beside her.
"Xiaoxue!" She screamed, thinking she was dreaming, and twisted her thigh, knowing that she was indeed alone, turned over, and found the bedroom.
"Light snow! Light snow! She shouted, searched the kitchen and bathroom again, and made sure that there was no Li Xiaoxue, and her tears couldn't help it, and they surged up.
"What else do you want me to do?" She cried and asked, picked up her mobile phone again, and called Li Xiaoxue, but Li Xiaoxue's mobile phone was turned off.
She stood in the center of the living room, shaking her head for a while, and a piece of paper on the coffee table caught her eye.
She knew that Li Xiaoxue had left it, so she hurriedly went to the coffee table and quickly picked up Li Xiaoxue's message.
Li Xiaoxue's beautiful handwriting, which she had copied in particular, was all too familiar to her.
"Yingying, I'm sorry, I'm going to get out of your place first.
"In this regard, the first thing I want to explain to you is that I have no intention of resenting you when I leave at this time.
"You're not wrong, even if you really have him in your heart.
"Truly, to love and to be loved is in itself the freedom of a person.
"I remember you said that you have to be the master of your own life, especially emotionally.
"It's true that emotionally, everyone can have their own choices.
"He is indeed a good man who can especially take care of each other. You chose him, and there was nothing wrong with that. If you can really come together, speak from your heart, I bless you.
"You and him, in fact, should have a good emotional home.
"Yingying, I always feel that you are a vigorous and resolute person, I don't know how you can be so hesitant in your feelings.
"Since you love, if you want to love, if you can love, you should love boldly.
"Don't think about anything, especially not about my feelings.
"Seeing that you can get your true love, as a friend, I can only be happy for you.
"Really, I want you to be happy and I want you to be happy."
"Light snow. Why can't you listen to me? A few of her tears fell on the words left by Li Xiaoxue, who trembled with her trembling, and said so sadly, and sat on the sofa.
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Cao Yingying was in a hurry and went straight to Wu Fei's outpatient clinic, but halfway through, she was stopped by an intern nurse.
"Excuse me, which department of outpatient do you hang on?" The little nurse is routine and extremely serious.
"I'm looking for Wu Fei!" Cao Yingying only looked at the little nurse's face from the corner of her eye, and said it directly.
"Can you give me your registration number and line up? Everybody's lined up here. The little nurse said, gesturing to the patients who were already sitting in a row, waiting to see a doctor.
Where is Cao Yingying still in the mood to say anything more to the little nurse, and she rushes in quickly, and the little nurse screams twice and stretches out her hand to stop Cao Yingying.
"If you're in a hurry, you can hang up the emergency room. You can't just go in like that. The little nurse also said.
Cao Yingying flashed to the left, the little nurse stopped to the left, Cao Yingying flashed to the right, and the little nurse stopped to the right, in the end, it made Cao Yingying even more impatient: "Let me tell you, I'm not looking for him to see a doctor, I'm here to see him!" ”
The little nurse was stunned at first, looked at Cao Yingying from head to toe again, didn't know the times, and said seriously: "Dr. Wu is treating a patient, if you are in a hurry to find him, I will go first and ask." ”
"It's really you that he brought out, and when you speak, you have the same tone of dry hair." Cao Yingying said, raising her hand and pushing the little nurse aside.
Where could the little nurse withstand Cao Yingying's push, just like a noodle, her body was crooked, "snapped", and fell on the chair on the side.
Several people waiting to see a doctor instinctively ducked to the side and made a "tsk" sound to Cao Yingying.
Cao Yingying didn't care about anything else, and when she was still walking inside, the door of Wu Fei's clinic rang, and Wu Fei walked out with a serious face.
Cao Yingying saw the face of Wu Fei, who was like an old pedant, and her eyes were even redder, and she took a few steps forward and grabbed Wu Fei's wrist.
Wu Fei seemed to have known Cao Yingying's intentions, and said solemnly: "I'm working, if you have anything to say, we'll talk about it later." ”
How can Cao Yingying follow: "Just a few words, after speaking, I won't step on you again!" ”
Wu Fei really took out a pedantic look: "I'm sorry, this is my working time." I can't delay my patients because of any personal matters. ”
"You are selfless, I didn't think about it, you ......" Before Cao Yingying's words were finished, two security guards had already rushed over.
"That's her! She's here to make trouble. I said her, and she pushed me. The little nurse had some backbone, and said aggrievedly to the security guard.
The security guard who came also knew Cao Yingying, persuaded Cao Yingying to let go of her hand, and asked Wu Fei again: "Doctor Wu, is there anything wrong?" ”
Wu Fei nodded, and only said to Cao Yingying calmly: "You better go back first, if you have anything to say, wait until I get off work." ”
Wu Fei's words like this are very easy to make people who don't know the relationship between the two people mistakenly think that this is not a couple with contradictions, or a couple with awkward trouble.
"Okay." Cao Yingying felt that the eyes in front of her were looking at her, and she couldn't insist any longer, so she said to Wu Fei, "I want to ask you, you must know it." I'll call you at noon. ”