Today's encounter made me feel confused, I thought that behind the extremely mysterious master there was a more mysterious and difficult to fight mysterious succubus, and I finally found out that my gain was only to learn from the succubus that one of my possible opponents was a man named Noma, who was still a mysterious person to me, because the succubus didn't seem to know much about her apprentices, and I couldn't get information from this more mysterious woman. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

But from another point of view, I was obviously a mysterious figure who appeared inexplicably in the eyes of Noma, and he even asked a master who did not frequent Japan for advice, and I felt a little relieved about this, which was probably one of the reasons why Noma didn't attack me that night when he rescued Reika Konwei, and he was worried about drawing on other mysterious powers that might exist behind me as a mysterious person.

That's a good thing, right? But I recalled the mental message Noma left for me, his plan was obviously not so simple, he may not know that he asked the succubus for news but led the master directly, and his master seemed to have some mysterious purpose, through a certain demon she subdued, guided me to her and then made an inexplicable commission to me, and I inexplicably accepted the commission, and successfully bypassed the experience of being captured.

In short, it's messy!

The smell of disinfectant water was still filling the ward, and I hadn't noticed it before, but now that I visited the hospital room for the second time, I became very sensitive to the pungent smell.

Masako sat upright on the hospital bed, her posture was a little strange, not lying on her back, not sitting cross-legged, but like she was sitting on the edge of the bed and watching the night outside the window, but her suddenly restrained and flowing aura showed that she was experiencing a trance-monishing experience that was difficult for others to understand, and this might be the doorway for her to take the initiative to cultivate by herself? Anyway, it seems that her practice and mine are not very different, but the practice of the gods taught by Miss Kanako should be different from person to person, and everyone should not be the same.

I can still make a rough judgment, she is now in the stage of refining, this section is included in the first step, the general process should be to regulate the body, so that the next practice will not be dragged down by the body. So she was still sweating on her forehead, and the gunshot wound on her shoulder made it extremely difficult for her to walk.

But is this too fast? I sat in the chair and fell into deep thought, just one day later, Masako's practice not only seems to be on the right track, but even about to reach the perfect peak state of the normal human body, although this state does not necessarily make her strength stronger, after all, she is just an ordinary girl who is underage, but she has actually begun to master the foundation of being able to practice certain spells, if a cultivator wants to talk about the ability to fight, strength is just a primitive, inefficient way limited to the limits of the human body, What really makes ordinary people have no ability to resist should be the magic power that cannot be prevented.

Belch...... Of course, this also includes my magic thread, after a murderous practice, I have to admit that it is a magic trick that is more terrible than the weapons of outsiders, a spell belonging to the devil, and the magic silk thread, combined with the blessing of my mind, has even become a great magic power that is enough to break almost all means of defense - this is an unexpected ability I have acquired when facing the enemy, except for barrage and explosions.

For Masako, cultivating too quickly may not be beneficial, but in the end, cultivation belongs to hers, and it is none of my business, if she can obtain the ability to help me earlier, I naturally have no objection to this, and even if I deliberately remind her not to rush it, now is not the right time to disturb her.

She sat still on the edge of the bed as if frozen, until it was more than half a day after midnight, and her running spirit showed signs of subsidence, and half an hour passed from the beginning of convergence and smoothing to the complete return to normal.

Seeing that she had completely woken up, I asked Cihuaxian, "How do you feel?" ”

"Huh?" It was not an overnight effort to get rid of this startled and unstable character, she looked back in surprise and found that it was an acquaintance before she breathed a sigh of relief, "It's Alice, I feel ...... It's like the shoulder injury is about to heal, huh, isn't this too exaggerated? ”

"That's not a problem at all," I retorted, "don't you realize that you need an environment that will never be disturbed?" If it wasn't me who had entered the house before, and the flow of heart and qi was interrupted, you would probably have remained delirious for a long time, or even stay in the hospital for a few more months with an old injury and a new one. ”

"I'm sorry! I, I'm also ...... unconsciously It turns out that there is still such a danger. ”

"It's not much of a problem if you can't control yourself when you first start your practice, just remember the lesson."

"Hmmm......"

"What's wrong? You don't seem to be feeling well? She didn't feel refreshed after sitting still, but with some unknown exhaustion.

"This ......," she said, gritting her teeth, "I feel uneasy." ”

"That's not to be taken for granted," I thought she was worried about the family, "don't worry about your sister and mother, no one will trouble them." ”

"No, my feelings, how can I put it," she tapped her forehead in distress, "I feel that Ah Miao has become my nightmare, and it's okay not to settle down, but she's in my mind...... Like, like a shadow that can't be driven away, she whispered in my ear, urging me, urging me to keep working hard and trying hard...... Work hard, work hard, and kill everyone. Holding her head, the fear that gradually deepened in Masako's tone showed that she was indeed unable to be at peace, "I know that I am sorry for Miao, and losing my life can't make up for my mistakes, but I, but I don't want to, I don't want to do that, why is she urging me, expecting me, to kill people, to destroy everything that can be destroyed......"

I kind of understood what kind of obstacle she was encountering, and I sighed as I unfolded my disguised divine will to surround and merge the two of us.

"It's not Ah Miao who urges you, it's the shadow of what you think in your heart, recognize yourself, this is the first step in cultivation, it's the most important step."

"I—I don't understand."

"You don't have to deliberately fight the nightmare, of course, you can think that my advice is wrong, but no matter what you choose, it doesn't matter to you whether to tolerate your nightmare or reject and destroy it."

"Extermination...... I dare not, I cannot, even if it is my demons, my dreams, my obstacles. ”

“……”

"Tell me, Alice, where do I—I?"

"You...... I think you need a god, a god who can guide the confused in your heart. ”

"Gods? But I—Am I qualified to repent to the gods? ”

"Repentance to the gods? No, you just have to confess to yourself and be honest with yourself, the guidance that the gods give you is just a light that the heart yearns for...... I suggest you pray to the god of wind in Yasaka, she may not be able to give you any response, but the god in your heart is not an external object of giving and taking, the god is no one else, the god is only in your heart, and the god will help you protect the light in your heart. ”

"Nope! I may never understand, but now I know that I don't want the god I have never met, even if it represents pure greatness and pure light, even if my sins need the gods to help me melt ...... But my god is only you, only you, Alice, my god, please be my god! ”

"Your God is only in your heart, and it doesn't matter who it is."

"But only you, when I was most helpless, self-reproachful, and hoping to die to atone for my sins, only you saved me, and you were my God."

……

Retracting my thoughts, closing my eyes and saying nothing in my chair, I felt her hesitant expression, and I myself felt a moment of confusion.