Chapter 84: Love

The little that was left, which had not yet been warmed, suddenly hit Jing Yan's heart, and instantly dispersed the warmth of her body.

Jing Yan's delicate body trembled, and even his voice trembled: "Don't worry! You let go! ”

How could Yu Wenrui be willing to listen to her?

"Don't let it go!" She stubbornly tightened her arms.

Jing Yan felt a chill all over his body: "Do you dare not listen to the words of the mourning family?" You have grown up and dared to disobey the mourning family! ”

When Yu Wenrui heard this, his heart ached, and he hugged her tightly, "Don't worry...... How dare you disobey your sister-in-law? The worry-free qiē is all given by the sister-in-law...... Without my sister-in-law, there would be no worry-free ...... today"

Her words aroused Jing Yan's thoughts, and all kinds of joys and sorrows for more than ten years since marrying into the heavenly family came up one after another. Jing Yan's sorrow came from it, and the whole person couldn't help but tremble more and more.

Yu Wenrui hugged her, she trembled, and she also felt the same way, only feeling that she was more lovable.

How did she know the surging waves in Jing Yan's heart? Thinking that my sister-in-law was shivering with cold, she was busy secretly using her internal strength, trying her best to transmit the warmth to Jing Yan's whole body.

The transpiring warmth that had just retreated invaded her whole body unscrupulously again, just like the carefree person, a little beast, fearlessly breaking into her heart and stirring up her heart.

Jing Yan's body stopped trembling, but his heart was two points heavier.

Yu Wenrui's strangeness, what is his intention, she faintly feels, which makes her even more afraid to face the next situation. She was afraid, afraid that what Yu Wenrui was going to say next would make her unable to maintain even the least superficial peace; She was afraid, afraid that the calm and solemnity she had always been proud of would collapse because of this, and that she would no longer exist.

She couldn't break free from Yu Wenrui's shackles, she could only try to calm her voice, trying her best to make the words sound cold, and even rejecting people thousands of miles away-

"Stop messing around! You're drunk, and your mourning family is tired, so go back to the dormitory and rest early. ”

However, the calmer Jing Yan was, the more Yu Wenrui couldn't calm down.

Her heart is already excited, so hot that it is about to burn, why, can my sister-in-law be so indifferent?

It's been more than two years, how can she be so indifferent all the time?

Yuwen Rui would rather she scold herself and beat herself; I'd rather point at her nose and accuse herself of being "ungrateful" and "conniving at the killing of her brother and enemy" than she would be like this.

Under the calm of the sister-in-law's surface, is it turbidity?

How did those occasional illnesses come about?

After all, the little emperor is not a fool.

Some words, if they are not pierced, are they themselves and my sister-in-law always maintaining a superficial calm? One year, two years, ten years, twenty years...... Until the temples are white, and only the remnants of this life remain?

For more than two years, there have been local clashes at the border gates, and every once in a while a list of fallen soldiers has been reported. In that list, occasionally there will be one or two names that she is familiar with......

Human life is so fragile. Once, they were all fine and decent, and they were watched by themselves turn the mountain pass, and their families were also eagerly looking forward to their safe return.

One day, she will also go to the battlefield, and she will use Gaozu's two guns to take the capital of Beizheng with her own hands. The thief who rebelled against the country was punished, and the land and people who belonged to the Great Zhou Dynasty returned to their homeland, which was her pride as an emperor! That is the embodiment of her living up to her sister-in-law and queen mother!

The shape of the border pass is getting tighter and tighter, and this day is getting closer and closer. On the battlefield, swords and guns have no eyes, and life is the same fragile, even if the emperor is outstanding in martial arts, he is the same life and death are unknowable. Look at the imperial brother, he is also the emperor, isn't it......

Yu Wenrui is worried that he will not be able to wait for the day when he will pour out all his heart.

After all, she is too young and takes emotional matters too simply. She only cared about pouring out her own thoughts, but she forgot about it: if one day, her life and death are uncertain, or she suffers a catastrophe, how should Jing Yan bear it?

In the world of ice carving, two pretty figures, one red and one white, are intertwined in one place, which is very good-looking.

Yu Wenrui hugged Jing Yan tightly, and while transferring his own heat to her, he also whispered in her ear: "Sister-in-law, I'm not drunk, I won't go back to the dormitory, and I don't want you to go back...... There is one thing I must sue you, and I will sue you today......"

"Don't worry, don't ......" you don't say any more. Jing Yan didn't dare to listen anymore, she was afraid of her premonition.

Yu Wenrui couldn't help but listen, "Sister-in-law, listen to me...... I—I love a woman......"

Jing Yan inhales. The cold air invaded her ribcage, and the chill seeped into her bone marrow.

"She is very beautiful, no, she is the most beautiful woman in the world, she is charming and charming, gentle and dignified, and elegant...... All the words to describe the beauty of a woman are not enough to describe her ......"

"She's the strongest girl I've ever met. She is proud, she seems to be able to bear anything, she can endure any pain......"

"When I was so young, I fell in love with her at first sight, although I didn't know what love was at that time...... But I understand it now, no, I understood it two or three years ago! At that time, I was afraid to scare her, I was afraid to ...... Shocked her......"

Jing Yan only felt breathless, and she followed Yu Wenrui's intoxicated words, describing the appearance of the "woman in love"-

She's beautiful? Is it Mu Yihan?

She's the toughest girl? Is that the female assassin Hachi?

"When you were so young"? Could it be Yue'er?

However, Yu Wenrui's next words, Jing Yan was hit by five thunders, "When I was eight years old, on the night of the enthronement ceremony, my sister-in-law brought me here for the first time. My sister-in-law pointed to the emperor star to show me, and my sister-in-law said that she hoped that I would become the brightest emperor star and the best emperor...... At that time, you were thin and lonely...... I thought, I want to grow up quickly, and when I grow up, I can be a good emperor as you want me to be, and I can be ...... In this way, holding you, you will never feel cold again, you will never feel lonely again......"

"Y-What did you say?" Jing Yan was about to be suffocated by her words.

Yu Wenrui said emotionally, his hands were detached from her waist and back, and in the most gentle manner, he carefully held her face, so that she met her extremely serious eyes, and mustered up courage, but there was still a trace of nervousness, "Yan'er, I love you and fall in love with you, after so many years, don't you feel it at all?" ”

Jing Yan's eyes widened in horror, and she looked at her as if she didn't know—

This is a child raised by his own hands!

She called herself...... Yan'er!

She said she loved herself and fell in love with herself!

No! No! Something must be wrong! It's just that a child is lost in love for a while, but it's just a child's mother-lover! How can you take it seriously! How can it!

She was stung as if she was stung, pushed Yu Wenrui away regardless of it, bit her lip, almost bitten and bleed, and slowly shook her head, as if helpless, more like disappointment: "Worry-free, you are drunk......"

Yu Wenrui was hurt by her avoidance attitude, approached her, and said hurriedly: "I said I wasn't drunk!" ”

Jing Yan retreated sharply, but what he said was close to hysteria: "Not drunk? What nonsense are you talking about! I'm your sister-in-law! I am your royal brother's wife! How can you ......"

"It's not!" Yu Wenrui snatched her, "It's not the imperial brother!" ”

Jing Yan was stunned.

Yu Wenrui forced Jing Yan into the corner step by step, and took her into his arms again, clasped her slender waist, and forced her face to face him, his eyes were close at hand, and his breath smelled each other.

"It's not the royal brother!"

Yu Wenrui paused word by word, as if deliberately trying to make Jing Yan hear more clearly, she approached Jing Yan's face inch by inch, until the tips of the noses of the two people were almost next to each other.

Jing Yan subconsciously closed her eyes: similar faces, different breaths, made her faceless.

"It's Sister Huang! Sister Huang! Yu Wenrui pressed against her, hissing lowly, and the scorching breath sprayed on Jing Yan's cheeks and lips, making her palpitate and tremble.

"You already knew ......"

"Yes! I already knew! However, my sister-in-law has been hiding it from me! The more Yu Wenrui spoke, the more aggrieved he felt, and two packets of tears involuntarily appeared in his eyes.

Jing Yan frowned sadly when she heard her questioning with a crying tone, but the words she said were still cold: "So what? I'm your royal sister's woman! ”

I am your imperial sister's woman, not yours!

Yu Wenrui's heart was stabbed hard by her words, it hurt, it hurt to death, "Why! She and I are both women! Why ......?"

Why can't she, but I can't?

Jing Yan closed his eyes and was silent.

Yu Wenrui grinded his teeth, "Do you dare to open your eyes!" Don't you dare to open your eyes and look at my face! You don't dare! ”

Her trick really worked, Jing Yan's eyes opened, and then closed again.

The two were too close to each other to tell the difference. Even if you can't see clearly, so what? Jing Yan has long known that she and Zhe look alike, and she has known it since the day she was raised.

Yu Wenrui suddenly hugged her again, aggrieved and unwilling: "Am I like her?" Pretty similar, right? So you don't even want to look at me more? Does my face annoy you like that? ”

Jing Yan was distressed when he heard it, and his voice softened by two points: "Don't worry, don't be like this...... Sister-in-law didn't hate you...... You are the emperor, the whole world is yours, so many good women are ...... by you"

"I don't want another woman! All I want is you! Yu Wenrui interrupted her violently.

Jing Yan looked at her painfully, this child was raised by her own hands, and now she is so uncomfortable for herself, no one is more sad than herself.

"Don't worry, I'm your sister's woman, I only have ...... in my heart"

"It's not! If you only have her in your heart, why are you so good to me? Yu Wenrui's face flushed, indignant.

"I'm like your own child! What mother is not good for her child? ”

"That's not right! is a mother's mind, why are you angry for Yue'er and Miss Mu? Why did you even endure such a big thing as letting go of Sister Xiaoba and not avenging the revenge of killing your brother, but you were alone and in pain? Why is it that I am ashamed to see my body that has not had time to get dressed after bathing? "The little emperor finally has some confidence in himself.

Jing Yan's face also turned red. The human heart is complicated, and many inexplicable thoughts are inexplicable. Even she herself ignored certain inscrutable thoughts.

Her look of shame and pain also stung Yu Wenrui. Yu Wenrui couldn't bear to question her anymore.

Yu Wenrui pressed her on his shoulder, whispering in her ear, as if persuading her, more like persuading herself: "The imperial sister has been gone for so many years, but you still have to suffer like this?" Isn't she thinking about you? Doesn't she want you to live happily in this world too? ”

Jing Yan was shocked. This is exactly what the Empress Dowager Duan meant to persuade her during the day.

Could it be that thinking of philosophy in one's heart is self-suffering? Is it wrong?

Yu Wenrui rubbed her cold hair and softened her voice: "I just want you to be happy, as long as I warm you, and I won't let you be alone in this world...... You like that, it makes me feel so distressed......"

Jing Yan's nasal cavity was pantothenic, and two lines of tears burst out of his eyes.

"You're doing well...... I don't force you, and I don't force you to accept me...... How long will our days be...... You want me to be a good emperor, and I will definitely live up to your expectations! If you want me to be a high ancestor, I will be a high ancestor for you...... If you love the unification of these thousands of miles of rivers and mountains, I will unify the whole country and show you......"

"Qingqing, I'll be a Gaozu Emperor to show you!"

A few years ago, Yu Wenzhe's words suddenly appeared in Jing Yan's mind. She was shocked, and pulled out her palm to cover Yu Wenrui's mouth fiercely-

She was afraid, afraid that Yu Wenrui would also ......

In that way, her world will collapse.

Yu Wenrui was covered by her plain white palm, and the refreshing breath rushed into his nose with the cold air.

Blinking his eyes, Yu Wenrui looked at Jing Yan in a daze, not knowing how to react for a while.

Jing Yan was so amused by her stupid appearance that she couldn't help but hook her lips, and suddenly felt that if she laughed out loud at this moment, it would really ruin the style of painting, so she had to hold back her smile and hang her head in shame.

"Don't talk nonsense! You'll have to be okay, I'll be at ease......" She heard herself mutter.

The icy atmosphere dissipated without a trace in an instant.

Yu Wenrui stared at her stupidly, and slowly burst into a faint smile: "We, we all have to ...... well"

As she spoke, she couldn't suppress the stirring in her heart after all, and slowly approached Jing Yan's lips.

Jing Yan was startled and subconsciously dodged.

Yu Wenrui's eyes flashed with a moment of disappointment, and even though she looked away, she said softly: "Don't worry, if you don't agree, I will never belittle you...... I'm just, just trying to warm you up......"

As she spoke, her hot and moist lips fell on Jing Yanqin's cool forehead, and then she wandered down, stopping at her closed eyes, and nodded heavily.

Jing Yan trembled uncontrollably because of this kiss that could not be called a kiss, and his palms clenched Yu Wenrui's clothes helplessly......