Chapter 147: Cold on the outside and warm on the inside
It's winter, seeing that the temperature is getting lower and lower in the past two days, and the clouds in the sky are getting thicker and thicker, there is a sense of direct vision of black clouds crushing the city. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 infoWhen people look at them, they know that this year's heavy snow is coming.
Today, the moon is dark and the wind is high, and the shadows of the trees on the riverside are reflected on the walls of high-rise buildings, like strange beasts showing their sharp claws to the world. In such weather, it is almost midnight, and it is difficult to find even a stray cat or dog on the streets by the river.
"Taeyeon, your phone rang, won't you answer?" Choi so-young, who was sitting in front of the make-up mirror to replenish her skin with the moisture it needed for the night, glanced at Kim Tae-yeon, who was sitting on the bed in a daze in the mirror, as she was charging and chattering her phone. "What, are you having an awkward relationship with Chan Ho Oppa? Ah~ I always thought it was just Yuna's girl's patent. Cui Xiuying said without yin or yang.
"What's wrong with me, Ernie?" Lin Yun'er, who was drying her hair with a towel, opened her mouth in Ahn Young-mi's strange tone, standing in front of the door and staring at Xiuying's head with wide eyes.
Cui Xiuying ignored her big mouth, probably annoyed by the relentless ringing of the phone, and picked it up by herself without the owner's consent. "Customer nim ~ the user you dialed now...", she imitated the operator's voice and spoofed, and before she could finish her words, the phone was snatched by Taeyeon.
"Hey, what's the matter? Ah~ Isn't that song going to be handed over to Yong-jin's seniors for revision..."Kim Tae-yeon pretended to be calm and took the mobile phone to talk to her sister, while trotting to the living room, seeing that Sunny was still on the sofa, she hurried to the balcony again.
"Is it safe?" Xu Canhao joked with a smile on the other side, he had a good eye to see that he didn't make a sound, and let the little man finish the one-man show.
"Say, do you want to answer again? Well, I'll tell you now..."
"Wait, wait! Don't say it, don't tell me now, wait until you're calm down and tell me the answer. "Seo Chan-ho was afraid that Taeyeon would block all the ways of advance and retreat because of impulsiveness in this situation.
Kim Taeyeon was silent for a while, and Seo Chan-ho also adjusted his breathing.
"Can we make decisions open-mindedly and justly? I know that texting you and calling you has caused trouble, but I don't want you to selectively forget about this thing that has to be dealt with, and don't shy away from it. I believe that every call is given to you while you are resting and free. You don't answer, you don't reply to messages, I can understand. This one... Things may have come too suddenly for you, and as captain you also have so much to think about, and I totally understand that, so I can wait. But, hopefully, it will not be too long, and the verdict will be pronounced for a long time. Seo Chan-ho stopped, trying to give Taeyeon space to speak. However, only the occasional breathing sound proved that there was someone on the other end of the line. Xu Canhao tried to laugh and said, "Where are you?" ”
"I'm in the company, practicing with Pani." Kim Taeyeon didn't think about it, and the ghost made the god lie to him.
“sunny! If you haven't slept yet, please turn down your voice to my sister! The sudden scream of Jung so-yeon made Kim Tae-yeon's body tremble.
Xu Canhao also faintly heard it, and couldn't help but smile and said, "Is Sunny still playing games?" So who else in your dormitory is so small that they wear white clothes and moonbathe on the balcony at night? ”
Hearing this, Kim Taeyeon was frightened again and a little flustered. After the lie was revealed, she grinned and subconsciously turned back to search for possible familiar figures in the darkness. Finally, she noticed a car that was flashing outside the door of the community, and then saw Xu Canhao getting out of the car and holding up his mobile phone to herself. "You... How long have you been here? The almost clumsy sentence that blurted out made Taeyeon regret it after saying it, thinking that he was expressing concern.
Xu Canhao pursed his lips and said with a smile: "Hmm... From... Didn't the song have to be handed over to Yongjin's seniors to revise, at that time. He repeated the phrase in imitation of the little man's voice and tone.
Kim Taeyeon closed her eyes, the organs on her little face were all wrinkled together, and she secretly scolded herself for being careless and going crazy. I was annoyed that Xu Canhao was deliberately embarrassing himself.
"Hehe, don't dwell on it. Come down, I've got something for you. ”
It's easy to say, huh. I'm about to die of embarrassment~' Taeyeon thought to herself, exhaling and inhaling hard, and after adjusting her breathing, she said coldly, "What? It's so late, if you have to, tomorrow. ”
"By the way... You can only say what you say in person. Xu Canhao opened the car door and walked down to the iron gate. Otherwise, I'll come up and say? He deliberately frightened.
"No way!" Kim Taeyeon shouted subconsciously, then turned around and looked behind him worriedly, but fortunately no one was in the living room at this time.
"It doesn't work, it doesn't work... Then I'll have to wait outside~ I just don't know if it's going to snow tonight. I didn't expect you to be so dark here, would you suddenly rush out of something..."Xu Canhao couldn't help but laugh, deliberately painting a miserable picture.
"Ah, ah, got it. I'll come down, come down—" Taeyeon replied in a tone of impatience and a hint of wanting to deal with the trouble quickly.
The phone was disconnected, and Xu Canhao watched the little figure disappear on the small balcony, and then the curtains were also closed. He smiled knowingly, turned around and went back to the car, it was too cold outside, especially the cold wind on the river surface blew from time to time, which gave people a headache.
"Ernie, are you going out so late?" At this moment, it was Yoona using the makeup mirror, and she asked in surprise as she watched Taeyeon hurriedly rummage through clothes and socks.
"Oh~~ Is our leader going on a date?" Choi so-young came out of the bed with great interest, saying jokes that no one would take seriously, and teasing Taeyeon, who was slightly tidying up her hair in the mirror after squeezing Yuna away.
"Sleep your sleep." Kim Taeyeon angrily pushed down so-young with two fingers, and explained to Yuna: "It seems that because of the new song, you are looking for me... Well, I'll be back later. ”
"Oh? Is oppa down there? Why don't you say it? Yuna couldn't figure out this unreasonable scenario.
Taeyeon stopped and stood in front of the door and said, "Ah... That, maybe I'm afraid of disturbing everyone, and it's just a matter of time. She smiled sweetly at Yun'er, intending to tell her not to worry, turn her head and go out quickly, lest anyone ask her anything again, and feel that she had told enough lies tonight.
(Belongs to Taeyeon's dividing line)
"This kid hasn't changed at all, oh? Right. Or is it so cold and hateful, doesn't consider other people's feelings at all, and does everything domineeringly according to his rules, thinking that this way can deal with me? No, it can't be! Absolutely not. Kim Taeyeon stretched out her index finger and said to her other self on the elevator door, warning the other party not to give in easily, otherwise the hardships she had suffered before would disappear silently? How pitiful you should be. But... Thinking of the imperfect confession that day and the words he said, Kim Taeyeon's heart unconsciously shook again. The man on the elevator door laughed. "No, no, absolutely not! You, Kim Taeyeon Two, must give me a sober cheer up! Absolutely, absolutely not let that kid look down on you and think you're an easy little girl to deal with. A person who secretly falls in love with so many people, think about it, how bad it is. So, it's absolutely not okay to give your beautiful first love to that bad guy. Taeyeon triumphantly instructed the people in the mirror. In the blink of an eye, the man on the elevator door frowned, and said with a somewhat gloomy expression: "Yes, number two." You're not tall enough, you're not pretty, and you can't even compare to Yuna. Even other people's sisters are prettier than you, have temperament, and have good brains, how can it be... No, no, Kim Taeyeon! Please wake up! It's not the time to think about that..."
"Ding~!" Just as Kim Taeyeon closed her eyes and shook her head like crazy, trying to shake off the mess in her head, the elevator door opened.
"Good evening, Taeyeon Xi~"
"Oh? Grandfather! Kim Taeyeon looked at the smiling security guard in front of him, who seemed to be waiting. Why are you here, waiting for someone? ”
"Hmm. Someone outside asked me to accompany a beautiful young lady through the dark road. "Uncle Security is funny.
Taeyeon paused for a moment after hearing this, and subconsciously glanced out of the door, the black cement road leading to the courtyard gate. "Is it me? That's really troublesome grandpa. "She saluted. ' Hmph~ You're sensible. This is boasting about someone in my heart, and a heartfelt smile appears on my face.
"Hehe, is there anything more beautiful here than our lovely Taeyeon, Kashi (those two words always don't taste right)? Let's go. The security guard politely stretched out his hand and pushed the heavy glass door of the hall in front of him.
Hearing the compliment, Taeyeon's eyes and pupils widened at the same time, and she smiled to reveal eight white and shiny little teeth. She, with her heels fluttering, seemed to follow as if she were about to touch the ground. However, the closer she got to the tall, awe-inspiring iron door, the more her expression began to grow cold, as if she was still a little nervous. Until the uncle entered the security booth, pressed the switch, and the door slowly opened. All this seems to have been slowed down several times in Taeyeon's eyes, and at the moment she feels like Alice who has fallen into a tree hole, and after discovering that her body has inexplicably become smaller, she stands in front of a huge unknown door, and she doesn't know what a strange and new world will be ushered in after pushing it open. There, is there a dangerous queen, or... With a sweet... Candy World?
"What are you thinking about standing there? Let's get in the car. Xu Canhao had already opened the door for the little man in a daze in the car.
"Oh." Kim Taeyeon was called back to her senses and hurriedly responded stupidly. But when he walked to the front of the car and stood still, frowning and closing his eyes, he secretly annoyed that he was habitually weak, and he was so obedient. "West—" she gritted her teeth, slumped into the car, and slammed the door shut. Give it to me. As soon as she got in the car, she reached out and begged for whatever she had mentioned on the phone, whatever she wanted to accept anyway.
Xu Chanhao was stunned by this rapid process, and then reacted, pursed his lips and smiled, and leaned over to Taeyeon.
"Oh? What are you trying to do, now?! Ha~ I am. I didn't expect OPPA to be such a frivolous person, I really misjudged you. Kim Taeyeon dodged Seo Chan-ho's face that was getting closer and closer, and suddenly pushed him away, yelling at Chan-ho.
"Ha~" Xu Canhao was also stunned by this girl's excesses, and sneered angrily and said, "What are you thinking in your little brain?" Get out of the way! He deliberately avoided possible physical contact, and quickly took out a small gift box from the co-pilot's storage cabinet.
Kim Taeyeon saw that she had misunderstood, so she hurriedly looked out the window, closed her eyes and frowned and scolded herself, and her neat little silver teeth were about to be crushed.
Xu Chanhao threw the gift box directly on the girl's lap, so as not to be mistaken for a disciple again, and then said to Taeyeon with a blank face: "See for yourself." ”
Although she felt embarrassed, seeing that Seo Chan-ho was not really angry, Kim Tae-yeon decided to do what others wanted. She opened the purple cotton wool gift box, and there was a or a... Kim Taeyeon dolls? "Me?" Taeyeon looked at it for a while, then asked uncertainly.
"Well, I did it according to the image I had when we first met. Okay, right? Xu Canhao said with a slight smile.
"For the first time?" Kim Taeyeon easily recalled the cold and hot end of the summer day, under the high walls and trees of the school, the first meeting of the two siblings was called like a little sister on the road, and she was still wearing old-fashioned big-framed glasses at that time. She thought, her hand unconsciously stroked the particularly large frame on the little doll's head, looking at its fleshy face, small body, special facial features, delicate old sweatshirt and pants, and the corners of her mouth seemed to be lifted up by invisible hands. "Why... It should be hard to give me this all of a sudden, right? Taeyeon finally faced Seo Chan-ho with a smiling face.
Xu Canhao's mind turned around and around, and said with an inexplicable smile: "A gift prepared for the first day of dating." ”
Kim Taeyeon was stunned for a moment, and immediately anxiously defended: "I haven't agreed yet!" When did you say you want to... I want that. I was forced by you to come down! ”
Looking at Taeyeon, whose neck was quietly flushed, Seo Chan-ho made her laugh out loud with her cute appearance of being eager to clear up two things. "Oh~~ It means that you didn't say it now, and you will agree to it in the future~ How long will it be in the future?"
'Scoundrel! I want to break your neck! Taeyeon thought indignantly after knowing that she had been deceived.
Kim Taeyeon gritted her teeth, the corners of one side of her mouth were upturned, and her secretly hateful appearance asked Seo Chan-ho to remind herself not to be too proud, but her body didn't obey and kept shaking up and down because of her laughter.
"It's okay, I'm leaving." Thinking that he couldn't really do anything to the other party, and he must suffer a loss if he did it, Kim Taeyeon had no choice but to open the door and get out of the car.
"Wait, hehe... I'm serious. Can you talk about it in person this time? Don't run away anymore. Xu Chanhao grabbed Taeyeon's forearm, tightened his expression, and said to the girl with a sincere expression.
Kim Taeyeon symbolically struggled twice until he withdrew his hand on the switch, and Seo Chan-ho let go. Taeyeon rubbed her aching wrist, and the car fell into a brief silence.
"Sun, you..." Xu Canhao actually didn't have a draft of what to do next and what to say. Don't want to be 20 years old... Too early in love? His hands rested on the steering wheel, his fingertips flicking uncomfortably over it.
Kim Taeyeon didn't expect to encounter such a question, and she didn't know how to answer for a while, her lips kept squirming, and her breath fell again, repeating it many times. "No, no... Because of age, but... I don't know how to deal with a lot of things. The closed box was finally opened, and Xu Canhao had a reason and patience to wait. He would give, even if it seemed extraordinarily long at the moment, two minutes. "Members, Xiaoxian, Yun'a. The agent's brother, the company, and... Mom and Dad (Xu family). Hearing Taeyeon's words, Xu Chanhao knew that the matter was only a piece of paper away, and it was about to be done. I feel like I can't face this yet, and I'm so distressed, so don't chase after it like this anymore, and now I feel so tired. Every day just for work, I feel that my heart can't be full, and I can't take care of other things. How long has it been since I have been back to visit my parents, how long has it been since I have been in touch... A lot of friends who are about to lose touch... It's sad. ”
"Yes, you're still very young and can't handle many things on your own, that's normal, don't blame yourself too much. However, for the sake of something that we are obsessed with, or for the sake of our ideals, each of us will temporarily give up something, including the former me. Seo Chan-ho turned to Taeyeon and said, with a sincere smile on his face, without speaking in the tone of his senior. If you have these concerns, can I help you deal with some of them? For example, companies. You know. After waiting for a long time for Taeyeon to answer, Seo Chan-ho understands that this is not enough. More than 20 years old. Don't you feel envious of seeing your friends do things that artists can't do? ”
Kim Tae-yeon's heart trembled, and she unconsciously lowered her head slightly. Who's to say not to envy? did not choose the university life that students yearn for in their mouths and eyes, full of freedom and romance; gave up old friends and classmates who were familiar to the whole state and came to a different place alone; Although I don't admit it, looking at the sweetness and warmth on the streets and alleys during the festival, who wouldn't envy or yearn for it. I dream of these beautiful things~ But I also live by these feelings, relying on them to sing, whether it is happy, sad, melancholy, or tired, I have long been accustomed to becoming a part of myself.
"We have the passion to chase our dreams, why in this best time of our lives, we don't have the courage to be bold and willful, do what we want to do, and live according to our hearts. This is youth, passionate and free. You've given up so much, will you be willing to let it slip away from you, one at a time? Now is not the age of Brother Qixuan, look at you SJ and Shenqi seniors, who will criticize the young ones for acting rashly..."Xu Canhao stopped talking a little frightened, and always felt that the images of Li Xiuman and Kim Yingmin were standing behind him with axes and guillotines, staring at them suspiciously.
With Seo Chan-ho's subdued and frustrated words, and demonic and inflammatory words, Kim Taeyeon's inner defense line is collapsing little by little. But at this time, Seo Chan-ho stopped inexplicably, and Taeyeon turned her face to look at the past with a distracted look, subconsciously wanting to explore the reason. And seeing her like a hypnotized cute appearance--- her lips slightly revealed bright and shiny cute little teeth, her small and delicate nose was a little red because of the cold, her crystal cheeks were healthy and rosy, and the two clear eyes that were like little fox eyes filled with a pool of clear water looked at him without blinking with a confused soft color, Xu Canhao's throat was squirming unconsciously.
"Yes... Bold, reckless... For example..."Seo Chan-ho swallowed his saliva, and the protruding Adam's apple rolled up and down gradually brought Taeyeon back to his senses.
"What?" Kim Taeyeon still looks the same, but her eyes are no longer sloppy, and she asks sneeringly.
"For example..."Xu Canhao dragged out his voice, slowly condensing his courage. But the process is easy to do in the blink of an eye. He probed over suddenly, his lips just right for Taeyeon's fleshy thick, but soft, elastic and always seductive lower lip.
Kim Taeyeon was suddenly attacked, and her two pupils dilated instantly, and her previous cute expression was no longer there.