Bang!

Jian Fan rubbed his head.

"Are you alright?" Hayes asked, staring at the plate.

Jian Fan hurriedly stuffed the tray to him, and said with a bitter face: "The food is fine, the person is fine." ”

Seeing off the last group of guests who came to eat at noon, Hayes squatted on the back door steps to smoke, and Jian Fan sat far away with his knees crossed, drooping his hair in a daze.

Taking off his cigarette and looking at her, Hayes was dissatisfied: "Why are you sitting so far away?" It's not convenient to chat. ”

Jian Fan had no choice but to move her ass to him, her expression looked dull, but she didn't have that kind of look that made people want to tease, she looked wilted, like a withered plant.

"Didn't you sleep well?" Hayes asked, pointing to the dark circles on her face.

Jian Fan touched his face and said nervously: "Can you see it?" Oops, Aunt Cindy must have seen it too, wouldn't she be upset? ”

That day, Jian Fan finally touched the back door of the restaurant and fainted, and it was Hayes who carried her in. When she woke up, Jane Fan was settled in the attic of Cindy's apartment, the foreman.

With less than ten square meters of space and a diagonal ceiling, living there, you have to constantly bend your neck, otherwise you can easily hit your head.

Jian Fan is already very grateful to have a place to stay, and she doesn't expect how good the conditions are. Anyway, it couldn't be better than Hein's apartment.

Oh, if you don't think about it, why do you think of him again? Jian Fan's heart was very uncomfortable, her nose was sour and she was almost about to cry again, she quickly changed the topic: "Hayes, have you found your relatives?" ”

Hayes didn't let her divert the conversation, and pointed out sharply: "You're out of love? Look at the look on your face that you want to cry or not. ”

Jian Fan was startled and touched his face twice: "How do you know?" ”

As she spoke, she became depressed again, and whispered: "It's not that I'm out of love, it's that I'm disgusted by the gold owner...... He doesn't want me anymore. ”

It's not a normal relationship, and after separation, she doesn't even have the qualifications to fall out of love.

Thinking about it like this, Jian Fan felt that she was really miserable, rubbing her eyes, she tried her best to make a free and easy smile: "It's just abandoned, it doesn't matter." ”

Hayes looked at her, shook his head, and flicked his cigarette ash with his fingers: "I said that if you are out of love, you are out of love, who will you show it?" We're not going to laugh at you. Okay, cry if you want to, it's no big deal. ”

"Who hasn't loved a few scum when they're young?"

Jian Fan puffed out his cheeks: "He's not a scumbag!" ”

Hayes narrowed his eyes and smiled, "Okay, no, no, it's just that you're a little fool." ”

After being rubbed a few times on the top of his head, Jian Fan slowly smoothed out his hair, and thought with his chin on his knees, right? Is it really a broken love? But this time it wasn't the same as when I was separated from Mick.

I want to cry happily, but I don't have a stand.

I'm so sad that I can't cry, it's so sad.

The imprint left by her body was fading, and Jian Fan was a little flustered, she should have hated it, but after leaving, she recalled the unforgettable pain and despair at that moment.

She's really useless, she always knew that one day Hein would abandon her, why couldn't she be earlier...... Recognize your feelings earlier? Be kind to him in a limited time, at least when it comes to separation, she won't leave so many regrets.

It's even more regrettable that after withdrawing from Hein's world, she never had a chance to watch him closely.

Jian Fan couldn't help but be afraid, now that Hai Yin only has himself, what if he gets into trouble again? The way he looked on the cliff that day was really terrifying. Jian Fan could feel that there was something dark hidden in Hai Yin's body, more evil and terrifying than the actions she had seen so far.

Thinking of this, Jian Fan couldn't put his mind at ease.

So after Jian Fan closed the restaurant, he couldn't help but come to the apartment where they lived together.

Looking at the bright lights there from afar, like billions of twinkling stars in the night firmament.

Beautiful, warm, and longing.

Just like the feeling of Haiyin, exquisite and beautiful works of art are very expensive and difficult to maintain at first glance. But he's so beautiful that people flock to him.

She had been sitting in the street park until she was frozen, and Jian Fan finally saw the shadow of the high-speed car passing by on the street corner, and she suddenly stood up excitedly and took two steps forward.

It's Henn! Hein's car!

The silver trot slowed down outside the apartment gate and drove past Jian Fan's field of vision.

The evening breeze blows a bunch of pale blonde hair, and on the other side of the window, the beautiful long reddish-brown curls raise a seductive arc in the night light.

Jian Fan froze in place.

Until he could no longer see the car, all of Jian Fan's consciousness returned to his body like a tide. She was wrong, yes, she must have been wrong. Jian Fan laughed to himself, Hai Yin's car is not the only one in the world, there are so many rich people who live here, maybe there are also those who dye their hair like that beautiful pale blonde, Hai Yin has been a man of the year since he was a child, I don't know how many people secretly like him and envy him and imitate him......

The apartment in Hein is on the top floor and has its own direct elevator.

Jian Fan looked over, the top floor was dark, and she just breathed a sigh of relief when a light came on.

Gasping, Jian Fan took a step back, and one more step, she didn't have the courage to support herself to continue looking, she covered her eyes very cowardly, turned around and squatted in place for a while, gasping silently.

The large floor-to-ceiling windows will shine in in the afternoon, and a beam of clear sunlight will shine in, outlining the warm light edge of the window lattices and floating yarn. Hein likes to nest up on the sofa and play game consoles, sometimes they don't do anything, they are barefoot side by side, like two lazy cats, drying the soft fluff on their belly, so comfortable that they seem to be floating in the clouds, and no one wants to move.

At night, standing by the window and looking out, the city is full of glittering neon picturesque. Hein likes to pick her up from behind, wrap her in the crook of her arm, and whisper in her ear, making her hot and weak, blushing and letting him do whatever he wants......

Tears fell on the upper of the shoe one after another, and Jian Fan hugged himself sadly, biting her lip tightly.

She didn't dare to cry out, so she could only gasp in small gulps, suppressing the faint contemplation in her throat.

Raising his head, Jian Fan looked at the clear night sky with tears, and thousands of stars were still as bright as ever, shining coldly and indifferently on every proud and frustrated person.

It turned out that the taste of heartache was like this, Jian Fan closed his eyes hard, and tears flowed silently all over his face.

Before...... The previous breakup was like a child's play, the difference between the last breakup and this breakup, now Jian Fan finally understands.

It's a pity that she understood too late.

It's too late.

I cried out of breath, my nose was uncomfortably blocked, and my head was swollen and painful.

In the end, he cried until he lost his strength, and Jian Fan sat in the street park until late at night.

……

Creeping up to the attic, Jian Fan fumbled with both hands for fear that he would knock over something, or make too much noise, waking up Aunt Cindy, who was kind enough to take him in.

finally climbed back into the single bed, and Jian Fan's whole body was about to fall apart.

With his arm blocking his hot and swollen eyes, Jian Fan seemed to return to those nights after his father was wanted. Loneliness, fear, despair...... She never believed that her father would kill someone. However, the evidence from the Investigation Bureau was conclusive, and in the face of the facts, Jian Fan chose to remain silent.

At first, Jian Fan hoped that someone would clear his father's suspicions, and if the news spread, his father would know that he was safe and could go home.

Later, as the days passed, Jian Fan's hope gradually died out in the waiting. She began to wait for a result, perhaps because her father was arrested by the police after his father's tracks were exposed during the escape. Maybe my father has been running away for a long time and is tired of escaping, and he will turn himself in.

Wait, wait, she didn't wait for her lost father, nor did she wait for the truth to come to light.

The wait turned into a lengthy final verdict.

On this cold night, Jian Fan wanted to try to hate for the first time, hating the car accident that destroyed the family, hating the intersection that took the lives of his sister and mother, hating his father's partiality - when he fell into decadence because of the death of his wife and beloved daughter, why didn't he want to look back, he still had a daughter, she was still here.

Even when he killed someone and wanted to leave here far away, he didn't leave a word, and he didn't even give her a chance to say goodbye. It's like completely forgetting that he still has a little daughter to take care of.

Jian Fan didn't dare to be wronged, because he didn't know who to show the grievances.

She is not a little girl anymore, no matter how squeamish the little girl is, without the protection of her home, without the relatives who love her, she loses her temper and cries and sheds tears, no one will feel distressed.

And she now longs for someone who can feel sorry for herself, he is high above, entrenched in the sky of the cold night, surrounded by the magnificent and gorgeous aurora, in that world, there is no place for Jian Fan.

Curled up on the small marching bed, Jian Fan waited for the dawn in the long wait.

When he went to work in the restaurant again, Hayes saw Jian Fan at a glance, her face was sleepy, yawning, her head was little by little, sitting on the steps of the back door, holding a thick exercise book in her arms.

"What are you doing?" Hayes walked over and picked up the book, flipped through it, and smiled, "Preparing for the SAT? ”

Jian Fan looked at him with a bored expression: "Yes, I want to work hard and study hard." ”

"Okay, little girl, it's good to cheer up." Hayes tugged at the goofy hair on top of her head, hey, that's funny.

Jian Fanbian didn't speak, lowered his head and corrected the mistakes with a red pen. She's alone again, and there's no father, and there's no Hein reaching out to her. She can only work her own to make herself a better person.

Hayes found out that Jian Fan was like being beaten with chicken blood. Although she still has to work ten hours a day, she uses a fragment of time to work hard to get a k-to-k.

As she herself said, the exam is coming up and it's imminent.

Cindy, the foreman who was secretly worried about her mental condition, also breathed a sigh of relief, and with her acquiescence of turning a blind eye, Jian Fan found that she had more opportunities to be lazy, unlike before, just two or three minutes after being idle, someone would come over and shout at her to help her.

Jian Fan didn't actually think too much, and it wasn't that he was frustrated in love and had to do something else to distract him.

She just suddenly realized that she was really far away from Hein's world. She was unwilling, unwilling to be locked out of his world like this, and could only look at him from a distance. She didn't study hard to become a human being again, she just wanted to try to be closer to him, a little closer.

Taking the SAT to apply to a good school, this is the only way out that Jian Fan can think of.

Maybe at that time, she will have the courage to stand in front of Hein and ask him, "Are you willing to keep me again?"

Really, it's okay to be fostered, it's okay to be trampled, Jian Fan figured this out one sleepless night after another. As long as that person is Hein.

She knew she was making a fool, even doing something to herself. But she couldn't stop.

If it was a doomed journey, she was willing to fall into the abyss.

has a man like Hein, and he can no longer be fascinated by others.

In addition to the strange girl I saw that night, there were countless people who were eyeing Haiyin.

Jian Fan didn't dare to delay, she had to do her best to make herself better and go faster. Otherwise...... There will be more people competing with her for the position next to Haiyin.

In order to prepare for the exam, Jian Fan stayed late in the restaurant. Her class was long over, and there were occasional empty tables in the cafeteria, as well as bright lights. It was easier for her to concentrate than when she went back to her cramped attic and read a book on her bed. Hayes would also take the time to point out her spelling mistakes.

When it was closed, Jian Fan stuffed the book into her backpack and followed the foreman Cindy to catch the last bus back to the old city.

In an alley some distance from the restaurant, the sports car started slowly, and the turtle speed was far behind, like a silent hermit in the dark night, coming and going silently, quietly waiting.