Chapter 107: I can't say it. (Ask for a reward, today's four watches)
Zhu Youzhu stood up, and he couldn't hear anything unusual between his words: "I will go to the Qianqing Palace immediately to ask someone to draft a decree." Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć info Ma Cong, you go home and wait for the order. ā
Ma Cong glanced at Li Mu'er one last time, but she still refused to get up, so he could only look at her back and leave.
"Your Majesty, the concubine is also tired and wants to go back to bed to rest." The queen stretched out her slender jade fingers from the hem of her sleeve and gently supported her forehead.
Zhu Youzhu helped her and saw her enter the warm pavilion before he spoke again and said to "Shen Qionglian": "You said that you are Shen Qionglian, then yes, I don't care at all." Go back to where you came from, and I don't want to see you again. ā
The man was startled and hurriedly retreated.
Zhu Youzhu began to move at this time, and unconsciously walked to Li Mu'er's side, and his voice finally became unsteady: "Follow me, go to Qianqing Palace again." Write this last decree. ā
When Li Mu'er raised her eyes, tears had already fallen, and she tried her best to suppress her emotions and admit it:
"Weichen, obey the order."
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It was raining heavily.
The spring rain, which is as light and thin as a needle and thread, is obliquely woven, converging into a love network, diffusing a nameless pain. He Wending walked in front with an umbrella for Zhu Youji, and Li Muer followed behind alone with an umbrella. Suddenly stopped, watched the rain by the umbrella slowly connect a line after a long time, slid down silently, and silently recited: "It's really good rain knows the season."
Zhu Youzhu stopped without warning, turned around without warning, knocked over her umbrella without warning, dragged her into his arms without warning, and kissed her on the lips without warning.
Li Mu'er burst into tears without warning.
His kiss was mixed with a familiar smell, with a cold plunder, and with a warm tenderness, it was the lingering lingering that she had indulged in, and it was the reluctance that she couldn't escape at the moment.
How nice it would be if this kiss could reach the white head......
He Wending's umbrella stopped in place and did not move for a long time. He should have avoided it, or at least looked away. But at this moment, he couldn't help but look at the two. The rain wet their eyebrows and eyes, and Zhu Youji's back was broad, covering all of Li Mu'er's figures.
He has seen the two of them press the honey in their eyes, and he has seen the two of them suppress the deep love in their hearts, but he has never seen the two of them put aside their scruples and reveal their true feelings.
But it has come to an end and embarked on a strange road.
Affectionate parting since ancient times, this has gone through many years, Yingzhong, take care.
He Wending folded his umbrella and turned around, leaving the two to pour out his heartfelt feelings.
At the end of the kiss, Zhu Youzhu left her lips, moved his hands to her face, wiped away her tears with his fingertips, and whispered three words in her ear: "I'm sorry...... I'm sorry...... Sorry ......"
His voice was choked in his throat, Li Mu'er's eyes were blurred, and he couldn't tell whether his face was rain or tears, only that he was sorry, just to make each other more sad. She desperately forced herself to think about his goodness, to think about the beautiful past between the two. Unexpectedly, not only did it not help, but it became more and more wringing in his heart and feeling a dull pain, so he simply cried out under the cover of the rain.
"Why? Why! You liar, you said you wouldn't chase me! At first it was cursing, then the voice became lower and lower, almost inaudible, "I don't leave, why did you let me go?" Why, let go of ......"
Zhu Youzhi could hear every word clearly.
With trembling hands around her arms, she replied, "I can't watch you die. It's that I'm useless, it's that I'm cowardly, and I can't do anything for you. What happened to you in Anle Hall, Ma Cong told me. In addition, you have also seen that the queen can't tolerate you after all, and I can't take you back to protect you. Do you understand that the more I care about you, the more I am afraid that I will push you into the abyss, and there will be no return. ā
"But I'm not afraid, how many times have I said it, I'm not afraid, I'm not afraid! Don't push me away with any more excuses to protect me. Do you really love the queen so much? Don't you want to rely on her for my sake, just this once? Li Mu'er reached out and took one of his hands and made one last request. From the moment she was sure of her heart for him, in order to stay by his side, even if she was almost taken out of the identity of a sinner in Kunning Palace just now, she worked hard and fought for it. Now I just beg him for the last time, can he let go of the queen and choose to save her.
Zhu Youzhu shook his head helplessly, and patiently explained: "Do you know what the Empress Dowager sent Zheng Jinlian to ask me?"
Li Mu'er was stunned.
"It's King Jing, do you remember?"
The King of Jing who threatened her! Of course she remembers. Disgust immediately appeared in his eyes, and he continued:
"The Empress Dowager wants me to give you to marry him as a concubine, you say, will you be willing?"
How so? Li Mu'er's mind was completely confused.
The two most important family members to him, the queen wants to kill her, and the queen mother wants to drive her! No wonder he wants to marry her to Ma Cong, only Ma Cong can reassure him, right?
Li Mu'er suddenly understood his difficulties, and suddenly remembered that she had said that she would never embarrass him. But her existence is already embarrassing him all the time, right?
What if, at all, don't scruple about anything?
No matter what he promised to others, no matter what he did with the Li family, he only fulfilled themselves.
Li Mu'er wiped her tears with the back of her hand, and made up her mind: "I don't want to marry him, and I don't want to marry my brother." I just want to marry you, are you still willing to marry me? ā
Zhu Youzhu was silent.
He almost hugged her and said yes.
The moistness in the corners of his eyes was even worse, but it brought back his senses. He knew he couldn't do it again, and that it should all end today. All the past must be zeroed, and if you can't let go, you can let go. If you can't give it, you have to give it up.
"But the queen is pregnant. You probably can't understand how important the fetus in the queen's womb is to the two of us and to the Ming Society. ā
You two? I can relate it, I can understand it. The world is big, the society is heavy, and the status of the son-in-law is so important! Li Mu'er thought silently, but the exit became: "You love the queen very much, right?"
"Yingzhong, in addition to love, there are responsibilities and promises in this world, which are more important to me."
Li Mu'er had been hit too much today, and her reason had long been gone, so she finally couldn't help asking, "What about me?" Do you love me? ā
Zhu Youzhu was really asked, and he didn't know how to answer.
But she continued, word by word: "Say. Can you tell me the same thing that I said first? ā
Her tears should no longer flow for him, Zhu Youzhu finally made up her heart, closed her eyes and didn't dare to look at her disappointed look, and whispered three words: "I can't say ......"
Ineffable.
Li Muer's heart fell to the bottom. All the past that should have happened and what should not have happened has finally turned into smoke and melted into a sentence of "can't say". I thought it would be a long way to go with him, but I came to the end of the day so soon. (To be continued.) )