Extra. Hitoshi Miyabe and Miku
This happened after dinner that day.
He couldn't bear to refuse the request of his lover who loved mahjong, and promised her that he would join the game.
She knew that the angry girl would also appear in the game.
is obviously so willful, but she will overshadow her tenderness when she is related to others.
He knew she was a good girl.
Although he may not have spent half as much time with her as his fiancée had spent with her, and never more than five words when he did, he felt incredibly aware that he knew the girl's character very well.
It's as if I've been with her for a long time...... He could always see her mood and thoughts.
Even the reason why she had some special treatment for herself except for all men, he seemed to understand.
She is really like her...... It's really similar to the vague figure in my memory.........
He knew he shouldn't overlap them, because it would be rude for the girl who was working hard for her dreams now, and for the girl who could only meet in memories.
But he still couldn't control himself and brought the girl in front of him into his memory.
"Huh...... Ren......... Miyabe What a nasty bastard you are. ”
In a man's room, the man whispered a curse to himself.
At the restaurant, he had told the girl that he had worked so hard to atone for his sins, and he himself thought so.
But in fact, isn't it because he has forgotten her?
Forget the her he used to think about day and night, forget the her he once ashamed of.
Then put the similar girl in front of you into the frame of memory.
Even the face of the girl named "Tsukino", he couldn't remember it anymore.
He pinched the only amulet she had left for him, some of the old fabric seemed to urge him to remember.
Why are humans so forgetful?
It's obviously heart-rending pain...... It was like asking him to pull out the memories of the past one by one and tear them apart, but now he can't even remember the grief.
Why is this happening?
As he was left alone in a whirlpool of memories, the door connecting his room to the room of the two girls was opened.
His fiancée walked out from behind the door.
He saw that her face was a little red.
"What's wrong?"
Putting down the wine glass in his hand, he asked with concern.
He knows that he should not dwell on the past, he should learn to cherish the people in front of him and work hard for the future.
He couldn't make the mistakes he made at that time, whether it was his own grief or Tsukino's pain at that time, he couldn't let anyone else taste it.
That kind of thing only needs to be done once.........
"Didn't you invite Xiao Erye and Xiao Meijiu? Why are you so red?"
He asked with a smile.
Even if he will be hated or said to be not responsible, he will protect these people around him, and scrape the other children who are now working day and night in the company.
Like this......... Will you be willing to forgive me, Tsukino?
"The timing of my trip was not very good......"
The woman who closed the sliding door sighed, then bit her lip and picked up the sake bottle on the table.
"Why do you drink so much?"
She looked at the bottle with only a third left, and asked the man sitting on the edge of the bed with a frown.
He's not a drinker. She didn't mind, but it made her feel a little unusual that he would drink so much.
He smiled and didn't answer.
Glancing at him strangely, the woman didn't pay much attention to it, and poured down the cool liquid from the cup on the table.
The pure fragrance of the slight pungency passes through the throat and into the body.
This wine has a warming effect on this slightly cold night.
"Let's go, let's go over and pack our things and wait for them to come."
To prevent him from continuing to drink, the woman placed the bottle on the table and invited the man to another room.
He didn't say much when he understood his lover's intentions, and followed her to the pantry in the middle of the two rooms.
There was a pair of mahjong on that coffee table, and four long rulers.
Shortly after they entered the room, the door at the other end was opened.
He looked up, and two girls of similar height walked into the Japanese room.
The shorter girl has beautiful black hair that hangs long down her waist. Her yukata seemed a little messy, with some wrinkles at the cuffs and neckline. The white and tender face had a burning red glow.
He probably knew what his fiancée meant.
Looks like the timing of her visit is really inappropriate.
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The two girls sat down wordlessly. Consciously or unconsciously, the older girl sat across from him instead of on either side.
Without looking at him, she stroked her deep purple-blue hair as she waited for the others to start.
Purple blue hair......
It seems like......... I have seen it in the distant part of my memory.
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As he expected, the atmosphere of the game was not good.
He felt a little sorry for his fiancée and the dark-haired girl who kept trying to stir up the atmosphere.
He didn't know what to say. The blue-haired girl sitting across from him was silent, but she kept distracting him.
The shadows kept overlapping......
"Mijiu, I have something I want to say to you alone."
God sent the devil, he blurted out this sentence.
As he spoke, he felt the unexpected gaze of the woman sitting in the seat on either side of him.
He himself was a little surprised. It seems that the effects of alcohol did make him a little unconscious.
The blue-haired girl sitting across from her didn't have any special expression on her face, she gave herself a faint look and then got up and walked in his direction.
He also got up and walked towards his room behind him.
Without explaining to the two restless women, he closed the door.
"What are you going to say?"
When he came to the room, the blue-haired girl glanced at him and pulled a cushion to sit down.
Without an immediate answer, he slowly walked over to the table and took down the bottle and a clean glass.
He opened the bottle and poured the clear liquid into the glass.
"Would you like some?"
He smiled and extended an invitation to the girl sitting on the tatami.
The girl snorted coldly, her beautiful eyes glaring at him.
"Did you come to me for this kind of frivolous thing? Or do you want to get me drunk and sneak me?"
The girl said with a sarcastic smile.
It was probably the first time she had said so much to him.
He smiled bitterly, no longer boring himself.
He picked up the glass on the table and took a sip of the warm, spicy liquor.
"No... I just wanted to talk to you. ”
The girl's words were particularly harsh in his ears...... It seems to be a rebuke to his past, those memories that he doesn't want to mention.
She probably knew more than he thought......
However, he remembered that he hadn't mentioned so much to Bo Gong...... Could it be that she told Mijiu after her own investigation?
"Talk? What is there to talk about?"
The girl's attitude is still cold.
He noticed that she was talking more than usual and very excited.
Is it because of what happened to Tsukino that made her feel angry? Or is there some other reason ......?
"Tsukino's business...... How much do you know?"
Picking up the glass and touching it again, he sat down on his bed and asked the girl in front of him.
He wanted to know why he would overlap Mijiu and Tsukino.
The clean and transparent sky blue eyes looked at the girl, and there was no trace of intoxication at all.
"Do you know what you're going to do after that?"
In a bad tone, she pulled the cushion away from the man's bed.
She didn't think they had anything to say about it so far.
It was incredible to be able to talk to him like this calmly.
She's not Yuenai, the former Xiao Dai Yuenai is dead!
She's now Miku, but she has the same soul and angry singer as Tsukino!
And Miku should not have anything to do with Ren Miyabe.
"I'm sorry Tsukino ......"
He didn't know what to say to the girl in front of him and the girl in his memory.
Why did the affair happen when I had no power?
Why does he always see her shadow in Miku?
Why would he open his mouth to talk to Miku, who hates men?
Why did he forget about Tsukino?
Too many questions, and he didn't know the answers to any of them.
The moonlight shone in from the balcony, and the bright moonlight was not as bright as it should be.
What dark cloud is it that obscures the moon that should be beautiful?
"Apologize for this kind of thing, go to me and tell me what to do?"
Her expression looked a little impatient, and she frowned and didn't look in the direction of the man.
She shook off unpleasantly, and abruptly stood up to leave.
Shadow Separation......
"Will you help me relay that?"
As she was about to reach the door that separated the two rooms, the man behind her said these words.
The strange words made her stop and turn her head to look at the man sitting on the bed.
She saw those blue eyes staring straight at her, as if looking for something to stare closely.
"You know that, right...... Knowing the moon is her ......"
Every time he mentioned the incident about Yuenai, she would always be very excited.
It's like she knows everything about Tsukino.、It's like she's blaming herself on behalf of the powerless girl.。
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I don't know why, when she heard this, her heart first swelled with a trace of loss, and then irritability.
It was she who made everyone including Bao Scrape forget about Yuenai...... Once herself.
But somewhere in her heart, she hoped that he would remember, that his thoughts would surpass the power of the elves.
But miracles don't happen every time.
She knew, but she couldn't control her feelings.
"Tsukino is dead."
To the man who was hoping for something, she said lightly.
She wasn't lying.
The child named Tsukino is no longer there, and it is impossible for him to have the opportunity to convey words in person.
History doesn't come to an end, and she doesn't have the power of the time elves. The day that passed had buried the moon in history and never woke up again.
But she also lied, because the girl who was more important to him than his fiancée Amano was standing in front of him.
Tempting the night is the moon of the Xiao Dynasty, but it is not the moon of the Xiao Dynasty.
The man's eyes widened instantly when he heard the girl's words, and his heroic eyes were slightly flooded.
"Ah...... That's right...... I...... Sorry ......"
He propped up the left side of his face with one hand, tears slowly pouring out of his eyes and wetting his sleeves.
It's like talking to yourself, and it's like saying to the girl in front of you, maybe...... In fact, she said to her who was far away.
She knew he had a lot to say to her, and she knew he wanted to make amends for her.
When he returns to that company and knows that his new agent is his fiancée, he sees this man he hasn't seen in many days smiling socially at himself who is Miku, who is a tempting night......
She had a lot to ask him.........
But at that time, all she had in her mind was the madness that wanted to tear his smile apart.
Although you understand that this is the way a social person should behave------ you can't bring your grief into the workplace and vent it to other people. Not to mention that it was the first time he had seen Miku, and she used the voice of the elf to make them forget everything about Xiao Dai Yuena.
But she couldn't let go of the fact that he had forgotten what he looked like.
She wanted to know why he was still able to smile casually when he was buried in pain.
This ignorance and optimistic effort must have been what she hated him the most.
"Tsukino she once fell in love with a man......"
Turning away from the door, the girl walked to the sad man's seat.
Her figure was taller than her former fragility, and the shadow of the light shone on the man she loved and hated.
She loved him because it was he who fulfilled her dream and brought her into a world that was once out of reach. Although it was a bitter first love that could never be realized, she never regretted that she had fallen in love with him.
She hated him because he, who was supposed to protect her, didn't show up when she needed it most, letting her be overwhelmed by the darkness of despair.
Staggered shadows separated......
It's good now...... She knew he was okay and still alive.
And she herself has a new life and a new encounter.
The once intertwined threads parted, stepping in their respective directions.
That's it.........
As the little black girl told herself, she shouldn't dwell on the pain of the past.
Because it only obscures those eyes that look to a better future.
Today...... It's time to make a break!
"She fell in love with a man she couldn't fall in love with, because that man already had a betrothed partner who had been dating and agreeing to marry since high school, so she chose to keep this feeling in her heart."
She spoke slowly, looking condescendingly at the reddish sea blue eyes.
She tells her own story------- their intertwined pasts, stories of silence and disappointment.
The princess and the prince don't necessarily have a fairytale ending, but the princess finds her other princess.
She didn't confess her love, but she hoped that he could continue to maintain that kind of relationship, agent and idol...... It's like the relationship between a knight and a princess. ”
At this point, she paused.
The man's eyes widened in a daze.
She knew he understood, and he had always been a smart man......
Only the dullness of her heart, and the stupidity of looking for a place for her to hide.
She knew she didn't blame him, even if he had disappointed herself more than once.
But the knight had let her down......... She was imprisoned in the most painful nightmares and did not protect her properly. So...... The princess is dead, consumed by a nightmare of despair and gone. ”
She said lightly, as if she was talking about someone else's business.
Fading memories are at work, and the feelings and feelings at that time slowly emerge......
It's as clear as yesterday.
"You liar......! Tsukino is not dead! Tell me where Tsukino is!"
He was almost madly hysterical. Hearing the girl in front of him talk about "her" pain and death, the unbelieving feelings made him almost lose his mind.
When he came back to his senses, he had reached out and grabbed the collar of the blue-blue women's yukata, and yelled at her with the momentum of his youth to ask the bad guys who had come to find her.
The blue-haired idol, who was extremely misogynistic, glared at him with angry eyes.
"Want to know where she ......? You can find it yourself. ”
There was no big reaction as expected, the girl just lightly slapped away the big hands indifferently, retracted her gaze and said in an unhurried tone.
Hearing such a response, he was not to be outdone and glared back at her.
He knew that he had lost his grace tonight, and that such a childish quarrel was not what he would normally do. What's more, the object is the idol in charge of his fiancée.
But when it came to the deepest scars in his heart and the incomparable past in his heart, he didn't know how much he could keep his composure.
He already knew that the girl knew where "she" was, and not through his fiancée or anyone else. They have a more direct connection!
He thinks she has no reason to lie, and she must have an intimate relationship with "her".
The anger and sadness were like "she" was here and venting to him.
"What do you mean by that......"
He frowned tightly, and spat out the words with some difficulty.
Her words are all true. He felt that way.
But if "she" is gone, what does she mean by what she wants him to seek?
He felt that something that he had forgotten was gradually emerging in this contradiction.........
"She's always given you a chance... A chance to find her. ”
For the first time since that day, she was so close to a man, but her heart was magically free of the disgust she had imagined.
Is it because the other party is him...... The man who had been the one who had brought him back here......
Why is she reluctant to have real relationships with other girls...... Why was she hesitant when the elf wanted to break into her heart......... Why can't she show the vicious tone she treats other men in the face of him alone?
Is it because his shadow can't be erased from Tsukino's heart?
"Clues...... It's always in your memory...... And in that amulet she left for you. ”
When he finds the answer, what kind of expression does he have?
How does his heart feel when he finds that the person he has been thinking about for two years is actually by his side every day?
If he recognized himself on the first day...... Perhaps neither he nor she would have had this pain and the present dispute; Maybe he and she can revert back to the relationship between knights and princesses.
But everything has staggered out of the possible tracks.
History doesn't turn, and her ----- voice elves don't control time.
“………”
Puzzled, the man pulled out the talisman in his collar, and the palm-sized keeper was held in his hand.
Seeing the strength of her grip, she knew that the omamori was something very important to him.
In a place she hadn't noticed herself, a frozen door seemed to melt a little.
A vague smile appeared on his face.
"This amulet...... What's wrong?"
He first re-examined the cloth bag that he had looked at for countless hours in the past two years.
Unlike the spell bags sold at the shrine, some of the rough stitching makes it easy to recognize that they are someone's handiwork.
The fabric that has been slightly torn is a proof of time.
"Open it and take a look."
She answered his question.
This will be the last time she will fight him as a seducer Miku.
Tsukino won't wake up, as she says "she" has fallen asleep on the day of the past.
But this was the last chance she left for him.
It's up to her to lure Miku Yoyo ---- realize this watch.
Tempting Mijiu is not Xiao Dai Yuenai, but it is also Xiao Dai Yuenai.
They have the same soul and anger, and even the same emotions and memories.
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Opening the amulet is a taboo because it is believed that the spirits guarding it will be influenced by the outside world.
Looking at the tightly bound bag, he hesitated slightly, but still gently pulled it open.
Compared with the protection she left behind, he hoped to be able to use this clue to find her, so that his now powerful self could fulfill the oath he had not fulfilled.
Let him do his unfinished mission as a knight.........
Knights should protect princesses, not be protected by princesses.
Opening the Guardian Guard, he saw a small piece of paper inside.
There are a few creases in the corners, but most of the paper is still well protected by the wrapping cloth on the outside.
It was a photo, a photo taken by a camera machine that can be seen everywhere in amusement parks and video game centers.
It is almost the same size as the amulet, and only two characters are the main characters in the photo, and even the background has not changed much.
A girl with long blue and purple hair flashed beautiful Roland-like eyes, grabbing the arm of a slightly troubled man, like a lover or a brother and sister.
The girl's face was filled with excitement and happiness, and her innocent face exuded childishness.
The man in the formal suit seemed to be a little concerned about his surroundings, as if he was worried that someone would peep, but he still looked at the camera with a look of "I can't help you".
He held the picture and didn't say half a word for a long time.
The blue eyes were slightly dilated, and there was no focus and gradually blurred to look at the big head sticker in his hand.
The thick hand began to tremble slightly.........
"You ......"
He looked up at the girl who seemed to be smiling......
The girl who looked almost the same as the girl who happily grabbed his arm in the photo two years ago.
The originally slightly wet eye sockets have been completely blurred.
He discovered how fragile words were, and how many years of thoughts and thousands of words accumulated could not form a single word at this moment.
"Tsukino...... Why..."
In the end, only five simple words came out of his mouth.
A simple question, a question so simple that he didn't even know what he was asking.
The answer is already obvious.
"I'm a lure Mijiu now, please don't call me that."
Looking at the hands that were slowly approaching, it was rare for her not to dodge but to close her eyes.
When she was embraced by a heart that she hadn't felt for a long time, an indescribable feeling appeared in her heart.
Pushing away the man who was holding her, she slowly opened her eyes......
The eyes that have learned to be strong, no longer the firm eyes of the princess who is fragile and hides behind the knight.
"Here's my answer...... I'm also giving you one last chance. ”
She spoke, and a soft voice came out.
Tempting the night is the moon of the Xiao Dynasty, but it is not the moon of the Xiao Dynasty.
They have the same soul and anger, but their feelings and thoughts are different.
Love is the same, but it's not the same.
The mixed memories of two years ago were separated from today.
"I'm sorry ......"
The man, who had lost the ability to speak, could only mumble apologies in his voice.
There are so many things he wants to say, but he understands that he can't ...... today
The thought was so heavy that he wanted to hold her in his arms tonight, afraid that she would disappear like that day when she left.
Everything has returned to what it should be.
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Tears had already made her throat lose its original voice, and she didn't want to make a sound.
What will change and what will remain?
The brunette girl had also asked herself this question, and the answer she gave at the time was ......
"Time of nature will slowly bring adaptation, and it is impossible to say two years of words tonight..."
As if the man knew her, she knew what he was thinking at the moment.
After saying this, in order to prevent her tears from bursting, she almost shook off the door where she came, grabbed the black-haired girl who was still sitting in place in shock, and rushed back to her room.
She knew that the people behind her were still strong and would not be too shaken by what happened tonight. She just told him what he wanted to know, and at the same time let go of the shackles in her own heart.
Tempting Mijiu is not Xiao Dai Yuenai, but it is also Xiao Dai Yuenai.
They love the same and hate the same. But feelings and thoughts are different.
It was the feelings of the past, and time had broken up the overlapping lines of the past, and they would all return to the path they had traveled.
In order to prevent the dark-haired girl who relied on her from seeing her vulnerable side, she threw the girl on the bed and rushed into the toilet, locking the door.
Two years of missing, the same time. She had words of the same weight as he wanted to convey.
But it doesn't matter anymore, because that's in the past.
It's like no one is the same person as they used to be.
Tempting the night is the moon of the Xiao Dynasty, but it is not the moon of the Xiao Dynasty.
They have the same soul, but also different parts.
…………………… This is the story of Ren Miyabe and Miku.
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This is a side chapter that happened at the beach. The story that has not been written down is announced here
It tastes better with the fourth large volume (?)
I wonder if you readers will like this type of chapter? In fact, the author was quite involved when I wrote it~
Everyone has their own story, and the story of Miku and Miyabe (although they are fictitious characters of the author) is very plain, but they also have their feelings.
Even things that are different are still important, I wonder if you can understand this feeling?
Because of this kind of content, it took me a long time for the author to settle down before I could write it......
I'm sorry to be late for the update and say...