After Shen Yanru and An knew that they were leaving, Grandpa Shen repeatedly issued an ultimatum to Shen Siming and Zhang Yu, asking them to stay in the local area and wait for their daughter and daughter-in-law to come to visit, and if they ran away again, they would not have to go home again in this life.

In fact, there is no need for his old man to explain, Shen Siming and Zhang Yu also attach great importance to this meeting.

Although they had released the pigeons five times before, each time it was for a reason, and it was not a deliberate attempt to lose face with Ann Zhi. This time, knowing that the two of them came together, he was naturally excited, and he started to prepare early in the morning.

However, when Shen Yanru and An knew that they had changed a few cars and finally arrived here, Shen Siming was still the only one at home, and Zhang Yu went out to get busy again.

Their dwellings are very simple. It can't even be called a house at all, it's just a greenhouse made of wooden planks. Before seeing it with his own eyes, An knew that he basically couldn't imagine that Shen Yanru's parents would live in such a slum-like place.

With their background, what kind of life do they have to live? Being able to endure this kind of life here is probably explained by only the word "ideal".

"There is a woman nearby who has a difficult birth, so your mother went to take care of her, and I'm afraid it will take a long time to come back." Shen Siming said apologetically, "You guys have a rest at home first, are you hungry?" I'm going to cook. ”

He also cooks.

Shen Yanru's appearance is outstanding, her father is naturally not too bad, Shen Siming is actually not young now, but he looks very energetic, with a unique temperament of an artist, no matter how he looks at it, he doesn't look like a person who can take care of these firewood, rice, oil and salt.

However, it may be because of this environment that such skills are lit up as a last resort. Life teaches people a lot!

Even so, An Zhizhi still felt that everything here was ...... It's a bit of a subversion of my own perception. In short, it's completely different from what I imagined.

However, Shen Yanru was calm, maybe because she already knew in advance, maybe because her emotions were not easy to be aroused, she said in a flat tone, "No." Let's go over and see. ”

Shen Siming rubbed his hands nervously, and seeing that she looked firm, he had no choice but to nod and say, "Okay." ”

In fact, Shen Yanru was uncomfortable in front of Shen Siming, and the father was even more uncomfortable in the face of this daughter who seemed to have grown so big and was about the same height as himself without seeing much of it, as if nothing was right.

In fact, if you want to say that you are irresponsible, you can't blame Shen Siming for everything.

In the era of Shen Yanru's grandparents, divorce was still a new and fashionable thing, and it was not accepted by the Chinese people. At that time, this incident caused a lot of trouble between the two families, and Shen Yanru's father Shen Siming was only in his teens at that time.

Maybe it was because he witnessed his father's divorce and marriage again and again when he was growing up, so he developed Shen Siming's sensitive and cautious temperament. Grandpa Shen himself is a hero, so he can't look down on Shen Siming's childish appearance, and the relationship between father and son was once so bad that the other side turned a blind eye.

I have to say fairly, in this environment, Shen Siming did not grow crooked in the end, but became an outstanding artist, which is already very rare.

And he didn't become indiscriminate, but he fell in love with Shen Yanru's mother Zhang Yu, which also surprised many people.

If there is any failure in his life, it is Shen Yanru's daughter.

At the beginning, Shen Siming and Zhang Yu were actually a family marriage. Two people who had never met in advance and didn't know each other at all were escorted by the elders to meet and then set up a marriage. For Shen Siming, who was full of resistance to his father, it was absolutely unacceptable. It's a pity that he couldn't screw it at all, and his father promised him that he could do whatever he wanted after marriage, so he had to bow his head and agree.

Until Shen Yanru was born, the relationship between the husband and wife was actually faint. Giving birth to a child is not because of feelings, but because you must leave a child with two families of bloodline and give an explanation to the elders.

After Shen Yanru was born, as if he had completed a responsibility, Shen Siming and Zhang Yu immediately parted ways and ran towards their own ideals. It was only later that they met repeatedly on the African side that they began to gradually recognize the other side of each other, understand each other, attract each other, and finally develop feelings.

Even now, the relationship between Shen Siming and Zhang Yu is more like a lover than a husband and wife. Most of the time they don't have a fixed place to live, because Zhang Yu has to follow the medical team around, and as for Shen Siming, he himself is a photographer, and he spends much more time out collecting wind than when he stays at home.

In other words, only in the interval of each wind collection, he would come to the medical team to visit Zhang Yu, stay for a while, and then leave again.

It's unbelievable that this kind of marital relationship can be maintained, and there is still love between the two, but that's exactly what happened. Probably in the hearts of these two people, the ideals and careers they love come first, love comes second, and as for family, marriage, and children, these can be ignored at the back.

It is really difficult for them to expect such two people to be able to take on the responsibilities of parents and raise children.

As for Shen Yanru, who was thrown at home, Grandpa Shen was divorcing his fourth wife at that time, and there was a lot of trouble, and the family was full of smoke and miasma every day, which was really not suitable for taking children, and the Zhang family was willing to take it, but Grandpa Shen felt that the Shen family's bloodline could not be handed over to outsiders to raise. In the end, it was Grandma Shen who took the initiative to stand up and take over the responsibility.

By the time Shen Siming gradually matured and realized the responsibilities he should fulfill as a father, Shen Yanru was already sensible. Because of her grandmother's influence, she was very hostile to the people of the Shen family, and she was even more indifferent to him, her blood father.

The contact between them has not been smooth, until Shen Yanru became an adult and resumed contact with the Shen family, so that they could meet occasionally.

But that's about it.

This is a historical problem, if you really want to count it, maybe everyone is at fault, and the only innocent one is Shen Yanru, who has been hurt the most.

So even if he later knew all the causes and consequences, but because of this, An Zhi still felt that he couldn't forgive. Because if there is only one person in this world that she must choose, it must be Shen Yanru. If even she feels excusable, who else will feel sorry for her Shen Yanru?

There were probably no cars in the village from here, and the roads were very bad, so they had to walk slowly.

On the way, Shen Siming seemed to want to persuade them to go back several times, but he didn't know how to speak, so he could only stop talking along the way. In the end, he could only turn his attention to An Xiaoxiao, "It's Xiaoxiao, it's really hard for you to face this situation as soon as you come back." ”

"You're welcome, uncle." An knew that despite this, his tone was very polite.

So the atmosphere fell awkwardly silent again. Shen Yanru slowed down and gently squeezed An Zhizhi's hand without a trace. She knew what Ann meant by putting on such an attitude, which was nothing more than that she would always stand on her side and not bow her head just because the other party was an elder.

In fact, to put it mildly, although there is no care from his parents, Shen Yanru is not short of love. Grandma Shen is a very traditional woman, although she treats Shen Yanru very harshly in terms of education, and she can't tolerate any bad things, but the love she gives her is not less at all. Although there were domestic helpers at home at that time, as long as she could move, Shen Yanru did everything from childhood to adulthood.

Even before he died, he struggled to get up and cook a meal for her, and then sighed while watching her eat, "I don't know who else will take care of you after I'm gone." Your temper has followed me, and you will ...... in the future."

She didn't finish this sentence, what will happen in the future? Shen Yanru never knew what her grandmother wanted to tell her.

But when she understood what love was, she somewhat understood her grandmother's worries. She is so strong, but in the end, her marriage failed, her son was separated, her mother's family refused to accept her, and she finally died alone, so she was also worried that she would embark on such a path in the future.

But Shen Yanru was lucky, because she met the person who was the most suitable for her in the world.

So at that time, she had already decided to focus her energy on the people she loved, and not waste any time to maintain hatred and resentment that was useless to herself. If it weren't for that, she wouldn't have been able to bring An Zhi to see Shen Siming and Zhang Yu.

There was some silence along the way, but fortunately it wasn't too far away, and it wasn't long before they heard a commotion of people. Many people gathered outside the door of the dystocia's home, anxiously waiting for the results. There was a terrible scream in the room, which made the surrounding atmosphere even more tense and depressing.

Shen Yanru pulled An Zhi to take a step back, thought about it, and suddenly said, "Fortunately, the two of us don't need to have children." ”

Although not every mother who gives birth will suffer from difficult childbirth, and they can afford the best medical conditions, if one of them suffers such pain, I am afraid that it will also be a very great test for both of them.

Besides, Shen Yanru felt that she and An knew about this situation, and it was really not suitable for raising children. She had enough of her parents' irresponsibility, and she would never think about it until she was able to take on this responsibility.