Chapter 203: The Life You Want

Cao Yingying exhaled a long breath and said to Han Haitao as calmly as possible: "Han Haitao, I know your feelings for Xiaoxue, but this kind of thing is really reluctant." I look at Xiaoxue's appearance, it is very resolute, you should also adjust your mentality appropriately. As the saying goes, there is no grass at the end of the world, as long as you come out of this failed love, I believe that you will definitely ......"

Han Haitao shook his head a few more times painfully, interrupting Cao Yingying's words that were no longer enough to comfort him: "My feelings for Xiaoxue are not something you can understand!" I even felt like I had Xiaoxue's blood flowing in my veins. I can't afford to lose her no matter what. It's not that I'm stubborn, that's just the way it is! There is Xiaoxue, there is my love, without Xiaoxue, don't say anything about love, I really don't have any meaning to survive anymore. ”

"I don't believe it, is there anyone in this world who can't live without whom?" Cao Yingying's voice raised again, "Like you are now, if I am Xiaoxue, I will be annoyed!" Shouldn't you just cheer yourself up? Even if you want to chase Xiaoxue back, you also have to have a spirit! Look at you, you can't afford to live, think about it, are you worthy of calling Xiaoxue to love! ”

"I don't want to! I don't want to either! Han Haitao said, knocking himself on the head twice, "I don't want to do this either, but I can't help it." ”

"If you really don't want to, you can stand up for me!" Cao Yingying said, grabbed Han Haitao's shoulder, and with enough strength, she dragged Han Haitao up.

Han Haitao's body got up, but his legs were still soft, and he couldn't help but pile them down.

Cao Yingying just wanted Han Haitao to stand up, and she didn't care about anything else, so from in front of Han Haitao, she stopped Han Haitao and hugged him: "Can't you have a little bit of fun?" ”

Han Haitao, who had only had such heterosexual contact with Li Xiaoxue, asked Cao Yingying's body to touch it, and he couldn't help it, so he was excited, and hurriedly retreated two steps.

Cao Yingying also felt that her behavior had gone too far, her heart beat like a frightened deer, and her cheeks were even hotter.

Han Haitao had never seen Cao Yingying like this, and he didn't know what else to say, so his head hung down again.

Cao Yingying knew that she couldn't just stand like this with Han Haitao all the time, so she exerted a few exertions before she opened her mouth with Han Haitao again: "I'm sorry, I may not really be able to help you with this." I still have some things in my class, so I'll quit first. ”

Han Haitao didn't want to force anything anymore, and only said in a low voice: "I'm already very grateful." If you have something to do, just be busy with you. ”

Cao Yingying seemed to nod her head with some effort, then turned around slowly, walked a few steps lightly, and suddenly couldn't help but turn around and see that Han Haitao was still standing still.

"No matter what, I hope to see the former Han Haitao again." Cao Yingying said this, and before she knew it, her eyes were already moistened.

When Han Haitao heard this, he suddenly raised his face as if he was agitated by something.

For the first time, the eyes of the two people coincided like this.

Cao Yingying took her eyes back first, and then wanted to turn around, but she was reluctant, and she had to say something, her throat and eyes were already tight.

After Han Haitao also took his gaze back, he didn't know where else to look, and what he didn't understand in his heart was how there was such a moment just now.

In the end, almost two people nodded to each other at the same time, then turned around and walked away.

Cao Yingying seemed to be riding a cloud, and walked out of the hospital in a flutter, but saw Li Xiaoxue's footsteps a little heavy, and she was walking in front.

"Xiaoxue!" Cao Yingying subconsciously screamed.

Li Xiaoxue turned around, and her eyes were red from crying.

"Xiaoxue, what's wrong with you?" Cao Yingying came to Li Xiaoxue, and then completely returned to reality.

Li Xiaoxue twisted her face to the side, and with some crying, she said, "It's nothing, I'll go out." ”

Cao Yingying shook her head slightly, pulled Li Xiaoxue's arm, and asked, "Where to go?" I'll send you? ”

"It's nothing, just go out for a walk." Li Xiaoxue said, and gently pushed Cao Yingying's hand holding her arm away.

"It's okay," Cao Yingying nodded at Li Xiaoxue again, and said, "Then you come back early." ”

Li Xiaoxue said "um", walked around Cao Yingying's body, and walked again, speeding up a little.

From Li Xiaoxue's hurried evasion-like footsteps, Cao Yingying seemed to be able to feel it, and Li Xiaoxue cried again.

"Hey!" Cao Yingying shook her head and sighed, and said in her heart, "I thought that I could be as beautiful as a flower and be favored by more men, but who would have expected that it would be such a result." This must be a beautiful mistake. ”

……

Li Xiaoxue really cried, and she cried most aggrieved in her life. She thought she was sincere to everyone, but she didn't want to, but she ended up in such a field.

Just now, Li's mother talked about Han Haitao's goodness in front of Li Xiaoxue.

At the beginning, Li Xiaoxue could barely listen, until Li's mother asked her and Han Haitao to get back together seriously, and she couldn't help it because she was still awkward about her and Zhong Youcheng's affairs.

"Mom! I really don't want to say that anymore. It's definitely impossible for me and him! Li Xiaoxue said resolutely.

Mother Li patted her palms with the back of her hand and said bitterly: "In this world, there is nothing impossible at all!" What's wrong with Haitao? People are so determined to treat you as if you were a treasure, why can't you give each other another chance? ”

Li Xiaoxue was upset, covered her ears, and just said, "Anyway, no, no, no!" ”

"Are you also annoyed by looking at your mother?" Mother Li was angry, "I really can't look at you!" Tell me about yourself now! The object is blown, the work is thrown away, don't you want to be good? I worked so hard to pull you so hard, thinking that I finally confessed you, I could take a breath, and I was worthy of your dead father, coming, is this the end? You let me down so much, you make me sad so much. ”

Even though Li Xiaoxue covered her ears, not a word fell from Li's mother's words, especially when she heard Li's mother talk about her deceased father again, her heart suddenly twisted: "Mom, my daughter is not as rebellious as you say, my daughter just wants to choose her own life." ”

"Is life your choice?" Li Mu said such words, listening, as if she was going crazy, "I still want to be carefree and live a life like a nobleman, okay?" I have taken you, for more than 20 years, and the biggest experience I have gained is to find your own position! It's a dragon, it's a dragon, it's a worm, it's a worm, it's us who adapt to life, not life that adapts to us! Unconvinced, it's useless, you watch people wander leisurely, we have to look at other people's faces and be people with our heads down in order to eat a mouthful of food! No, what does Mom take to settle down in this city, and what Mom takes to provide for your studies, so that you have competitive capital in this society. Tell me about you, what a good job, decent, and well-paid. Even if you understand a little more, with the waves, form a small family, your days, that is the wind and wind, rain and rain, happy, happy. But you, what kind of life do you say you want to choose? Do a good job, if you say you don't do it, you won't do it, is it possible, do you still have to work for people everywhere like your mother did back then? If it's bitter or not, my mother won't tell you, you have to know that working for someone now is a hundred times more difficult than your mother was back then! You haven't done it before! ”

"Mom," Li Xiaoxue, who knew that she couldn't stop Li's mother's voice, had already let go of her ears, and called Li's mother like this again, and tears flowed, "I haven't asked for anything to be safe, rich, rich, rich, and noble, I just want to live with my own heart." How much suffering you have suffered, Xiaoxue is completely in her eyes, but have you ever changed your beliefs because of suffering? Aren't you still gritting your teeth and living your life? Mom, what I want may not be the same as yours, but I only want what I want. ”

"I don't know what you're talking about!" Li Mu was indeed confused.

Li Xiaoxue explained seriously: "Mom, no matter what delicacies I have, as long as I live a life against my will, I will not be happy." ”

Li Mu patted her thigh and asked, "Happy!" Happy! Do you drink the northwest wind, and are you happy? ”

Li Xiaoxue said convincingly: "Mom, I also know that the current job is not easy to find, but I believe that as long as you don't pick fat and thin, and earn a bite to eat, there will definitely be no problem!" ”

"A bite of rice?" Mother Li felt more and more that Li Xiaoxue was naΓ―ve, "Is it enough to eat with one bite?" Your mother and I only had to suffer like that if we had these two mouths? A bite of rice? You really don't know how you're going to get this day. ”

"How happy you are, how you live!" Li Xiaoxue knew how powerless these words were, but she still said stubbornly.

"Go over happily!" Li Mu shouted again, "I'll just look at you, how can you get this mouth of your own!" ”

"I don't believe it, what's so hard about it!" After Li Xiaoxue finished speaking, she didn't care about Li's mother's feelings, turned around, and left the ward.

……

Walking outside again, whether she can find a suitable job right away, Li Xiaoxue's heart is still bottomless.

You can say to Li's mother like that, if you find a job, especially like Li Xiaoxue, which one can be casual?

However, Li Xiaoxue also knows that she really needs to find a job. No matter how much money you have saved in your hands, there will be times when you run out, and only when the financial resources are rolling can you be truly down-to-earth.

And where to find the right job? On the Internet, although the information on job recruitment is also overwhelming, there are really not many reliable ones. It is not easy to separate the false from the true in the mixed recruitment information, and it is even more difficult to find a suitable job. In short, Li Xiaoxue felt that it was too tempting, and she shouldn't think about it, if you do it at home, you can make money every day, but you can really deceive some people, and if you are a little calmer, you won't jump into such a pit.

It is really not easy to make money from ordinary people.

The first book of the Book King novel