Chapter 66: Cai Qingqing confides
Xu Xiuxiu said that she was very satisfied, especially when she calculated a sum of income and found that most of the initial investment in various rents and decoration costs could be recovered in just one month.
On this day, when she finally got free, Xu Xiuxiu threw away the two children again and went to the hospital to visit Cai Qingqing.
Xu Xiuxiu is very distressed about Cai Qingqing, a well-behaved but miserable little girl, so once Xu Xiuxiu is free, in addition to accompanying Zhao Nan and Song Chenguang, the two bear children, Xu Xiuxiu will almost always go to the hospital to accompany the little girl.
Acute leukemia is difficult to cure, and the onset is very fast, for the current level of medical care, it is completely terminal, and now in the hospital, it is just hanging on to life, with the mentality that being able to live day by day is being treated, because Xu Xiuxiu has known the little girl for less than half a month, and she saw that the little girl was skinny, and her little face was smaller than a slap.
"Sister-in-law Cai, I see that the weather outside is good today, I'll wrap Qingqing in a blanket and push her downstairs for a walk!" Xu Xiuxiu walked into the ward familiarly, put down some gifts and fruits she brought, and asked Sister-in-law Cai about the situation. After knowing that Cai Qingqing's condition has been relatively stable in the past two days, he looked at the little girl who was sitting on the hospital bed although she was thin but still strong.
From time to time, the little girl looked at the sun outside the window, and the yearning little eyes were too obvious. In this kind of autumn and winter, it is actually good to go to the small lawn of the hospital at two or three o'clock in the afternoon, after all, everyone knows that Cai Qingqing's condition may deteriorate at some point, Xu Xiuxiu really can't bear to let the little girl spend the last period of time in the ward, and it is actually quite good to walk on the small lawn of the hospital occasionally, but it is just a little troublesome to go downstairs and upstairs.
"Is that okay?" Cai Qingqing was a little hesitant and a little expectant when she heard this, since she was sick and hospitalized, except for chemotherapy surgery, she has not walked out of this ward for more than a month, it is absolutely a lie to say that she doesn't want to go out for a walk, but she also knows her own situation, she doesn't want her parents to worry, so when she heard Xu Xiuxiu's proposal, although she was very moved, she still looked at her haggard mother next to the bed for the first time.
Cai Bo's daughter-in-law looked at her daughter, who was still in good spirits, and the words that she wanted to refuse choked in her throat, and after half a sound, she lowered her eyes and agreed: "Just once today." Cai Bo's daughter-in-law said quite sternly.
"Thank you, Mom." Cai Qingqing smiled contentedly.
Xu Xiuxiu actually thought that she was a little reckless when she made this suggestion, but she was relieved after seeing Cai Qingqing's pure and clean smile and Cai Bo's daughter-in-law's permission.
Xu Xiuxiu turned around and borrowed a wheelchair from the hospital, and Cai Bo's daughter-in-law put Cai Qingqing in a wheelchair and carried it downstairs together, the three-story building is not easy to walk, Xu Xiuxiu and Cai Bo's daughter-in-law are also a little difficult to lift, Cai Qingqing, who was sitting in a wheelchair, saw this little eyes quietly reddened, and then quickly hid and disappeared.
"Brother and sister, today Qingqing and her father took the workers to find a job, I have to rush home to pack some things in a while, and make dinner by the way, you help me watch some Qingqing, I can rush back as soon as possible?" Xu Xiuxiu has come to the hospital several times, and it is not the first time to help see Cai Qingqing, but Cai Bo's daughter-in-law still asked politely.
Xu Xiuxiu smiled and nodded, "Sister-in-law, go ahead, I'll take Qingqing for a walk on the lawn, and when Qingqing is tired, I'll call the nurse from the hospital to help carry her upstairs, don't be too anxious, I'm not in a hurry." Xu Xiuxiu appeased Cai Bo's daughter-in-law, and didn't want her to rush back and forth because she was worried about Cai Qingqing.
"Thank you, brother and sister." Cai Bo's daughter-in-law said gratefully, because her daughter's condition had already deeply experienced the warmth and coldness of human feelings, her eyes were red again, and then she bent down and carefully stuffed Cai Qingqing with the blanket that covered her legs: "Qingqing be good, I can't trouble your Aunt Xiuxiu, do you know?" Cai Bo's daughter-in-law explained to Cai Qingqing uneasily.
"Got it, Mom." Cai Qingqing nodded obediently.
"Sister-in-law, do you still not know your own daughter, is she the kind of person who will cause trouble? Why don't you have to explain it? "The more Xu Xiuxiu and Cai Qingqing get along for a few days, the more familiar they are with this little girl, the more distressed they are, and the sensible is distressing.
"I'm sorry for you." Cai Bo's daughter-in-law nodded with red eyes, and then reluctantly left the hospital.
Xu Xiuxiu pushed Cai Qingqing's wheelchair and walked on the lawn with Cai Qingqing, and later saw that the sun was a little dazzling, so she pushed Cai Qingqing to the shade of a tree to enjoy the shade.
"Auntie, how do you know so many interesting things?" Xu Xiuxiu tried hard to recall some of the jokes she remembered in her previous life, and told them to her one by one, Cai Qingqing smiled so much that her face turned red when she heard it, and the little girl smiled happily.
"Auntie saw it from the book."
"Auntie, does the book say where people go when they die?" The smile on Cai Qingqing's face never subsided, and her eyes were full of curiosity when she looked at Xu Xiuxiu, as if she was just asking a small question that she didn't know, and the expression was as simple as asking what she was eating today.
Xu Xiuxiu's heart was violently grabbed by this simple question.
"Why do you ask that?" Xu Xiuxiu took a long time to recover her strength, she has always been eloquent, she is a little short of words, and her anxious lips are a little unable to open.
"Auntie, you don't have to be careful, I know everything, and I know that I'm going to die." Cai Qingqing shrugged and winked at Xu Xiuxiu, but a touch of loss flashed on her face: "Since I got sick, my grandparents and several uncles have come to see me, and they have persuaded my parents behind my back to stop wasting money to treat my illness, because if my illness is not cured, I will die sooner or later." "After more than a month of terminal illness, the little girl seemed to have grown up suddenly, she had an accident, she was sensible, and she understood many things.
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"My uncle in the next bed has the same disease as me, and my parents told me two days ago that he was well and discharged from the hospital, but in fact, I knew that he was dead, and I saw my uncle's parents and they were very sad." Cai Qingqing's eyes were red: "Auntie, in fact, I am also very scared, afraid that I will be burned to ashes and put in the jar like a dead person in my hometown village, it must be very painful." Cai Qingqing saw the burning of people in the village when they died, put his body on a large pile of firewood, lit the fire and burned until dawn.
"Qingqing won't die." Xu Xiuxiu couldn't listen to it, and held the little girl's body with one hand, trying to stop her from continuing to say heart-warming words, and the words were like sharp blades that hurt so much that people couldn't breathe.