Han Haitao looked at Li Xiaoxue again in a daze, so bitter that he almost deformed all the muscles on his face: "Or, at the beginning, I was already wrong." ”

Li Xiaoxue also paused, nodded slightly, and still corrected: "Perhaps, we were already wrong from the beginning." ”

Han Haitao shook his head slowly, towards himself, towards Li Xiaoxue opposite, towards the past of the two people, towards the so-called love, after a sigh came out of his mouth, he was suddenly speechless, only looking for the voice faintly, and asked, "Is my aunt okay?" ”

asked a question, which made Li Xiaoxue's daughter's heart hurt, and her heart hurt so much that her eyes turned red instantly: "It's okay." ”

Han Haitao nodded again, and finally didn't know if it was okay, or if he was allowed to say something, and there was no voice.

This is almost the most tormenting moment for the two of them, although it is also very short, especially in Li Xiaoxue, it is very long.

"I'll send you back." Han Haitao also felt that he needed to fulfill such a heart or responsibility.

As a man, he has, or feels he has, the responsibility he must have.

Li Xiaoxue, who didn't want to go down by such a person in such a dim community, didn't say anything, just lowered her head and walked in front.

Han Haitao quietly followed behind Li Xiaoxue, keeping a distance of two steps from Li Xiaoxue.

Li Xiaoxue, who still didn't know the path, couldn't help but regret it a little,—— how can a lost self be someone else's guide?

If she keeps going like this, where will she lead the man behind her?

However, when the man said that he could only send her back, she seemed to be able to react like this,—— which was almost an instinctive reaction of hers.

She longed for the man behind her to walk in front of her, so she slowed her steps unusually slowly. But the man behind her couldn't understand her heart, just continued to maintain the original distance.

In this distance, there is a substance that she can't say,—— it must be just air, not just natural matter.

Once, she also asked the man behind her to follow like this, and at that time, her direction was clear in the end, and she knew exactly the result of her further walk.

- That's the same direction she has with him, the result of the common effort.

At that time, she could not be said to be happy, but she must be satisfied. She is both a leader and a protected person. She can go in the direction she wants, and she doesn't need to worry about running aground.

The man behind her is her incomparably powerful backing, and she cherishes this man like a treasure, and she at least enjoys it.

Being able to go to a field in the present is something she never imagined. However, the truth is not in her imagination, it is happening little by little.

Her life had been laid out in such a way that she could no longer have the strong backing she once had. Not only was she no longer a protected person, but on the contrary, she had to bear a burden that almost broke her weak body.

Is this really what she has to live with? This is really her step-by-step approach, the existing life.

This kind of life is too different from what she originally expected, and this kind of life, isn't it her step-by-step and diligent progress?

She is really careful enough, really thoughtful, but life seems to have played a big joke with her that even if she laughs, she has to laugh bitterly,—— there should be a part of her heart that is incompatible with real life.

She doesn't want to complain about anything, even though her choices are often out of her frustration.

Unconsciously, she went around in a circle again, and then returned to the starting point just now, Han Haitao couldn't help but ask: "What, don't you want to go back?" ”

Of course Li Xiaoxue wants to go back, if she can, she wants to go back to a few years ago, at least a few months ago.

——Since that rainy night when I met Zhong Youcheng, it has been completely eliminated from her life.

These months have only been like a nightmare, and every moment of these months has been as if a knife has been deeply carved in her Li Xiaoxue's life, and there is no trace of a non-real existence.

Life can have too many rugged and too many detours, but there is no way to make a person go back to his past.

"You go back first." Li Xiaoxue said lightly, as if an extremely irresponsible leader had taken his followers to a barren land, and then, he only said this casually.

For the man who was still standing behind her from a spatial point of view, she didn't seem to be responsible.

But is she just not responsible for the man behind her?

"It's so late." Han Haitao reminded again.

Such an ordinary sentence was like a sharp thing stabbing Li Xiaoxue's heart, making Li Xiaoxue sensitive: "Yes, it's late." ”

"Shall I send you back?" Han Haitao repeated this question again, and he must hear Li Xiaoxue's special permission.

This is Han Haitao's seriousness, and sometimes, it is also his biggest flaw. At least in Li Xiaoxue's body, this is the case.

He was so serious that he wanted Li Xiaoxue to give a clear answer to everything, even if he could understand it completely, he wanted Li Xiaoxue to tell him clearly.

In this way, there is a lot less subtle fun in the emotion, not to mention, it adds a lot of embarrassment in Li Xiaoxue's heart. After all, not everything can be so open and honest.

——

It was a midsummer evening, and the two of them held hands and went to the suburbs and saw the fiery sunset.

"It's really beautiful." Li Xiaoxue was very happy, and hummed "Evening on the outskirts of Moscow" in front of the endless red glow.

Han Haitao sat side by side with Li Xiaoxue, listening quietly until Li Xiaoxue's singing stopped, and affectionately, turned to Li Xiaoxue's side.

Li Xiaoxue's face turned red for the sunset, and when she saw Han Haitao looking at herself, she lowered her head shyly.

"Xiaoxue," Han Haitao's voice trembled slightly, "Actually, you are much more beautiful than this sunset." ”

Li Xiaoxue only felt as if there was a heat wave in her heart, and her cheeks burned even more to the glow.

"Really, being with you, many times, I feel like I'm dreaming." Han Haitao said this again, pulling Li Xiaoxue's hand to his heart.

Li Xiaoxue's palm felt Han Haitao's heartbeat, thumping, beating fast and powerful.

Li Xiaoxue's heart was also infected, and she jumped out of a rhythm similar to Han Haitao.

Han Haitao walked closer to Li Xiaoxue, and let his toes touch Li Xiaoxue's.

Li Xiaoxue's blood was hot, and she wanted to take two steps back, but her two feet were like Han Haitao's sucking together, and she couldn't move at all.

Han Haitao also lowered his head and put his head against the top of Li Xiaoxue's head.

This is really the closest distance since the two of them have been dating, and Li Xiaoxue feels that her breathing is becoming difficult.

Of course, Han Haitao sensed Li Xiaoxue's crampedness, and shared Li Xiaoxue's heart with words: "If you can, we will build a hut here in the future and isolate ourselves from the world." ”

Li Xiaoxue was still nervous about such contact with Han Haitao's body, so nervous that her body was completely stiff, especially for Han Haitao's head tightly, and she wanted to shake her head a little for Han Haitao's voice, but she couldn't.

Han Haitao still asked, "What do you think?" ”

"Cabins?" Li Xiaoxue asked softly.

"Cabin." Han Haitao said seriously, "It's exactly the same as in a fairy tale." ”

"Haven't you heard that song? Fairy tales are all lies. Li Xiaoxue said with some sadness.

"I'm saying it's exactly the same as in fairy tales, which means it's not really fairy tales. We men farm and weave women, and we only live a carefree life. Han Haitao said it as if it were reality.

"Do you know how to plow the land?" Li Xiaoxue asked seriously.

"Learn slowly." Han Haitao said indifferently.

"I don't know how to work as a woman." Li Xiaoxue said shyly again.

"Learn slowly." Han Haitao said easily.

Li Xiaoxue smiled softly.

"What are you laughing at?" Han Haitao asked happily.

Li Xiaoxue smiled and asked, "Do you want to learn slowly while drinking the northwest wind?" ”

Han Haitao also smiled slightly: "If that's the case, are you willing?" ”

Li Xiaoxue asked rhetorically: "If I want to, will it really be like that?" ”

There was no sound on Han Haitao's side.

"Why don't you speak? What do you think? Li Xiaoxue still asked with a smile.

Han Haitao only seemed to open his mouth, but there was still no sound.

A heart in Li Xiaoxue's palm beat more violently, and in this more violent heartbeat, Li Xiaoxue seemed to touch the vein of Han Haitao's thoughts at this moment, and her heart also beat tightly: "If you don't speak, it's just a nonsense." ”

"What did you guess?" Han Haitao asked seriously.

Li Xiaoxue is not good at words, and she can't find a word of prevarication.

Han Haitao couldn't wait, and finally said, "I think, I want to kiss you." ”

Li Xiaoxue was electrocuted, her body trembled quickly, and the hand that Han Haitao grabbed in her heart trembled very much.

Han Haitao's breath was short: "Is it okay?" ”

Li Xiaoxue felt that she should explicitly refuse, but her throat was so tight that she pulled her hand out, as if she wanted to show her attitude physically.

Han Haitao didn't let Li Xiaoxue pull his hand out, but pressed Li Xiaoxue's hand more firmly in his heart, as if to make Li Xiaoxue mind his manic heart more.

Li Xiaoxue's hand was shaken by Han Haitao's manic heart, and in Han Haitao's palm, she couldn't stop shaking.

"Is that okay?" Han Haitao was obsessed and asked again.

"Is that okay?" Li Xiaoxue asked her heart secretly, and after that, she felt weird, so she had to say, "I'm sorry, I, I'm not ready." ”

"I'm sorry," Han Haitao also sincerely apologized, "I, I was reckless." ”

Li Xiaoxue's breath finally came out with a long breath, and after exhaling this breath, it was still a strange feeling, as if something had ruined the scenery in front of her.

This is a kiss that died, Li Xiaoxue is not so much unprepared, but unprepared. And this kiss, does it really need to be discussed like Han Haitao?

When the affection is strong, everything may be natural, and Han Haitao can't say that he doesn't see the heat in it, but he won't, and he doesn't dare to grasp it.

——

"Let's go back." Han Haitao asked again. In front of Li Xiaoxue, his emotional intelligence will always be greatly reduced.