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"And then ......" Masako hesitated for a moment, and then asked as if she was determined, "After tomorrow night, will Alice agree to the matter of destroying the Konoe family?" I want to ......"

"Want to kill?"

"I don't really want to think about it at all, even in the face of people like Reika Konoe, I can do self-control. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 info But I don't do anything, I don't know how to face that Ah Miao in my heart. ”

"It's a pity that you let a devil live in your heart."

"It's a choice I've thought about for a long time."

"It doesn't matter what you think fit," I said, scratching my head, "although I know that cultivation is self-sublimation in successive tests, I actually have no concept of the criteria for judging the realm of the first few levels, and my cultivation is almost always completed in a short period of time—maybe a long period of time in ignorance, and I can't do much guidance for you. But I think that as long as I don't get home from paranoia or foolishness, sooner or later I will reach the level of practice I had last week. ”

"Huh? Last week? Have you upgraded again, that, or so late? ”

"On the way back to the dojo from Konoe's house, I suddenly felt a little closer to 'flying'." I said with a hazy feeling.

“？”

"In ancient times, the witches and fools called the cultivation realm that can fly freely as a god, ah, because it is normal for people to be worshiped as a god by people, but in fact, most of the masters who can fly do not claim to be gods, nor are they capable of running a Shinto religion, so it is called the god-man realm in general."

"Well, actually, my question is how it is possible to practice so quickly? I remember telling me in your mind the other day that you still have to move up three levels in a row before you can fly. ”

"Cultivation itself has no significance in terms of time, and there is no difference in essence between becoming an immortal in a year and hundreds or thousands of years, and the purpose is to get rid of the shackles of reincarnation and matter and reach the eternity of the soul," I taught her seriously, "Ah, but I think my progress is really fast and bizarre, and I don't have much of a sense of being tested." ”

Could it be some kind of legacy from a past life that is strangely haunting? This is not a good sign, and the practice of the Shrine Maiden tells me that if at some point and not you sink into the so-called past lives, past lives, and even countless past lives, there is no doubt that the self will collapse and be shattered, and eventually be thrown into the cycle and start all over again.

I am me, and this is the most important question on the road to eternal life.

"No, no, no, what I'm thinking," shaking his head, "I'm talking about your cultivation now, Masako-san, a demon in your heart can hone your will and urge you to form established and unchanging good qualities, but it can also destroy your mental defenses and turn you into the real devil of the second law of thermodynamics who has no scruples except for selfish selfishness." ”

"Huh?"

"Eh, I accidentally borrowed another description, it's the opinion of the magician, don't care, in short, look at the whispering 'Ah Miao' in your ear, and then ...... Destroy her, maybe it was an opportunity to achieve the supernatural powers of the mind. ”

"I ......"

"Don't want to do that? Think that's a betrayal? Ah, anyway, at that point, you'll naturally figure it out, and that's probably what the self-test is. I weighed it for a while and decided to tell her, "Actually, the devil in your heart is not the same thing as your friend Ah Miao, you should understand it in your heart." On the second night of Miao's murder, I went from a ...... Friend, a big-breasted friend who can travel to and from the 'underworld', knows that Ah Miao has already chosen to leave the underworld and plunge into a wonderful reincarnation, even if there is an afterlife, even if there is a way to tell whether it is reincarnated or not, there is no meaning, for ordinary life, there is no connection between the past life and this life, unless the cultivation reaches ......"

Masako experienced an initial loss of consciousness and hurriedly asked, "Have you cultivated to a certain point?" Will I still have a chance to meet her? ”

"Impossible," I didn't hesitate to shatter her illusions, "if she is lucky enough to step into the threshold of cultivation in her next life and step by step to that level that I don't know about, she can only be her in this life." ”

"I ...... I understand that Alice said that the self is the main body of cultivation, and when it reaches such a magical realm, it is impossible and undesirable to influence the insignificant life of the previous life, otherwise how can we reach the incredible realm. ”

"It's good that you understand."

But in this case, what is the value of the past life, the future life, and the person? If the practice itself is not about recovering the thoughts of the past, then samsara, such things, why does it exist? ”

"Your question is like asking why existence exists, and such a question is meaningless to you now, and if it doesn't exist, how do you ask it?"

“……”

Perhaps the pursuit of such a question of going deep into the essence – or at least it seems – is not only the hope and meaning of the magician, but also the meaning of the practice after the pursuit and sublimation of the self, at least for the masters of the inconceivable realm?

"Actually, there is a very real question worth thinking about," I said, "You can put yourself in your shoes, if you suddenly regain the memories of your past life, do you want your personality to change completely? Turning back into the so-called past life of you? So what should you do now? Is it equivalent to a complete extinction? A movie that turns into someone in a previous life who may not have anything to do with you? Do you want to destroy yourself and fulfill your so-called past life? ”

"I don't know...... No, I think that's a scary thing, maybe no one wants that, but ...... I don't think recovering memories of your past life should be as scary as you think, right? Perhaps, I will be both the present me and the past me? ”

"Hmph," I sneered as expected, "even if it is as you wish, even if there is really a so-called you who are united with the present you and the you in the previous life, but there is only one in the previous life?" I have heard that reincarnation is endless, it may be as ancient and mysterious as the universe, more ancient and solid than the birth of wisdom, who dares to imagine how many past lives there are? Do they all have to merge into one and become both the present and the past? How do you imagine this incomparably complex 'me'? Or is it necessary for this 'me' to exist? ”

"Unthinkable." She immediately wiped her sweat and nodded.

After saying these words, I thoughtless of the wonderful method of external incarnation—since the same "me" can be divided into a wonderful number of "mes", is it really possible that there is a "me" that is united in previous lives and present lives? Although the cultivation realm is still low, and I can't experience the feeling of Reimu's level, I really can't believe that there is a possibility of this "me" existing, which is a problem that the magician's logic and rigor solemnly admonished me.

The most serious and credible realm of cultivation should be that when I, as the main body of practice, reach the realm where I completely open up the memories of my past lives, I will no longer be trapped by the so-called past lives, and the "I" at that time will be incomparably firm, and it will be possible to pursue more profound cultivation.

"Anyway...... Have you made a decision on what to do with the Konoe family and what to do with Konoe Reika? Masako asked cautiously, interrupting my thoughts.

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