In this way, Zhong Yi was the only one left in the room. It was quiet, and he could clearly hear the shallow breathing that belonged to him, and the sound of something cracking.

Zhong Yi looked at himself in the round mirror placed on the table opposite, and his expression became more and more lonely.

"Haoyu, why don't you understand my heart." His gaze was retracted from the mirror, Zhong Yi lowered his eyes, and his tone was full of helpless muttering.

Heh, I'm afraid that everything he does will be regarded as liking Xiaoshuang's actions in Haoxuan's eyes. If you let Haoyu know that in fact, the person you like has always been him Qin Haoyu, it is estimated that he will be scolded as a madman and a pervert, and he will no longer pay attention to him.

In his parents' generation, he met the people of the Qin family and the Lin family, and they became partners in the mall and good friends in private. Because of the adults, several of their juniors have been playing together since childhood, and gradually they have become good partners who cannot be separated.

Qin Haoyu was very cute when he was young, and his white and tender face was like a meat bun, which made him want to go up and take a bite every time he saw him, wanting to taste what it tasted like. So every time he went to Qin's house to play, he liked to pinch Qin Haoyu's cheek with his hand, and every time he pinched him to the point that he was about to cry, he refused to stop. Gradually, he took it as a pleasure. Even if Qin Haoyu told his father about his evil deeds, causing him to be chased and beaten by his father, he still didn't change this habit.

Because of this, Qin Haoyu hated seeing him at first. Ignore him every time I see him. and deliberately chased Lin Xiao in front of him, and always called Lin Xiao 'Brother Xiao' sweetly. Every time he saw this scene, he wanted to smash things angrily. It's like his favorite toy has been snatched away, making him feel unspeakably uncomfortable. It's itchy, and it's not normal.

I remember that when he was in elementary school, he went to Qin's house one weekend to play with Qin Haoyu. He stuffed his schoolbag with small snacks and small toys, because the two families lived very close at that time, he didn't let people give him away, just carried the full small schoolbag and set off alone.

When he came to the Qin family full of joy, he was shocked by the scene in front of him. He saw three or four children pushing Qin Haoxuan to the ground, pointing at his nose and scolding him for being a poor worm without a mother.

At that time, Qin Haoyu was only in the first grade, and at that time, he was half a head shorter than his peers, and he looked small. So when he was pushed down and scolded by others, he could only sit on the ground and cry aggrievedly.

Seeing that the little guy he liked was bullied like this by others, Zhong Yi ran over angrily, picked up the schoolbag on his back, and slammed it at the children. Because he suddenly rushed out, the children who were defenseless were knocked down by him with their school bags. He was like an old hen protecting her chicks, blocking Qin Haoyu, who was still crying. He waved the bag in his hand and viciously warned the children. If they dared to bully Qin Haoxuan again, he would beat them up hard first, and then hand them over to human traffickers and sell them to remote mountain villages to be sons for mountain people. When children are young, they are always taught by their parents, saying that if they are disobedient, they will be sold by traffickers, and then they will live a life of not having enough food, clothing, and no one to serve them. So, when I heard him say this, those children were really frightened. Afraid that he would be sold, several children didn't care about crying, and they got up from the ground in embarrassment and ran home in fright without looking back.

The bad boy who bullied people ran away, he walked in front of Qin Haoyu, squatted down beside him, wiped his tears for him, and coaxed him not to let him cry. But no matter how he coaxed, Qin Haoyu didn't mean to stop crying at all. No way, he began to learn all kinds of small animal barks in front of him, turning his heels to show him. In the end, when he accidentally fell to the ground and rubbed his buttocks in pain, Qin Haoyu stopped crying and laughed.

He will always remember that scene. The little Qin Haoyu opened his eyes that were a little red and swollen from crying, but with kind big eyes in his eyes, he showed a happy smile to him for the first time. When he saw Qin Haoyu smiling at himself, his heartbeat suddenly accelerated, and then a faint flush appeared on his face. He thought, this little bun is so beautiful when he laughs, and he really wants to watch him smile at himself every day.

Later, he learned that the children's homes lived nearby, and they were classmates in the same class as Qin Haoyu. They usually like to bully the honest and obedient Qin Haoyu, knowing that even if he is beaten, he will not tell his parents and teachers. And they also know that Qin Haoyu doesn't have a mother, his father is very busy every day and doesn't have time to take care of him, and his brother goes to tutoring every weekend and is not at home. So today, when one of the children was beaten by his father at home because he was disobedient, he angrily called out a few other friends and came to Qin's house to find Qin Haoyu, wanting to take this evil breath out on him. And the nanny at home didn't care about them after learning that they were classmates at school, and just went about other things on her own. So, without protection, there was the scene just now.

After learning the truth, he was particularly angry. The teacher in the school didn't pay attention to Qin Haoyu, and he was angry at the Qin family's nanny's negligence on Qin Haoyu, but he was even more angry at why he didn't find out about this situation earlier. He didn't even know that his little bun had been bullied for so long. Although he and Qin Haoyu are in the same school, and they were born in the same year. But Qin Haoyu had some mental problems because of something happened when he was a child. Later, although he was cured, he still studied a year later.

In order to protect his little buns, he began to deliberately make trouble in the class, filling in the exam indiscriminately, and his homework was so bad that his father chased him when he came home and beat him. But even if he was beaten, he was still happy. Because his dad thought he couldn't keep up with the curriculum, he applied to the school and demoted him to one grade. Finally, he got his wish and was in the same class as Qin Haoyu.

He still remembered Qin Haoyu, who was sitting in the classroom with his head bowed and sullen, how happy he was when he saw him standing on the podium with his schoolbag on his back and letting the teacher introduce him. In order to get closer to his little bun, he told the teacher that he wanted to sit with Qin Haoyu. Fortunately, he had a capable and statused father, and the teacher agreed to his request without much hesitation.

Since he came, no one dared to bully his little bun anymore. Qin Haoyu also changed because of the change in the environment, the smile on his face gradually began to increase, and his personality gradually became cheerful.

In this way, in his company, the two of them were together in elementary school, junior high school, high school, and even college. He never left his little bun. I thought they would live like this for the rest of their lives.

After the middle school entrance examination in the third year of junior high school, on the night of the class reunion, a girl in the class confessed to Qin Haoyu in front of everyone. In his three years of junior high school career, he didn't pay attention to anyone except his little bun, so he didn't have any impression of this girl who suddenly appeared.

Because of the sudden confession, the surrounding classmates laughed and began to coax. In such a noisy environment at that time, he didn't seem to hear anything, just staring at Qin Haoyu with a cold face. Looking at him, I don't know if it's because of the sudden confession, or because of the coaxing around him, his face has become a little red. When he saw Qin Haoyu smiling at the girl, he felt as if his heart had fallen into an ice lake, and his heart was so cold that his heartbeat slowed down, and he felt a little painful. But then, when he heard Qin Haoyu's words to reject the girl, his heart seemed to come alive again, and his heartbeat returned to normal.

It was precisely because of the stimulation of this incident that he began to understand his feelings for Qin Haoyu. He suddenly became a little flustered, he felt that this was not right, they were all boys, and they shouldn't feel this way. He felt that he must be in the middle of puberty, the stage of high hormonal instability, so he had the wrong feeling.

So he began to avoid Qin Haoyu intentionally or unintentionally, and began to date various types of girls. Soon, his nickname spread in the school and circles. The frequent daily appointments did not let him get out of that hallucination, on the contrary, the feeling became even stronger.

Because he deliberately avoided it, Qin Haoyu also noticed it. In the end, when he was blocked at the door of his house by his little bun and questioned why he was avoiding him, his suppressed emotions exploded. He stepped forward and hugged Qin Haoyu, who was still pouring out his dissatisfaction with him. The moment he hugged him, he suddenly felt a little relieved. If you like it, you like it, it's his fate, it's his fate that he can't hide from if he wants to. He suddenly realized that his little bun was no longer the little one who needed to hide behind him, and was now about the same size as him.

Qin Haoyu, who was hugged by him, pushed him away dissatisfiedly, saying that the two big men were disgusted to death when they hugged each other. He knew that there was no malice in his words, but when he heard it, there was still a faint pain in his heart.

Yes, it is impossible for his little bun to like him like him, and their family will not accept it, there are too many obstacles between them. Therefore, he has always buried this feeling in the deepest part of his heart and has not told anyone. He thought, maybe his life passed in such a mess. Watch his little bun find the woman he loves, get married, have children, and then be happy until he grows old. As long as he is happy, then he is also happy. After all, his greatest wish was to see Qin Haoyu happy, as for himself, it didn't matter.

Everyone in the circle knows that he likes to be a flowery and abusive person, but who knows that he is just in love with someone who shouldn't be in love

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