"You're laughing sarcastically, I hung up. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ”

Regarding Su Wenhao's threat, Zhang Yueyun didn't take it to heart and groaned.

Su Wenhao didn't really hang up the phone, because he was already uncomfortable with this kind of thing, and no one could say that Zhang Yueyun's phone call was actually a small outlet for him, and it was a little difficult to do things, no matter what the opinions of his relatives were, at least he shared it with his relatives, and he might feel a little better.

Zhang Yueyun said: "Actually, men can be divided into several types, you listen to it, which one are you?" First, he was born with a heart of flowers, which can also be said to be a big love species, and he wants to have something happen to all the women in the world, so that he will not come to the world in vain, such a man, when he is married, may be very good to his wife, but emotionally, he will never be devoted to his wife. ”

"Second, I like the new and hate the old, I won't love anyone, not even the kind of love, if I get married, I am likely to cheat when my wife gives birth to a child, and then the family breaks down."

"Third, it's a problem of the environment, it can also be said that those who are close to Zhu are red and those who are close to ink are black, there are too many places of sound and color in modern times, such people are usually hypocrites, and they will always say that they are 'forced to be helpless' and go with the flow."

"The fourth one, born amorous, thinks he is a love saint, likes to be ambiguous, and has a lot of confidants, but he may not get married in the end."

"The fifth, poor self-discipline, great charm, women are upside down ......"

"Alright, alright."

Su Wenhao was speechless: "These are not these. ”

"Oh?" Zhang Yueyun was dumbfounded: "Then what are you?" ”

Su Wenhao opened his mouth, then took another puff of cigarette, exhaled the smoke, and leaned against the car: "I feel very conflicted. ”

"Tell me about it." Zhang Yueyun hasn't talked to her son for a long time, in fact, she didn't purely analyze the reason for her son's heart, she just wanted to be the object of his confiding when her son was uncomfortable, and then give her son as much explanation and help as possible.

Whether it's because of maternal love or previous guilt, in short, she doesn't want her son to be so uncomfortable because of emotional matters.

Now that the son is willing to talk, it seems to be a good start, an important stage in the easing of the mother-son relationship.

If it were normal times, Su Wenhao really wouldn't talk to Zhang Yueyun about anything, but now, he has no one to talk to, there are many women around him, but it is precisely because of many that such a situation occurs.

After being silent for a long time, Su Wenhao spoke: "I talked about friends before, you should know, Liu Ning." ”

"Hmm." Zhang Yueyun answered softly, waiting for his later words.

"There are a lot of things you should find, I won't talk about it, and then for various reasons, she is gone, we broke up, and it hurt me a lot......"

Su Wenhao frowned, this sentence was very weak, but it was true, this was also the first time he explained his previous experience in front of 'others', as well as his mood at that time.

"Later, because of the Coco incident, I was desperate, I felt abandoned by the whole world, of course, I also have your credit, my mother, my girlfriend, my sister, the three people I dearest and dearest left me, I feel so pitiful when I think about it now, I don't know what the meaning of my life is...... So for a while, I was very self-defeating, hanging out in nightclubs, indulging in sex, and all the money, except for the tuition fee for Cocoa, was useless, and the rest was squandered. ”

Zhang Yueyun didn't make a sound, and listened quietly, but her breath was not stable.

Su Wenhao smiled: "I thought at that time, this is the end of my life, as for what feelings, love, and family affection, they are all very fucked up things......"

"Later, I had no money and had to go out to work, I once thought about whether to spend Coco's tuition, after all, she didn't want it, but in the end I still didn't spend it, maybe I just took that money as a hope, the last hope, a persistence, because if that money is spent, the persistence in my heart will really be gone, and I will collapse."

Zhang Yueyun sighed in a low voice: "Son, I'm sorry. ”

"Don't be so bloody, I'm just remembering, I don't need anyone to sympathize with me."

Su Wenhao snorted and laughed: "Then I worked in Zhonghai, my eloquence was not bad, I worked as a real estate agent, and then I offended people and was fired, and then I met Dudu, Dudu gave me a hope, a big hope, I thought at the time, my mother is gone, it doesn't matter." My girlfriend is gone, it doesn't matter. My sister is gone, it doesn't matter, it's just me and my daughter......"

Su Wenhao shook his head: "After people have hope, they will ask for more extravagant things, I want a very pure love, this is extravagant, I understand it myself, but I just want it, I want it very greedily, or rather, at that time, I wanted a woman, a woman who could try to talk about love, or even get married, as long as she was good to Dudu, so I confessed to Sister Yu, but she refused." ”

“…… After experiencing some things later, I originally thought that my girlfriend would definitely be Liang Jiaqi, and I would definitely only marry Liang Jiaqi in the future, but an accident made me have a relationship with Shen Biyun and Ye Zhixin. ”

Su Wenhao smiled: "Actually, I hate dog blood, but it's so bloody, things happened, and my attachment and possession of feelings may also be with the increase in strength, constantly increasing, resulting in me not wanting to let go now, and I can't let go, I greedily want more things, as long as I get it, I don't want to lose it again, because I have lost too much before, I was still young at that time, I had no ability, I had no way to resist, I could only see myself desperate, but now, I have the strength, the ability, even if it is violence, Fighting with the sky, fighting with the earth, I don't want to let go of what I have in my hands, anything, and feelings. ”

"I know it's selfish, maybe people will call it a scumbag, but what? I'm not what I used to be, and I don't care what anyone looks at or says, it's ...... Maybe that's why I'm so careful, just because of greed. ”

Hearing Su Wenhao's words, it was like a confession.

Zhang Yueyun was speechless.

She could clearly feel Su Wenhao's struggle and guilt, and she could also clearly feel his strength and some persistent possessiveness.

Everyone's growth environment is different, so the world will be so wonderful when everyone is different.

No one is to blame for all this, it may just be because of fate.