32. Bibimbap
It's a pheromone flavor that's like caramel, golden honey, or thick syrup, and it's almost greasy to the sweet.
For Su Li, it is the only breath that can fill her hunger and thirst in the world after a thousand years, which belongs to omega.
She didn't even need to look back to make sure, she just managed to turn backwards and put her arm on the other's shoulder.
"I thought I wouldn't be able to see you until I left this world."
This is her Gu Yu.
He didn't have the silver fishtail of a sea wizard, and he was even more different from Li Qiyao's appearance. The omega boy with short silver hair was stunned for a moment when the girl's arm came up, and then hugged her tightly with his backhand:
"I'm sorry ......"
The latter words were not spoken, but they all knew it.
I'm sorry to make her face this extraordinary world.
I'm sorry, I can't control these, I almost let "Li Hate Yao" ...... Hurt her.
Su put his head on his chest, heard the other party's heartbeat staggering, and retreated slightly after a moment: "Will you still leave?" ”
Gu Yu was silent for a few seconds and nodded.
Su couldn't say whether it was disappointed or expected, but since the other party said so, it showed that the time he could appear was quite short. So she thought about it for a while, and then asked: "Then, 'Li Hatyao' is unwilling to sue me for things, such as ...... The things in that room, and the mermaid-like you, can you give me an answer to these questions? ”
"......" Gu Yu stared down at her, there were many things in that gaze, and for a moment the girl felt that he was very, very sad.
"I'm sorry."
Finally, he said.
Su felt a little complicated, like disappointment, like speechlessness, mixed with indescribable curiosity and irritability. Similar to "The old lady worked hard for you to go to the soup and fire, and you refused to squeak, play with me"? and so on.
But she couldn't say this, because when she was looked at by Gu Yu's silver-white eyes, the girl felt that she had no ideas.
"It's so unfair for you to do this, Gu Yu." In the end, she took a deep breath, suppressed the sudden irritability and restlessness in her heart, and tried to control her peace of mind, "When it turned out to be a friend, I could not care about your ** or secrets, such as the 'love at first sight' you said at the beginning, in fact, there is no technical content at all." Now that I like you, since we might be together, it's impossible to ignore that—especially in that room, in the scene, which is clearly 100% related to me. ”
After confirming her thoughts that night, Su thought that when she saw Gu Yu, she wouldn't waste time confessing to him, and then they could be together.
This idea was completely dispelled after she saw the mermaid boy who was exactly the same as Gu Yu.
He may be a part of Gu Yu, but he is not the one who can respond to her.
Su thought that she might not be able to say these words until after this internship was over, before and after they left this world.
But I didn't expect that in such a situation, it would be like discussing the details of the plan timetable, and I said it lightly.
In fact, she was not as calm as she appeared, at this time her heart contracted slightly and accelerated the speed of beating. Even though she didn't allow herself to show too obvious a strange expression, her fingers were a little stiff.
Maybe you'll blush after a while......
It was the first time in her life that she had said such a thing to someone, and in the eyes of people in this world, the other person was still an omega like her - they were "gay". Regardless of the social discussion and the attitude of relatives and friends after being together, just between the two of them, there are countless problems.
In other words, Gu Yu himself is like being made up of countless secrets. From his appearance, to Li Hayao's coma; From his so-called confession of love at first sight, to his understanding of many details of himself; From them becoming roommates, to entering the same world for an internship......
Su is willing to believe that the other party does not have any malice towards him, or has good intentions. It's like she has a good impression of this boy for no reason, even if she doesn't have any relevant memories, but she has something deeper than her memory, like something buried in the depths of her soul.
But even so, it doesn't mean that she can listen with her earbuds closed for the rest of her life - such unilateral secrets and concealments are like two isolated islands blocked by fog.
"You're right," Gu Yu suddenly sighed, as if he had compromised a little, but he still insisted on a part of not giving in, "The room of 'Bluebeard' in this world, those in it...... The dead people, as well as Li Qiyao and Gu Yu, who existed at the same time, are all projections of my subconscious.
And they do have something to do with you. ”
Su felt that with every word the other party said, he gradually held his breath.
But when he said this, he was silent again. It's like a person who has half of the spoilers, which makes people scratch their ears and cheeks more than if they don't know anything.
"Some of your guesses are correct." In the latter paragraph, Gu Yu spoke very slowly, obviously carefully considering the words. As if he was afraid that he would leak something, he tried his best to grasp the boundaries of words, "'Li Hatyao' is in a sense, a long time ago, belonging to the past me, but now I have become like this; And that unconscious alpha after jumping off a building, your brother, from the time he was adopted by your parents, was not a human in the full sense of the word...... If I have to say it, I can see it as something that I once left with you to protect you. ”
“……”
Su was stunned.
Although she had messed with her mind before, and then it seemed to be a part of it. But the reason why the brain hole is called a brain hole is precisely because it does not need causal logic at all, and in most cases there is no logic, for example, the Philippines can be associated from the South China Sea.
But when it really needs to be proven, the causes and consequences involved are the most crucial things that cannot be fictionalized by pure imagination.
It represents absolute truth, and because it is real, it is more vibrating than illusion.
"This is my spiritual world dominated by me, and the two beings of 'Li Hatyao' and 'Gu Yu' are almost equivalent to my past and present - compared to the demon king who represents the past, the sea wizard may be closer to the present me." Gu Yu lowered her hand from her shoulder, stood up and looked at her, "I admit that I have been shaken recently, just like that 'Gu Yu' wants you to see Bluebeard's secret, I didn't think about telling you the so-called 'truth'." ”
"But you didn't ......," Sue muttered.
"I can't say it, anymore, so Li Hayao stopped you." Gu Yu shook his head, "There are some things, as long as you are not told, maybe you can move in the direction we expect; Once you know it, all the qiē you have paid will be wasted, and you and I, and even our relatives and friends, will get ...... Worst possible outcome. ”
Gu Yu's words were vague, sounding like a vague prophecy from the mouth of a god. But Su only captured two key points, "can't know" and "worst outcome".
Although he didn't say it explicitly, the so-called worst result of implicating the people around him was ...... Is it death?
Feeling the other party's almost painful forbearance, hidden in the depths of those eyes. Su was stunned suddenly, and didn't want to ask any more.
She was hurting him.
She wanted to dig out his deepest secret, the secret that had to do with the myriad of ways in which she had died. forced him to recall the relevant qiē, and then every time he answered a word, it was a bloody knife in the deepest part of his heart.
So let's do it first.
She believed him.
"Okay."
So she nodded and stood up like him. Then he stepped slightly, and his arms were wrapped around his neck again, a strong, warm bear hug.
"I'll wait for you to finish those secrets, and when the time comes, you will explain it to me completely and without missing a word. If you make excuses to hide it from me, or use a bad reason like love at first sight, don't blame me for being ruthless at that time. ”
Gu Yu seemed to want to laugh, but he barely held back: "Ahem...... What do you pull out, what do you pull out? ”
So the girl smiled through her teeth, withdrew one arm all the way down, stopped three inches below someone's navel, and pinched it through her pants:
"Pull this out."
Gu Yu: "......"
Gu Yu was able to appear for a short time, according to him, this time it was because Su Li's love was too intense, which triggered the self-protection mechanism of the spirit - although she was not dominant, but she was also a part of the spirit of this world after all - and then let Gu Yu, who was "split" into two spirit bodies, briefly merge into one.
"Don't forget, it's just an internship." Finally, he nodded the tip of her nose, causing the other party to wrinkle her small nose, "It's like a realistic game based on ourselves, although there are many things from ourselves, but the ultimate goal is just to 'clear the level'."
So, don't hesitate to move on. ”
***
Li Qiyao opened his eyes and found the girl sitting a few steps away, looking at him with her chin propped up.
He was in a trance for a moment, and then remembered the last second he remembered, what they were doing.
It was obviously a completely different situation from the current situation, but deep down in his heart, he clearly took the current situation for granted.
…… What's going on?
Li Qiyao frowned slightly, in this world, what he has is a relatively complete memory. And now it's clear that something is wrong with memory.
"Li Hyao."
Su called out his name before he could speak.
So the man looked at her quietly, waiting for her to speak.
And the girl looked at him, and suddenly the corners of her mouth rose, revealing the first smile in the past few days:
"I haven't said it, but you've already felt it—so, let me go find the Sea Wizard."