Chen Xiaomo suddenly had this thought, which made Ruyi very incomprehensible, didn't she really want a child? Why do you have to give up so easily when you finally get it?

Could it be that she was afraid that the same accident would happen the first three times, and since she knew that she couldn't hold on, why not give up as soon as possible to avoid even more pain?

Human feelings are really too complicated, this is the only life insight Ruyi has come to after experiencing the incident between Chen Xiaomo and Cao Yong.

In the early morning, the sky was gray and covered with a white veil.

Chen Xiaomo went out alone without Cao Yong, and walked through the noisy street market to the doctor's hospital.

A little girl in her teens who wore a double bun and a blue short skirt walked out of the medical hall, looking a little surprised: "Chen Yuanwai, why did you come so early, are you uncomfortable?" ”

Chen Xiaomo smiled and shook his head: "I have something to do with Dr. Ru." ”

"Master went up the mountain to collect medicine."

Chen Xiaomo was a little disappointed: "Then when will she come back?" ”

"As little as ten days, as much as a month."

After Chen Xiaomo finished speaking, he turned around and left.

The little girl in the medical hall is called Mo Erbai, the last time Ruyi went to the medical hall to ask Ye Mingming for medicine, she gave the ointment, I saw Mo Erbai rubbing his head depressedly, looking at Chen Xiaomo's distant back strangely, and muttering something.

When Chen Xiaomo walked to the door of the house in despair, Cao Yong stood quietly at the door waiting for her, his eyes were as gentle as water, and he took her hand and walked in without speaking.

Looking at the back of Cao Yong's head, Chen Xiaomo's heart throbbed, this husband she had liked since she was a child, and she had never been happy in the four years since she married him.

All the way to the bedroom, there was a bowl of hot porridge on the table, and the white air slowly rose, Chen Xiaomo was stunned, and the firm decision instantly became fragile, Cao Yong picked up the red bean porridge on the table, personally filled a small spoonful and handed it to her mouth, seeing that she didn't open her mouth, he leaned forward and motioned her to open her mouth.

"It's red bean porridge again......"

Ruyi, who was following them, secretly screamed and wanted to stop it, but in Chen Xiaomo's memory building, she was like a spectator standing in another space, unable to do anything at all, until she saw Chen Xiaomo turn her head away, she relaxed a little.

Chen Xiaomo walked to the edge of the bed and sat down, and said coldly: "Don't boil porridge in the future, I said that this child can't be kept, and I don't plan to stay." ”

Cao Yong didn't seem to hear what she said, walked over with a porridge bowl, sat beside her, and said softly: "Good, take a sip, red bean porridge is good for you and the child." ”

"I said, I don't want this child, I don't drink."

Chen Xiaomo was a little excited, and knocked over the porridge bowl, Cao Yong was shocked by her appearance, and only after half a loud sound, he squatted down and said while picking up broken tiles: "I'm going to help you make a bowl." ”

Chen Xiaomo never knew that the child in her womb was killed by the child's biological father, her favorite husband, looking at Cao Yong's silent back, she turned her head and cried bitterly.

She loves her husband, how much she wants to give birth to a child for Cao Yong that belongs to the two of them, but she has no ability to keep it.

When she learned that she was pregnant again, she was almost crazy with excitement, but when she thought of the first three experiences, she was afraid that the child would not be able to be kept after all.

Ruyi followed Cao Yong to the kitchen, saw him clean the red beans, poured water, and then sat outside under the pear tree in a daze.

It was the season when the pear blossoms were flourishing, the pure white pear blossoms as snow were circling and drifting down, and a few pieces fell on Cao Yong's shoulders, he reached out and took them down, put them in front of his eyes, the corners of his mouth were slightly raised, and he chuckled, laughing so much that everything was discolored.

At this time, Fan Ling held the urn in his hand that Ruyi saw last time, walked to Cao Yong's side and handed it over: "You forgot to join 'Acacia'." ”

Cao Yong was stunned and looked up at him: "Let's stop here." ”

"Do you regret it?"

Cao Yong nodded: "I can't bear to see her painful appearance." ”

"Then you don't want to see the person you love again?"

"Becky." Cao Yong's eyes flashed with a glimmer of brilliance, and then dimmed again: "She may not want to see this at all." ”

"It's only one step away from meeting you, and since you retreat, then I can only train her soul into a yin ghost."

Fan Ling hated that iron could not become steel, and waved away fiercely.

Cao Yong's eyes looked at the back of the departing mortal spirit with complicated eyes, hesitated, clenched his hands into fists, and smashed on the body of the pear blossom tree, and suddenly the pear blossom petals fluttered and danced.

After a while, Cao Yong appeared in the room of the mortal spirit.

"Looks like you've figured it out." The corners of Fan Ling's mouth were filled with a sly smile, and he handed over the urn.

"After this incident, can Xiaobei really be resurrected?" Cao Yong is not sure.

"Of course."

Cao Yong turned around and walked to the door, stopped again, and said in a low voice, "That...... Does Xiao Mo die? ”

"No, they will become one, always by your side."

After hearing this, Cao Yong left with confidence.

The shadow becomes a shallow thought, and the beauty in the mirror changes.

Chen Xiaomo sat in front of the dresser, looking at the face in the bronze mirror, reaching out to caress the increasingly unfamiliar face, a little overwhelmed.

"It's getting more and more like, why is it more and more like her?" In a panic, she pushed the dresser to the floor.

She was originally three points similar to Chen Xiaobei, but now she has seven points of similarity, except for her gentle and quiet charm, her appearance is almost the same as Chen Xiaobei.

Ruyi also suddenly realized, thinking about the fact that Chen Xiaomo, who passed out in reality, and Chen Xiaomo, who she saw when she first entered the memory building, really looked different, but was almost the same person as Chen Xiaobei.

If this is the case, then the whole thing can be filtered, in fact, Cao Yong has long known that Chen Xiaobei was killed by Chen Xiaomo, and the purpose of his crazy move is not to kill Chen Xiaomo to avenge Chen Xiaobei at all, just like he said Because Chen Xiaobei loves Chen Xiaomo, he naturally loves Chen Xiaomo, how could he kill her.

And he did everything possible to go to Beichen Kingdom to invite Fan Ling in order to save Chen Xiaobei, and the price was to kill his own flesh and blood, and use the so-called 'lovesickness' to turn Chen Xiaomo into Chen Xiaobei.

It seems that the thing that caused Chen Yuan's life to be on the verge of death should be this 'Acacia', and as for how 'Acacia' was practiced, only Cao Yong knows.

……

The time in the memory building is completely different from the time in the real world, Ruyi stayed in the memory building outside Chen Yuanwai for four years, and the time only passed after he came out.

It's just that it's only been a few days since she last entered the Zhang Fool Pick-up Building, and before her energy fully recovered, she used Ruyi Beads again so frequently, and stayed in it for four years, which completely made her collapse.