47. Today's commander doesn't seem to be very lucky?~XD
"............" faced with Erye's sudden confession, Kotori didn't know what to say.
Qinli is not a second leaf.,She doesn't know what the psychology of the second leaf is.。 Even as a bystander, the reason for Futaba's suicide was so insignificant in her eyes.
She couldn't understand why Erye was in pain for this reason, and she couldn't say anything comforting.
"Actually...... There was nothing wrong with my parents, they just made me understand that reality is not something that can be changed by one person...... It's me who is too naïve...... I think that society will be the most ideal form in my heart, and I think that people will casually take off the mask of self-protection. It's me expecting things that can't exist...... And then I was disappointed. ”
"But what...... Still looking forward to it... Looking forward to the bright side of this world...... Expect the time when humanity is innocent and kind. But because I don't want to believe it...... I gradually lost my ability to tell what was real... What is fake. I don't even know how to accept the kindness of others...... It's as if those things have ulterior motives. ”
"So... Sometimes I think it's nice to become an elf...... No one will be nice to me... All that surrounds me is all malice...... There's no need to worry about it, so it's a lot easier. But ...... You still feel lonely like this......"
In the end, I realized that I was just as greedy and selfish as the people I hated, and I didn't know how ......to be satisfied. In the piano, do you think I'm annoying?"
Even Erye herself doesn't know why she would say this to Qinli.,Obviously Qinli has no obligation to listen to her complaints... Obviously, I am not qualified to complain about these things......
"Alas!"
"Woo... What are you doing, Kotori. ”
Erye said aggrievedly with his forehead. The play in the piano on her head was not light, and the second leaf could still feel that the place was still hot.
"Wake up your little cranky head, or else." Koto sighed helplessly.
"What nonsense... People are very serious. Erye pouted and said dissatisfiedly.
"Well, really, listen to me. Loneliness is such a thing, as long as it's a person, it's going to have it, whether you're an elf or a human, don't say what you hate or not. Also, committing suicide because of this kind of thing is a waste of life! I don't say anything about your parents you hate, but one day you can choose to leave them, right? They just tell you what to do, and it's you who makes the final decision. Thinking about giving up before resisting is the most annoying kind of person. ”
"There's nothing wrong with expecting the world itself, it's just that your pessimistic thinking makes the beauty you can see invisible. Could it be that the person you like is the same as everyone else in your eyes?"
"I didn't..."
"Am I the one who talks to you now, and the one who makes you willing to talk about these things, the same as everyone else?"
“…………”
"You're just saying things like that in your heart. Didn't I just say that? It's all about going with what you feel. What if you have any grievances and don't try to change the world? So are we... Trying to change the world for the sake of the elves. For the sake of no more space quakes, and for the sake of human beings who can one day coexist peacefully. ”
"The world can't start out what everyone wants it to be...... Whether it's me, you, Shido, Shika, or even AST, they all live because of their ideals. Isn't it meaningless to live like this?"
“……………”
"The world is not meant to be fair to everyone, but it will never allow a person to live a life of only suffering. It's impossible that you haven't experienced happiness, it's just that you've forgotten about those things. Isn't that a smile like that just now cute?"
“……… Woo..."
As she spoke, she gently stroked Futaba's hair, so that she wouldn't be so stubborn and paranoid anymore. Although I wanted to directly embrace the second leaf into my arms to comfort me, but because this behavior was still a little sudden, so Kotoli gave up. (Actually, I think your cheek pinching and knocking your forehead in the piano are a bit too intimate =_=) (Voice of the fan: Author, you complain like this about your real husband?)
"Hehe, thank you, Kotori."
Feeling such a gentle touch for the first time, Futaba unfolded a smile that was even brighter than any before. Directly into the arms of the qin without any scruples.,Gently put your head on the chest of the qin (legend のcliff)。 (The author said: Laugh at you ~ hahahaha (A punch was played by the piano.) )
Qinli looked at Erye helplessly like a spoiled child.
Isn't it so cute to smile like this?
"Nana, is that Qinli-chan real?"
Although it's a bit of an abrupt question.,But the piano still understands the meaning of the second leaf.。 After all, she once said that she couldn't tell the truth from the fake, probably because of the uneasiness caused by this.
"You don't believe me anyway. Feel it yourself with your eyes and heart. ”
“…………”
Hearing what Qin said in the second leaf, he immediately turned his head to stare at the Qinli, and his small and delicate eyes widened.
Although the second leaf is still smiling,But I don't know why the qin has a chill in the gaze of the second leaf.。
"You must be real, right?"
The eyes of the second leaf looking through the slightly longer bangs, and the tone that became inexplicably flat made Qin feel a bad premonition.
No way... Could it be that the second leaf still has the troublesome attribute of sick Jiao......?
After thinking about it, Kotori realized that it was really possible. The neurotic, paranoid personality and psyche, and the direct action......
It's over, how did I get paralyzed in this trouble. At this time, there was only this sentence left in the heart of the bitter Qin...... (Poor Qinli is rarely a good person, but he just... I suddenly want to laugh, hahaha)
In an instant, Kotori immediately changed his words, and he didn't dare to answer Erye's question with ambiguous words.
"Of course it's true! I—Didn't I say that our purpose is to help the elves? Of course, you are also counted in Nairo. ”
Although his voice trembled a little, Kotori still said resolutely.
“…………”
"Is it~~?"
"Yes, yes, yes!"
The second leaf, who retreated to the seat next to him, changed back to that lively smile.,Looking at the piano with a smirk.。
In his heart, he secretly exhaled and wiped a cold sweat from the piano.
"Okay, then it's almost time for me to go~ Thank you, Kotori. I'll pay it back next time I have a chance~"
"Yes, yes? You are welcome to come and play at any time. ”
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Finally sent away the second leaf.,Kotori doesn't know why she suddenly feels so tired......
I went to clean up the pajamas that I had taken off from the bathroom and cleaned up the pajamas that I had taken off from the bathroom.,After that,Kotori returned to the living room and collapsed directly on the sofa.。
"Let's go to Lingyin and have a look......"
After lying on his stomach for a while, the sense of responsibility as a commander still reminded Jean of business.
Even if I can't confirm the mental state of the second leaf to Ratatosk just now, there should still be a record.
It's not because she remembered that Shidao and they were also in Ratatosk, so she was in such a hurry to go over! (Is it in tsundere......)
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Using the teleporter to arrive at the bridge in Ratatosk, Kotori did not sit directly on the commander's seat, but responded to the call of his subordinates and went directly to the analysis room where Ling Yin should be. (I have the impression that this thing should exist...) But it's not bad if you don't have it~)
When I came to the analysis room, I found that Shido and they were there, but Shido was playing with Shixiang and them, and Kotori didn't pay attention to him.
"There should be a record of Erye's mental condition, Lingyin?"
"Here..."
Immediately after receiving the instructions, the Murayu analyst opened a file, which was a strange table and a video, and the table changed slightly as the video progressed.
"There's good news, there's bad news. Which ...... would you like to listen to first?"
When Qin Li was about to concentrate on reading the papers, Ling Yin's weak voice came.
"Hmm... Let's hear the good news first. ”
“…… Futaba seems to have a good opinion of you...... With the same favorability, if it's a small sergeant, it should be almost sealed. ”
"Heh, hehe." Kotori didn't know what to say.
"The bad news is ......?"
"From a psychological point of view...... The two leaves may have a little mental illness. In layman's terms, it is sick and delicate......"
“…………”
Why did Qin Li suddenly feel that these two were bad news.........
Three more! It's three watches! It's a long time since I've seen the third watch!!!! Well, in fact, here, "Questioner Erye" should be a few chapters away from the end, and then it's going to officially start the plot.,Although the changes will be great.,But the chapter of water will be a little less~ (It's really only a little Oh~~XD) Cough,I'm guaranteed by discipline! (That kind of thing is gone when you change from 3 to 2 more every week~) Dian Niang and I said that this is an illegal keynote. Author: I am very surprised