38. Chapter 38

"Like?" Zhuang Yan turned her head.

The sun was big, her pupils seemed to be a transparent texture of amber, and the whole person was bathed in sunlight, which looked a little illusory.

"I'm ......," Bai Crane said.

"Do you like it?" Zhuang Yan asked herself.

Bai Hetaro looked at her blankly.

Zhuang Yan didn't continue the topic, but asked, "Have you heard of blueflamingo?" ”

β€œblueflamingo? Blue flamingos? ”

"blueflamingo is a flamingo, the flamingo is a pinkish water bird, but there is a flamingo born blue, at first she felt that she was different, she couldn't live in symbiosis with the pink group, she wanted to pluck her feathers, she wanted to hurt herself to get the recognition of the group, but there was a god who told her that even if it was different, she could survive, but because it was different, it was enough to survive more uniquely, pink was very good, but blue could also be loved."

Zhuang Yan said this, and smiled at Bai Hetaro, there was something in this smile that Bai Hetaro didn't understand.

Bai Hetaro thought: I really don't know her thoroughly.

She understands, but she doesn't.

She understood a long time ago that Zhuang Yan was an unsolvable problem.

Zhuang Yan said: "The reason why the blue flamingo is blue is because she was born to be different, why is it different, naturally it is the words of the gods, the gods are worshipped, they are worshipped, most believers, worship their gods in the clouds, kiss her ankles, if it is simple to like and love, it is superficial." ”

White Crane Taro took a deep breath.

Zhuang Yan said: "It's time to get on the set. ”

The set was in front of him, and Bai Hetaro was reluctant to get out of the car.

Zhuang Yan came up, and her voice was ambiguous and low: "So, what about you?" ”

Bai Hetaro said: "I don't want to go down." ”

Zhuang Yan raised her head and touched her chin with her index finger, "You don't film?" ”

Bai Hetaro took a deep breath, she felt that she was deprived of oxygen, and she said, "Shoot." ”

"Then get out of the car."

Bai Hetaro couldn't, so she had to get out of the car, her assistant had been waiting for her on the set for a long time, and when she saw her coming, she hurriedly ran over.

Bai Hetaro glanced back at Zhuang Yan, Zhuang Yan didn't turn around and leave immediately, she lit a cigarette in the car, took a puff, and spewed out a thin smoke, in the smoke, Bai Hetaro saw Zhuang Yan wave at her.

Zhuang Yan started the car and left.

Bai Hetaro stood there and watched, her eyes were confused, and she saw the car disappear from view.

"Miss Bai......" Her assistant looked at her with some concern.

Bai Hetaro reacted and said, "I'm fine." ”

Today's shooting is very simple, Bai Hetaro is very simple, this is a little unexpected, her mind is not on this at all, but maybe because of unintentional, in the eyes of others, on the contrary, she is in excellent condition, she has never discovered her talent in this area, no, she has no talent at all.

This role is really crooked.

In the interval of rest, she inevitably remembered Zhuang Yan.

Zhuang Yan Zhuang Yan Zhuang Yan.

As time passed, the name gradually eroded her, and she had a strong premonition that she might get hurt, no, not probably, it should be.

This is an affirmative sentence.

She finally understood that Zhuang Yan was all to her, and how much weight did she have in Zhuang Yan?

But she is so oblivious, she has already thought it through, even if Zhuang Yan is a blue flamingo, she is only the most ordinary pink flamingo in her eyes, but Zhuang Yan said that pink is also very good.

The gods love the world, but they don't love alone.

At first, she realized that she liked Zhuang Yan, she ran away in her heart, she thought, she was finished.

But now, she feels very comfortable with herself, and if she is rejected, so what?

No one is going to do anything.

From the beginning, their relationship was deformed, and it would be okay if it could not be brought back to the right path.

Thinking about it, she felt extremely relaxed.

At noon, the crew ordered takeout.

A staff member sent an extra meal, and everyone in the crew had a meal.

There are cards on it.

It was sent by the husband of one of the supporting actresses, this actress is exquisite, and she handled the relationship between all parties properly on the first day of work, and her husband is the second generation of chaebols, and he deliberately chose good food, which can be described as Qin Se and Ming.

The assistant nested beside Bai Hetaro and said while eating chicken legs: "I heard that the two of them are playing their own games, so they are not so good, this is all superficial, this man was photographed going out of a nightclub with a little star a few days ago." ”

Bai Crane Taro said: "If you eat others, you still want to sour others?"

The assistant said confidently: "I'm just telling the truth. ”

"Did you see that?"

The assistant was silent.

"Don't say that again."

She wanted to say something, but when the words came to her lips, she took a bite of the dish and swallowed it.

After eating, the little assistant sneakily held the mobile phone and nestled beside Bai Hetaro: "Look, I didn't speak." ”

She seems to be angry, and she has to earn a win or loss for herself.

The white crane taro has no choice but to take a look.

On the screen of the mobile phone is indeed the rich second generation, he is drunk and confused, holding a scantily clad woman in his hand, looking intimate.

Bai Hetaro was stunned.

It's Ran Die.

The little assistant was stunned when she saw Bai Hetaro, thinking that she couldn't believe it, and said triumphantly: "I didn't expect it, I just said that he is not a good person, you see this woman, who was going to marry that before, isn't she not married now, and I hooked up here again." ”

Bai Hetaro didn't say anything for a long time.

Why did Ran Die become like this?

In the photo, she is no longer innocent, her face is full of drunkenness, she is smiling, and her face is indescribable.

This is the Ran Die who lent money to himself at the beginning?

Bai Hetaro took out his mobile phone.

She walked to the middle of nowhere and turned out Ran Die's number, she didn't expect the phone to be answered quickly.

Ran Die's voice sounded tired: "Hello ......"

"It's me," Bai Crane Taro said, she almost said what she wanted to say directly, but after thinking about it, she went around the topic again: "I am Bai Crane Taro." ”

β€œβ€¦β€¦ It's you. Ran Die's voice sounded a little surprised, but it quickly returned to its original state, her tone was not warm, and Bai Heyu even felt a little cold.

Bai Hetaro hurriedly said: "You lent me money before, thank you, I want to return it to you......"

"No need," Ran Die quickly cut off her words, "You helped me before, just take it as my thank you, I saw your ad on TV, you are very beautiful, keep up the good work." ”

Bai Hetaro still wanted to speak, but Ran Die hung up the phone.

It was so sudden, and it seemed to have been predicted.

Even the following sentence is perfunctory.

Bai Hetaro held the mobile phone and stood stunned for a while.

She used to think that Ran Die was her best friend, but now, she couldn't even ask the other party about the current situation, and the phone was cut off.

She didn't come back to her senses for a long time.

There is no doubt that her days under Jan are long and painful, but she can make fun of the suffering, because she has two roommates who accompany her, Ran Die and Wang Xiangting, Wang Xiangting has a vicious mouth, she didn't like Wang Xiangting at first, but Ran Die has a gentle personality, she thought ......

She didn't expect that in the end, it was Wang Xiangting who was still in contact.

Coincidentally, after this, Wang Xiangting made a phone call to herself.

At that time, she was reading the script in the living room, although Ming Qianqin had a heavy role, but as a supporting actress in a male TV series, there were not many scenes.

Zhuang Yan was reading a magazine on the side.

Since that day, the relationship between them has remained the same, but Bai Hetaro feels that in this kind of always, something is changing subtly.

Wang Xiangting's call came at this time.

Seeing that it was Wang Xiangting, the white crane taro was still a little strange.

Why did Wang Xiangting call herself?

She answered the phone.

"You know what?" Wang Xiangting asked directly on the phone, "Ran Die is dead." ”

Bai Hetaro was stunned.

After a long time, she asked in a trembling voice, "What did you say?" ”

"Ran Die is dead." Wang Xiangting calmed down and repeated.

Is Ran Die dead?

How did she die, it was too sudden, a few days ago, she also talked to Ran Die on the phone.

Sensing the strangeness of the white crane taro, Zhuang Yan raised her eyebrows: "What?" ”

"My ...... The former roommate, died. ”

Bai Hetaro's expression looked a little lost, Zhuang Yan closed the magazine and said, "How did you die?" ”

How did he die?

White Crane Taro also wants to know this question.

But they didn't have to ask, and the answer was soon revealed.

Ran Die committed suicide, and when she died, she had a four-month-old fetus in her belly, and she wrote a suicide note, which was made public in the media.

Her story is like a story in the plot of a novel, Bai Hetaro and Wang Xiangting have known her for so long and know her so well for the first time.

This story is nothing more than a happy woman who really falls in love with a rich son, is pregnant with a child and waits for him to divorce, but unfortunately the other party is just playing, she chooses to use her own death to ruin the other party's reputation.

There are a lot of comments on the Internet, including sympathy and abuse, and everyone has it.

Bai Hetaro sat alone on the sofa and watched the news report on TV.

Zhuang Yan said: "Your friendship with her is not too deep. ”

"I'm just thinking about something else." Bai Crane Taro said.

Zhuang Yan seemed to want to say a few words, and she sat next to Bai Hetaro.

"Man," she chuckled, "maybe there are good people, but all I see are this kind of rubbish. ”

Bai Hetaro opened her mouth, she was too lazy to correct Zhuang Yan's concept.

"Not this one...... I didn't think about that. It's just that she actually thought about suicide a long time ago," Bai Heyu lowered her eyes and said, "I saved her that time, and we talked a lot of things together, and then I felt that we were friends." ”

"You are," Zhuang Yan nodded, "It's just that your emotions with her are not equal, and obviously you have to pay more." ”

At this, her expression softened.

Zhuang Yan laughed: "Don't think about those messy things, it's okay to miss them, don't let them affect your life, because people move forward." ”

"I know, the one you always give more," she reached out and rubbed Bai Hetaro's head, "because you're a very emotional person, am I right?" ”

Bai Hetaro looked at Zhuang Yan blankly.

What does that mean?

However, Zhuang Yan didn't plan to say it explicitly, she smiled: "It's time for you to take a break." ”