9. Chapter 9
"Do you like it?" Shen Yanru was still asking her with a serious face.
An Zhi nodded.
She liked this song very much.
I can't say what it feels like, but I just feel like it's right anywhere.
In her previous life, she didn't remember that Shen Yanru had written such a song. Either she didn't write it at all, or she didn't send it out. What a pity if it were the latter! Such a song, but it is not known to the world.
So she asked, "Who is this song for?" ”
Shen Yanru gave her a strange look.
Ann was slow for a moment before she realized what she meant. She was a little delighted, and a little incredulous, and asked, "Wrote it for me?" ”
Shen Yanru was pleased by this expression. She lowered her head, plucked the strings of her guitar twice, and slowly smiled faintly.
"Before you go to college, release a single." When he raised his head to talk to An Zhi, the faint smile dissipated. Shen Yanru's plain face was expressionless, "So, before this, you have to complete all the basic training. ”
"No problem!" An Zhizhi immediately agreed energetically.
The faint estrangement between him and Shen Yanru during this period of time seems to have disappeared because of this sentence.
Although Shen Yanru was able to stay here to arrange her life and teach her hand-in-hand, it shows that he attaches great importance to her. But Shen Yanru's picky attitude before still made An Zhi a little depressed. Could it be that she is so bad that she doesn't even deserve a word of praise?
But now that he knows that Shen Yanru is writing songs for himself, and has even already made plans for the next step, then this kind of speculation is naturally nonsense.
If she is really that bad and Shen Yanru really likes it so much, then she will have to go through at least a year or so of training before she can make her debut. But in fact, it's only been a month, and Shen Yanru has already booked to send her a single.
And it was written by her own hand.
can have this honor, in An Zhizhi's impression, only Zhang Tianjie is alone. Later, after Zhang Tianjie and Shen Yanru broke off their cooperation, although Shen Yanru still wrote songs, the people she brought with her would invite other songwriters to sing, and she was no longer alone.
So Ann knew subconsciously and put himself in the same position as those people. Hearing that Shen Yanru was already writing songs for herself, she felt unbelievable.
Because secretly, she has a desire to compete with Zhang Tianjie.
This knot is hidden deeply, from the previous life to this life, this person has always been a thorn in An Zhi's heart - Shen Yanru obviously let him wait for her, which should be very important. However, she has been gone for four years, has not returned, has not mentioned her on any occasion, and seems to have completely forgotten this person and this agreement.
And in the past four years, she has been by Zhang Tianjie's side.
An knew that he would inevitably think, where is Zhang Tianjie better than herself, can make Shen Yanru give up on herself?
After a long time, doubts and unwillingness gradually become obsessions, which cannot be resolved.
Even if it is proved in this life that Shen Yanru has come back to find himself, this knot is still there. Because Shen Yanru and Zhang Tianjie had already had a problem at that time, her relationship with Zhang Tianjie broke down, and then she came back to find herself, this logic is reasonable, I'm afraid no one will feel that there is a problem.
Maybe for Shen Yanru, he is still ...... Settle for less.
This mind may be so secret that even An knows that he doesn't know it, but he just subconsciously wants to fight and prove it.
Now, she has finally been recognized by Shen Yanru in disguise, which is a very rare progress for her. That's why I'm happy.
Especially the song written by Shen Yanru is so agreeable. It's like ...... It's like a garden in the morning, when the sun comes out, it shines on the delicate petals, and the flowers are still stained with dew, reflecting dazzling light in the sun. It's the kind of atmosphere and scene that Ann knows most about it, and it makes her feel natural and comfortable.
So after being happy, An Zhizhi asked a little tangled, "Is it really called a flower girl?" ”
"Tease you." Shen Yanru said.
An Zhi was stunned.
For a moment, I didn't know whether to be happy that this song was not called such an embarrassing name, or to be amused by Shen Yanru for being a joke, or to be angry that I was played by Shen Yanru.
All kinds of emotions alternately appeared on her face, making the expression on her face very distorted. Shen Yanru looked at her, and there was a smile in his eyes.
Just for this smile, An knew that he would admit it even if he was embarrassed.
She suddenly realized that after she was reborn, she seemed to have even grown younger. Originally, she had experienced so many things in the circle, and she should have been unfazed a long time ago, and she didn't care about Yiqiē.
However, maybe he is too obsessed with Shen Yanru, so after being reborn, An Zhi still doesn't care much about other things, but when it comes to her, he can always affect his feelings. Just like the depression of the previous period, she shouldn't have been so emotional, Shen Yanru's professionalism and strictness were even better for herself, but she was affected. And it wasn't noticed until this moment.
An knew that he thought about it again, and felt that this seemed to be good. Think of it as making up for the regrets of your last life. Anyway, she has already won the title of diva, and on the road of music, flowers, applause, and glory, she has already won them, and she no longer cares.
Then, let's see what Shen Yanru can turn her into!
Thinking like this, An Zhi came back to his senses and asked, "Then what is the name of this song?" ”
"I haven't figured it out yet." Shen Yanru put down the guitar, looked at her and said, "Maybe it's called "Morning Light" or "Qinglu" or something like that, right?" ”
…… It really felt the same way she felt.
An knew that he was suddenly a little happy, thinking that he could grasp the true meaning of this song. She said excitedly, "You said that before the start of school, it was August/September, right?" It's better to call it "White Dew"! It is just in time for the solar term. ”
White dew, the yin of the August Festival is getting heavier, and the dew is condensed and white.
Shen Yanru groaned slightly when she heard this, nodded and said, "This name is good." Then he picked up the pen and solemnly wrote the word "Bailu" at the place where the music score was raised.
Her words do not have a woman's delicate spirit, but are slender and even, with a hidden edge.
It feels like she's the person. There are many times when people forget her gender and surrender to her momentum. With the three words "Shen Yanru" alone, it is a golden signboard in the Chinese music scene.
An Zhi looked at it for a while before asking, "Haven't the words been written yet?" ”
"Nope." Shen Yanru said. She paused, then turned her head to look at Ann, "What do you want to say?" ”
"I mean, I can...... Can I learn to compose lyrics and music with you? An knew that he hurriedly turned around in the middle of speaking, and almost said that he had leaked his mouth. In her previous life, she had learned a little about lyrics, but now she is still a novice with no musical background.
Shen Yanru nodded, "Of course you can." But after you finish your college entrance examination. ”
"Okay." Ann knew that he had to go to do his homework. Seeing that Shen Yanru was still thinking about the pen and paper, An Zhizhi asked, "Teacher Shen, can I borrow your computer?" ”
"Yes." Shen Yanru didn't raise his head.
An Zhizhi opened his laptop and opened Baidu to search for the topic. As a result, one of the search hot words in the search bar of the browser turned out to be "Zhang Tianjie and Shen Yanru broke down their relationship".
couldn't help but turn his head and glance at Shen Yanru, An knew that he couldn't resist the temptation and clicked in.
This news is actually already fried cold rice. After all, this matter has been a long time. But An knew that Shun Teng was touching, and finally found the video of Xuan Zihang's press conference at that time. Because Shen Yanru was still there, An knew that he didn't dare to open it to see, but just skimmed the comments below.
But even so, you can roughly guess the content of the press conference.
Ann was a little surprised.
Although Shen Yanru and Zhang Tianjie parted ways in their previous lives, they can be called "peaceful breakups", and the two sides held a press conference together, calmly announced the news, and then wished each other a better future.
Because of this, although the fans on both sides were sad, they also understood the truth that they must be separated for a long time, and they did not make trouble. In the future, Shen Yanru will be her gold medal person, and Zhang Tianjie will be her popular queen, although they have not cooperated with each other, they have not said a bad word about each other.
But what's going on now? The comments under the video, most of them turned out to be two fans who had touched it, and they quarreled in the dark, obviously with deep grievances.
An Zhizhi went to Weibo to find a summary post again, and finally clarified this matter from beginning to end.
In fact, this kind of thing can't say who is right and who is wrong, An knows that he has been in the circle for many years, and he knows that there are many such things, as long as he can give a suitable reason, fans and the public will not delve into what is hidden behind it.
However, once it is poked out, it is really not surprising that things have developed to this point.
From a personal subjective point of view, An Zhizhi really wanted to say that Xuan Zihang did a good job. But when he thought that this person had a close relationship with Shen Yanru, and Shen Yanru could completely entrust him with this kind of thing, he didn't look worried at all, and he couldn't help it...... Somewhat sour.
It's just that there is a Zhang Tianjie in front of him, and there is another Xuan Zihang. There may be more people you don't know.
She is still far from Shen Yanru's world!