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After the amnesia, Yan Yan's state improved a lot, and when the doctor told her that Yan Yan could chat with people normally, Che Anwen, who hadn't been to the nursing home for a long time, couldn't help but want to meet Yan Yan. While she was afraid that her appearance would stimulate her face again, she couldn't help but miss it, and frantically wanted to hug the person who used to smile sweetly at her and warm her heart.

After communicating with the doctor, the doctor was also worried that her appearance would stimulate Yan Yan, after all, Yan Yan had just improved a little, and the situation could not be said to be very stable. After hesitating again and again, Che Anwen endured her thoughts and decided to wait for Yan Yan's condition to be more stable before going to see her.

She got into the work, so that she was too busy to have extra time to think nonsense, but in the dead of night, she would still miss Yan Yan crazily, she would not be able to sleep all night long, and she would impulsively want to go to see Yan Yan without regard for anything, and take Yan Yan home. However, when she thought of the picture of Yan Yan constantly hurting herself, she didn't have the courage to turn those impulses into action.

In this kind of torturous days every day, she finally waited for the doctor's notice that she could try to see Yan Yan. With nervousness and trepidation, she went to the sanatorium and saw Yan Yan, who she hadn't seen for more than half a year.

Yan Yan really didn't remember her, and she didn't react when she saw her, although Yan Yan looked at her with the kind of eyes that looked at strangers, which would make her heart ache to the point that it was difficult to breathe, but she was still happy to see that Yan Yan's state was so much better than before.

Although Yan Yan is not easy to mobilize emotions and still feels a little unenergetic, she will talk to her very politely, and she will laugh, and the shallow shadow on the corner of her mouth when she laughs is so familiar. She thought, this is good, at least, Yan Yan will not hurt herself again, at least, Yan Yan will talk to her......

Yan Yan's mental condition is getting better and better, and her body is getting better day by day, and Che Anwen is going to see her more and more often. Yan Yan gradually became familiar with her, and began to have some shadows of the past when she got along with her. will be coquettish with her, will play tricks with her, and will tell her some of her own little troubles. She felt that she really didn't care if Yan Yan remembered the past, whether she forgot the past between them. Yan Yan didn't remember her, so she just let Yan Yan know her again. That's really good.

This article was originally serialized in Jin^jiang Literature City

After Yan Yan's condition was completely stabilized, the doctor told Che Anwen that she could take Yan Yan out of the hospital. Che Anwen was so happy that she brought Yan Yan home from the sanatorium that day. Yan Yan knew that she could go outside, and she also acted very happy.

Che Anwen didn't bring Yan Yan back to their previous residence, she was afraid that the too familiar environment would remind Yan Yan of the past, so she took Yan Yan back to her newly bought villa. It's quiet and safe, and the new environment can change your mood.

Yan Yan was very happy when she saw that the new house still had a swimming pool, and she pulled her clothes and pointed to the pool and said happily: "Can I swim?" Can I swim? ”

"Yes." Che Anwen rubbed her head dotingly: "But can you swim?" ”

Yan Yan shook his head, a little regretful: "No." ”

"It's okay, I'll teach you. We have a lot of time, just learn slowly. ”

"Good!"

Being able to be with Yan Yan again, Che Anwen feels that her life has become extremely fulfilling, and every day is like a new beginning, full of hope and beauty. There will be no more loneliness in the middle of the night, no more loneliness in the morning, no more pain when you miss it, no more depression when you want to hug it. Everything was so beautiful that she felt like she was about to overflow with happiness.

However, what she didn't expect was that such a beautiful day would not last long enough for her to recover from happiness, and it ended suddenly. Once again, she fell into a nightmare, a never-ending nightmare that kept her helpless.

She didn't understand why Yan Yan's condition was already very stable, and she could already talk and laugh with her normally, just seeing that she was cutting fruit, Yan Yan, who was fine a second ago, suddenly became ill.

Yan Yan's screams pierced her heart, like a sharp blade, sharper than the blade that had once pierced her abdomen, cutting her heart deeply, making her powerless to face Yan Yan who had another attack.

She was really tired and scared. Holding the crazy Yan Yan tightly, she didn't know what to do except cry, she didn't know what to do with the person who hurt her to the bottom of her heart......

Yan Yan was sent to the nursing home again, and the doctor told her that she would have another electroconvulsive treatment, she nodded weakly, handed Yan Yan to the doctor, and left the nursing home. For the next few days, she had been immersed in the pain of being hit again, but reason told her that she should accompany Yan Yan, and Yan Yan's pain was no less than hers.

Reinvigorating herself from the pain, she went to the sanatorium again and again to see Yan Yan, but Yan Yan's overreaction stung her again and again. Looking at Yan Yan, who hurt herself again and again, she really couldn't face it anymore, she thought, maybe she should really disappear from Yan Yan's life......

This article was originally serialized in Jin^jiang Literature City

For countless days and nights, Che Anwen didn't know how she survived. Sending flowers to the person who didn't remember her, paying for the hospitalization, listening to the doctor report on her treatment, she repeats these things mechanically, living mechanically in the same time and space as that person. After a long time, she even began to get used to the feeling of heartache when she thought of that person, and used to suppress her thoughts with reason when that person's face jumped into her mind, and in the end, she even integrated that difficult longing into her daily life, like breathing, with her at all times. She felt that it was already a part of her life, and she couldn't get rid of it.

She's been decadent, too, and she's tried to find someone else to fill the pain that numbs her in pain. But she found that that person was really irreplaceable, that is, a person who had melted into her soul, stripped away, she would no longer be her. So she gave up, she didn't want to do any more useless struggles, if they were destined not to be together, and she was destined to remember that person for a lifetime, then she would remember it, even if that person didn't remember her for a long time.

She had long been desperate, and she never thought that one day, she would be able to hug the person who carved her into her bones and blood again. She didn't think about it, she thought she was numb, but when she saw that person, she would still be so painful that she wanted to cry. It turned out that she had never let go, and she couldn't let go at all.

She placed the ring representing their past on her lover's finger, and as she watched the lonely ring come back together, she felt that all the suffering she had endured was worth it.

"Yan Yan, I know you don't remember me, but it's okay, we still have a lot of time to be together in the future, and we can create a lot of new memories." When she said this, she realized that this was the deepest ** in her heart. No matter how used to it, no matter how desperate she is, she still holds such expectations in the depths of her heart. Although there was still a fear that Yan Yan might fall ill again in the corner of her mind, she still wanted to hope and hug her lover into her arms again.

The person who had forgotten her spat out a sentence in great confusion: "But I didn't say I wanted to be with you." ”

At this moment, she was a little hurt, she had waited for so many years, guarded for so many years, and actually had to come to such a sentence. However, she also breathed a sigh of relief, in Yan Yan's memory, there really didn't leave anything related to her, since this is the case, it means that she can really come again. The person who has already loved to the bone marrow, standing in front of him again, how can he still let her escape.

She brought Yan Yan home, she didn't want this person to leave her side anymore, she had waited long enough, she had endured it long enough, she didn't want to wait for a moment. Even so, she knew she couldn't rush it. For Yan Yan, she is still a stranger, even a stranger who is a little annoying. But it doesn't matter, they still have a lot of time, and she will make Yan Yan fall in love with her again!

This article was originally serialized in Jin^jiang Literature City

Che Anwen brought breakfast for two to the table and greeted Yan Yan, who was sleeping on the sofa: "Yan Yan, it's time for breakfast." ”

Yan Yan rubbed her eyes, reluctantly got up, sat down opposite her, picked up the freshly baked bread and took small bites. Looking at Yan Yan who was eating obediently, Che Anwen couldn't suppress the smile on the corner of her mouth. She finally enjoyed the happy time of the two again, the surname Jiang finally moved out, although it was thanks to her Yan Yan that she could return to normal life, but as long as she was there, Yan Yan was always separated from her, even if she lived together for so many days, Yan Yan still avoided her. Now, the surname Jiang is gone, Yan Yan can only rely on her, how can she not be happy.

"Yan Yan, what are your plans for today? Would you like to hang out with me? Buy something you like? ”

Yan Yan, who was eating deliciously, heard her say this, raised his head and looked at her cautiously, then quickly looked away and whispered, "I want to go to the bookstore with Sister Mu Han." ”

It's Jiang Muhan again! I really want to strangle Mu Jinning, won't you take care of your own women?! "I can also accompany you to the bookstore."

Yan Yan pouted, and refused neatly: "I want to go with Sister Mu Han." ”

“……”

(End of chapter)

Finally the abuse is over! Sure enough, I'm not suitable for writing abuse, and I'm entangled to death!

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This season is the time to harvest rice, and when Su Yi heard the program team say that she wanted to help with farm work, she had already thought that farm work might be to harvest rice, so she was not surprised at all when the landlord took out the sickle. Zhou Xuan played with the sickle and asked her curiously: "What kind of knife is this?" ”

"Scythe. If you cut grass and rice or something, you can use this. ”

"How do you know so many strange things?"

"I spent a lot of time in the countryside as a child."

The two of them talked about these topics while walking, and when they were about to reach the rice field, Su Yi explained to Zhou Xuan: "Sister Xuan, don't go down to the field for a while, just transport rice on the shore." ”

"Why?"

Can Su Yi say that she thinks the audience won't love watching the noble goddess bend over to cut rice with her bare calves? "There are all kinds of insects and locusts in this rice field, are you sure you want to go down?"

"......" Zhou Xuan swallowed his saliva and looked at Su Yi nervously, panicking so much that goosebumps rose. She is not afraid of snakes, rats, or even cockroaches, but she is afraid of the disgusting bugs that stick to her body and suck blood.

"So I'll cut the rice in a while, and you'll be in charge of transporting it."

"Okay." Zhou Xuan looked at Su Yi's back, and suddenly felt that this woman's back was so majestic.

When they arrived at the rice field, the landlord pointed to the golden patch in front of him and told Su Yi that this was their task this afternoon. Although Su Yi complained bitterly, he nodded quietly on his face, sat on the ridge and began to take off his shoes.

Zhou Xuan was so frightened by Su Yi that he felt panicked when he stood on the ridge, looked left and right, and after making sure that there were no strange insects around him, he began to worry about Su Yi again.

The landlord spread a large thick nylon cloth on the relatively wide place on the shore, and Su Yi explained to Zhou Xuan: "You can just move the rice here in a while, and it should be arranged neatly so that it is convenient to thresh the rice later." ”

Zhou Xuan nodded: "Do you want to put a plastic bag or something on your feet?" What should I do if I get bitten by a bug? ”

Su Yi smiled: "It's okay, it's not so easy to be bitten." As he spoke, he took out a bottle of insect repellent spray from his pocket, sprayed it at Zhou Xuan from head to foot, and then sprayed himself as well, and followed the landlord down to the paddy field.

The water in the paddy field had been drained, but the soil was still wet, and it was no more than your ankles when you stepped on it. There was a layer of moss attached to the surface of the soil, which was particularly slippery, and Su Yi moved carefully while skillfully cutting the rice. Even the landlord expressed his amazement again and again, saying that he didn't expect the big star to cut rice. Su Yi was greeting the landlord, but she still worked seriously.

Zhou Xuan was amazed at Su Yi's skill, but he was embarrassed to ask this and that when others were busy, he had to stand on the side and watch seriously with a stomach full of questions.

Su Yi cut quite quickly, cut two handfuls and put them at his feet, and after stacking them to a certain extent, he hugged them to the ridge, and Zhou Xuan would come over to transport the rice away, and the cooperation between the two was very tacit.

But soon, Zhou Xuan found that Su Yi's speed had slowed down, and he had to straighten up and stretch after cutting for a while, thinking that this kind of work must be very tiring, but Su Yi didn't complain.

Su Yi took over the work that should have been shared by the two of them, although she didn't say anything, but Zhou Xuan also knew that Su Yi was taking care of her, and she was moved and guilty in her heart. If it weren't for the fact that he had to stuff two people into this show, Su Yi wouldn't have to suffer like this.

Seeing that Su Yi was already sweating profusely, Zhou Xuan took the water and stood nearby and shouted: "Su Yi, come and rest for a while, drink saliva." ”

Su Yi straightened up, looked at the fruits of his labor behind him, felt a sense of accomplishment, nodded and moved towards the shore with careful steps.

Su Yi's body was dirty, and her hands were covered with mud, so Zhou Xuan unscrewed the lid of the mineral water bottle and fed her to drink. After taking two sips, Su Yi felt that it was inappropriate, so she hurriedly took it with her mud-stained hand, and said jokingly: "Let you feed me water, I will be sprayed to death by your fans." ”

Zhou Xuan was stunned for a moment, and said with a smile: "Then they should thank you for not letting me go to the ground." Feeding two sips of water is nothing. ”

Zhou Xuan took the clean towel brought by Su Yi and carefully wiped her sweat. Su Yi was really panicked, and asked the goddess to serve her, hoping that the goddess's fans would spew less saliva for the sake of her not letting their idols go to the fields to do farm work.

The afternoon passed very quickly in the process of labor, and by the time the landlord announced the end of the work, it was almost dark.

Back at the residence, Su Yi took a shower first, and then asked Zhou Xuan what he was going to do for dinner, so he couldn't go again. There are still 10 days left, and you can't use it all the time, and after the three groups of people separate, there is no place to rub.

After discussing with the two of them, they decided to learn to cook with the help of the landlord!

The landlord's eldest sister is a very honest and simple woman, hand-in-hand teaching two people who have never held a spatula to cook, but the two of them can't teach like Adou who can't be helped, and the eldest sister is probably tired after teaching, no matter what they fry, they all say, 'That's it'.

In the end, the two of them faced the three dishes and one soup they made, and they couldn't get off the chopsticks just by looking at their appearances. Su Yi plucked up the courage to taste her fried greens, which was called a salty one, and her facial features were distorted. Zhou Xuan didn't dare to eat it when she saw her like that, and the two of them discussed it and finally decided to go to Chen Shaohua's side for a meal.

It seems that this has been expected for a long time, Chen Shaohua also cooked a rich dinner, and the four of them gathered around a table, chatting about their thoughts on doing farm work in the afternoon while eating. Chen Shaohua They helped cut pigweed, and they were also tired and had a sore back, saying that they had never suffered this crime, and the program team was really ruthless.

The four of them talked and laughed, and the atmosphere was still very harmonious. After eating, Chen Shaohua still wanted to chat with Zhou Xuan, but Zhou Xuan saw that Su Yi seemed to be sleepy, so he took Su Yi back to his residence under the pretext that he was tired.

Su Yi was too tired to cut rice in the afternoon, and after tossing and turning when cooking or something, the sleepiness came up when eating, and she didn't yawn until she was holding back.

On the way back, Su Yi kept thinking about the next day's task, and the director said that he would earn his own money to go to the station, and he would ask the landlord to help find a way. So after returning to the residence, Su Yi first went to the landlord and asked about making money, and then went back to the room to tell Zhou Xuan about it.

"Sister Xuan, we are going to pick persimmons early tomorrow morning, and then go to the town to sell them." Su Yi said weakly as she climbed onto the bed. She was so tired, her back hurt, and she just wanted to get some sleep quickly. Seeing the current tiredness of the situation, she was a little worried that she might not be able to get up tomorrow morning.

There is only one bed in the room, and the two of them are going to sleep in one bed tonight, Su Yi was still embarrassed when she got the news, but now she is so tired that she has no strength to be embarrassed, so she leaves space on one side for Zhou Xuan to get ready to sleep.

"Su Yi, don't sleep yet." Zhou Xuan looked like Su Yi was about to fall asleep with her eyes closed, and hurriedly stopped her: "I'll press you twice before you sleep, otherwise your waist will hurt even more tomorrow." ”

"Don't bother, Sister Xuan, I'm fine." Su Yi didn't have any extra thoughts at this time, thinking about whether this would be blacking herself, she just wanted to sleep purely.

Zhou Xuan ignored her refusal, asked the cameramen to call it a day early, and covered the cameras in the room with clothes after closing the door. took out a bottle of essential oil from the things he brought, climbed into bed, and patted Su Yi, who had fallen asleep: "You lie on your stomach, I'll press it for you for a while." ”

Su Yi snorted twice vaguely, no longer conscious. Zhou Xuan had no choice but to do it himself, picked up Su Yi's sportswear as pajamas in three or two times, and then turned her over and let her lie on her stomach.

After such a toss, Su Yi didn't wake up. Zhou Xuan felt sorry for her being tired like this, in order to make her more comfortable the next day, all she could do was to give her an oil massage to help her relieve her fatigue.

Zhou Xuan straddled Su Yi's back, smeared essential oil on his hands and began to massage Su Yi's back.

Su Yi's figure is a standard thin type, the skin is very firm, and the touch feels very good, not too skinny, and there will be no roughness of fat. Zhou Xuan commented like this in his heart.

"Hmm......" Su Yi, who had been pressed by Zhou Xuan for a while, finally felt the abnormality on her body, opened her eyes with difficulty, and wanted to turn over, but found that it was a little difficult.

"Don't move." Zhou Xuan suppressed Su Yi, who was about to turn over.

"Sister Xuan, what are you doing?" Su Yi twisted her head with difficulty and saw Zhou Xuan straddle her, his hands pressed against her back.

"Massage."

Su Yi used his chaotic brain to chew these two words repeatedly, and felt that there seemed to be nothing wrong.

Su Yi moved her body, ready to continue sleeping, while Zhou Xuan's hand continued to move on her back. The heavy eyelids closed again, and consciousness gradually began to sink into darkness again. However, in a moment before the chaotic consciousness completely plunged into darkness, the brain suddenly caught an incredible piece of information-

I'll go! Zhou Xuan picked me up?!

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