09, The monologue of the Melancholy Elf and the Lily Singer
On the other hand, he ran out of the poetry garden of the Wuhe family. The first thing she did was find a place to change her clothes.
She found that if she removed the spirit costume, it seemed that she could cut off her connection with the other world, and she didn't have to worry about being recalled at any time. And more importantly, if the design of her spiritual costume is worn by others for her to admire, she is quite happy, but it is different for herself. Previously, in order to be able to use spiritual power more dexterously to escape and respond to emergencies, she had to summon the spirit costume first. However, to her surprise, the other party did not chase it out.
After Erye came to a park on the hill where there were no people, she hurriedly ran in the direction of the toilet, although she almost walked into the men's toilet, she was also quite confused about whether she was going right or wrong. However, considering her current appearance, she still gritted her teeth and walked into the women's bathroom, after all, this kind of thing is not used to it.
There was no one in the women's bathroom, and since it was afternoon, the light was quite sufficient. Futaba looked at his appearance in the mirror and sighed.
She didn't lament her situation or anything, about the body, she had thought about it before and then accepted it without restraint. After all, she's a very receptive person (elf), and it's a bit casual to say it's ugly.
The reason for her sigh was the spiritual garment on her body. There was a crown ornament on her head, a pair of short heels and a long wipe, a pair of ringing armbands attached to her index finger, and the biggest mastermind to whom she was deeply ashamed, a straitjacket like a swimsuit, except that there was no fabric on the belly, bones, and back. Pure white and deep blue are the main colors of this spiritual outfit.,Light and elegant with a mature and cold charm.,With the temperament of the two leaves themselves.,It's unexpectedly suitable for a girl who looks young.γ
But Erye can't be happy.,If someone else wears this kind of clothes to her.,She'll be happy to appreciate it.γ But when she wore it on herself, she didn't know who to complain about when she was ashamed of her skin-to-skin air contact rate. And more importantly, the lower half of the body could barely be covered, except for the swimsuit-like bodysuit, not even a skirt. (Girl, you accept wearing a skirt so quickly, what should I say...) With a long wipe, she has a deep desire to complain.
Isn't it said that the spirit costume is the most powerful fortress of the elves? Is there really a way to protect yourself from this design that makes you feel insecure?!
For this spiritual costume, Erye has a deep sense of noise in addition to shame and helplessness, because how familiar she is with this spiritual costume. Although it has changed a lot, she still remembers that she once saw something similar on a game in her previous life, and that game was called Dragon X Valley. Although considering his current race and weapons, it is not impossible to make sense. (Futaba's spirit costume is inspired by the archer's "Dragon Slaying Set" in "Dragon Nest".) But I changed the color a bit, and then removed some of the extra decorations, and how unscientific the heels were. The profession and race in "Dragon Nest" are bound, and the bound race of archers in "Dragon Nest" is elves. It's just that this elf is not the other elf, and the elves in the "Dragon Valley" are children of nature in all aspects, and the shame is also very high, and they don't care about wearing this kind of clothes to fight at all, and the elves are all girls. They also have an amazing stunt of being a ranger who can jump around in high heels (archer's class of change)!)
Looking at himself in the mirror and the set of love/fun clothes, the corners of Erye's mouth twitched. She hurriedly took the civilian clothes given by Miss Yueshan in her hand and entered a cubicle, and hurriedly changed them.
Speaking of which, she had to thank Miss Koshiyama, because after she forced her to change her clothes that time, her shame had also increased slightly. She already knows how to put on clothes, and she is a little used to it, and even she obediently changes into her underwear. Although she categorically denied that she was successfully transferred/coached. Although she still felt a little ashamed and awkward anyway, she was soon relieved, she knew very well what she should do, now she is not the man who has "died", and she should let go of the reserve of inaction, otherwise the person who will suffer at that time will not be herself?
I dressed up in front of the mirror and saw myself in the mirror that was both familiar and unfamiliar. That was enough to kill the face and temperament of a group of people, and suddenly a lot of shorter height. That sense of unreality can't be dissipated.
Leaving the toilet,Futaba sat on a bench in the parkγ The setting sun at sunset dyed the ground orange, and from her position, she could see the whole picture of Tiangong City.
Someone once said that when people are lonely, it's especially easy to be cranky.,Erye is at this time.γ
Before her death, she was not too old, and she had just passed her 17th birthday. It's unbelievable how a child of this age can have suicidal thoughts. At the age of 17, some people may be enjoying their youth, some people may be fighting for a better future, and some people may feel lost about their existence. The second leaf is the last one.
Futaba is a smart child.,When she was in middle school, she once took a formal intelligence test.,The result is that her IQ is as high as 130.γ
With her mind and hard work, it is not difficult to get into a famous university, find a high-paying job after graduating from college, and live a stable and high-profile life. And she has a lot of choices, with her ability, as long as she is willing to work hard, no matter what kind of work she does, she can mix it up. But she didn't want to do anything, she didn't have a goal, she didn't have the motivation to survive, she didn't want anything. So what should she do for it?
may be because of her parents, she lost the beauty of her fantasy about this world very early, and all that remains is the boredom of reality. She had wondered what it was that would make parents force their children to give up what she wanted to do. And the answer she got was, money. Maybe it's because they're worried that the money they want to do won't be enough to make a good living. It may also be because the money cannot allow them to live a comfortable retirement life. But whatever the reason, they all come from the same starting point, money.
Futaba doesn't like this realistic way of thinking.γ She has a high IQ and is a person who knows how to think rationally. But at the same time,Two leaves are also a very emotional person.γ
While she understands that there is nothing wrong with thinking about money first and that it makes sense, she ignores human nature. For parents to be able to let their children give up their dreams for such a realistic reason,Erye felt cold.γ This made her no longer want to believe in human nature and feelings, and in her eyes society was a dark and smelly gutter, dirty and uninteresting. Despair of such a world will choose to commit suicide.
Perhaps because she can look at the world rationally, she feels powerless to change all this. That is already a concept that is deeply rooted in people's hearts, and it is also a bad habit of society. Money, the most important thing in the world, whether it is studying, living, or even dreaming, you need money.
But now she was able to escape from that bondage. Elves don't go hungry and don't need to spend money to survive. They are not even accepted by the laws of this world.
So it doesn't matter if she is hostile, because she can no longer carry the mission given by her parents, and she doesn't have to be limited by the real society, and she can get the free life she has always wanted.
Erye, who changed his mind.,Decided to go back to the Five Rivers Mansion.,See if the other party will provide information within a certain extent.,And then see what you can exchange with them.γ (Girl, what do you have left besides your own body...!) Ah, don't. I don't want to be blocked so soon...!)
You're enough, author, you're a tease, believe it or not, I'll use you as an exchange chip?! (β¦β¦β¦)
Back to the point. Although there is a next goal, at the same time new problems arise. That's when she's lost!
I was too nervous and scared just now, so I rushed out in one breath, and I didn't pay attention to the direction, and now it seems that it is a little difficult to find the way back.
Two leaves are walking aimlessly.,While thinking about how to find the Five Rivers House.γ In the shadows, a dark shadow followed her.
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"Alas, today's singing is really tiring, but those children are cute, and it's worth it." Sitting in a fairly luxurious car, a girl with long sky blue hair softened her shoulders and said a little tiredly.
If someone sees her appearance at this time, they will be shocked to find that the girl is an extremely popular idol singer during this time, luring Mijiu. Aside from my special interests and hobbies.,It's a rare temperament beautiful girl.γ She is a pure idol herself, she is very good-looking, and among fans (of course, only women) she also has the nickname of "sister-sama", because in addition to her appearance and charm, she behaves elegantly and freely, like a noble nobleman, and does not give people a sense of arrogance. But it's a pity that Miku's thought circuit is too different from her elegant appearance.
The woman who drives the car in the driver's seat and is also an agent is also one of her fans, but she is much more reserved than others, and she will not see Mijiu in her eyes or suddenly pounce like other fans. "Meijiu is still the same popularity, it is said that there are people who stood outside the door for more than an hour because they couldn't buy tickets for today's concert, and finally the guards reluctantly let her in."
"That's a pity for that kid." Mikuro smiled. It almost made the woman's hand slip when she was staring in the rearview mirror, but she just swallowed and quickly came back to her senses, after all, she was driving.
This agent's determination is already extraordinary, if it is replaced by other fans, it is good not to hug Mijiu's smile directly. However, it is also because Mijiu knows the difference between her agent and others, so she will show such a natural and undisguised smile.
After that, the two chatted casually, but Mijiu felt like an invisible barrier, separating people who wanted to get close to her at any time. But if you really know Mijiu's past life experiences and her mood at the time, you will understand that Mijiu's performance is actually reasonable.
In addition to being an idol singer, Miku also has two other identities, one is a student of Gentian Temple Academy, and in addition to this, she is also a space shock maker ---- who is disgusted by AST and even ordinary humans.
She used to be a human being, her original name was Xiao Tsukino, and she was a well-known singer at the time. But because of a certain unwarranted scandal report, her life was messed up. And after this kind of time, the people and fans who were originally around her didn't want to believe her. To add insult to injury, during this critical period, she suffered from aphonia due to her psychological condition, causing her to fall into despair with nothing but singing. Just when she had the idea of suicide, a shadow gave her a power, the power of an elf. Reborn, she is very disappointed in human beings, and she is even more reluctant to trust anyone, and she hates men to the extreme, because the fabricated scandal is exactly what she rejected the unspoken rules of a powerful man and was retaliated by the other party.
She didn't trust anyone because of that, she didn't have any friends at all, and she could use that power to get what she wanted anyway. The only one who can say two sentences in a real sense is this economic person who has followed her since half a year ago. But the relationship between the two is just chatting, and they are not even friends. This is still because the economic man thinks about her day and night, from school to work, and sometimes she even takes a small gift to Mijiu's house. However, Miku, who has lost faith in humanity, closes her heart tightly and no longer opens it to anyone.
However, Mijiu is not dissatisfied with this kind of life, and it can even be said that she is extremely satisfied. Because her "voice" can give her everything, whether it is material, money, or even other people's hearts, as long as she wants to, there is nothing she can't get. Paying a little price for this force, she felt that it was quite worthwhile.
"......" The car was quiet, the agent did not continue to chat with Mijiu, and the distraction just now caused her to almost slip her hand to regain her spirit, for the sake of driving safety, she concentrated all her mind on the car.
"Hmm... Wait, parking. Hurry up!" Miku, who was looking at the scenery outside the car window, suddenly saw something, and shook the body of the economic man excitedly, causing her to almost hit the car into a tree with instability.
But apparently Mijiu didn't pay much attention to other things at this time, and it is estimated that even if she really bumped into it, she wouldn't think it was a big deal, anyway, the elves were not so easy to die. At this time, Miku's eyes were only a girl she saw on the side of the road. The girl has black hair as vertical as willows, small eyebrows wrinkled as if in trouble, closed cherry lips are moist and soft, and those small but delicate beautiful eyes are looking at the map in her hand.
The girl is the elf girl who walks around on the road in order to find the Five Rivers House.,Poetry Garden Erye.γ