In the blink of an eye, it was December, and the air had become much colder, and the air was filled with a little drizzle, which blew down with the bitter cold wind, cutting off the last bit of green from the treetops, and restoring its withered appearance, and standing there bare, looking much colder.

There are many people in the streets, and the people who make a living are still living in the cold wind, they can't go home to sleep because of the cold weather, they don't work, and the little money they earn may not be enough for a meal of meat, but they also try to let their families eat a meal of meat in the coming good year, even if it is just a little taste of meat, and that can be satisfied.

I don't know the taste of meat for a year, so I can't eat a meal on the day of the New Year.

Li Zhou exhaled the cold air, looking at the courtyard outside under the drizzle, the air was a little dark, it had been the same since the morning, it had not changed, his hands had become much colder, so stiff that he didn't dare to stretch out, and the cracked skin at the corners of his mouth was blowing in the cold wind, making it look even lighter.

Pale and bloodless lips, stretching out his tongue with difficulty to moisten and moisten, wrapped in a body like a dumpling, standing under the eaves, feeling a little more confused, a little sad, from the bottom of my heart spontaneously nostalgic, and it is this time of the year, I don't know if my parents are okay? Are the two elders still in good health? I wonder if they are still waiting for their figure in front of their house?

I haven't made a phone call home all year round, but now I find that it is so difficult to talk to them, too many words in my heart, too much depression, at this moment, there is no way to talk about it, only to bear it.

"Hey, I suddenly became more emotional, I was homesick, I didn't expect it to be so intense at this time, it's a pity that it's ......."

Li Zhou exhaled the cold air, watched the gas spewed out from the corner of his mouth slowly rise, rise, rise into the air, disappear, and then exhale a breath of hot air, the hot air seems to be filled with kind and happy faces, seeing themselves come back, they are so happy, they turned all their happiness into that meal, and kept muttering Why did you come back? It's not that you don't have to worry about us, you want to make money, and when it's cold, don't come back, I always felt that they really thought so, but now I find that I am a little too failed.

I can't see this, and I'm ashamed of them.

"I don't know when I'll see them again, maybe in the next life."

Li Zhou smiled bitterly in his heart, his mother was worried about his mother, his mother didn't understand it in Qianqian'er, what he saw was people, and what he didn't understand was his heart.

"Whew."

Ridiculous, sighing, nostalgic, and sad in his heart, Li Zhou stood under the eaves, looking at the rain fluttering in the distance, and suddenly carved his heart, fluttering and sprinkling, there is no place to settle down, the world is big, where is my hometown.

O carriage that travels far away, go slowly, look back at the family who saw you go away, brother who went out, go slowly, turn back and say goodbye, maybe your heart will feel better, helpless people, think of your mother at home, whether she is still waiting for you at the door, ah, my mother.

The heart is even more sad, the heart is painful, the pain is extremely sad, the heart is tugging, I can't settle down, the confused eyes, with the rain dripping, dripping, the leaves fall back to the roots, the rain falls back to the sea, condensed together, after many obstacles, there is still a day to go home, and he? Forever, two worlds, two people, one heart, one soul, thousands of miles away, already far away, separated by a world?

"Whew."

Missing everything at home, Li Zhou's eyes were very unhappy with tears, this was the first tear after he came here, the first time he cried, the first time he missed home so much, he wanted to live and die, but there was no way to go back.

The rain can't wash away my sadness, and time erases my memories step by step.

The distance, which makes me so sad, can't let me go home.

Living in such a huge house, what I get in my heart is not comfort, nor the warmth of home, just like a wandering away from home, wandering people, missing you outside, dear mother......, I can't help but think of a song in my mind, his eyes soaked with tears, rendering this cold winter, making it even colder.

Standing not far away and looking at his young master so sad, Ke'er noticed that the crystal clear tears in the corners of the young master's eyes fell lightly from his face, accompanied by the rain in the air falling slowly, and he couldn't tell whether it was rain or tears, Ke'er knew that it was tears, and the young master was crying.

Really cried.

Why do I see such sadness from the young master's back? Why do I cry too, why?

Ke'er stood there in a daze, Zhao Wanshuang walked behind her, and she didn't know, Zhao Wanshuang stretched out her hand to Ke'er's shoulder, and called her, but she was shocked by the figure in front of her, and her open mouth slowly closed, standing behind Ke'er, Ke'er looked back at Zhao Wanshuang, and didn't speak, the two stood there with a tacit understanding, staring at a figure in front of them.

In front of the door not far from them, there was a figure standing, his eyes were also looking at this side, his eyes were full of shock, sadness, and strong doubts, and there was gradually a trace of indescribable sadness on his cold face, which seemed to be infected by Li Zhou's mood, and seemed to recall the past in his heart, touched the string buried in his heart, and forgot to put his hand on the cold long sword.

Several people were watching this side, but no one said anything, standing there quietly, waiting, waiting, and at the same time, wondering in their hearts, why was he like this?

The childish child asked, why is it too late to return? Who is competing for the years and winning the sideburns?"

"When I was a child, I didn't know what love was, what was home, and what was sadness, but now I, who are middle-aged, have found the reason why love is deep; Where home is, thousands of miles away; Grief is nothing, it's just tears because of deep affection. ”

"It's a pity that I didn't remember my mother and father carefully, the road in my hometown, the mud, the bed in my hometown, and the smell, and now, I'm almost confused, right?"

I asked myself if I regretted it.

Regret it? Maybe it is, maybe it isn't, it's just homesickness.

Ke'er's tears couldn't help but drip down, the young master's back was so sad, just looking at his back, but I was so sad that I couldn't help crying, what about the young master? How would he feel in his heart? And how painful it was.

Zhao Wanshuang reached out to hold Ke'er's hand and grabbed her hard, she couldn't help crying in her heart, Ke'er leaned on Zhao Wanshuang's body a little, and cried: "Madam, what do you say the young master is thinking?" Why do I cry so much? Whining. ”

The crying was a little miserable, the strong Kerr couldn't hold back her tears, Zhao Wanshuang vaguely wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, and comforted Kerr in a soft voice: "Ke'er, you don't have to think too much, maybe the husband is just sad for a while, don't worry about the husband." ”

"But ......."

The crying choked Ke'er, and she couldn't speak, Zhao Wanshuang hugged Ke'er and gently patted Ke'er's back, once, twice, three times, and slapped it regularly, so that Ke'er could recover her calm as soon as possible.

"No, Ke'er, you are the same, isn't that husband even more sad? Well, we still have to accompany the husband, you can't fall down first. Zhao Wanshuang strongly dissuaded Ke'er, Ke'er's tears gradually stopped, her eyes aimed at Li Zhou, nodded, carefully wiped the tears from her eyes, pouted, and held back her sadness.

"Why am I so sad?"

"Are these tears?"

Ximenbei touched his face, a tear stain flowed from top to bottom, dripping onto her hand, uncontrollably crying, staring at the tears in her palm, she was stunned and cried? Tears? I'm crying? Why is that?

"Because of him?"

Tears, something that Ximen Bei has not seen for a long, long time, is in the palm of her hand at this moment, and she can't help but cry, incredible, she remembers that since she was sensible, she has not shed tears, since her family has died, tears have nothing to do with her so far, only by becoming more indifferent and more ruthless than others, will she not die in the hands of others.

She has always adhered to this point of view, but after meeting Li Zhou, everything seems to have changed and become different, as her master said: When you meet someone who makes you cry, then this person is the most important person in your future.

"Is that really going to be like that?"

Ximen Bei asked himself again in his heart, for this fact, some do not believe, the most important person? Him? Impossible, right? Are we just a deal, a ......?

suddenly found that she had one more of him in her heart and a lot of them less.

Life has a little more color, no longer the black and white as before, and conspicuous red, her world is no longer a world dominated by murder, a little more memorial.

"...... me?"

"Him?"

"We?"

Ximen Bei smiled, entered the house, closed the door, the impact was not loud, not small, as if at this moment, the rain in the air stopped, and everything in the air, at this moment, also stopped.

His eyes slowly opened, Li Zhou followed the voice and looked over, only to see that the door was closed, there was no figure, the rain continued to fall, and so did his heart, falling quickly, his eyes looked around, noticed Ke'er and Zhao Wanshuang not far away, and smiled at them.

Ke'er and Zhao Wanshuang looked at each other, and the sadness in their hearts was even more, it was precisely because the young master was like this that they were all smiling, smiling, and very happy to watch, in fact, they all knew that the young master had an incomprehensible sadness in his heart, and she didn't know why there was such a place where they couldn't touch, but she was very concerned and worried about the young master.