Chapter 468: Complex Emotions

"That's ...... My projection? "Lu Xiaoqi" looked at "Lu Xiaoqi" who was comforting Anne and Xiaoba, this feeling was too weird, so weird that it was indescribable, not uncomfortable, not happy, more confused that was difficult to adapt. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

[Yuan] and [God] can be said to have the same consciousness before, but now [Yuanshen] is separated, and at the moment of separation, the consciousness also becomes a double part, and there is no feeling in this process.

The mysterious person said that [God] is the "self", but at this moment, Lu Xiaoqi, who is the [God], can't feel this, but feels that the [Yuan] is the essence - because the god body is on that side, friends are on that side, and hometown is on that side.

To put it bluntly, it is a sentence - the sense of belonging is gone!

This is not a "doppelganger technique", Lu Xiaoqi has conjured countless pieces of himself with hair, and for those doppelgangers, Lu Xiaoqi has an obvious concept - those are not the body.

What is Ontology? Lu Xiaoqi had never thought deeply about this question before, because there was no point in thinking about this question before - who knew that such a thing would suddenly happen?

Wanting to spy on Gao Wei's secret is certainly one of Lu Xiaoqi's purposes, but even if he has vast powers, he didn't expect that this day would come so quickly, and it would be unfolded in such an awkward form!

Now let Lu Xiaoqi say, the most perceptual criterion of "ontology" is "sense of belonging", which cannot be accurately defined, just a feeling, or a "psychological factor".

What "that's just your projection", what "you're no longer a three-dimensional creature", how does Lu Xiaoqi, who has always been a three-dimensional creature and has never watched himself from a high-dimensional perspective, adapt? What's more, as an intelligent being, his sensitivity to "self-awareness" made him inexplicably feel strange about the [Yuan] in his divine body.

Even though we were originally one, but now we have distinguished, you are the Yuan, I am the God, so why should we say that I, the God, are the "Self"? Is it because I'm high-dimensional?

To be honest, Lu Xiaoqi has a faint jealousy at the moment - the original divine body, friends, and hometown all belonged to him, but now it is as if everything has been snatched away, although taking 10,000 steps back, people [Yuan] have the same "legal inheritance" as him.

After all, the two are no longer as simple as "the separation between heaven and man", but a "dimensional barrier"! Why is the "humanity" that he Lu Xiaoqi has retained since he became a god so firm? In addition to their own persistence, the most important thing is the support of friends, the faith and love of countless believers in the homeland of the earth, and the glory of their own ability to protect their hometown.

But now almost all of those warm "dots" were cut off from him at that moment - if it was just his own spirit out of the body, so that everything was imprisoned there in time and space as before, and after he returned to the divine body, time would continue to walk, then Lu Xiaoqi would definitely not be so hypocritical, but now it is different, someone "replaced" him!

Even if the mysterious man emphasizes that he is already a high-dimensional existence, and the "Lu Xiaoqi" in the three-dimensional world is his projection, he is very at a loss, because no matter what form of existence it is, as an intelligent existence, there is always "subjectivity" in observing things, and as far as his own feelings are concerned, he subconsciously does not quite admit that the consciousness of the "three-dimensional Lu Xiaoqi" is his own.

Perhaps this is the limitation that has been accustomed to being a three-dimensional creature for a long time. Even if he is a powerful god, he is no exception.

It's like Grandma Liu has entered the Grand View Garden, just like entering another world, as the limitations of the poor, naturally she has never tasted those expensive food, never seen those exquisite clothes, gorgeous gardens, no matter what, she still feels that "the golden nest and the silver nest are not as good as their own kennels".

It is worth mentioning that in Lu Xiaoqi's body in the three-dimensional world at this moment, [Yuan] did not know that his other half was already "extra-dimensional", and he also did not have any pain because [Yuan Shen] was divided into two, but unlike this Lu Xiaoqi as a [God], [Yuan] did not know the truth, he only thought that the Yuan Shen had succeeded just now and successfully escaped with Annie's two daughters!

This situation can't help but remind Lu Xiaoqi of the fantasy novels he read before, in order to sanctify the "three corpses", they were originally one, but as a result, many "mes" were cut out, and in the end, only one "me" could be sanctified.

In short, the current Lu Xiaoqi can't be happy or sad, just like an itchy nose and wants to sneeze, but he can't hit it, and he can't hit it.

The reason why I can't be happy is naturally because I am out of dimension without any psychological preparation, which hurts the "sense of belonging"; It's not sad because his god body and Anne Xiaoba are very safe, and their strength has not been damaged or anything, [Yuan] as the dominant consciousness must love them as much as himself, and will protect them well, protect their hometown, and will not do worse than himself, after all, they are essentially the same person.

He wanted to vent his frustration, but he couldn't find any excuse to be angry - everything was perfect, he could continue to pursue the truth, and all the "worries" he cared about were properly placed and resolved, and there was nothing wrong with it!

But he couldn't say to the mysterious man: "Please, let me and [Yuan] get together again, I won't play anymore, Gao Wei, the truth, or something, pull it all down, love what." ”

Then he might as well beg someone to let him go back to drinking his mother's milk as a baby! Maybe this time, after hard work, I can stop being an orphan!

He has never lacked the spirit of scientific exploration, and he is not a coward, because he is afraid that the future will be confused.

But even if he didn't even have any worries, he was still reluctant, reluctant to give up the warmth of being a three-dimensional creature and a former human being, so he didn't feel good in his heart.

Who knows what he's going to see in the future? Anyway, it's definitely not a three-dimensional world, and he will fall into complete loneliness.

Yes, it's lonely!

It is far more desolate and lonely than "persuading you to drink a glass of wine, and there is no reason to go out of Yangguan in the west"!

There is no one in the west out of Yangguan, but you can always see people, right? If you can't see people, you can always see the heavens, the earth, mountains and rivers and the desert, right? It's a pity that Lu Xiaoqi can't see anything of these three-dimensional world scenes.

No one to talk to, no one to share.

Human beings are social animals, with a strong social nature, even if they do not participate in collective life, they must have two or three friends, otherwise they may get mental illness - autism, depression, schizophrenia or something.

Although Lu Xiaoqi is a god, he still has a "human flavor" inside, and he will not get mental illness, but the pain of loneliness will not be reduced.

He understands very well that although he is not a three-dimensional creature at this moment, he is not in the high-dimensional world, and the mysterious person is waiting, waiting for himself to express his position, waiting for himself to decide, whether to "pursue the avenue".

Anne and Hachi can't accompany them to continue their exploration for the time being, because the mysterious man said very clearly that there must be a "primordial god", and the two women are strong souls at best, but there is a world of difference between the soul and the primordial spirit.

"One day in the future, when you are really strong and have enough power, maybe you can 'promote' them yourself, that's your own business, I have no obligation to forcibly cross them to your side and follow you all the time, because you are the descendant of the gods, but they are not!" The mysterious man should have guessed Lu Xiaoqi's mind and said.

"I want to ask, if that 'Lu Xiaoqi' is my projection, then whose projection is Anne and Xiaoba?" Lu Xiaoqi suddenly remembered something and asked.

"Anne's soul is caused by your power, and Anne's angelic body is also the power you have given her, because your feelings for her make her quite independent, so she can be said to be not anyone's projection, but also a derivative of your projection" The mysterious man replied, "As for Hachi, neither her soul nor the creation of her divine body comes from your direct intervention, but because of the intervention of your power, she is conscious of the soul' The projection source has been truncated by you and is already relatively independent, and her body, with its mysterious origin, is also blocked by your power. But if you are separated from your body, her body will be found by her 'projection source'. ”

"What about that 'Lu Xiaoqi'? Am I, as his 'projection source', like a marionette, be able to manipulate him? Or can you give him 'instructions'? Lu Xiaoqi asked.