herday！

Shi Jian put down the pink notebook, this sentence seems to have been excerpted when she was twenty years old, as a life motto to encourage herself. At that time, I was young, and I hadn't encountered too many setbacks and pains, and I felt that my life was gloomy and my mood fell to a low point after failing an exam. But the good mood will soon be regained by a delicious meal.

Continue to be happy and live with a big grin.

How nice. Shi Jian envied her former self, and felt that there was no need to return to her original self, even if she returned to the past, life still moved forward.

On a whim, Shi Jian picked up the pen and wrote this sentence in English again in the notebook. Tomorrow is another day, and tomorrow will be even better...... Will tomorrow really be better? Maybe she has had a good "future", but she can't imagine now, what will happen to her without Mr. Ye?

She's still improving.

She didn't dare to think about it before, but now she would let herself think about it, but she wouldn't let herself think about it too much. Because she thought about it too much, she couldn't help crying again.

Shi Jian leaned over the desk and wrote quietly, and her mother Fang Rou knocked on the door and came in. Shi Jian turned her head and smiled at her mother who came in. Her grandmother gave birth to two daughters, her mother Fang Rou and her aunt Fang Ya, but her personality is as her name suggests. Mother looks gentle and beautiful, but the temperament is typical, strong and capable, when she was young, she served as a teaching assistant and a handsome professor fell in love with each other, and went abroad to continue her studies in the middle, and then came back again and both became older unmarried men and women, and then continued to be together in a chapter. It can be regarded as a love that has achieved positive results.

"Jane." Ms. Fang sat across from her, as if she was looking for her to have a good conversation.

Shi Jian put down her pen and prepared to listen, more or less guessing what her mother said to her.

Ms. Fang and Professor Shi both wanted her to go abroad, but this time she was not admitted to the graduate school of B University, and they felt that she should go abroad to complete her studies.

Shi Jian had no reason to refuse, but she still decided not to go out with them, although she was also reluctant to let them, and Tim.

Her attitude was so resolute that her mother sighed, as if she had expected it.

In order to reassure Ms. Fang, Shi Jian specially promised: "Mom, I can already decide my own life." ”

When she said this, Ms. Fang was no longer reluctant.

"Jian'er, mom thinks that you haven't seen you this year, you have changed a lot." Ms. Fang looked at her and sighed, "Really, it's very obvious." It feels like you've suddenly grown up and have your own decisions and ideas. Your father and I discussed this the other day, and as parents, we are happy and sorry at the same time. These years are because we have been too selfish and missed your growth. I'm sorry, Jane. ”

Shi Jian smiled, she has changed a lot because she has ten more years of memory.

"I'm sorry." Shi Jian's tone was leisurely, "If you really feel sorry for me, spend more time with Tim, and don't miss his growth again." After saying that, Shi Jian laughed again, revealing a row of teeth.

Ms. Fang nodded.

"One more sentence." Shi Jian raised her head and blinked.

Ms. Fang also looked at her with a smile: "What? ”

"Mom, I love you." Shi Jian said, and then she took the initiative to reach out and hug Ms. Fang's waist and threw herself into her mother's arms like a child. She has a bad relationship these days, and she is afraid of being discovered, so every time she faces her family, she looks like she has a smile on the corner of her mouth. Now, on the contrary, it is a little easier, and I just want to lie in my mother's arms and hide from being sad.

She expressed her love in English again.

The feelings that she was once ashamed to express have changed her age and expressed them more naturally, because she was about to become a mother and knew that it was not easy for her mother.

"Thank you, baby." Ms. Fang smiled very happily, and then kissed her forehead as if she were treating Tim and said, "We all love you." ”

From the Spring Festival to the present, Shi Jian has lived in the Yang family. Her parents stayed in China for a long time, and they flew to England in a week. In fact, they used to have a good house in City A, but unfortunately they sold it when they went abroad, and later the housing prices in City A rose higher than abroad, and Professor Shi also regretted it in his heart. Because her parents did not have a house in China, Mr. Ye also proposed to buy a set of respect and filial piety, which was rejected by her whole family. At that time, the housing prices in City A were already very expensive, and they did not live in them often, so it was really not cost-effective. The son-in-law will make money, and he can't spend it like this.

In the future, the housing prices in City A will really rise exponentially. Any real estate developer can make a lot of money by seizing the opportunity of the past few years. Therefore, with Ye Jiacheng's ability and relationship, Ye Mao Real Estate may not be able to become a leading local real estate enterprise like Yimao Real Estate.

When I came back this time, my mother, Ms. Fang, also lived in Yang's house, but my father, Professor Shi, chose to live in a hotel because of his incompatible personality with her sister-in-law Yang Jiantao. Professor Shi did that, no one cared about him, even Tim was unwilling to accompany him to stay in the hotel, and stayed at Yang's house every day to accompany Nini and accompany her. These days, she eats, drinks, sleeps and sleeps, and they don't know what is going on about her relationship status, and they are silent one after another.

Tim, who knows the most, was also successfully bought by her.

Yi Pei's email, she replied, promising to stay in Yi Mao Real Estate and work hard. The highest scenery is heartwarming, and what really made her decide to stay in Yimao was just that she wanted to find a new direction in life.

will not lose Ye Jiacheng, even lose his life.

Back again, her biggest goal is to find Ye Jiacheng, and then let Ye Jiacheng fall in love with her quickly. She weaved a love net in the hope that Ye Jiacheng would be caught obediently, but Ye Jiacheng escaped, and she was trapped inside.

She suddenly lost the focus of her life, and she was so confused that she couldn't do it. It's a very bad state, there is no direction and no rhythm, and even the most basic vitality is slowly disappearing.

Nothing can be lifted, nothing feels like it doesn't matter, anything can be, everything is pretty much the same. Every day when I go to bed, I think that this day has finally passed, but when I wake up, I repeat the same as yesterday the next day.

You don't have to go to work.

She ended Yi Mao's internship early and only said that she would return again after graduation.

The most troublesome graduation thesis was also written, and the tutor gave her a high evaluation, but there was nothing to be happy about...... Shi Jian knew that his current situation was almost the rhythm of depression.

When she lost a little bit, she suffered from depression for a while, but at that time, Mr. Ye walked out with her. Now, she no longer has Mr. Ye.

Shi Jian started running and slept after running every day; She watched the funniest movies and laughed heartily; She plays games with Tim and becomes more and more childlike; She also ran to the K room alone to sing and went crazy hysterically.

Only, I don't want to travel.

She and Mr. Ye have been to too many places, and she really can't think of any other place that the two of them have not been.

The battle between her and time was lost in a mess. For the rest, she has to fight against the disease of melancholy like a warrior. She knew better than anyone how terrible depression was, and she couldn't let it destroy her life. No matter how bad she was in the past, there was still Mr. Ye, but now she doesn't know what she will have left if her life is ruined by illness again.

So she had to beat it.

She pushes herself strictly every day, forcing out the vitality and happiness in her body. She was ruthless to herself, and the potential that finally burst out surprised even herself.

In order to find something to do, she also looked at the diary she had written before. In the past, Shi Jian was really a very simple girl, and she actually wrote in her diary about three "big things" to do in 200x.

It seems that none of these things have been completed.

Shi Jian intends to accomplish these three major events. Actually, it's a very fun game. Ten years ago, "she" wrote these wishes in a journal, and ten years later she fulfilled them. The time is relatively overlapping, as if I have met myself again ten years ago.

The first big thing, after playing the game, Tianqi is all leveled. Oh my God, this is too difficult, Shi Jian is a little stunned. When she was in her twenties, she was obsessed with playing games, and she often forgot to study, but she hadn't finished playing the game before, how to clear it now?

No matter what, Shi Jian still got back the number for many years. In fact, relatively speaking, "she" hasn't played a game for a few months, and as soon as she goes online, her friends in the game have looked for her and asked her where she has been in the past few months.

It's a feeling of disobedience.

The second big thing, watch a concert of a male god. This is easy, Shi Jian checked on the Internet, and this month the male god just came to City A to hold a national tour.

But there were no more tickets.

Shi Jian saw that the sponsor of the concert actually had Yimao Group. couldn't help it, she called Zhang Kai, and Zhang Kai could really get the ticket. She asked for an ordinary standing ticket and refused the VIP guest card that Zhang Kai planned to give her.

"I didn't expect that Shi Jian was still chasing stars." Zhang Kai said.

"That's right." She laughed generously.

Then, the third big thing, and the flower shirt confession.

But who is the flower shirt? Shi Jian couldn't wait to lie in the diary, she really couldn't remember. Fortunately, it was written in the diary, and the memory slowly became a little impressive. The flower shirt was a boy she saw in the graduate school entrance examination review in the library of University B, and she was occupied by a seat at that time...... Shi Jian covered her face and looked at the diaries of these girls' hearts, and she was ashamed.

Why didn't she confess at that time, didn't she have the courage to confess, or forgot?

Here, Ye Jiacheng has been Mr. Ye for a while, and when he is busy with affairs every day, and when he doesn't want to go back to the apartment while driving, he remembers that he has a friend who he hasn't contacted for a long time.

He called Gao Yanfei to play ball, as well as drink. Gao Yanfei rejected him on the grounds that he wanted to play a game.

In the past, Gao Yanfei contacted him, and he found a reason to shirk not meeting; Recently, Gao Yanfei has played a big name, and he doesn't want to see him. The more this is the case, the clearer Ye Jiacheng understands in his heart: his side has broken up, and Gao Yanfei's side is going to start.

It's really boring for a dead friend to think like this.

The two sat in the small restaurant they used to go to and drank, Ye Jiacheng leaned lazily, Gao Yanfei lowered his head and played with a mobile phone, and kept texting.

Ye Jiacheng's face was a little ugly.

Gao Yanfei didn't know what Ye Jiacheng was so ugly, but Gao Yanfei was a little weak in the past few days, but since they met, Gao Yanfei also made it clear.

"In the past few days, I have been in contact with the little fox very diligently...... Gao Yanfei confessed sincerely, mainly thinking of what Ye Jiacheng said last time, and his predecessor was like a floating cloud.

"Why are you so diligent?" Ye Jiacheng asked, slowly, and his voice couldn't hear any emotion.

"It's just that the little fox likes to play games lately, I'll teach her to clear the customs." Gao Yanfei said, in the latter sentence, he wanted to test Ye Jiacheng's bottom line, "That, I feel like I may have a drama...... You don't mind. ”