If you go back to 2016, there is a word that is very popular on Weibo that can accurately describe the expression on Cheng Xuanqing's face who is staring at the Nokia flip phone in his hand at the moment - bewilderment with a capital letter.

Excuseme？ Isn't she participating in an idol's roadshow in the theater, and it's time for an important group photo session? When the group photo was taken, everyone was excited to squeeze forward, yes, but, but it wouldn't squeeze her here, right?

After looking around, I found that the people around me looked a little flustered, some girls were squatting on the edge of the runway crying, some were constantly calling, some were in a hurry, and the teachers were trying to maintain order and let everyone stand calmly.

It seems, her elementary school?

What happened? Look at the time on the phone, 2:36 p.m., even if it's an elementary school, this time should still be in the afternoon class, why are there so many people on the playground? Even if it's a physical education class, it's not like the whole school has a physical education class.

Wait a minute.

Cheng Xuanqing opened the bulky phone cover again, and this time she looked at the date.

12 May 2008.

Cheng Xuanqing's generation of post-90s generation was born in peacetime, at a time of rapid development of the country, and did not experience any strong winds and waves, so he was particularly impressed by the few severe natural disasters. For example, the Wenchuan earthquake with a magnitude of 8.0.

It was the first time they had felt that death was so close, that it was so vulnerable.

So many years later, Cheng Xuanqing remembered that she was in Chinese class at the time, and she felt that the classmates in the back row kicked her stool, and she was still a little dissatisfied in her heart, the Chinese teacher walked to the corridor and answered a phone call, sitting in the first row, she vaguely heard the teacher's tone and said in surprise: "Correction? ”

She thought, what's so surprising about this, the sixth graders have become accustomed to spending every day in the boring cycle of exams, comments, revision of test papers, exams, comments, and revision of test papers, and the teachers are not used to it?

Just thinking about it, the teacher hurriedly walked in and threw the test paper on the table: "There is an earthquake!" Come on! Meet at the playground! ”

The whole class ran out with a "bang", in fact, at that time, everyone didn't quite understand how strict the consequences of the earthquake would be, but they just thought it was very fresh, and they didn't have to go to class, how good, one ran faster than the other in the narrow corridor, and then I thought that it was really a miracle that there was no stampede accident at that time.

However, in this life, there were no stampede accidents, and there were other accidents.

She was born again.

"Hey, you were so squeezed just now, are you okay?" A girl with a ponytail and a bare brain reached out and shook it in front of her eyes.

Cheng Xuanqing's eyes followed her hand up and down for a while before she reacted a little: "No, it's okay." ”

"Alright? Why do you still have a pronunciation, when did you become a northerner? The girl laughed in a teasing tone.

"Didn't you take me with you?" Cheng Xuanqing blurted out that although she was an out-and-out southerner who didn't even speak standard Mandarin before, but since she went to the north to study in college, her accent has been taken away unconsciously.

The girl instantly seemed to be praised and happy: "Of course! Mix with me who is so standard in Mandarin, make sure your Mandarin is the same every year! ”

Before Cheng Xuanqing could answer, another person came over: "Cheng Xuanqing, I'm sorry, can I borrow your mobile phone?" My phone won't work. "Patting her on the shoulder is a very beautiful girl, in the era when girls are unified with big ponytail brains, this girl has grown bangs, pinned a beautiful clip, tall figure, Cheng Xuanqing immediately remembered who it was, Huang Qiuyi, good grades, beautiful, teacher's darling, class leader, boys' dream lover, class flower, in later words, probably a goddess temperament.

Although she is a classmate for six years, Cheng Xuanqing has always been different from a dazzling girl like Huang Qiuyi, she likes to play with people who are similar to herself or even worse than herself, Cheng's mother calls this behavior unmotivated.

And in my impression, she and Huang Qiuyi had a conflict, as if she didn't know why Huang Qiuyi stepped on her fiercely, so painful that Cheng Xuanqing almost cried, and since then she has never crossed paths, and she also included Huang Qiuyi in her own blacklist, and she didn't fill in the classmates when she graduated.

Of course, the class flowers are not bad for Cheng Xuanqing's classmate.

Cheng Xuanqing had an impression of this, it seemed that only Nokia's mobile phone still had a signal to make calls during the earthquake, so he generously handed out the mobile phone, and noticed that a trace of surprise flashed in Huang Qiuyi's eyes. Cheng Xuanqing secretly felt a little funny in her heart, sure enough, she was a primary school student, and she could break off her friendship with a little thing.

However, she also believes that she will probably not refuse the request from the school celebrity in the face of the personality bun in her previous life, and even feel a little honored to hand it over.

As for now, in her eyes, Huang Qiuyi is a little Lori, a little Lori, how can she bear to refuse as Yan Kong's little request? What's more, why Huang Qiuyi stepped on her at that time, whether she did something excessive and said something excessive, she doesn't remember, otherwise why Huang Qiuyi, who is innocent and well-behaved on weekdays, wants to step on her, people will always selectively remember the bad of others and selectively forget their own mistakes.

Huang Qiuyi quickly finished the phone and returned the phone to her, thanked her, and was about to find her little friend, Cheng Xuanqing suddenly grabbed her: "Class leader, I'll go back first, if the teacher asks later, he will say that my mother picked me up, thank you." ”

"But you have to be picked up by your parents and you have to register with Teacher Zhao!"

"It's okay, you see so many people are gone, who's coming to pick it up, let's go, bye!" After speaking, she waved at the two of them and turned her back and left, and she didn't bother to go back to the classroom to get her schoolbag, anyway, according to her years of experience, the schoolbag she carried home was always basically intact and then carried back.

It seemed to be the first time that I walked out of the school gate without being pressed by a big schoolbag on my shoulders, the boys were chasing after me and running heartlessly, the summer wind was passing through the school uniforms, and there was no trace of the heaviness in the air after the earthquake.

When I walked out of the campus, I felt that the atmosphere was a little strange, and everyone ran out of the building, standing on the street, talking on the phone, and looking into the building, and there were some things on the street that were about the time of the earthquake.

Thinking of the disaster caused by the earthquake and the number of dead and injured, Cheng Xuanqing couldn't help but feel a little depressed in her heart, but in the end, as a neighboring province that felt the earthquake, the Wenchuan earthquake did not have much impact on G City, and it did not have much impact on the people of G City, including Cheng Xuanqing.

It only took a short period of time for the words Wenchuan earthquake to be frequently on the lips of the whole society, to just being mentioned in the news of post-disaster reconstruction and moving China, and then to disappearing from people's field of vision. No amount of fresh life is lost, but it will only hit their loved ones hard.

After briefly expressing pity and condolences in her heart, Cheng Xuanqing's thoughts returned to the matter of rebirth, pain is real pain only when it happens to herself, otherwise any empathy is nonsense.

For a star-chasing dog, the most painful and saddest thing is that he finally met his idol, but at the critical moment of taking pictures, he was reborn!

How is she over there now, is she dizzy? Or is it directly doggy? Although this will probably make idols remember that she is right, it may also have a great impact on idols' careers! How can she drag her idol back?!

Cheng Xuanqing broke her heart for idols while walking, and frankly speaking, she did not reject the matter of rebirth, how good, so many things she regretted later could be done from scratch. However, can you not be reborn when you meet idols?

God, you're so picky!

"Qingqing, are you back?" Cheng Xuanqing looked up, it was Cheng's mother carrying vegetables in both hands.

She said "um", and saw her mother carrying something in both hands, Cheng Xuanqing naturally walked over to pick it up and carried it herself. When I was a freshman, my mother was injured in her right hand because of a car accident, and it wasn't a strict injury, because my mother has always had a big heart, and I didn't care much about it, and I didn't care much about it.

But at this time, Cheng's mother's hand was still fine, and she looked at her daughter's back in astonishment, feeling inexplicably tall and a little strange.

After walking a few steps, Cheng Xuanqing reacted, yes, she is used to being oppressed, right? At this time, Ms. Cheng's hand was fine. Turning around, he raised the cabbage bag in his right hand: "You carry." Then he silently carried the watermelon and turned into the alley.

At this time, their family still lives in the staff dormitory of their mother's unit, with mottled walls and dark corridors, which look incompatible with the elevator room next to it and the modern shopping mall next door, but Cheng Xuanqing, who moved to the new district a few years later, still likes it the most - it is delicious and fun to go out a few steps, and it can't be more convenient to go anywhere, compared to the new district where birds don't poop chickens don't lay eggs, I don't know how many times stronger, and the glutinous rice at the opposite intersection hasn't been eaten for many years? ! I can't wait to put down my stuff and eat it now.

However, it needs to be said that Cheng Xuanqing's family does not live here because of how bad the family conditions are, in fact, their family's economic situation is relatively well-off, just take Cheng Xuanqing, who has always been uncompetitive in her studies, to study in junior high school and high school, she relies on finding connections to stuff money, and she is also studying in a school with expensive tuition fees before she barely attends a book.

Living here is purely because Ms. Cheng's unit has not yet moved to the new district, and if her family moved there first, she would not be able to go to work so conveniently. What are you kidding, she is used to going to work at half past eight and going out at eight twenty, and asking her to cross a district to work every morning is simply killing her.

Isn't the process lady really big enough to have a big heart, this was the earthquake just now, dare to escape and buy the vegetables by the way? Cheng Xuanqing slandered.