An Zhi subconsciously closed his eyes, and the courage that he had finally mustered up before was like a snowflake meeting the sun, and it melted in an instant.

She didn't dare to look at Shen Yanru, but pricked up her ears and waited for her answer.

Shen Yanru didn't seem to expect her to ask like this, and was stunned for a moment before saying, "I don't know." ”

An Zhi breathed a sigh of relief.

I don't know. If she doesn't know, it means that Shen Yanru doesn't have anyone in her heart, otherwise she just needs to describe that person by comparison.

But this is also expected by Ann Zhi. It must be known that Shen Yanru did not get married ten years after the previous life, and there was no one around him - Xuan Zihang did not count, An knew that it had been determined at the first time they met, and there was no ambiguity between him and Shen Yanru.

Ten years later, Shen Yanru is thirty-eight years old, which is not too old for this circle, but it is really not small. Many female stars almost choose to enter the palace of marriage before this age. After all, most of today's fans are rational and know that idols are also human beings and have their own lives, so most of them will bless their choices.

Since Shen Yanru didn't do this, he really didn't have a lover.

This topic ended here, An knew that he didn't have the courage to continue asking, and Shen Yanru didn't mean to discuss it in depth.

When he came to his senses, Ann felt a little remorseful, feeling that he shouldn't have asked such a question at such a time. Haven't you already decided to go on like this?

But Ann knows that she also knows that emotional things are easy to say, but it is too difficult to do. She can just live like this, because she knows that Shen Yanru has no one around her, and there is no one in her heart. Otherwise, I would never have been able to make such a calm posture.

In the final analysis, love is an exclusive feeling, and there is no room for a third person. I'm happy as long as she's happy, and I hope she can find happiness, it's all a lie.

But even so, An Zhizhi still felt that he was not doing something right. If Shen Yanru noticed something because of this, how would it end? And not only is it a problem that she may expose, but what makes An know and entangled is that she will be happy and peaceful because of this kind of thing!

She actually hoped that Shen Yanru had no one by her side, and she would live like that with her.

What a vile and dark mind is this?

Shen Yanru was so good to her, and everything she had never received from others was obtained from her. Not to mention her own sister, even her own parents are just like this, and even what most parents do is probably not as good as what Shen Yanru did for her.

Is this what she gives in return?

Until it was time to wash up and get ready to sleep, this kind of love was still pestering An Zhi so that she didn't dare to look at Shen Yanru, just lowered her head and did her own thing.

Probably because of his preoccupations, An knew that he had a dream.

The beginning of the dream is spring, meadows, blooming flowers, bright sunshine, and warm wind...... A qiē is so beautiful.

Then the line of sight shifts to a panoramic view that resembles a view from above. It turned out that a wedding was being held on the grass below. Then the camera zoomed in, and An knew that he saw that the person wearing the wedding dress was Shen Yanru.

Sister is getting married? Her heart tightened, and she wanted to see the groom's face on the opposite side of the red carpet. Who is lucky enough to marry Shen Yanru?

However, the face seemed to be hidden in the fog, faintly unclear, and always blurred.

The "Wedding March" suddenly sounded in his ears, and An Zhi was shocked, and then realized that it was the wedding that had begun. The surrounding guests didn't know when they disappeared, and An knew that there was only Shen Yanru in front of her, and she was walking along the red carpet to the end.

"Can't go!" An knew that she wanted to open her mouth to stop her.

But it was not possible to make a sound at all. Seeing that Shen Yanru had already walked away, she could only follow quickly, trying to communicate with Shen Yanru as she walked. But he couldn't say a word. She wanted to go to the front to stop Shen Yanru, but Shen Yanru was obviously not walking fast, but she couldn't catch up, and even the distance between the two became farther and farther away several times.

And she seemed to have suddenly lost the ability to walk, stumbling along the way, and she didn't know how many places she had hit.

Fortunately, I didn't lose anyone.

I don't know how long it took for the two to reach the end of the red carpet, and the groom officer held the bride's hand. An knew that he was in a hurry, and hurriedly pounced and opened the hands of the two.

However, when she looked up, she found that the groom's face had turned into Shen Yanru.

Isn't she a bride?

Then suddenly his eyes turned, An Zhi lowered his head, and found that he was wearing a white wedding dress. Looking up again, Shen Yanru on the other side was staring at her with a smile.

It turns out that she is the bride! An knew that he was ecstatic in his heart, and he was about to reach out to hold Shen Yanru, but the distance between the two suddenly became farther away. Obviously, both of them stretched out their arms, but their fingertips were always only a little bit apart, and they couldn't touch each other at all.

An knew that she wanted to take a few steps that way, but there seemed to be something in front of her blocking her way, so she could only stand on tiptoe and try to push her hand forward.

Suddenly, the mountains shook, and the surrounding qiē seemed to be collapsing and disappearing, An knew that in despair, he put his feet hard again, and finally succeeded in grabbing Shen Yanru's hand, and then he felt that he was constantly falling, falling-

An knew that he woke up in this violent sense of falling.

The sky was already bright, and Shen Yanru was sitting at the head of the bed, looking at her with a worried expression.

"Sister......" An Zhizhi said. Then I realized that my throat was dry and hoarse, as if I had said too much in a dream. The nose is also a little breathless, as if it is - a cold?

"Awake? Drink saliva first. Shen Yanru helped her sit up and handed over the cup filled with honey water.

An Zhi took a sip, the warm and sweet water moistened her throat, and her body seemed to finally retreat from the tension in her dream.

She breathed a sigh of relief and spoke again, her voice was still a little urn-like, but it was much better, "Sister, what time is it?" ”

"It's almost nine o'clock." Shen Yanru said, "You have a little cold, I'll go get medicine." ”

"It's just a small cold, you don't need to take medicine, right?" An Zhizhi said.

Shen Yanru looked at her disapprovingly, "The body is the most important, besides, you are still a singer, if your voice is not well protected, you should know best what the consequences will be." "It's easy to hurt your throat when you have a cold.

Ann knew that he didn't speak.

When Shen Yanru walked away, she fell down again, dragged the quilt up to cover her face, and recalled the previous dream.

Dreams are, of course, illogical.

But An Zhi clearly remembered the ecstasy that flashed in his heart when he found out that Shen Yanru was the groom and he was the bride in the dream.

It's hopeless. She thought with her eyes open.

It's just that in the end, the feeling of never being able to touch Shen Yanru, and the final collapse of the surrounding sky, what does it portend? Is it possible for her and Shen Yanru to be together forever?

An Zhi turned sideways, curled up, and buried his face in his arms.

Probably if you are sick, you will be more vulnerable, and at this moment, An knows that there is really a dim feeling that the whole world has been abandoned.

However, in the next moment, the quilt on his head was lifted, and his eyes were bright again. Shen Yanru's voice sounded, "If you have a cold, you have to breathe fresh air, don't be stuffy in the quilt." ”

She is still in the world, and the world is still that world.

"Got it." An knew the sullen answer, but did not dare to raise his head to look at her.

Because she was afraid that there would be a restrained expression on her face, so that Shen Yanru could see something.

"Still sleepy?" Shen Yan had a wrong understanding, "Isn't it too tired to study?" I got up and took my medicine before going to sleep. But before the words fell, she was overturned by herself, "You have to eat breakfast before you can take medicine." ”

So Ann knew that he finally got up.

When she saw herself in the mirror while brushing her teeth, she couldn't help but raise her hand and pat her face, and then showed a bright smile.

It's just a dream, what do you want to do so much?

After eating breakfast and taking medicine, Shen Yanru was going out and asked An to stay at home and recuperate. An Zhi nodded obediently. After Shen Yanru left, he took out his mobile phone and continued to scroll through Weibo.

Even if I know that it's just netizen YY, it's still pleasant to see CP fans putting the two together.

After a weekend, Ann knew that he had finally readjusted his mentality. Even the symptoms of the cold seem to have lessened a lot. Originally, she had only mild symptoms, but now she has no other sensations other than a little stuffy nose.

Life in school is busy and fulfilling, and Yiqiē seems to be back to its original state. An Zhizhi began to discuss with Shen Yanru the lessons he listened to every day, the things he learned, and then transformed these into what he had.

The heat on the Internet, because there is no fresh news, slowly subsided.

There are so many people in this circle, and different new news comes out every day, that it is easy to get overshadowed, and there is nothing surprising about it.

Zhou Yu didn't mean to continue the hype. It is necessary to maintain the popularity appropriately, but if you fry too much, it will be easy to get mushy. After all, An knows that he is still a newcomer, and if he praises it too much, it will become a killing. So although many programs now want to invite An Zhizhi, she refused.

At first, because the popularity of these shows was too low, there was not much benefit to being on them. Second, Zhou Yu felt that An Zhizhi was now easy to be compared with Zhang Tianjie, and she was absolutely weak, which was not good news.

So it's more appropriate not to appear in front of the media for the time being and keep it mysterious. This will draw more attention to her work.

The EP "White Dew" has sold well and has been downloaded on the Internet, and it is outstanding among this year's newcomers. After everyone discussed, they all felt that it would not be a problem for her to be shortlisted for the Best Newcomer at next year's Golden Melody Awards, and maybe she could win the award. If it is exposed again at that time, it will be much more confident.

It is worth mentioning that there is a thing that even An knew that he was about to forget, and it was finally found out by Xuan Zihang.

At the original welcome party, her accompaniment was deleted, so that An knew that the person who could only make a dangerous move was found.

Because too many things happened after that, and the result was also beneficial to Ann Knowing herself. So she pretty much left it behind completely. No one else mentioned it in front of her afterwards. Unexpectedly, Xuan Zihang did not give up.

This person's name is Zhan Wei, and he is An Zhi's senior. I have signed a contract with a small company, and I originally planned to make a splash at the welcome party and then make my debut. But I didn't expect An Zhi to be born out of thin air and suppress everyone else.

After watching An Zhizhi's rehearsal, Zhan Wei knew that he was not as good as her, so he used this method to try to suppress An Zhizhi. It's just that I didn't expect An Zhizhi to deal with it so well, but it turned everyone's attention on her. The rest of the show at the party pales in comparison.

"What are you going to do with him?" After checking it out, Xuan Zihang notified the others as soon as possible, and then asked An Zhizhi what he meant.

"What do you do in general?" ”

Although she did not lose in this matter, in fact, many people thought that this was her own way of fighting for the position, and later her signing with Shen Yanru Studio was exposed, and some people thought that this was the studio's hype method.

Although not many people agree with this argument and it was quickly suppressed, it may not be that there will be a day when it will be revealed.

So Ann knew that she didn't plan to be a virgin, so she let this matter go gently. At least let more people know so that they can stand up and testify for themselves in the future.

Xuan Zihang said, "This kind of thing, the other party can be said to be an accident or accident." My advice was to contact the school and leave the matter to them. In this way, the bottom is left at the school, and the matter is considered to be closed. No matter how many people want to use it for hype, they can't make any splash. ”

"So be it." An Zhi said immediately.

"I thought you would say that they are all classmates, so you don't have to do it so badly." Zhou Yu sneered.

An Zhi shrugged, "But when he did this, I didn't even know his name, let alone the friendship between classmates." Zhan Wei doesn't regard herself as a classmate, so why should she be polite?

"Then I'm relieved. I'm afraid that if you don't have a clear mind, you will be the Virgin. Zhou Yu said, "When you enter this circle, you are destined to be in the way of others, or in the way of others." There are countless people who want to step on you, or step on your position. So be careful what you say and do outside. ”

"I know, thank you, Sister Zhou. Thank you Brother Xuan for running for my affairs. An Zhizhi said.

She not only understands these truths, but also has experienced them herself, how can she be so easily deceived by others?

However, it turns out that sometimes you can't be too iron-toothed. Otherwise, you might be out of luck in the blink of an eye.

The National Day is coming soon, and as an art college, at this time, it will be more active. Because this is also one of the opportunities for them to be able to come out. So the student council organized a roadshow, which was held right in front of the school. Because of the huge momentum, it is very likely to attract the attention of the media and get publicity.

Therefore, after the students found out, they were very enthusiastic about it.

Ann knew that she didn't have the idea of participating, but the other three people in the dorm wanted to participate, and she was strongly urged to do the same. Even the dormitory as a whole was said as a reason, so it was difficult for her to refuse. After all, everyone got along quite happily during this time.

If you don't participate in this kind of group activity, you will be excluded. Ann knew that she didn't want that.

In addition, the roadshow also has a charity donation link, I hope everyone can donate generously after watching their show. The money will be sent by the student union to places such as social welfare homes, homes for the elderly, and disabled persons' federations to help those in need.

It's also a meaningful thing.

After An knew that he agreed, the most excited person was Xing Sitong, "Then our dormitory can put on a show together!" ”

Du Ying and Xiao Zijia didn't speak, seeing that no one responded to him, Xing Sitong was a little embarrassed, "What, don't misunderstand if you know it." I don't mean to rub your heat, it's just that our dormitory is a whole! If you put out a show, it is also very meaningful! ”

At this point, An Zhizhi could only smile and say, "It's okay, I don't mind." ”

Xiao Zijia pursed his lips, "Who is rare and hot?" Then he turned his face and crackled at the computer, apparently refusing to join the conversation again.

Du Ying hurriedly opened her mouth and started a round, "It is fate that everyone lives in the same dormitory. If you go out on the show together, the chance of being selected is indeed higher. Otherwise, they will go their own way, and it is estimated that except for An Zhizhi, no one else will be elected. ”

The program should be reported to the student union for preliminary screening. After all, there are so many students, it is impossible for everyone to attend, and there is simply not enough time.

So in the end, it is naturally those who have excellent performances before, or some fame, which is also an indisputable fact. Therefore, Xing Sitong's so-called lack of popularity seems a little too hypocritical.

However, her face is not thin, and when she heard Du Ying's words, she immediately smiled and said, "Yes, that's what I meant." ”

Then I asked with interest what kind of repertoire I would choose.

Du Ying said, "An knows that singing Shen Yanru's songs is so good, let's choose her." Besides, I think her tone is more suitable for this style. ”

The smile on Xing Sitong's face froze. She originally planned to mention yì to choose dance music, but when An knew that she and Xiao Zijia would sing, she and Du Ying could dance together. In this way, everyone has a place, and it is easier to shine. After all, the roadshow is still a hot song and dance, which can mobilize the atmosphere.

But if you sing Shen Yanru's song, it will become An Zhizhi's performance. They estimated that they couldn't help anything other than a chorus, and they were completely reduced to An Zhixiao's foil.

Xing Sitong has no bad intentions, but her personal desire for fame and fortune is relatively strong, so she can't understand Du Ying at all.

Why not do something that can be a win-win situation?

But she had already expressed herself very positively just now, and if she objected to it at this time, it would make people feel that she didn't know what to do. So she just looked at Ann with a pair of eyes, hoping that he would come up with a different opinion.

But Du Ying was completely from An Zhizhi's point of view, and she had no reason not to agree. At this time, there is no need to be modest at all, because Ann knows very well what it is like to sing fast-paced dance music.

Xiao Zijia didn't speak, Du Ying and An knew two to one, and the matter was settled. Although Xing Sitong was unhappy in his heart, he still made a happy appearance on the surface.

However, An knew that in the end, he still compromised and picked a song with dance moves in the MV itself.

An knew that she had called Shen Yanru to tell her about it—it was a trick she had recently learned. Sometimes you don't have to act like you can do anything, and there's nothing to worry about. Because then Shen Yanru would really feel at ease with her, and then gradually stop caring about her.

On the contrary, occasionally telling about her little troubles and seeking solutions will give Shen Yanru a feeling of "being needed", and in the long run, she will have the opportunity to treat her own affairs as her own and always keep them in mind. In this way, the relationship between the two people will naturally not be estranged.

Of course, you can't show that you are too incompetent, and occasionally show your ability, and then ask for praise. In this way, it will give the other party a sense of accomplishment that "the child I raised has grown up". But in reality, she still treats herself like a child.

So this time, she chose to solve the problem by herself and then seek support and understanding, "Sister, do you think it's right for me to deal with it like this?" ”

"That's right." Shen Yanru said, "Everyone wants to be the protagonist, but some people are destined to be only foils. There is absolutely no room for modesty at such times. ”

In this star-studded circle, the brighter it is, the more it will be noticed. If you don't even show yourself actively, then being buried is doomed.

In fact, Xing Sitong's approach is understandable, but in Shen Yanru's ears, probably because her heart is biased towards An Zhi, she always feels that her approach is very inappropriate. If she wants to take advantage of An Zhi's popularity to go up, it also depends on whether she has that ability.

Shen Yanru was afraid that An would not be able to wipe off her face, so she was trapped by her, so she repeatedly told her several times that she could not sacrifice herself for others.

"I know." Ann replied in a low voice.

Shen Yanru on the other end of the phone couldn't see it, and the smile on her face was gentle and sweet.

Even if it's just to indulge in your own fantasies?

This is true for about everyone when they are faced with love. I can't take it and can't put it down, I repeat it over and over again, get tangled, and talk to myself.

It's not a kind of happiness.